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other tests. Those had had a hands-on component, so to speak. This? This was her own intellect. No fire to build. No fear to look in the

eye.

She hated that she took the riddle so seriously too. She didn't need its stress, not with everything else going on. Life would have

been simpler if she'd kept treating the trials simply as a scam to buy us time. The Court was continually swelling with those who had

come to see the election, and more and more of them—much to her disbelief—were throwing their support behind her. She could

hardly walk anywhere without people calling out about "the Dragon" or "Alexandra reborn." Word of her attack had gotten out too,

which seemed to have fueled her supporters even more.

But, of course, Lissa still had plenty of opposition. The biggest case against her was the same old legal one: that she wouldn't be

eligible for votes when the time came. Another mark against her was her age. She was too young, her opponents said. Who would

want a child on the throne? But Lissa's admirers wouldn't hear any of it. They kept citing young Alexandra's rule and the miracles Lissa

had wrought with her healing. Age was irrelevant. The Moroi needed young blood, they cried. They also demanded the voting laws be

changed.

Unsurprisingly, her opponents also kept bringing up the fact that she was tied to a queen-killing murderer. I'd have thought that would

have been the biggest issue in her candidacy, but she'd been so convincing about how I'd shocked and betrayed her that many felt her

being queen would actually right the wrong I'd committed. She'd used bits of compulsion whenever the topic came up, which also went

a long way in making others think she was now completely dissociated from me.

"I'm so tired of this," Lissa told Christian, back in her room. She'd sought escape there and was lying on her bed in his arms. My

mom was there, on guard. "This queen thing was a horrible idea."

Christian stroked her hair. "It's not. Abe said the election will be delayed because of the uproar. And no matter how much you

complain, I know you're proud you made it this far."

It was true. The chalice test had cut the nominees in half. Only five remained. Ariana Szelsky was one of them, as was Daniella's

cousin, Rufus Tarus. Lissa was the third, with Marcus Lazar and Marie Conta rounding out the group. Ronald Ozera hadn't made it

through.

My mother spoke up. "I've never seen anything like this—it's incredible how much support you're getting. The Council and other

royals are under no obligations to change the law. But the mob's loud . . . and gaining the love of ‘commoners' could benefit certain

royals. Standing by your claim to run would certainly reflect well on a couple families that are out of favor. What's holding them back is

the thought that you might actually win. So they'll just keep arguing and arguing."

Lissa stiffened. "Winning . . . that's not really possible, is it? Ariana's got it sealed . . . right?" Winning had never been a part of this

crazy plan, and now, with so few candidates, the pressure was even greater to get Ariana on the throne. As far as Lissa was

concerned, the other candidates showed no promise of improving Moroi life. Ariana had to win.

"I'd say so," said Janine. There was pride in her voice, seeing how close she was to the Szelsky family. "Ariana's brilliant and

competent, and most people know it. She'd treat dhampirs fairly—more so than some of the other candidates. She's already spoken

about reversing the age law."

The thought of worse laws oppressing the dhampirs made Lissa's stomach sink. "God, I hope she wins. We can't have anything

else go wrong."

A knock at the door snapped my mom into full guardian mode until Lissa said, "It's Adrian."

"Well," muttered Christian, "at least his timing's better than usual."

Sure enough, my boyfriend entered, wreathed in his now usual scent of smoke and liquor. True, his vices were the least of my

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concerns, but it kept bugging me that he needed me to be there in person to enforce his good behavior. It reminded me of when he

said I was his strength.

"Get up, guys," he said. He looked very pleased with himself. "We've got a visit to pay."

Lissa sat up, puzzled. "What are you talking about?"

"I am not hanging out with Blake Lazar again," warned Christian.

"You and me both," said Adrian. "I've got someone better. And more attractive. Remember how you were wondering how close

Serena was to Grant? Well, looks like you can ask her yourself. I found her. And yes, you're welcome."

A frown crossed my mother's face. "Last I heard, Serena had been sent away to teach at a school. One on the east coast, I think."

After the Strigoi attack that had killed Grant and several others, the guardians had decided to pull Serena from active bodyguard duty

for a while. She'd been the only guardian to survive.

"She is, but since it's summer, they brought her back to help with election crowd control. She's working the front gates."

Lissa and Christian exchanged looks. "We have to talk to her," said Lissa excitedly. "She might have known who Grant was secretly

teaching."

"That doesn't mean one of them killed Tatiana," warned my mother.

Lissa nodded. "No, but there's a connection, if Ambrose's letter is right. She's there now? At the gates?"

"Yup," said Adrian. "And we probably don't even need to buy her a drink."

"Then let's go." Lissa stood and reached for her shoes.

"Are you sure?" asked Christian. "You know what's waiting out there."

Lissa hesitated. It was late at "night" for Moroi, but that didn't mean everyone was in bed—especially at the gates, which was

always jam-packed with people lately. Clearing my name was too important, Lissa decided. "Yeah. Let's do it."

With my mother leading the way, my friends made their way to the Court's entrance. (The "door" that Abe had made had been

patched up.) The Court was surrounded in high, multicolored stone walls that helped further the human image that this was actually an

elite school. Wrought iron gates at the entrance stood open, but a group of guardians blocked the road leading into Court grounds.

Normally, only two guardians would have manned the booth at the gate. The extra numbers were both for greater interrogation of cars

and for crowd control. Spectators lined the road's sides, watching the arriving cars as though they were at a red carpet premiere.

Janine knew a roundabout way that avoided some people—but not all.

"Don't cringe," Christian told Lissa as they passed a particularly vocal group, which had noticed her. "You're a queenly nominee. Act

like it. You deserve this. You're the last Dragomir. A daughter of royalty."

