I remembered Susa, and the Greek slaves of the royal jeweler; their leg-stumps, their branded and noseless faces. Four thousand! Most must have been there since King Ochos' day. Four thousand! I recalled Boubakes, bewailing the ravaged beauty. I don't suppose such people had come much in his way; or not more than two or three of them.
"So," said the soldier, "there's an end to the New Year festivals. I was posted there once, it was the sight of a lifetime. Well, it's war. I was with Ochos' force in Egypt . . ."He frowned to himself. Presently he looked up. "I don't know how drunk he was. He saved his bonfire, till he was ready to be leaving."
I understood him. Spring was breaking everywhere. But no soldier expects a eunuch to know anything.
"He's burned his quarters behind him. And you know where he'll be coming now? He'll be coming here."
8
IT WAS a day of late spring rain, with brown torrents in the gullies, when the King ordered the women to be sent north. They were to go through the pass of the Kaspian Gates, to safekeeping in Kadousia.
I helped load them into the wagons. You could see at a glance the favorites; they looked worn out, with blue streaks under their eyes. Even after these farewells, there were figures lingering on the Palace roof, gazing after them.
To the common soldiers it meant nothing, unless it shortened their lords' tempers. Their own women would trudge behind them, with the sacks that were their households, as soldiers' women have done since wars began. Being more used than the ladies to shifting for themselves, not a few had scrambled off from Gaugamela.
Alexander had set out for Media. He seemed in no great haste, attending to this and that on his way. We would soon be on the north road, where the Kadousian and Scythian troops would march to meet us. With them, we would await him, and contest his passage to Hyrkania. So it was said. It was said also, though not so loudly, that if he were heard of within a hundred miles, we would be off through the passes ourselves, to Hyrkania and east to Baktria. "When we serve the great, they are our destiny." I tried to live each day as it came.
On a clear day in early summer we started out. Where the road turned into the hills, I turned as I rode, to see the light of sunrise gleam on the golden battlements. Beautiful city, I thought, I shall never see you again. Had I only known!
As we passed mountain hamlets, I noticed how lean the peasants were, and how sullenly they watched us. It was a poor countryside for an army to have lived off. Yet, when the King passed by, they all did reverence. He was godlike to them, set above his servants' deeds. It has been in the blood of us Persians a thousand years. It was even still in mine, who knew what the god was made of.
We rode through bare open hills, under blue skies. The birds were singing. The cavalry sang as they rode; Baktrians mostly, on their stocky rough-coated mounts. Up here, it was hard to think one would not live forever.
But as we advanced, the singing fell silent. We were nearing the meeting-place appointed with the Scythians. They had sent no forerunners; nor had the Kadousians. Our own scouts had seen no signs of them.
The King retired early. Though the women were gone, he did not send for me. Perhaps what happened at Ekbatana had killed desire; or perhaps it had only happened because desire was waning. If so, I must prepare to be just a Household eunuch, with my little daily duties. Had we been at court, I might already have been allotted them.
If that happens, I thought, I will take a lover. I remembered Oromedon; he had had the sheen on him that, when I looked back, told its tale. I myself had had plenty of offers; discreet, of course, for fear of the King, but I had been let know where I was wanted.
With such follies the young, to whom each joy or trouble seems eternal, will concern themselves while the sky is about to fall.
Two days took us off the north road onto a country track. It led to the plain where the Scythians should be awaiting us.
We reached it about noon, a great space of upland grass and brush. Our camp had been pitched where a few starved trees leaned to the wind. There was a whining of curlews; conies bobbed off among the stones. For the rest, in all my life I had seen nothing look so empty.
The night came down. One grew used to the sounds of the camp; singing, the hum of talk, laughter or quarreling, an order, the rattle of cookpots. Tonight there was just a low muttering, like the sound of a torrent grinding its stones. It went on late. I fell asleep at last to the sound.
At daybreak, I woke to bad-news voices. Five hundred cavalry had slipped off in the night; and nearly a thousand foot, taking all their gear but their shields.
There was a voice outside speaking Greek to the interpreter. It was Patron, the Greek commander. He had come to report his men all present.
