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riage to Genji and her presence so close at hand had an unsettling effect

on him. Performing this and that routine service for her, he was coming

to see what sort of lady she was. She was very young and rather quiet, and

that was all. Genji seemed determined to do what the world expected of

him, but it was hard to believe that she really interested him very much.

Nor did there seem to be women of substance among her attendants.

Yu~giri thought them a flock of pretty young things forever preening them-

selves and chatting and playing games. It was a happy enough household,

but if it contained women of a serious, meditative bent the outsider did

not see them. The most melancholy of women would have been painted

over with the same cheerful brush. Genji might not be enormously pleased

at the sight of all these little girls at their games the whole day through,

but he was by nature neither an uncharitable man nor a reformer, and he

did not interfere. He did, however, give some attention to training the

princess herself, and she was beginning to seem a little less heedless and

immature.

Not many women, thought Yu~giri, were perfect. Only Murasaki had

over the years seemed beyond criticism. She had quietly lived her own life

and no scandal had touched her. She had treated no one maliciously or

arrogantly, and had herself always been a model of graceful and courtly

demeanor. He could not forget the one glimpse he had had of her.

Kumoinokari, his own wife, was certainly pretty and pleasing enough, but

she was in a way rather ordinary. She was without strong traits or remark-

able accomplishments. Now that he had no more worries in that quarter

he found his excitement waning and his interest moving back to Rokujo~,

where so many fine ladies, each outstanding in her way, were gathered

together. The Third Princess's pedigree was certainly the finest, but it

seemed equally certain that Genji gave her a lower rating as a person than

some of the others and was but keeping up appearances. Yu~giri was not

exactly consumed with longing and curiosity, but he did hope that he

might sometime have a glimpse of her too.

A frequenter of the Suzaku Palace, Kashiwagi had known all about

the Third Princess and the Suzaku emperor's worries. He had offered

himself as a candidate for her hand. His candidacy had not been dismissed,

and then, suddenly and to his very great disappointment, she had gone to

Genji. He still could not reconcile himself to what had happened. He seems

to have taken some comfort in exchanging reports with women whom he

had known in her maiden days. He of course heard what everyone else

heard, that she was no great competitor for Genji's affection.

<P 581>

He was forever complaining to Kojiju~, her nurse's daughter. "I am

much beneath her, I know, but I would have made her happy. I know of

course that she was meant for someone far grander."

Nothing in this world is permanent, and Genji might one day make

up his mind to leave it. Kashiwagi kept after Kojiju~.

Prince Hotaru and Kashiwagi came calling at Rokujo~ one pleasant day

in the Third Month. Genji received them.

"Life is quiet these days, and rather dull, I fear. My affairs public and

private go almost too smoothly. So how shall we amuse ourselves today?

Yu~giri is devoted to that small-bow of his, and never misses a chance to

take it out, and that would be a possibility. Where might he be? He had

a collection of eminent young archers with him. Was he so unwise as to

let them go?" He was told that Yu~giri and his friends, a large band of them,

were at football in the northeast quarter. "Not a very genteel pastime,

perhaps, but something to wake you up and keep you on the alert. Send

for him, please."

The summons was delivered and Yu~giri came bringing numbers of

young gentlemen with him.

"Did you bring your ball? And who are all of you?"

Yu~giri gave the names.

"Fine. Let us see what you can do."

The crown princess and her baby had gone back to the palace. Genji

was in her rooms, now almost deserted. The garden was level and open

here the brooks came together. It seemed both a practical and an elegant

To~ no Chu~jo~'s sons, Kashiwagi and the rest, some grown

men and some still boys, rather dominated the gathering. The day was a

fine, windless one. It was late afternoon. Ko~bai at first seemed to stand on

his dignity, but he quite lost himself in the game as it gathered momentum.

"Just see the effect it has on civil office," said Genji. "I would expect

you guardsmen to be jumping madly about and letting your commissions

fall where they may. I was always among the spectators myself, and now

I genuinely wish I had been more active. Though as I have said it may not

be the most genteel pursuit in the world."

Taking their places under a fine cherry in full bloom, Yu~giri and

Kashiwagi were very handsome in the evening light. Genji's less than

genteel sport--such things do happen--took on something of the elegance

of the company and the place. Spring mists enfolded trees in various stages

of bud and bloom and new leaf. The least subtle of games does have its

skills and techniques, and each of the players was determined to show

what he could do. Though Kashiwagi played only briefly, he was clearly

the best of them all. He was handsome but retiring, intense and at the same

time lively and expansive. Though the players were now under the cherry

directly before the south stairs, they had no eye for the blossoms. Genji

and Prince Hotaru were at a corner of the veranda.

Yes, there were many skills, and as one inning followed another a

<P 582>

certain abandon was to be observed and caps of state were pushed rather

far back on noble foreheads. Yu~giri could permit himself a special measure

of abandon, and his youthful spirits and vigor were infectious. He had on

a soft white robe lined with red. His trousers were gently taken in at the

ankles, but by no means untidy. He seemed very much in control of

himself despite the abandon, and cherry petals fell about him like a flurry

of snow. He broke off a twig from a dipping branch and went to sit on the

stairs.

"How quick they are to fall," said Kashiwagi, coming up behind him.

"We much teach the wind to blow wide and clear."

He glanced over toward the Third Princess's rooms. They seemed to

be in the usual clutter. The multicolored sleeves pouring from under the

blinds and through openings between them were like an assortment of

swatches to be presented to the goddess of spring. Only a few paces from

him a woman had pushed her curtains carelessly aside and looked as if she

might be in a mood to receive a gentleman's addresses. A Chinese cat, very

<P 583>

small and pretty, came running out with a larger cat in pursuit. There was

a noisy rustling of silk as several women pushed forward to catch it. On

a long cord which had become badly tangled, it would not yet seem to have

been fully tamed. As it sought to free itself the cord caught in a curtain,

which was pulled back to reveal the women behind. No one, not even

those nearest the veranda, seemed to notice. They were much too worried

about the cat.

