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empty complaining of a dotard, but to Genji they seemed genuine. He was

deeply moved.

<N 6>

They talked of many things, ancient and recent.

"I suppose your son comes to see you every day. It would please me

enormously if he were to come today. There is something I have been

wanting to speak to him about, but it is not easy to arrange a meeting when

I do not have important business."

"I do not see a great deal of him, I fear, perhaps because he does not

have an overwhelming sense of filial duty. What might you wish to speak

to him about? Yu~giri has his just grievances. I say to my son that however

matters may once have been, rumors that have escaped do not come

meekly home again. Nothing is to be gained at this late date by keeping

the two apart. The end result could be to make us all look ridiculous. But

he has never been an easy man to talk to, and I am by no means sure that

he sees the point."

Genji smiled. She always thought first of Yu~giri. "But I had heard that

your good son was prepared to accept the facts. I made bold to drop a few

hints of my own, and afterwards rather wished that I hadn't, because they

only got the boy a scolding. Things eventually come out clean in the wash,

they say, and I have wondered why he has not seen fit to let the water do

its work. But of course that is not entirely true. There are things that no

amount of laundering does much for. They get worse the longer you wait.

I am sorry for the damage that has already been done.

"But as a matter of fact," he said, turning to his main business. "As

a matter of fact, there is a girl who should have been his responsibility but

who quite by accident has become mine. I did not at first know the truth

and I was not as diligent as I might have been in seeking it out. Having

so few children of my own, I convinced the girl in question that it need

make no difference if she thought of herself as one of them. I did not try

as hard as I might have to make her feel like one of the family, and time

passed. Then one day--I cannot think how he heard about her--there was

a summons from His Majesty.

"He told me very confidentially that he was concerned about the inner

palace. If the ladies' apartments do not have a competent wardress the

ladies are left without proper guidance. There are two elderly assistant

wardresses and there are other candidates as well, all of them most eagerly

desiring the appointment, but His Majesty is not enthusiastic about any

of them. It has been the practice to appoint someone of good birth who

is not unduly encumbered by family problems. He could, he said, consider

intelligence and attainments and promote someone who has served long

and faithfully, but in the absence of remarkable promise he would prefer

a younger lady who is beginning to attract favorable notice.

"I thought immediately of the young lady I have mentioned, and

wondered how your son would feel about proposing her as a candidate.

Ladies who go to court, whatever their rank, find themselves in competi-

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tion for His Majesty's affection, and the more prosaic work of seeing that

the palace continues to function does not seem very attractive or challeng-

ing. But I have come to think myself that whether it is or is not depends

on the lady whose responsibility it is. Having made further inquiry about

the lady I had taken under my protection, I had concluded that her age

identified her as someone who should more properly be under your son's

protection. I would like to discuss the matter quite frankly with him. I do

not want anything as grand as a formal conference. I hoped I had found

the occasion for informing him, but when I wrote inviting him to be

present he was not enthusiastic and wrote back that your illness made it

necessary for him to decline. I had to agree that my timing was less than

ideal. But now I see that you are not as ill as my informant had led me to

fear, and so I think I must insist. Could you so inform him, please?"

"How very interesting, and how very unlikely. I know that he has

been rather indiscriminately collecting children who have claimed to be

his. It is astonishing that this one went to the wrong father. Was she herself

misinformed?"

"There is an explanation. I am sure that he will be familiar with the

details. It is the sort of thing that happens in the untidy lives of the lower

classes and is always being talked about. I have not told even Yu~giri. I hope

that you will be as careful as I have been."

<N 7>

To~ no Chu~jo~ heard with surprise of Genji's visit. "But they have far

too few people at Sanjo~ to receive such a guest. Who will be looking after

his man and seeing that he is properly entertained himself? I imagine

Yu~giri will be with him." He immediately sent off a few sons and several

of their friends. "I ought to go myself, but I would not want to make too

elaborate an affair of it."

A letter came from Princess Omiya. "The Rokujo~ minister has been

kind enough to inquire after my health. We are badly understaffed and

cannot be making a good impression. Do you suppose I might ask you to

come, as quietly as possible, without having it seem that I sent for you?

He has said that there is something he wishes to speak to you about."

What would it be? Yet more about Yu~giri? Princess Omiya did not

have much longer to live and was making strong pleas in Yu~giri's behalf.

If Genji were to lodge a protest To~ no Chu~jo~ would have great trouble

turning it away. To~ no Chu~jo~ had been thinking how unfortunate it would

be to learn at this late date that Yu~giri's ardor had died. He must find an

occasion to let it be known that he might consider acceding to the young

people's wishes. If Genji and the princess were in collusion he would have

very great trouble answering their arguments. He was a stubborn man,

however, and a rather perverse man as well, and he did not want to

surrender without a fight.

His mother had sent for him, and Genji would be waiting. He did not

want to offend either of them. He would see what they had to say. He

dressed very carefully and ordered a modest retinue,<N 8> and presented a very

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grand figure as he set forth surrounded by sons. He was tall and strongly

built and carried himself with magisterial dignity. In purple trousers sur-

mounted by a very long train of white lined with red, he might almost have

been accused of overdressing. By contrast, the easy informality of Genji's

dress, a robe of white Chinese brocade lined with red over several red

singlets, suggested a prince who has ample time to cultivate his sensibili-

ties. It might have been said that Genji had the finer material to work with

and To~ no Chu~jo~ worked harder with what he had.

