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The tears that mounted to Kaoru's eyes may have seemed an exag-

gerated response to a rather ordinary poem, but they served to demonstrate

that he had been fond of the lady.

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"I looked to the bamboo river. It has run dry

And left an arid, barren world behind it."

This appearance of forlornness, they thought, only made him hand-

somer. He did not, like the lieutenant, indulge in a frenzy of grief, but he

attracted sympathy.

"I shall leave you. I have said too much."

He did not want to go, but the Reizei emperor was calling him.

"Yu~giri has told me that when your father was alive the music in the

ladies' quarters went on all through the morning, long after the carolers

had left. No one is up to that sort of thing any more. What an extraordinary

range of talent he did bring together at Rokujo~. The least little gathering

there must have been better than anything anywhere else."

As if hoping to bring the good Rokujo~ days back, the emperor sent

for instruments, a Chinese koto for his new lady, a lute for Kaoru, a

Japanese koto for himself. He immediately struck up "This House." The

new lady had been an uncertain musician, but he had been diligent with

his lessons and she had proved eminently teachable. She had a good touch

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both as soloist and as accompanist, and indeed Kaoru thought her a lady

with whom it would be difficult to find fault. He knew of course that she

was very beautiful.

There were other such occasions. He managed without seeming

querulous or familiar to let her know how she had disappointed him. I have

not heard how she replied.

In the Fourth Month she bore a princess. It was not as happy an event

as it would have been had the Reizei emperor still been on the throne, but

the gifts from Yu~giri and others were lavish. Tamakazura was forever

taking the child up in her arms, but soon there were messages from the

Reizei Palace suggesting that its father too would like to see it, and on

about the fiftieth day mother and child went back to Reizei. Although, as

we have seen, the Reizei emperor already had one daughter, he was de-

lighted with the little princess, who certainly was very pretty. Some of the

older princess's women were heard to remark that paternal affection could

sometimes seem overdone.

The royal ladies did not themselves descend to vulgar invective, but

there were unpleasant scenes among their serving women. It began to seem

that the worst fears of Tamakazura's sons were coming true. Tamakazura

was worried, for such incidents could bring cruel derision upon a lady. It

did not seem likely that the Reizei emperor's affection would waver, but

the resentment of ladies who had been with him for a very long time could

make life very unpleasant for the new lady. There had moreover been

suggestions that the present emperor was not happy. Perhaps, thought

Tamakazura, casting about for a solution, she should resign her own posi-

tion at the palace in favor of her younger daughter. It was not common

practice to accept resignations in such cases and she had for some years

sought unsuccessfully to resign. The emperor remembered Higekuro's

wishes, however, and very old precedents were called in, and the resigna-

tion and the new appointment were presently ratified. The delay,

Tamakazura was now inclined to believe, had occurred because the

younger daughter's destinies must work themselves out.

In the matter of the new appointment there yet remained the sad case

of the lieutenant. Kumoinokari had supported his suit for the hand of the

older daughter. Tamakazura had hinted in reply that she might let him

have the younger. What might his feelings be now? She had one of her

sons make tactful inquiry of Yu~giri.

"There have been representations from the emperor which have left

us feeling somewhat uncertain. We would not wish to seem unduly ambi-

tious."

"It is only natural that the arrangements you have made for your older

sister should not please the emperor. And now he proposes a court ap-

pointment for the younger, and one does not dismiss such an honor lightly.

I suggest that you accept it, and with the least possible delay."

Sighing that her husband's death had left her and her daughter so

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unprotected, Tamakazura decided that she must now see whether the

empress would approve of the appointment.

Everything was in order, and the calm, dignified efficiency with which

the younger sister, very handsome and very elegant, acquitted herself of

her duties soon made the emperor forget his dissatisfaction.

Tamakazura thought that the time had come to enter a nunnery, but

her sons disagreed. "You will not be able to concentrate on your prayers

until our sisters are somewhat more settled."

Occasionally she paid a quiet visit at court, but because the Reizei

emperor still seemed uncomfortably fond of her she did not visit his palace

when there were important matters to be discussed. She continued

to reprove herself for her behavior long ago, and she had given him a

daughter at a risk of seeming too ambitious. Any suggestion, even in jest,

that she was now being coquettish would be more than she could bear. She

did not explain the reasons for her diffidence, and so the Reizei daughter

concluded that her old view of the situation had been correct. Her father

had been fond of her but her mother had not. Even in such trivial matters

as the contest for the cherry tree her mother had sided with her sister. The

Reizei emperor let it be known that he too was resentful. Tamakazura's

conduct was not at all hard to understand, he said. A mother who has given

a young daughter to a hoary old man prefers to keep her distance. He also

let it be known that his affection for his new lady was if anything stronger.

After a few years, to everyone's astonishment, a prince was born.

What a fortunate lady, people said. So many of the Reizei ladies were still

childless after all these years. The Reizei emperor was of course overjoyed,

and only wished that he had had a son before he abdicated. There was so

much less now that he could do for the child. He had doted upon one

princess and then a second, and now he had a little prince, to delight him

beyond measure. Tamakazura's sister, the mother of the older princess,

thought he was being a little silly, and she was no longer as tolerant of her

niece as she once had been. There were little incidents and presently there

was evidence that the two ladies were on rather chilly terms. Whatever her

rank, it is always the senior lady in such instances who attracts the larger

measure of sympathy. So it was at the Reizei Palace. Everyone, high and

low, took the part of the great lady who had been with the Reizei emperor

for so long. No opportunity was lost to show the younger lady in an

unfavorable light.

