also wondered what yon cullies did for a living. If it was tracking and trapping, they weren't very good at it.
Eddie Dean had become a part of Mid-World in many ways, some so subde he wasn't consciously aware of
them, but he still thought of distances in miles instead of wheels. He guessed they'd come about fifteen from
the spot where Jake rejoined them with his muffin-balls and his news when Roland called it a day. They
stopped in the middle of the road, as they always did since entering the forest; that way the embers of their
campfire stood little chance of setting the woods on fire.
Eddie and Susannah gathered a nice selection of fallen branches while Roland and Jake made a little camp
and set about cutting up Jake's trove of muffin-balls. Susannah rolled her wheelchair effortlessly over the
duff under the ancient trees, piling her selections in her lap. Eddie walked nearby, humming under his breath.
"Lookit over to your left, sugar," Susannah said. He did, and saw a distant orange blink. A fire. "Not very
good, are they?" he asked. "No. Truth is, I feel a little sorry for em."
"Any idea what they're up to?"
"Unh-unh, but I think Roland's right—they'll tell us when they're ready. Either that or decide we're not what
they want and just sort of fade away. Come on, let's go back."
"Just a second." He picked up one more branch, hesitated, then took yet another. Then it was right. "Okay,"
he said.
As they headed back, he counted the sticks he'd picked up, then the ones in Susannah's lap. The total came to
nineteen in each case.
"Suze," he said, and when she glanced over at him: "Time's started up again."
She didn't ask him what he meant, only nodded.
FOUR
Eddie's resolution about not eating the muffin-balls didn't last long; they just smelled too damned good
sizzling in the lump of deerfat Roland (thrifty, murderous soul that he was) had saved away in his scuffed old
purse. Eddie took his share on one of the ancient plates they'd found in Shardik's woods and gobbled them.
"These are as good as lobster," he said, then remembered the monsters on the beach that had eaten Roland's
fingers. "As good as Nathan's hotdogs is what I meant to say. And I'm sorry for teasing you, Jake."
"Don't worry about it," Jake said, smiling. "You never tease hard."
"One thing you should be aware of," Roland said. He was smiling—he smiled more these days, quite a lot
more—but his eyes were serious. "All of you. Muffin-balls sometimes bring very lively dreams."
"You mean they make you stoned?" Jake asked, rather uneasily. He was thinking of his father. Elmer
Chambers had enjoyed many of the weirder things in life.
"Stoned? I'm not sure I—"
"Buzzed. High. Seeing things. Like when you took the mescaline and went into the stone circle where that
thing almost… you know, almost hurt me."
Roland paused for a moment, remembering. There had been a kind of succubus imprisoned in that ring of
stones. Left to its own devices, she undoubtedly would have initiated Jake Chambers sexually, then fucked
him to death. As matters turned out, Roland had made it speak. To punish him, it had sent him a vision of
Susan Delgado.
"Roland?" Jake was looking at him anxiously.
"Don't concern yourself, Jake. There are mushrooms that do what you're thinking of—change consciousness,
heighten it—but not muffin-balls. These are berries, just good to eat. If your dreams are particularly vivid,
just remind yourself you are dreaming."
Eddie thought this a very odd little speech. For one thing, it wasn't like Roland to be so tenderly solicitous of
their mental health. Not like him to waste words, either.
Things have started again and he knows it, too, Eddie thought. There was a little time-out there, but now the
clock's running again. Game on, as they say.
"We going to set a watch, Roland?" Eddie asked.
"Not by my warrant," the gunslinger said comfortably, and began rolling himself a smoke.
"You really don't think they're dangerous, do you?" Susannah said, and raised her eyes to the woods, where
the individual trees were now losing themselves in the general gloom of evening. The little spark of campfire
they'd noticed earlier was now gone, but the people following them were still there. Susannah felt them.
When she looked down at Oy and saw him gazing in the same direction, she wasn't surprised.
"I think that may be their problem," Roland said.