His sons were also very handsome. He had two brothers with him,

men of considerable eminence, a grand councillor and a chamberlain to the

crown prince. Though he did not wish to seem ostentatious, he had in his

retinue upwards of ten middle-ranking courtiers of unexceptionable name

and family and very good taste, including two privy secretaries, two guards

officers, and a moderator, and there were lesser courtiers in large numbers.

The wine flowed freely and pleasant intoxication was general, and the

talk was of what a fortunate lady the old princess was.

<N 9>

It was also of course reminiscent, for Genji and To~ no Chu~jo~ had not

met in a very long time. When they did not see each other they were

always finding themselves at odds over things that did not matter, but

when they were together all the solid reasons for friendship reasserted

themselves. They talked of happenings old and recent, and presently it was

evening. To~ no Chu~jo~ continued to press wine on his mother's guests.

"I have hesitated to visit Mother without an invitation. And what

would you have said if I had known you were here and not come?"

"Nothing at all, except to apologize for my own remissness--though

I have at times, you know, had reason to be annoyed with you."

The troublesome matter of the younger generation, thought To~ no

Chu~jo~, retreating into polite silence.

"In the old days," said Genji, "I never felt comfortable unless I had

your opinion on every matter, public and private, large and small, and the

two of us in His Majesty's service seemed like two wings serving one bird.

As the years went by there were from time to time things that rather went

against my wishes. They were private. In matters of public policy I have

never doubted our being on the same side, and I do not doubt it now. I

find my thoughts turning more to the past, and I also find that we see less

and less of each other. It is entirely proper that you should stand on the

dignity of your office, and yet I do sometimes wish that in private matters

ceremony might be dispensed with. There have been times when I have

wished that you might come calling."

"Yes, it is as you say. In the old days you must have thought it

ill-mannered and inconsiderate of me to make such demands on your time.

I had no secrets from you and I profited enormously from your advice. You

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praise me too highly when you suggest that I have ever performed as your

companion wing. I have made use of your enormous abilities to support

my own inadequate ones and so I have been privileged to be of service to

His Majesty. You must not for a moment think that I am ungrateful. But

it is once again as you say: we see far too little of each other."

Genji presently found a chance to turn to his main subject.

"How perfectly extraordinary." To~ no Chu~jo~ was in tears. "I believe

that my feelings once got the better of me and I told you of my search for

the girl. As I have risen to my modest position in the world I have gathered

my stupid daughters around me, not omitting the least-favored of them.

They have found ways to make themselves known. And when I think of

the lost ones, it is she who comes first to mind."

they remembered the confessions made and the conclusions

reached that rainy night, they laughed and wept and the earlier stiffness

disappeared. It was very late when they went their separate ways.

"The sight of you brings fond memories," said Genji, "and I do not

at all want to leave." It was not like him to weep so easily. Perhaps he had

had too much to drink.

Princess Omiya was weeping copiously. The sight of Genji, so much

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handsomer and grander than in the old years, made her think of her late

daughter. It does seem to be true that a nun's habit and briny waters have

an affinity for each other.

Genji let the opportunity pass to touch upon Yu~giri's affairs. It would

have been in bad taste to introduce so clear a case of injustice on To~ no

Chu~jo~'s part, and To~ no Chu~jo~ himself thought the matter one for Genji

to bring up. And so the tension between them was not after all completely

dispelled.

"I know that I should see you home," said To~ no Chu~jo~, "but you gave

me such short notice, and I would not want to attract attention. I will call

on you soon to tell you again how grateful I am for this visit."

Genji replied that it had been a joy to find Omiya less ill than he had

feared and that he would hold To~ no Chu~jo~ most firmly to his engagement

to bestow the ceremonial train.

They parted in the best of spirits, on the surface at least. Their retinues

were very grand. The various sons and brothers in attendance would have

liked very much to know what had been discussed. Both Genji and To~ no

Chu~jo~ seemed happy with the discussion, and so who might be expected

to resign what office now, and in favor of whom? No one suspected what

had in fact been the reason for the meeting.

To~ no Chu~jo~ was badly unsettled. There were difficulties in the way

of taking Tamakazura into his house immediately. It seemed highly un-

likely, everything considered, that Genji had sought the girl out and

brought her into his house and then left her quite untouched. Out of

regard for his other ladies, Genji had probably refrained from adding her

openly and formally to the company. Probably he was finding the clandes-

tine affair unmanageable and was worried about gossip, and so had chosen

to let To~ no Chu~jo~ in on the secret. It was a pity, of course, but the girl's

reputation need not be thought irreparably damaged. People could hardly

criticize To~ no Chu~jo~ if he were to let Genji keep her. Genji's suggestion

that she be sent to court opened the possibility of unpleasantness for the

sister already there. But be would respect Genji's wishes, whatever Genji

decided to do.

The meeting just described took place early in the Second Month. The

sixteenth, at the beginning of the equinoctial services, was found to be

a propitious day for initiation ceremonies. The soothsayers advised indeed

that no better day would come for some time, and Princess Omiya's illness

did not at the moment seem serious.

In the course of the preparations Genji told Tamakazura in great detail

of his conversation with her father. Genji's kindness could not have been

greater, she thought, if he had been her father, and at the same time she

was delighted at the prospect of meeting her real father.

Genji took Yu~giri into his confidence. The pieces fell into place, num-

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bers of puzzles were solved. Yu~giri now thought Tamakazura in pleasing

contrast to the cold lady upon whom he had set his affections, and he

thought himself very obtuse for not having guessed earlier. He was an

honest and sensible boy, and he told himself that the possibilities intro-

duced by the new situation must be dismissed from his mind.

On the day of the ceremony a secret messenger arrived bringing gifts

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