"That is not for me to say." Callahan sounded suddenly hesitant and unsure of himself. Afraid, maybe.
"Do you know you come to the line of Eld?" Roland asked in that same curiously gentle voice. He stretched a
hand toward Eddie, Susannah, and Jake. Even toward Oy. "For these are mine, sure. As I am theirs. We are
round, and roll as we do. And you know what we are."
"Are you?" Callahan asked. "Are you all?"
Susannah said, "Roland, what are you getting us into?"
"Naught be zero, naught be free," he said. "I owe not you, nor you owe me. At least for now. They have not
decided to ask."
They will, Eddie thought. Dreams of the rose and the deli and little todash-jaunts aside, he didn't think of
himself as particularly psychic, but he didn't need to be psychic to know that they—the people from whom
this Callahan had come as representative—would ask. Somewhere chestnuts had fallen into a hot fire, and
Roland was supposed to pull them out.
But not just Roland.
You've made a mistake here, Pops, Eddie thought. Perfectly understandable, hit a mistake, all the same.
We're not the cavalry. We're not the posse. We're not gunslingers. We're just three lost souls from the Big
Apple who—
But no. No. Eddie had known who they were since River Crossing, when the old people had knelt in the
street to Roland. Hell, he'd known since the woods (what he still thought of as Shardik's Woods), where
Roland had taught them to aim with the eye, shoot with the mind, kill with the heart. Not three, not four. One.
That Roland should finish them so, complete them so, was horrible. He was filled with poison and had kissed
them with his poisoned lips. He had made them gunslingers, and had Eddie really thought there was no work
left for the line of Arthur Eld in this mostly empty and husked-out world? That they would simply be allowed
to toddle along the Path of the Beam until they got to Roland's Dark Tower and fixed whatever was wrong
there? Well, guess again.
It was Jake who said what was in Eddie's mind, and Eddie didn't like the look of excitement in the boy's eyes.
He guessed plenty of kids had gone off to plenty of wars with that same excited gonna-kick-some-ass look on
their faces. Poor kid didn't know he'd been poisoned, and that made him pretty dumb, because no one should
have known better.
"They will, though," he said. "Isn't that true, Mr. Callahan? They will ask."
"I don't know," Callahan said. "You'd have to convince them…"
He trailed off, looking at Roland. Roland was shaking his head.
"That's not how it works," the gunslinger said. "Not being from Mid-World you may not know that, but that's
not how it works. Convincing isn't what we do. We deal in lead."
Callahan sighed deeply, then nodded. "I have a book. Tales of Arthur, it's called."
Roland's eyes gleamed. "Do you? Do you, indeed? I would like to see such a book. I would like it very well."
"Perhaps you shall," Callahan said. "The stories in it are certainly not much like the tales of the Round Table
I read as a boy, but…" He shook his head. "I understand what you're saying to me, let's leave it at that. There
are three questions, am I right? And you just asked me the first."
"Three, yes," Roland said. "Three is a number of power."
Eddie thought, If you want to try a real number of power, Roland old buddy, try nineteen.
"And all three must be answered yes."
Roland nodded. "And if they are, you may ask no more. We may be cast on, sai Callahan, but no man may
cast us back. Make sure your people"—he nodded toward the woods south of them—"understand that."
"Gunslinger—"
"Call me Roland. We're at peace, you and I."
"All right, Roland. Hear me well, do ya, I beg. (For so we say in the Calla.) We who come to you are only
half a dozen. We six cannot decide. Only the Calla can decide."
"Democracy," Roland said. He pushed his hat back from his forehead, rubbed his forehead, and sighed.
"But if we six agree—especially sai Overholser—" He broke off, looking rather warily at Jake. "What? Did I
say something?"
Jake shook his head and motioned Callahan to continue.
"If we six agree, it's pretty much a done deal."
Eddie closed his eyes, as if in bliss. "Say it again, pal."
Callahan eyed him, puzzled and wary. "What?"
"Done deal. Or anything from your where and when." He paused. "Our side of the big ka."
Callahan considered this, then began to grin. "I didn't know whether to shit or go blind," he said. "I went on a
bender, broke the bank, kicked the bucket, blew my top, walked on thin ice, rode the pink horse down
nightmare alley. Like that?"
Roland looked puzzled (perhaps even a little bored), but Eddie Dean's face was a study in bliss. Susannah
and Jake seemed caught somewhere between amusement and a kind of surprised, recollective sadness.
"Keep em coming, pal," Eddie said hoarsely, and made a come on, man gesture with both hands. He sounded
as if he might have been speaking through a throatful of tears. "Just keep em coming."
"Perhaps another time," Callahan said gently. "Another time we may sit and have our own palaver about the
old places and ways of saying. Baseball, if it do ya. Now, though, time is short."
"In more ways than you know, maybe," Roland said. "What would you have of us, sai Callahan? And now
you must speak to the point, for I've told you in every way I can that we are not wanderers your friends may
interview, then hire or not as they do their farmhands or saddle-tramps."
"For now I ask only that you stay where you are and let me bring them to you," he said. "There's Tian
Jaffords, who's really responsible for us being out here, and his wife, Zalia. There's Overholser, the one who
most needs to be convinced that we need you."
"We won't convince him or anyone," Roland said.
"I understand," Callahan said hastily. "Yes, you've made that perfectly clear. And there's Ben Slightman and
his boy, Benny. Ben the Younger is an odd case. His sister died four years ago, when she and Benny were
both ten. No one knows if that makes Ben the Younger a twin or a singleton." He stopped abruptly. "I've
wandered. I'm sorry."
Roland gestured with an open palm to show it was all right.
"You make me nervous, hear me I beg."
"You don't need to beg us nothing, sugar," Susannah said.