"What's that supposed to mean?" Eddie asked, but Roland would say no more. He simply lay in the road with
a rolled-up piece of deerskin beneath his neck, looking up at the dark sky and smoking.
Later, Roland's ka-tet slept. They posted no watch and were undisturbed.
FIVE
The dreams, when they came, were not dreams at all. They all knew this except perhaps for Susannah, who in
a very real sense was not there at all that night.
My God, I'm back in New York, Eddie thought. And, on the heels of this: Really back in New York. This is
really happening.
It was. He was in New York. On Second Avenue.
That was when Jake and Oy came around the corner from Fifty-fourth Street. "Hey, Eddie," Jake said,
grinning. "Welcome home."
Game on, Eddie thought. Game on.
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Chapter II: New York Groove
ONE
Jake fell asleep looking into pure darkness—no stars in that cloudy night sky, no moon. As he drifted off, he
had a sensation of falling that he recognized with dismay: in his previous life as a so-called normal child he'd
often had dreams of falling, especially around exam time, but these had ceased since his violent rebirth into
Mid-World.
Then the falling feeling was gone. He heard a brief chiming melody that was somehow too beautiful: three
notes and you wanted it to stop, a dozen and you thought it would kill you if it didn't. Each chime seemed to
make his bones vibrate. Sounds Hawaiian, doesn't it? he thought, for although the chiming melody was
nothing like the sinister warble of the thinny, somehow it was.
It was.
Then, just when he truly believed he could bear it no longer, the terrible, gorgeous tune stopped. The
darkness behind his closed eyes suddenly lit up a brilliant dark red.
He opened them cautiously on strong sunlight.
And gaped.
At New York.
Taxis bustled past, gleaming bright yellow in the sunshine. A young black man wearing Walkman earphones
strolled by Jake, bopping his sandaled feet a little bit to the music and going "Cha-da-ba, cha-da-fcow!"
under his breath. A jackhammer battered Jake's eardrums. Chunks of cement dropped into a dumptruck with a
crash that echoed from one cliff-face of buildings to another. The world was a-din with racket. He had gotten
used to the deep silences of Mid-World without even realizing it. No, more. Had come to love them. Still, this
noise and bustle had its attractions, and Jake couldn't deny it. Back in the New York groove. He felt a little
grin stretch his lips.
"Ake! Ake!" cried a low, rather distressed voice. Jake looked down and saw Oy sitting on the sidewalk with
his tail curled neatly around him. The billy-bumbler wasn't wearing little red booties and Jake wasn't wearing
the red Oxfords (thank God), but this was still very like their visit to Roland's Gilead, which they had reached
by traveling in the pink Wizard's Glass. The glass ball that had caused so much trouble and woe.
No glass this time… he'd just gone to sleep. But this was no dream. It was more intense than any dream he'd
ever had, and more textured. Also…
Also, people kept detouring around him and Oy as they stood to the left of a midtown saloon called Kansas
City Blues. While Jake was making this observation, a woman actually stepped over Oy, hitching up her
straight black skirt a bit at the knee in order to do so. Her preoccupied face {I'm just one more New Yorker
minding my business, so don't screw with mewss what that face said to Jake) never changed.
They don't see us, but somehow they sense us. And if they can sense us, we must really be here.
The first logical question was Why? Jake considered this for a moment, then decided to table it. He had an
idea the answer would come. Meantime, why not enjoy New York while he had it?
"Come on, Oy," he said, and walked around the corner. The billy-bumbler, clearly no city boy, walked so
close to him that
Jake could feel his breath feathering against his ankle.
Second Avenue, he thought. Then: My God—
Before he could finish the thought, he saw Eddie Dean standing outside of the Barcelona Luggage store,
looking dazed and more than a little out of place in old jeans, a deerskin shirt, and deerskin moccasins. His
hair was clean, but it hung to his shoulders in a way that suggested no professional had seen to it in quite
some time. Jake realized he himself didn't look much better; he was also wearing a deerskin shirt and, on his
lower half, the battered remains of the Dockers he'd had on the day he left home for good, setting sail for
Brooklyn, Dutch Hill, and another world.