Long since, they could have deserted to Alexander, and helped him sack Persepolis. Here they had just their wages, while the treasury held out. Patron was a thickset grizzled man, with the square face not seen among Persians. He came from some part of Greece that had been beaten in war by Alexander's father, and had brought his men along with him; they had served in Asia since King Ochos' day. I was glad to see the King show him more warmth than usual. However, when at sunup he called a war council, Patron was not invited. He was a hired soldier and an outlander. He did not count.
The throne was set on its dais; the royal tent was cleared and ready. The lords came straggling up, their coat-skirts flapping in the sharp wind, wearing the best clothes they had left; crowding outside, awaiting leave to enter. To one side, Bessos and Nabarzanes were talking eagerly. Some shock, which felt long expected, came to me from their faces.
I went in, and said softly to Boubakes, "Something dreadful is going to happen."
"What do you mean?" He grasped my arm till it hurt.
"I don't know. Something against the King."
"Why say such things, if you do not know?" He was cross because I had stirred his smothered fears.
The lords came in, did reverence, and took their stand in order of rank. We eunuchs, inside in the King's sleeping-place, listened through the leather curtains. This was mere custom; it was not a private audience. Though, if we could, we would listen to those as well.
The King spoke from the throne. It was soon too clear that he had composed the speech himself.
He praised his hearers' loyalty, reminding them— trusting man—how renegades like Mazaios of Babylon had been enriched by Alexander. He talked a good deal of past Persian glories, till I could feel the rising impatience with my skin. The pith came at last; he was for a last stand at the Kaspian Gates, victory or death.
There was a hush so thick, you could have stuck a knife in it upright. The Persian Gates, held by crack troops, had been forced in depth of winter. It was summer now; and as for our troops, could he not feel their temper?
But I, who had once been near him, thought I understood. He had not forgotten the song of my father's warriors. I felt his craving for lost honor. He had seen himself at the Kaspian Gates, gloriously redeeming Gaugamela. And not one man of all who were here had seen it with him. This was their answer, this dreadful silence.
On the toilet-table was the little knife we trimmed his nails with. I reached for it, jabbed it through the curtain, and put my eye to the slit. Boubakes looked shocked. I handed the knife to him. The King had his back to us; and for the rest of them, if we'd stuck our heads through the curtain, they'd not have noticed.
The King sat stiffly on his throne; I could see the peak of the Mitra, and a purple sleeve. And I saw what he saw—the faces. Though no one had dared a whisper in the Presence, they were all one glitter of moving eyes.
Someone stepped forward; old Artabazos, with his straight shrunk carriage and snow-white beard. When first I'd seen him, I had thought him in good shape for a man running up to eighty. In fact, he was ninety-five. As he approached, the King stepped down, and leaned him his cheek to kiss.
In his firm, high, ancient voice, Artabazos said that he and his sons would stand, to the last man, with all their people, in whatever field His Majesty should see fit to choose. The King embraced him. He withdrew to his place. For long moments, silence returned.
There was a movement, a low murmur. Nabarzanes came forward. I thought, It is now.
He was wearing the grey wool coat with embroidered sleeves, which he'd had on that night at Ekbatana. It was old and frayed. I daresay he had no better, so much had been lost. Power and danger hung about him, from his first words.
"My lord King. In this hour of so grave a choice, it seems to me we can look forward only by looking back. Firstly, our enemy. He has resource, great swiftness and resolution. He has good troops attached to his person. It is said, with what truth I cannot tell, that in hardships and in courage he is their example." He made a tiny pause. "At all events, he can now reward loyalty with Your Majesty's wealth. All this is said of him; but what else do we hear wherever his name is spoken? That he is fortunate; that he has all the luck."
A longer pause. They hardly breathed, now. Something was coming; and some of them knew what.
"But is this so? If I find a stray blood-horse on my land, you may call me fortunate. Or you may call its owner unlucky."
People at the back, who knew nothing, shifted about. The stillness in front was louder. I could see the purple sleeve stir on the chair-arm.
