I shall put on my wedding garland. Mine is not the red-brown dress of the traveller, and though there are dangers on the way I have no fear in mind.
The evening star will come out when my voyage is done and the plaintive notes of the twilight melodies be struck up from the King's gateway.
在我动身的时光，祝我一路福星吧，我的朋友们！天空里晨光辉煌，我的前途是美丽的。
不要问我带些什么到那边去。我只带着空空的手和企望的心。
我要戴上我婚礼的花冠。我穿的不是红褐色的行装，虽然间关险阻，我心里也没有惧怕。
旅途尽处，晚星将生，从王宫的门口将弹出黄昏的凄乐。
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95.
I was not aware of the moment when I first crossed the threshold of this life.
What was the power that made me open out into this vast mystery like a bud in the forest at midnight!
When in the morning I looked upon the light I felt in a moment that I was no stranger in this world, that the inscrutable without name and form had taken me in its arms in the form of my own mother.
Even so, in death the same unknown will appear as ever known to me. And because I love this life, I know I shall love death as well.
The child cries out when from the right breast the mother takes it away, in the very next moment to find in the left one its consolation.
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当我刚跨过此生的门槛的时候，我并没有发觉。
是什么力量使我在这无边的神秘中开放，象一朵嫩蕊，中夜在森林里开花！
早起我看到光明，我立时觉得在这世界里我不是一个生人，那不可思议，不可名状的，已以我自己母亲的形象，把我抱在怀里。
就是这样，在死亡里，这同一的不可知者又要以我熟识的面目出现。因为我爱今生，我知道我也会一样地爱死亡。
当母亲从婴儿口中拿开右乳的时候，他就啼哭，但他立刻又从左乳得到了安慰。
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When I go from hence let this be my parting word, that what I have seen is unsurpassable.
I have tasted of the hidden honey of this lotus that expands on the ocean of light, and thus am I blessed---let this be my parting word.
In this playhouse of infinite forms I have had my play and here have I caught sight of him that is formless.
My whole body and my limbs have thrilled with his touch who is beyond touch; and if the end comes here, let it come---let this be my parting word.
当我走的时候，让这个作我的别话吧，就是说我所看过的是卓绝无比的。
我曾尝过在光明海上开放的莲花里的隐蜜，因此我受了祝福——让这个做我的别话吧。
在这形象万千的游戏室里，我已经游玩过，在这里我已经瞥见了那无形象的他。
我浑身上下因着那无从接触的他的摩抚而喜颤；假如死亡在这里来临，就让它来好了——让这个作我的别话吧。
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When my play was with thee I never questioned who thou wert. I knew nor shyness nor fear, my life was boisterous.
In the early morning thou wouldst call me from my sleep like my own comrade and lead me running from glade to glade.
On those days I never cared to know the meaning of songs thou sangest to me. Only my voice took up the tunes, and my heart danced in their cadence.
Now, when the playtime is over, what is this sudden sight that is come upon me? The world with eyes bent upon thy feet stands in awe with all its silent stars.
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当我是同你做游戏的时候，我从来没有问过你是谁。我不懂得羞怯和惧怕，我的生活是热闹的。
清晨你就来把我唤醒，象我自己的伙伴一样，带着我跑过林野。
那些日子，我从来不想去了解你对我唱的歌曲的意义。我只随声附和，我的心应节跳舞。
现在，游戏的时光已过，这突然来到我眼前的情景是什么呢？世界低下眼来看着你的双脚，和它的肃静的众星一同敬畏地站着。
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I will deck thee with trophies, garlands of my defeat. It is never in my power to escape unconquered.
I surely know my pride will go to the wall, my life will burst its bonds in exceeding pain, and my empty heart will sob out in music like a hollow reed, and the stone will melt in tears.
I surely know the hundred petals of a lotus will not remain closed for ever and the secret recess of its honey will be bared.
From the blue sky an eye shall gaze upon me and summon me in silence. Nothing will be left for me, nothing whatever, and utter death shall I receive at thy feet.
我要以胜利品，我的失败的花环，来装饰你。逃避不受征服，是我永远 做不到的。
我准知道我的骄傲会碰壁，我的生命将因着极端的痛苦而炸裂，我的空虚的心将象一枝空苇鸣咽出哀音，顽石也融成眼泪。
我准知道莲花的百瓣不会永远闭合，深藏的花蜜定将显露。
从碧空将有一只眼睛向我凝视，在默默地召唤我。我将空无所有，绝对的空无所有，我将从你脚下领受绝对的死亡。
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When I give up the helm I know that the time has come for thee to take it. What there is to do will be instantly done. Vain is this struggle.