Good thing no one can see us, Jake thought, then decided that wasn't true. If people could see them, they'd
probably get rich on spare change before noon. The thought made him grin. "Hey, Eddie," he said. "Welcome
home."
Eddie nodded, looking bemused. "See you brought your friend."
Jake reached down and gave Oy an affectionate pat. "He's my version of the American Express Card. I don't
go home without him."
Jake was about to go on—he felt witty, bubbly, full of amusing things to say—when someone came around
the corner, passed them without looking (as everyone else had), and changed everything. It was a kid wearing
Dockers that looked like Jake's because they were Jake's. Not the pair he had on now, but they were his, all
right. So were the sneakers. They were the ones Jake had lost in Dutch Hill. The plaster-man who guarded
the door between the worlds had torn them right off his feet.
The boy who had just passed them was John Chambers, it was him, only this version looked soft and
innocent and painfully young. How did you survive? he asked his own retreating back. How did you survive
the mental stress of losing your mind, and running away from home, and that horrible house in Brooklyn ?
Most of all, how did you survive the doorkeeper? You must be tougher than you look.
Eddie did a doubletake so comical that Jake laughed in spite of his own shocked surprise. It made him think
of those comic-book panels where Archie or Jughead is trying to look in two directions at the same time. He
looked down and saw a similar expression on Oy's face. Somehow that made the whole thing even funnier.
"What the fuck?" Eddie asked.
"Instant replay," Jake said, and laughed harder. It came out sounding goofy as shit, but he didn't care. He felt
goofy. "It's like when we watched Roland in the Great Hall of Gilead, only this is New York and it's May
31st, 1977! It's the day I took French Leave from Piper! Instant replay, baby!"
"French—?" Eddie began, but Jake didn't give him a chance to finish. He was struck by another realization.
Except struck was too mild a word. He was buried by it, like a man who just happens to be on the beach
when a tidal wave rolls in. His face blazed so brightly that Eddie actually took a step back.
"The rose!" he whispered. He felt too weak in the diaphragm to speak any louder, and his throat was as dry as
a sandstorm. "Eddie, the rose!"
"What about it?"
"This is the day I see it!" He reached out and touched Eddie's forearm with a trembling hand. "I go to the
bookstore… then to the vacant lot. I think there used to be a delicatessen—"
Eddie was nodding and beginning to look excited himself. "Tom and Jerry's Artistic Deli, corner of Second
and Forty-sixth—"
"The deli's gone but the rose is there! That me walking down the street is going to see it, and we can see it,
too!"
At that, Eddie's own eyes blazed. "Come on, then," he said. "We don't want to lose you. Him. Whoever the
fuck."
"Don't worry," Jake said. "I know where he's going."
TWO
The Jake ahead of them—New York Jake, spring-of-1977 Jake— walked slowly, looking everywhere, clearly
digging the day. Mid-World Jake remembered exactly how that boy had felt: the sudden relief when the
arguing voices in his mind
(I died!) (I didn't!)
had finally stopped their squabbling. Back by the board fence that had been, where the two businessmen had
been playing tic-tac-toe with a Mark Cross pen. And, of course, there had been the relief of being away from
the Piper School and the insanity of his Final Essay for Ms. Avery's English class. The Final Essay counted a
full twenty-five per cent toward each student's final grade, Ms. Avery had made that perfectly clear, and
Jake's had been gibberish. The fact that his teacher had later given him an A+ on it didn't change that, only
made it clear that it wasn't just him; the whole world was losing its shit, going nineteen.
Being out from under all that—even for a little while—had been great. Of course he was digging the day.
Only the day's not quite right, Jake thought—the Jake walking along behind his old self. Something about
it…
He looked around but couldn't figure it out. Late May, bright summer sun, lots of strollers and window-
shoppers on Second Avenue, plenty of taxis, the occasional long black limo; nothing wrong with any of this.
Except there was.
Everything was wrong with it.
THREE
Eddie felt the kid twitch his sleeve. "What's wrong with this picture?" Jake asked.