Callahan smiled. "It's only the way we speak. In the Calla, when you meet someone, you may say, 'How from
head to feet, do ya, I beg?' And the answer, 'I do fine, no rust, tell the gods thankee-sai.' You haven't heard
this?"
They shook their heads. Although some of the words were familiar, the overall expressions only underlined
the fact that they had come to somewhere else, a place where talk was strange and customs perhaps stranger.
"What matters," Callahan said, "is that the borderlands are terrified of creatures called the Wolves, who come
out of Thunderclap once a generation and steal the children. There's more to it, but that's the crux. Tian
Jaffords, who stands to lose not just one child this time but two, says no more, the time has come to stand and
fight. Others—men like Overholser—say doing that would be disaster. I think Overholser and those like him
would have carried the day, but your coming has changed things." He leaned forward earnestly. "Wayne
Overholser isn't a bad man, just a frightened man. He's the biggest farmer in the Calla, and so he has more to
lose than some of the rest. But if he could be convinced that we might drive the Wolves off… that we could
actually win against them… I believe he might also stand and fight."
"I told you—" Roland began.
"You don't convince," Callahan broke in. "Yes, I understand. I do. But if they see you, hear you speak, and
then convince themselves… ?"
Roland shrugged. "There'll be water if God wills it, we say."
Callahan nodded. "They say it in the Calla, too. May I move on to another, related matter?"
Roland raised his hands slightly—as if, Eddie thought, to tell Callahan it was his nickel.
For a moment the man with the scar on his brow said nothing. When he did speak, his voice had dropped.
Eddie had to lean forward to hear him. "I have something. Something you want. That you may need. It has
reached out to you already, I think."
"Why do you say so?" Roland asked.
Callahan wet his lips and then spoke a single word: "Todash."
NINE
"What about it?" Roland asked. "What about todash?"
"Haven't you gone?" Callahan looked momentarily unsure of himself. "Haven't any of you gone?"
"Say we have," Roland said. "What's that to you, and to your problem in this place you call the Calla?"
Callahan sighed. Although it was still early in the day, he looked tired. "This is harder than I thought it would
be," he said, "and by quite a lot. You are considerably more—what's the word?—trig, I suppose. More trig
than I expected."
"You expected to find nothing but saddle-tramps with fast hands and empty heads, isn't that about the size of
it?" Susannah asked. She sounded angry. "Well, joke's on you, honeybunch. Anyway, we may be tramps, but
we got no saddles. No need for saddles with no horses."
"We've brought you horses," Callahan said, and that was enough. Roland didn't understand everything, but he
thought he now had enough to clarify the situation quite a bit. Callahan had known they were coming, known
how many they were, known they were walking instead of riding. Some of those things could have been
passed on by spies, but not all. And todash… knowing that some or all of them had gone todash…
"As for empty heads, we may not be the brightest four on the planet, but—" She broke off suddenly, wincing.
Her hands went to her stomach.
"Suze?" Eddie asked, instantly concerned. "Suze, what is it? You okay?"
"Just gas," she said, and gave him a smile. To Roland that smile didn't look quite real. And he thought he saw
tiny lines of strain around the corners of her eyes. "Too many muffin-balls last night." And before Eddie
could ask her any more questions, Susannah turned her attention back to Callahan. "You got something else
to say, then say it, sugar."
"All right," Callahan said. "I have an object of great power. Although you are still many wheels from my
church in the Calla, where this object is hidden, I think it's already reached out to you. Inducing the todash
state is only one of the things it does." He took a deep breath and let it out. "If you will render us—for the
Calla is my town now, too, ye ken, where I hope to finish my days and then be buried—the service I beg, I
will give you this… this thing."
"For the last time, I'd ask you to speak no more so," Roland said. His tone was so harsh that Jake looked
around at him with dismay. "It dishonors me and my ka-tet. We're bound to do as you ask, if we judge your
Calla in the White and those you call Wolves as agents of the outer dark: Beam-breakers, if you ken. We may
take no reward for our services, and you must not offer. If one of your own mates were to speak so—the one
you call Tian or the one you call Overholster—"
(Eddie thought to correct the gunslinger's pronunciation and then decided to keep his mouth shut—when
Roland was angry, it was usually best to stay silent.)
"—that would be different. They know nothing but legends, mayhap. But you, sai, have at least one book
which should have taught you better. I told you we deal in lead, and so we do. But that doesn't make us hired
guns."
"All right, all right—"
"As for what you have," Roland said, his voice rising and overriding Callahan's, "you'd be rid of it, would
you not? It terrifies you, does it not? Even if we decide to ride on past your town, you'd beg us to take it with
us, would you not? Would you not?"
"Yes," Callahan said miserably. "You speak true and I say thankee. But… it's just that I heard a bit of your
palaver… enough to know you want to go back… to pass over, as the Manni say… and not just to one place
but two… or maybe more… and time… I heard you speak of aiming time like a gun…''
Jake's face filled with understanding and horrified wonder. "Which one is it?" he asked. "It can't be the pink
one from Mejis, because Roland went inside it, it never sent him todash. So which one?"
A tear spilled down Callahan's right cheek, then another. He wiped them away absently. "I've never dared
handle it, but I've seen it. Felt its power. Christ the Man Jesus help me, I have Black Thirteen under the
floorboards of my church. And it's come alive. Do you understand me?" He looked at them with his wet eyes.
"It's come alive."
Callahan put his face in his hands, hiding it from them.
TEN
When the holy man with the scar on his forehead left to get his trailmates, the gunslinger stood watching him
go without moving. Roland's thumbs were hooked into the waistband of his old patched jeans, and he looked
as if he could stand that way well into the next age. The moment Callahan was out of sight, however, he
turned to his own mates and made an urgent, almost bearish, clutching gesture at the air: Come to me. As they
