"How long?" I asked, trying to control the trembling in my voice. "How long after the verdict until they . . . carry out the sentence?"
I still didn't entirely know what all I'd inherited from Abe, but we seemed to clearly share one trait: an unflinching ability to deliver bad
news.
"Probably immediately."
"Immediately." I backed up, nearly sat on the bed, and then felt a new surge of adrenaline. "Immediately? So. Two weeks. In two
weeks, I could be . . . dead."
Because that was the thing—the thing that had been hanging over my head the moment it became clear someone had planted
enough evidence to frame me. People who killed queens didn't get sent to prison. They were executed. Few crimes among Moroi and
dhampirs got that kind of punishment. We tried to be civilized in our justice, showing we were better than the bloodthirsty Strigoi. But
certain crimes, in the eyes of the law, deserved death. Certain people deserved it, too—say, like, treasonous murderers. As the full
impact of the future fell upon me, I felt myself shake and tears come dangerously close to spilling out of my eyes.
"That's not right!" I told Abe. "That's not right, and you know it!"
"Doesn't matter what I think," he said calmly. "I'm simply delivering the facts."
"Two weeks," I repeated. "What can we do in two weeks? I mean . . . you've got some lead, right? Or . . . or . . . you can find
something by then? That's your specialty." I was rambling and knew I sounded hysterical and desperate. Of course, that was because I
felt hysterical and desperate.
"It's going to be difficult to accomplish much," he explained. "The Court's preoccupied with the funeral and elections. Things are
disorderly—which is both good and bad."
I knew about all the preparations from watching Lissa. I'd seen the chaos already brewing. Finding any sort of evidence in this mess
wouldn't just be difficult. It could very well be impossible.
Two weeks. Two weeks, and I could be dead.
"I can't," I told Abe, my voice breaking. "I'm not . . . meant to die that way."
"Oh?" He arched an eyebrow. "You know how you're supposed to die?"
"In battle." One tear managed to escape, and I hastily wiped it away. I'd always lived my life with a tough image. I didn't want that
shattering, not now when it mattered most of all. "In fighting. Defending those I love. Not . . . not through some planned execution."
"This is a fight of sorts," he mused. "Just not a physical one. Two weeks is still two weeks. Is it bad? Yes. But it's better than one
week. And nothing's impossible. Maybe new evidence will turn up. You simply have to wait and see."
"I hate waiting. This room . . . it's so small. I can't breathe. It'll kill me before any executioner does."
"I highly doubt it." Abe's expression was still cool, with no sign of sympathy. Tough love. "You've fearlessly fought groups of Strigoi,
yet you can't handle a small room?"
"It's more than that! Now I have to wait each day in this hole, knowing there's a clock ticking down to my death and almost no way to
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stop it."
"Sometimes the greatest tests of our strength are situations that don't seem so obviously dangerous. Sometimes surviving is the
hardest thing of all."
"Oh. No. No." I stalked away, pacing in small circles. "Do not start with all that noble crap. You sound like Dimitri when he used to
give me his deep life lessons."
"He survived this very situation. He's surviving other things too."
Dimitri.
I took a deep breath, calming myself before I answered. Until this murder mess, Dimitri had been the biggest complication in my life.
A year ago—though it seemed like eternity—he'd been my instructor in high school, training me to be one of the dhampir guardians
who protect Moroi. He'd accomplished that—and a lot more. We'd fallen in love, something that wasn't allowed. We'd managed it as
best we could, even finally coming up with a way for us to be together. That hope had disappeared when he'd been bitten and turned
Strigoi. It had been a living nightmare for me. Then, through a miracle no one had believed possible, Lissa had used spirit to transform
him back to a dhampir. But things unfortunately hadn't quite returned to how they'd been before the Strigoi attack.
I glared at Abe. "Dimitri survived this, but he was horribly depressed about it! He still is. About everything."
The full weight of the atrocities he'd committed as a Strigoi haunted Dimitri. He couldn't forgive himself and swore he could never
love anyone now. The fact that I had begun dating Adrian didn't help matters. After a number of futile efforts, I'd accepted that Dimitri
and I were through. I'd moved on, hoping I could have something real with Adrian now.
"Right," Abe said dryly. "He's depressed, but you're the picture of happiness and joy."
I sighed. "Sometimes talking to you is like talking to myself: pretty damned annoying. Is there any other reason you're here? Other
than to deliver the terrible news? I would have been happier living in ignorance."
I 'm not supposed to die this way. I'm not supposed to see it coming. My death is not some appointment penciled in on a
calendar.
He shrugged. "I just wanted to see you. And your arrangements."
Yes, he had indeed, I realized. Abe's eyes had always come back to me as we spoke; there'd been no question I held his attention.
There was nothing in our banter to concern my guards. But every so often, I'd see Abe's gaze flick around, taking in the hall, my cell,
and whatever other details he found interesting. Abe had not earned his reputation as zmey—the serpent—for nothing. He was always
calculating, always looking for an advantage. It seemed my tendency toward crazy plots ran in the family.
"I also wanted to help you pass the time." He smiled and from under his arm, he handed me a couple of magazines and a book
through the bars. "Maybe this will improve things."
I doubted any entertainment was going to make my two-week death countdown more manageable. The magazines were fashion
and hair oriented. The book was The Count of Monte Cristo. I held it up, needing to make a joke, needing to do anything to make this
less real.
"I saw the movie. Your subtle symbolism isn't really all that subtle. Unless you've hidden a file inside it."
"The book's always better than the movie." He started to turn away. "Maybe we'll have a literary discussion next time."
