own peaceful farming-tools once more.
Well, Roland thought, we'll be going soon enough. In fact, one of us has gone already. Gods!
"Gunslingers, to me! To me!"
Eddie reached Roland first. He looked around. "Where's Susannah?" he asked.
Roland pointed into the stony wasteland of bluffs and arroyos, then elevated his finger until it was pointing at
a black hole just below the skyline. "I think there," he said.
All the color had drained out of Eddie Dean's face. "That's Doorway Cave you're pointing at," he said. "Isn't
it?"
Roland nodded.
"But the ball… Black Thirteen… she wouldn't even go near it when it was in Callahan's church—"
"No," Roland said. "Susannah wouldn't. But she's not in charge anymore."
"Mia?" Jake asked.
"Yes." Roland studied the high hole with his faded eyes. "Mia's gone to have her baby. She's gone to have her
chap."
"No," Eddie said. His hands wandered out and took hold of Roland's shirt. Around them, the folken stood
silently, watching. "Roland, say no."
"We'll go after her and hope we're not too late," Roland said.
But in his heart, he knew they already were.
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Epilogue: The Doorway Cave
ONE
They moved fast, but Mia moved faster. A mile beyond the place where the arroyo path divided, they found
her wheelchair. She had pushed it hard, using her strong arms to give it a savage beating against the
unforgiving terrain. Finally it had struck a jutting rock hard enough to bend the lefthand wheel out of true and
render the chair useless. It was a wonder, really, that she had gotten as far in it as she had.
"Fuck-commala," Eddie murmured, looking at the chair. At the dents and dings and scratches. Then he raised
his head, cupped his hands around his mouth, and shouted. "Fight her, Susannah!Fight her! We're coming!"
He pushed past the chair and headed on up the path, not looking to see if the others were following.
"She can't make it up the path to the cave, can she?" Jake asked. "I mean, her legs are gone."
"Wouldn't think so, would you?" Roland asked, but his face was dark. And he was limping. Jake started to
say something about this, then thought better of it.
"What would she want up there, anyway?" Callahan asked.
Roland turned a singularly cold eye on him. "To go somewhere else," he said. "Surely you see that much.
Come on."
TWO
As they neared the place where the path began to climb, Roland caught up to Eddie. The first time he put his
hand on the younger man's shoulder, Eddie shook it off. The second time he turned—reluctantly—to look at
his dinh. Roland saw there was blood spattered across the front of Eddie's shirt. He wondered if it was
Benny's, Margaret's, or both.
"Mayhap it'd be better to let her alone awhile, if it's Mia," Roland said.
"Are you crazy? Did fighting the Wolves loosen your screws?"
"If we let her alone, she may finish her business and be gone." Even as he spoke the words, Roland doubted
them.
"Yeah," Eddie said, studying him with burning eyes, "she'll finish her business, all right. First piece, have the
kid. Second piece, kill my wife."
"That would be suicide."
"But she might do it. We have to go after her."
Surrender was an art Roland practiced rarely but with some skill on the few occasions in his life when it had
been necessary. He took another look at Eddie Dean's pale, set face and practiced it now. "All right," he said,
"but we'll have to be careful. She'll fight to keep from being taken. She'll kill, if it comes to that. You before
any of us, mayhap."
"I know," Eddie said. His face was bleak. He looked up the path, but a quarter of a mile up, it hooked around
to the south side of the bluff and out of sight. The path zigged back to their side just below the mouth of the
cave. That stretch of the climb was deserted, but what did that prove? She could be anywhere. It crossed
Eddie's mind that she might not even be up there at all, that the crashed chair might have been as much a red
herring as the children's possessions Roland had had scattered along the arroyo path.
I won't believe that. There's a million ratholes in this part of the Calla, and if I believe that she could be in
any of them…
Callahan and Jake had caught up and stood there looking at Eddie.
"Come on," he said. "I don't care who she is, Roland. If four able-bodied men can't catch one no-legs lady,
we ought to turn in our guns and call it a day."
Jake smiled wanly. "I'm touched. You just called me a man."