Then take away your hands and silently put up with your defeat, my heart, and think it your good fortune to sit perfectly still where you are placed.
These my lamps are blown out at every little puff of wind, and trying to light them I forget all else again and again.
But I shall be wise this time and wait in the dark, spreading my mat on the floor; and whenever it is thy pleasure, my lord, come silently and take thy seat here.
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当我放下舵盘，我知道你来接收的时候到了。当做的事立刻要做了。挣扎是无用的。
那就把手拿开，静默地承认失败吧，我的心呵，要想到能在你的岗位上默坐，还算是幸运的。
我的几盏灯都有被一阵阵的微风吹灭了，为想把它们重新点起，我屡屡地把其他的事情都忘却了。
这次我要聪明一点，把我的席子铺在地上，在暗中等候；什么时候你高兴，我的主，悄悄地走来坐下吧。
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I dive down into the depth of the ocean of forms, hoping to gain the perfect pearl of the formless.
No more sailing from harbour to harbour with this my weather-beaten boat. The days are long passed when my sport was to be tossed on waves.
And now I am eager to die into the deathless.
Into the audience hall by the fathomless abyss where swells up the music of toneless strings I shall take this harp of my life.
I shall tune it to the notes of forever, and when it has sobbed out its last utterance, lay down my silent harp at the feet of the silent.
我跳进形象海洋的深处，希望能得到那无形象的完美的珍珠。
我不再以我的旧船去走遍海港，我乐于弄潮的日子早已过去了。
现在我渴望死于不死之中。
我要拿起我的生命的弦琴，进入无底深渊旁边，那座涌出无调的乐音的广厅。
我要调拨我的琴弦，和永恒的乐音合拍，当它呜咽出最后的声音时，就把我静默的琴儿放在静默的脚边。
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Ever in my life have I sought thee with my songs. It was they who led me from door to door, and with them have I felt about me, searching and touching my world.
It was my songs that taught me all the lessons I ever learnt; they showed me secret paths, they brought before my sight many a star on the horizon of my heart.
They guided me all the day long to the mysteries of the country of pleasure and pain, and, at last, to what palace gate have the brought me in the evening at the end of my journey?
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我这一生永远以诗歌来寻求你。它们领我从这门走到那门，我和它们一同摸索，寻求着，接触着我的世界。
我所学过的功课，都是诗歌教给我的；它们把捷径指示给我，它们把我心里地平线上的许多星辰，带到我的眼前。
它们整天地带领我走向苦痛和快乐的神秘之国，最后，在我旅程终点的黄昏，它们要把我带到了哪一座宫殿的门首呢？
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I boasted among men that I had known you. They see your pictures in all works of mine. They come and ask me, `Who is he?' I know not how to answer them. I say, `Indeed, I cannot tell.' They blame me and they go away in scorn. And you sit there smiling.
I put my tales of you into lasting songs. The secret gushes out from my heart. They come and ask me, `Tell me all your meanings.' I know not how to answer them. I say, `Ah, who knows what they mean!' They smile and go away in utter scorn. And you sit there smiling.
我在人前夸说我认得你。在我的作品中，他们看到了你的画象。他们走来问我，“他是谁？”我不知道怎么回答。我说，“真的，我说不出来。”他们斥责我，轻蔑地走开了。你却坐在那里微笑。
我把你的事迹编成不朽的诗歌。秘密从我心中涌出。他们走来问我，“把所有的意思都告诉我们吧。”我不知道怎样回答。我说。“呵，谁知道那是什么意思！”他们哂笑了，鄙夷之极地走开。你却坐在那里微笑。
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103.
In one salutation to thee, my God, let all my senses spread out and touch this world at thy feet.
Like a rain-cloud of July hung low with its burden of unshed showers let all my mind bend down at thy door in one salutation to thee.
Let all my songs gather together their diverse strains into a single current and flow to a sea of silence in one salutation to thee.
Like a flock of homesick cranes flying night and day back to their mountain nests let all my life take its voyage to its eternal home in one salutation to thee.
在我向你合十膜拜之中，我的上帝，让我一切的感知都舒展在你的脚下，接触这个世界。
象七月的湿云，带着未落的雨点沉沉下垂，在我向你合十膜拜之中，让我的全副心灵在你的门前俯伏。
让我所有的诗歌，聚集起不同的调子，在我向你合十膜拜之中，成为一股洪流，倾注入静寂的大海。
象一群思乡的鹤鸟，日夜飞向它们的山巢，在我向你合十膜拜之中，让我全部的生命，启程回到它永久的家乡。
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