"Wait." I tossed the reading material onto the bed. "Before you go . . . in this whole mess, no one's ever brought up who actually did
kill her." When Abe didn't answer right away, I gave him a sharp look. "You do believe I didn't do it, right?" For all I knew, he did think I
was guilty and was just trying to help anyway. It wouldn't have been out of character.
"I believe my sweet daughter is capable of murder," he said at last. "But not this one."
"Then who did it?"
"That," he said before walking away, "is something I'm working on."
"But you just said we're running out of time! Abe!" I didn't want him to leave. I didn't want to be alone with my fear. "There's no way to
fix this!"
"Just remember what I said in the courtroom," he called back.
He left my sight, and I sat back on the bed, thinking back to that day in court. At the end of the hearing, he'd told me—quite
adamantly—that I wouldn't be executed. Or even go to trial. Abe Mazur wasn't one to make idle promises, but I was starting to think
that even he had limits, especially since our timetable had just been adjusted.
I again took out the crumpled piece of paper and opened it. It too had come from the courtroom, covertly handed to me by Ambrose
—Tatiana's servant and boy-toy.
Rose,
If you 're reading this, then something terrible has happened. You probably hate me, and I don't blame you. I can only ask that
you trust that what I did with the age decree was better for your people than what others had planned. There are some Moroi who
want to force all dhampirs into service, whether they want it or not, by using compulsion. The age decree has slowed that faction
down.
However, I write to you with a secret you must put right, and it is a secret you must share with as few as possible. Vasilisa needs
her spot on the Council, and it can be done. She is not the last Dragomir. Another lives, the illegitimate child of Eric Dragomir. I
know nothing else, but if you can find this son or daughter, you will give Vasilisa the power she deserves. No matter your faults
and dangerous temperament, you are the only one I feel can take on this task. Waste no time in fulfilling it.
—Tatiana Ivashkov
The words hadn't changed since the other hundred times I'd read them, nor had the questions they always triggered. Was the note
true? Had Tatiana really written it? Had she—in spite of her outwardly hostile attitude—trusted me with this dangerous knowledge?
There were twelve royal families who made decisions for the Moroi, but for all intents and purposes, there might as well have only
been eleven. Lissa was the last of her line, and without another member of the Dragomir family, Moroi law said she had no power to
sit on and vote with the Council that made our decisions. Some pretty bad laws had already been made, and if the note was true,
more would come. Lissa could fight those laws—and some people wouldn't like that, people who had already demonstrated their
willingness to kill.
Another Dragomir.
Another Dragomir meant Lissa could vote. One more Council vote could change so much. It could change the Moroi world. It could
change my world—say, like, whether I was found guilty or not. And certainly, it could change Lissa's world. All this time she'd believed
she was alone. Yet . . . I uneasily wondered if she'd welcome a half-sibling. I accepted that my father was a scoundrel, but Lissa had
always held hers up on a pedestal, believing the best of him. This news would come as a shock, and although I'd trained my entire life
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to keep her safe from physical threats, I was starting to think there were other things she needed to be protected from as well.
But first, I needed the truth. I had to know if this note had really come from Tatiana. I was pretty sure I could find out, but it involved
something I hated doing.
Well, why not? It wasn't like I had anything else to do right now.
Rising from the bed, I turned my back to the bars and stared at the blank wall, using it as a focus point. Bracing myself,
remembering that I was strong enough to keep control, I released the mental barriers I always subconsciously kept around my mind. A
great pressure lifted from me, like air escaping a balloon.
And suddenly, I was surrounded by ghosts.
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TWO TWO
TWOTWO
AS ALWAYS, IT WAS DISORIENTING. Faces and skulls, translucent and luminescent, all hovered around me. They were drawn to me,
swarming in a cloud as though they all desperately needed to say something. And really, they probably did. The ghosts that lingered in
this world were restless, souls who had reasons that kept them from moving on. When Lissa had brought me back from the dead, I'd
kept a connection to their world. It had taken a lot of work and self-control to learn to block out the phantoms that followed me. The
magical wards that protected the Moroi Court actually kept most ghosts away from me, but this time, I wanted them here. Giving them
that access, drawing them in . . . well, it was a dangerous thing.
Something told me that if ever there was a restless spirit, it would be a queen who had been murdered in her own bed. I saw no
familiar faces among this group but didn't give up hope.
"Tatiana," I murmured, focusing my thoughts on the dead queen's face. "Tatiana, come to me."
I had once been able to summon one ghost easily: my friend Mason, who'd been killed by Strigoi. While Tatiana and I weren't as
close as Mason and I had been, we certainly had a connection. For a while, nothing happened. The same blur of faces swirled before
me in the cell, and I began to despair. Then, all of a sudden, she was there.
She stood in the clothes she'd been murdered in, a long nightgown and robe covered in blood. Her colors were muted, flickering
like a malfunctioning TV screen. Nonetheless, the crown on her head and regal stance gave her the same queenly air I remembered.
Once she materialized, she said and did nothing. She simply stared at me, her dark gaze practically piercing my soul. A tangle of
emotions tightened in my chest. That gut reaction I always got around Tatiana—anger and resentment—flared up. Then, it was
muddled by a surprising wave of sympathy. No one's life should end the way hers had.
I hesitated, afraid the guards would hear me. Somehow, I had a feeling the volume of my voice didn't matter, and none of them could
see what I saw. I held up the note.
"Did you write this?" I breathed. "Is it true?"
She continued to stare. Mason's ghost had behaved similarly. Summoning the dead was one thing; communicating with them was a
whole other matter.
"I have to know. If there is another Dragomir, I'll find them." No point in drawing attention to the fact that I was in no position to find
anything or anyone. "But you have to tell me. Did you write this letter? Is it true?"
Only that maddening gaze answered me. My frustration grew, and the pressure of all those spirits began to give me a headache.