"Don't let it go to your head, Sunshine. Come on."
THREE
Eddie and Susannah spoke and thought of each other as man and wife, but he hadn't exactly been able to take
a cab over to Carrier's and buy her a diamond and a wedding band. He'd once had a pretty nice high school
class ring, but that he'd lost in the sand at Coney Island during the summer he turned seventeen, the summer
of Mary Jean Sobieski. Yet on their journeyings from the Western Sea, Eddie had rediscovered his talent as a
wood-carver ("wittle baby-ass whittler," the great sage and eminent junkie would have said), and Eddie had
carved his beloved a beautiful ring of willowgreen, light as foam but strong. This Susannah had worn
between her breasts, hung on a length of rawhide.
They found it at the foot of the path, still on its rawhide loop. Eddie picked it up, looked at it grimly for a
moment, then slipped it over his own head, inside his own shirt.
"Look," Jake said.
They turned to a place just off the path. Here, in a patch of scant grass, was a track. Not human, not animal.
Three wheels in a configuration that made Eddie think of a child's tricycle. What the hell?
"Come on," he said, and wondered how many times he'd said it since realizing she was gone. He also
wondered how long they'd keep following him if he kept on saying it. Not that it mattered. He'd go on until
he had her again, or until he was dead. Simple as that. What frightened him most was the baby… what she
called the chap. Suppose it turned on her? And he had an idea it might do just that.
"Eddie," Roland said.
Eddie looked over his shoulder and gave him Roland's own impatient twirl of the hand: let's go.
Roland pointed at the track, instead. "This was some sort of motor."
"Did you hear one?"
"No."
"Then you can't know that."
"But I do," Roland said. "Someone sent her a ride. Or something."
"You can't know that, goddam you!"
"Andy could have left a ride for her," Jake said. "If someone told him to."
"Who would have told him to do a thing like that?" Eddie rasped.
Finli, Jake thought. Finli o' Tego, whoever he is. Or maybe Walter. But he said nothing. Eddie was upset
enough already.
Roland said, "She's gotten away. Prepare yourself for it."
"Go fuck yourself!" Eddie snarled, and turned to the path leading upward. "Come on!"
FOUR
Yet in his heart, Eddie knew Roland was right. He attacked the path to the Doorway Cave not with hope but
with a kind of desperate determination. At the place where the boulder had fallen, blocking most of the path,
they found an abandoned vehicle with three balloon tires and an electric motor that was still softly humming,
a low and constant ummmmm sound. To Eddie, the gadget looked like one of those funky ATV things they
sold at Abercrombie & Fitch. There was a handgrip accelerator and handgrip brakes. He bent close and read
what was stamped into the steel of the left one:
"SQUEEZIE-PIE" BRAKES, BY NORTH CENTRAL POSITRONICS
Behind the bicycle-style seat was a little carry-case. Eddie flipped it up and was totally unsurprised to see a
six-pack of Nozz-A-La, the drink favored by discriminating bumhugs everywhere. One can had been taken
off the ring. She'd been thirsty, of course. Moving fast made you thirsty. Especially if you were in labor.
"This came from the place across the river," Jake murmured. "The Dogan. If I'd gone out back, I would have
seen it parked there. A whole fleet of them, probably. I bet it was Andy."
Eddie had to admit it made sense. The Dogan was clearly an outpost of some sort, probably one that predated
the current unpleasant residents of Thunderclap. This was exactly the sort of vehicle you'd want to make
patrols on, given the terrain.
From this vantage-point beside the fallen boulder, Eddie could see the battleground where they'd stood
against the Wolves, throwing plates and lead. That stretch of East Road was so full of people it made him
think of the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade. The whole Calla was out there partying, and oh how Eddie
hated them in that moment. My wife's gone because of you chickenshit motherfuckers, he thought. It was a
stupid idea, stupendously unkind, as well, yet it offered a certain hateful satisfaction. What was it that poem
by Stephen Crane had said, the one they'd read back in high school? "I like it because it is bitter, and because
it is my heart." Something like that. Close enough for government work.