A lady in informal dress stood just inside the curtains beyond the

second pillar to the west. Her robe seemed to be of red lined with lavender,

and at the sleeves and throat the colors were as bright and varied as a book

of paper samples. Her cloak was of white figured satin lined with red. Her

hair fell as cleanly as sheaves of thread and fanned out towards the neatly

trimmed edges some ten inches beyond her feet. In the rich billowing of

her skirts the lady scarcely seemed present at all. The white profile framed

by masses of black hair was pretty and elegant--though unfortunately the

room was dark and he could not see her as well in the evening light as he

would have wished. The women had been too delighted with the game,

young gentlemen heedless of how they scattered the blossoms, to worry

<P 584>

about blinds and concealment. The lady turned to look at the cat, which

was mewing piteously, and in her face and figure was an abundance of

quiet, unpretending young charm.

Yu~giri saw and strongly disapproved, but would only have made

matters worse by stepping forward to lower the blind. He coughed warn-

ingly. The lady slipped out of sight. He too would have liked to see more,

and he sighed when, the cat at length disengaged, the blind fell back into

place. Kashiwagi's regrets were more intense. It could only have been the

Third Princess, the lady who was separated from the rest of the company

by her informal dress. He pretended that nothing had happened, but Yu~giri

knew that he had seen the princess, and was embarrassed for her. Seeking

to calm himself, Kashiwagi called the cat and took it up in his arms. It was

delicately perfumed. Mewing prettily, it brought the image of the Third

Princess back to him (for he had been ready to fall in love).

"This is no place for our young lordships to be wasting their time,"

said Genji. "Suppose we go inside." He led the way to the east wing, where

he continued his conversation with Prince Hotaru.

Still excited from the game, the younger men found places on the

veranda, where they were brought simple refreshments, pears and oranges

and camellia cakes, and wine and dried fish and the like to go with it.

Kashiwagi was lost in thought. From time to time he would look

vacantly up at the cherries.

Yu~giri thought he understood. His friend must agree, he was also

thinking, that it was unseemly for so fine a lady to step forward into such

an exposed position. Murasaki would never have been so careless. Yu~giri

could see, he feared, why Genji's esteem for the princess seemed to fall

rather short of that of the world in general. This childlike insouciance was

no doubt charming, but it might cause trouble.

Kashiwagi was not thinking about the princess's defects. He had seen

her accidentally and very briefly, to be sure, but he had most certainly seen

her. He was telling himself that there had to be a bond between them and

that the steadfastness of his devotion was being rewarded.

"To~ no Chu~jo~ and I were always in competition," said Genji, in a

reminiscent mood, "and football was the one thing I never succeeded in

besting him at. It may seem flippant to speak of a football heritage, but I

really believe that there must be such a thing, unusual talent handed down

in a family. You quite dazzled us, sir."

Kashiwagi smiled. "I doubt that the honor will mean very much to our

descendants."

"Surely you are wrong. Everything that is genuinely outstanding de-

serves to be chronicled. This would be a most interesting and edifying item

for a family chronicle."

Kashiwagi was wondering what sort of charms would be required to

<P 585>

impress the wife of a man so youthful and handsome, to win her pity and

sympathy. He was overwhelmed by sudden and hopeless feelings of in-

feriority.

He and Yu~giri left in the same carriage.

"We were right to pay our visit," said Yu~giri. "I fear the poor man is

bored. We must find time for another before the blossoms have fallen. Do

come again and bring your bow with you, and help us enjoy the last of

the spring."

They agreed upon a day.

"I gather that your father spends most of his time in the east wing.

His regard for the lady there seems really extraordinary." And Kashiwagi

went on to say perhaps more than he should have. "What effect do you

suppose it has on the Third Princess? She has always been her father's

favorite. It must be a new experience for her."

"Nonsense. It is true that the lady in the east wing has a rather

particular place in his life, but that is because he took her in when she was

still a child. But he is very good to the princess."

"You needn't try to distort the facts. I know quite well enough what

they are. People tell me that she has a sad time of it. Nothing in her

background can have prepared her.

"The generous warbler, moving from tree to tree,

Neglects the cherry alone among them all."

And he added softly: "And the cherry, among them all, seems right

for the bird of spring."

This seemed downright impertinent, though Yu~giri did think he un-

derstood his friend's reasons.

"The cuckoo building its nest in mountain depths

Does not, be assured, neglect the cherry blossom.

"Surely, sir, you are not asking that he give her the whole of his

attention?"

Wishing to hear no more, he changed the subject, and presently they

went their separate ways.

Kashiwagi still lived alone in the east wing of his father's mansion.

He had had his hopes, and though he remained a bachelor by his own

choice he was sometimes bored and unhappy. He was good enough, he had

still been able to tell himself, to have the lady he wanted if he only waited

long enough. But now he was in anguish. When might he again see the

Third Princess, even as briefly as on the evening of the football match? A

lesser lady might have found an excuse for leaving the house, a taboo or

something of the sort. But she was a princess, and he must contrive to send

word of his longing through thick walls and curtains.

He settled upon the usual note to Kojiju~. "The winds the other day

<P 586>

blew me in upon your premises, to increase your lady's hostility, no doubt.

Since that evening I have been in deep despondency. I brood my days away

for no good reason.

"The trees of sorrow seem denser from near at hand,

And my yearning grows for those blossoms in the twilight."

Not knowing what "blossoms in the twilight" he had reference to,

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