Lissa gave him a brief, astonished look, surprised to hear the fierceness in his voice—and that he clearly believed his words.

Straightening up, she turned toward her fans, smiling and waving back, which excited them that much more. Take this seriously, she

reminded herself. Don 't disgrace our history.

In the end, getting through the crowd to the gate proved easier than getting time alone with Serena. The guardians were swamped

and insisted on keeping Serena for screening, but my mom had a quick conversation with the guardian in charge. She reminded him

of Lissa's importance and offered to stand in for Serena for a few minutes.

Serena had long since healed from the Strigoi attack. She was my age, blond-haired and pretty. She was clearly surprised to see

her former charge. "Princess," she said, maintaining formalities. "How can I help you?"

Lissa pulled Serena away from the cluster of guardians speaking to the Moroi drivers lined up at the gate. "You can call me Lissa.

You know that. You taught me to stab pillows, after all."

Serena gave her a small smile. "Things have changed. You might be our next queen."

Lissa grimaced. "Unlikely." Especially since I have no clue how to solve that riddle , she thought. "But I do need your help. You and

Grant spent a lot of time together . . . did he ever mention training Moroi for Tatiana? Like, secret combat sessions?"

Serena's face gave the answer away, and she averted her eyes. "I'm not supposed to talk about that. He wasn't even supposed to

tell me."

Lissa gripped the young guardian's arm in excitement, making Serena flinch. "You have to tell me what you know. Anything. Who he

was training . . . how they felt about it . . . who was successful. Anything ."

Serena paled. "I can't," she whispered. "It was done in secret. On the queen's orders."

"My aunt's dead," said Adrian bluntly. "And you said yourself you might be talking to the future queen." This earned a glare from

Lissa.

Serena hesitated, then took a deep breath. "I can pull together a list of names. I might not remember all of them, though. And I have

no clue how well they were doing—only that a lot resented it. Grant felt like Tatiana had purposely picked those most unwilling."

Lissa squeezed her hand. "Thank you. Thank you so much."

Serena still looked pained at giving up the secret information. They come first didn't always work when your loyalties were split. "I'll

have to get it to you later, though. They need me here."

Serena returned to her post, bringing my mother back to Lissa. As for me, I returned to my own reality in the car, which had come to

a stop. I blinked to clear my eyes and take in our surroundings. Another hotel. We should have had gold member status by now.

"What's going on?"

"We're stopping," said Dimitri. "You need to rest."

"No, I don't. We need to keep going to Court. We need to get Jill there in time for the elections." Our initial goal in finding Jill had

been to give Lissa voting power. It had since occurred to us that if Lissa running was mucking up the elections, the surprise

appearance of her sister would likely create just as much sensation and disbelief. A genetic test would clear up any doubts and give

Lissa her voting power, but the initial confusion would buy us more of the time we so badly needed to find the murderer. In spite of the

random evidence my friends kept turning up, they still had no substantial theories on a culprit.

Dimitri gave me a don 't lie to me look. "You were just with Lissa. Are the elections actually happening yet?"

"No," I admitted.

"Then you're getting some rest."

"I'mfine ," I snapped.

But those fools wouldn't listen to me. Checking in was complicated because none of us had a credit card, and it wasn't the hotel's

policy to take a cash deposit. Sonya compelled the desk clerk into thinking it was their policy, and before long, we had booked two

adjoining rooms.

"Let me talk to her alone," Dimitri murmured to Sonya. "I can handle it."

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"Be careful," Sonya warned. "She's fragile."

"You guys, I'm right here!" I exclaimed.

Sonya took Jill's arm and guided her into one of the rooms. "Come on, let's order room service."

Dimitri opened the other door and looked at me expectantly. With a sigh, I followed and sat on the bed, my arms crossed. The room

was a hundred times nicer than the one in West Virginia. "Can we order room service?"

He pulled up a chair and sat opposite me, only a couple feet away. "We need to talk about what happened with Victor."

"There's nothing to talk about," I said bleakly. The dark feelings I'd been shoving back during the drive suddenly fell upon me. They

smothered me. I felt more claustrophobic than when I'd been in the cell. Guilt was its own prison. "I really am the murderer everyone

says I am. It doesn't matter that it was Victor. I killed him in cold blood."

"That was hardly cold blood."

"The hell it wasn't!" I cried, feeling tears spring to my eyes. "The plan was to subdue him and Robert so we could free Jill. Subdue.

Victor wasn't a threat to me. He was an old man, for God's sake."

"He seemed like a threat," said Dimitri. His calmness was the counter to my growing hysteria, as usual. "He was using his magic."

I shook my head, burying my face in my hands. "It wasn't going to kill me. He probably couldn't have even kept it up much longer. I

could have waited it out or escaped. Hell, I did escape! But instead of capturing him, I slammed him against a concrete wall! He was

no match for me. An old man. I killed an old man. Yeah, maybe he was a scheming, corrupt old man, but I didn't want him dead. I

wanted him locked up again. I wanted him to spend the rest of his life in prison, living with his crimes. Living, Dimitri."

It seemed strange that I'd feel this way, considering how much I hated Victor. But it was true: it hadn't been a fair fight. I'd acted

without thinking. My training had always been about defense and striking out against monsters. Honor had never really come up, but

suddenly, it meant a lot to me. "There was no honor in what I did to him."

"Sonya said it wasn't your fault." Dimitri's voice was still gentle, which somehow made me feel worse. I wished he'd chastise me,

confirming the guilt I felt. I wanted him to be my critical instructor. "She said it was a backlash of spirit."

"It was. . . ." I paused, recalling the haze of that fight as best I could. "I never really understood what Lissa experienced in her worst