Now Roland was standing beside the abandoned, softly humming trike, and if it was sympathy he saw in the
gunslinger's eyes—or, worse, pity—he wanted none of it.
"Come on, you guys. Let's find her."
FIVE
This time the voice that greeted them from the Doorway Cave's depths belonged to a woman Eddie had never
actually met, although he had heard of her—aye, much, say thankya—and knew her voice at once.
"She's gone, ye great dickled galoot!" cried Rhea of the Coos from the darkness. "Taken her labor elsewhere,
ye ken! And I've no doubt that when her cannibal baby finally comes out, it'll munch its mother north from
the cunt, aye!" She laughed, a perfect (and perfectly grating) Witch Hazel cackle. "No titty-milk fer this one,
ye grobbut lost lad! This one'll have meat!"
"Shut up!" Eddie screamed into the darkness. "Shut up, you… you fucking phantom!"
And for a wonder, the phantom did.
Eddie looked around. He saw Tower's goddamned two-shelf bookcase—first editions under glass, may they
do ya fine— but no pink metal-mesh bag with mid-world lanes printed on it; no engraved ghostwood box,
either. The unfound door was still here, its hinges still hooked to nothing, but now it had a strangely dull
look. Not just unfound but unremembered; only one more useless piece of a world that had moved on.
"No," Eddie said. "No, I don't accept that. The power is still here. The power is still here."
He turned to Roland, but Roland wasn't looking at him. Incredibly, Roland was studying the books. As if the
search for Susannah had begun to bore him and he was looking for a good read to pass the time.
Eddie took Roland's shoulder, turned him. "What happened, Roland? Do you know?"
"What happened is obvious," Roland said. Callahan had come up beside him. Only Jake, who was visiting
the Doorway Cave for the first time, hung back at the entrance. "She took her wheelchair as far as she could,
then went on her hands and knees to the foot of the path, no mean feat for a woman who's probably in labor.
At the foot of the path, someone—probably Andy, just as Jake says—left her a ride."
"If it was Slightman, I'll go back and kill him myself."
Roland shook his head. "Not Slightman." But Slightman might know for sure, he thought. It probably didn't
matter, but he liked loose ends no more than he liked crooked pictures hanging on walls.
"Hey, bro, sorry to tell you this, but your poke-bitch is dead," Henry Dean called up from deep in the cave.
He didn't sound sorry; he sounded gleeful. "Damn thing ate her all the way up! Only stopped long enough on
its way to the brain to spit out her teeth!"
"Shut up!" Eddie screamed.
"The brain's the ultimate brain-food, you know," Henry said. He had assumed a mellow, scholarly tone.
"Revered by cannibals the world over. That's quite the chap she's got, Eddie! Cute but hongry."
"Be still, in the name of God!" Callahan cried, and the voice of Eddie's brother ceased. For the time being, at
least, all the voices ceased.
Roland went on as if he had never been interrupted. "She came here. Took the bag. Opened the box so that
Black Thirteen would open the door. Mia, this is—not Susannah but Mia. Daughter of none. And then, still
carrying the open box, she went through. On the other side she closed the box, closing the door. Closing it
against us."
"No," Eddie said, and grabbed the crystal doorknob with the rose etched into its geometric facets. It wouldn't
turn. There was not so much as a single iota of give.
From the darkness, Elmer Chambers said: "If you'd been quicker, son, you could have saved your friend. It's
your fault." And fell silent again.
"It's not real, Jake," Eddie said, and rubbed a finger across the rose. The tip of his finger came away dusty. As
if the unfound door had stood here, unused as well as unfound, for a score of centuries. "It just broadcasts the
worst stuff it can find in your own head."
"I was always hatin yo' guts, honky!" Detta cried triumphantly from the darkness beyond the door. "Ain't I
glad to be shed of you!"
"Like that," Eddie said, cocking a thumb in the direction of the voice.
Jake nodded, pale and thoughtful. Roland, meanwhile, had turned back to Tower's bookcase.