"We told you so," said her brothers, making life yet more difficult for

Tamakazura.

"So many girls," sighed that dowager, "live happy, inconspicuous

lives, and no one criticizes them. Only a girl who seems to have been born

lucky should think of going into the royal service.

The old suitors were meanwhile rising in the world. Several of them

would make quite acceptable bridegrooms. Then an obscure cham-

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berlain, Kaoru now had a guards commission and a seat on the council.

One rather wearied, indeed, of hearing about "his perfumed highness" and

"the fragrant captain." He continued to be a very serious and proper young

man and stories were common of the princesses and ministers' daughters

whom he had been offered and had chosen not to notice.

"He did not amount to a great deal then," sighed Tamakazura, "and

look at him now."

Yu~giri's young son had been promoted from lieutenant to captain. He

too was much admired.

"He is so good-looking," whispered one of the cattier women. "He

would have been a much better catch than an old emperor surrounded by

nasty women."

There was, alas, some truth in it.

The lieutenant, now captain, had lost none of his old ardor. He went

on feeling sorry for himself, and though he was now married to a daughter

of the Minister of the Left, he was not a very attentive husband. He was

often heard declaiming or setting down in writing certain thoughts about

a "sash of Hitachi." Not everyone caught the reference.

Tamakazura's older daughter, exhausted by the complications of life

at the Reizei Palace, was now spending most of her time at home, a great

disappointment to Tamakazura. The younger daughter was meanwhile

doing beautifully. She was a cheerful, intelligent girl, and she presided over

a distinguished salon.

The Minister of the Left died. Yu~giri was promoted to Minister of the

Left and Ko~bai to Minister of the Right. Many others were on the promo-

tion lists, including Kaoru, who became a councillor of the middle order.

A young man did well to be born into that family, people said, if he wished

to get ahead without delay.

In the course of the round of calls that followed the appointment,

Kaoru called on Tamakazura. He made his formal greetings in the garden

below her rooms.

"I see that you have not forgotten these weedy precincts. I am re-

minded of your late father's extraordinary kindness."

She had a pleasant voice, soft and gently modulated. And how very

youthful she was, thought Kaoru. If she had aged like other women the

Reizei emperor would by now have forgotten her. As it was, there were

certain to be incidents.

"I do not much care about promotions, but I thought it would be a

good excuse to show you that I am still about. When you say I have not

forgotten, I suspect you are really saying that I have been very neglectful."

"I know that this is not the time for senile complaining, but I know

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too that it is not easy for you to visit me. There are very complicated

matters that I really must discuss with you in person. My Reizei daughter

is having a very unhappy time of it, so unhappy, indeed, that we cannot

think what to do next. I was careful to discuss the matter with the Reizei

empress and with my sister, and I was sure that I had their agreement. Now

it seems that they both think me an impertinent upstart, and this, as you

may imagine, does not please me. My grandchildren have stayed behind,

but I asked that my daughter be allowed to come home for a rest. She really

was having a most difficult time of it. She is here, and I gather that I am

being criticized for that too, and indeed that the Reizei emperor is un-

happy. Do you think you might possibly speak to him, not as if you were

making a great point of it, in the course of a conversation? I had such high

hopes for her, and I did so want her to be on good terms with all of them.

I must ask myself whether I should not have paid more attention to my

very modest place in the world." She was trying not to weep.

"You take it too seriously. We all know that life in the royal service

is not easy. The Reizei emperor is living in quiet retirement, we may tell

ourselves, away from all the noise and bother, and his ladies should be

sensible and forbearing. But it is too much to ask that they divest them-

selves of pride and the competitive instinct. What seems like nothing at

all to us on the outside may seem intolerable effrontery to them. Royal

ladies, empresses and all the others, are unbelievably sensitive, a fact

which you were surely aware of when you made your plans." She could

not have accused him of equivocation. "The best thing would be to forget

the whole problem. It would not do, I think, for me to intercede between

the Reizei emperor and one of his ladies."

She smiled. "I have entertained you with a list of complaints and you

have treated it as it deserves."

It was hard to believe that anyone so quietly and calmly youthful

should be upset about the problems of a married daughter. Probably the

daughter was very much like her. Certainly his Uji princess was. Just such

qualities had drawn him to her.

The younger sister had come home from the palace and the house

wore that happy air of being lived in. Easy, companionable warmth seemed

to come to him through the blinds. The dowager could see that although

he was very much in control of himself he was also very much on his

mettle, and again she thought what a genuinely satisfactory son-in-law he

would make.

Ko~bai's mansion was immediately to the east. Young courtiers had

gathered in large numbers to help with the grand ministerial banquet. Niou

had declined Ko~bai's invitation to be present, although he had attended the

banquet given by the Minister of the Left after the archery meet and the

banquet after the wrestling matches, and it had been hoped that he would

lend his radiance to this occasion as well. Ko~bai was thinking about the

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arrangements he must make for his much-loved daughters, and Niou did

not for some reason seem interested. Ko~bai and his wife also had their eye

on Kaoru, a young gentleman in whom it would be difficult to find a flaw.

The festivities next door, the rumbling of carriages and the shouting

of outrunners, brought memories of Higekuro's day of glory. Tamakazu-

ra's house was quiet by comparison, and sunk in memories.

"Remember how people talked when Ko~bai started visiting her and

Prince Hotaru was hardly in his grave. Well, it lasted, as you see, and the

talk has come to seem rather beside the point. You never can tell. Which

sort of lady do you think we should offer as a model?"

Yu~giri's son, newly promoted to captain, came calling that evening, on

his way home from the banquet. He knew that the Reizei daughter was

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