"Let godless men," said Nabarzanes smoothly, "speak of chance. We, surely, reared in our fathers' faith, believe all things are disposed by heaven. Why should we think the Wise God favors Alexander, an outland robber following other gods? Should we not rather, as I said, look back, seeking some past impiety for which we suffer punishment?"
The silence was now entire. Even the most ignorant had caught, like dogs, the scent of thunder.
"Lord King, the world knows with what blameless honor Your Majesty assumed the throne, after horrors you had no share in." His voice had sunk to a deep leopard-purr of irony. "Through your justice, a treacherous villain did not live to boast of them." (He might just as well have added, "or to accuse you.") "And yet, what has been our fortune since? We are the bowl Alexander's luck has emptied. My lord, it is said that curses can outlive the guilty dead. Is it not time to ask if Mithra, Protector of Honor, is yet appeased?"
Stillness. They had begun to see, but did not yet believe.
Nabarzanes' voice altered. Towering Bessos moved up towards him.
"My lord King, our peasants, when they are lost in their own hills, turn their coats, that the demon leading them astray may no longer know them. There is old wisdom in simple folk. We too, I now believe, must turn the unlucky garment, though it be of purple. Here is Bessos, who shares with yourself the blood of Artaxerxes. Let him wear the Hood, and command till this war is over. When the Macedonians are driven out, Your Majesty can return."
At last, they believed. In the lifetimes of us all, two kings had died by poison. But it was a thing unknown to man, that a Great King, robed and enthroned, should be told to get up and go.
The silence broke; loud cries of assent, prompt and prepared; shouts of dismay and outrage; mutterings of doubt. Suddenly a great shout of "Traitor!" drowned all the rest. It was the King, striding down from the dais in his purple robe, his scimitar drawn, making for Nabarzanes.
He was terrible in his size and fury. Even to me, in his royal state he was clothed with godhead. I looked to see Nabarzanes blasted at his feet.
Instead, there was a crowd about him, Nabarzanes and Bessos and the chief Baktrian lords, clinging in supplication. As they clung, begging mercy, they pulled down his sword-arm. His sword hung, uncertainly. They all prostrated themselves, bewailing their offense, saying they would withdraw from his displeasure, till he gave them leave to see his face.
They backed out. And all the lords of Baktria followed them.
Someone was panting beside me. Boubakes had made a slit in the curtain, about twice the size of mine. He was trembling from head to foot.
The tent now milled like a kicked anthill. Old Artabazos, his sons, and loyal Persian lords crowded round the King, protesting their sacred faith. He thanked them, and dismissed the council. We had hardly time to put ourselves in order, before he was inside.
In silence, he let Boubakes disrobe him and put on his leisure gown. He lay down on the bed. His face looked sunken, as if from a month-long sickbed. I slipped outside, without obeisance, without leave. It was an unheard-of thing to do. I simply knew that just now, there was no one he would not sooner see about him. Boubakes never reproved me.
I went out into the camp. My clothes were well-worn, and smelled of the stables now I had no servant No one noticed me.
The Baktrians were busy about their quarters. They were starting to strike camp.
Quick work Indeed! Had Bessos' fear of the King been real? Yet I could not see Nabarzanes giving up so easily. I pushed in among a crowd of Baktrians on their way; they were so full of their own concerns, I felt invisible. Mostly they were saying their lord ought to have his rights, it was time for a man to lead. But one said, "Well, no one can say, now, that the King didn't have his chance."
Separate and neat, as always, stood the Greek encampment. No one was striking tents there. They were just crowded together talking. Greeks are great talkers, but have often something to say. I walked over.
They were so engaged, I was in among them before anyone even spoke to me. Then one broke away and strode over. As he came, I'd taken him for forty, but now saw he was ten years younger; war and weather had done the rest.
"Beautiful stranger, do I see you here at last? Why do you never visit us?"
He still had real Greek clothes, though the stuff was threadbare. He was tanned as brown as cedarwood, and the sun had faded his short beard much lighter than his hair. His smile looked honest.
"My friend," I said, "this is no day for beauty, Bessos wants to be King. He's just told the King so." I did not see why I should keep from loyal men what every traitor knew.
