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advanced into the room mechanically; but perceiving

Nina Alexandrovna and Varia he became more or less

embarrassed, in spite of his excitement. His followers

entered after him, and all paused a moment at sight of the

ladies. Of course their modesty was not fated to be long-

lived, but for a moment they were abashed. Once let them

begin to shout, however, and nothing on earth should

disconcert them.

‘What, you here too, prince?’ said Rogojin, absently,

but a little surprised all the same ‘ Still in your gaiters, eh?’

He sighed, and forgot the prince next moment, and his

wild eyes wandered over to Nastasia again, as though

attracted in that direction by some magnetic force. The Idiot

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Nastasia looked at the new arrivals with great curiosity.

Gania recollected himself at last.

‘Excuse me, sirs,’ he said, loudly, ‘but what does all this

mean?’ He glared at the advancing crowd generally, but

addressed his remarks especially to their captain, Rogojin.

‘You are not in a stable, gentlemen, though you may

think it—my mother and sister are present.’

‘Yes, I see your mother and sister,’ muttered Rogojin,

through his teeth; and Lebedeff seemed to feel himself

called upon to second the statement.

‘At all events, I must request you to step into the salon,’

said Gania, his rage rising quite out of proportion to his

words, ‘and then I shall inquire—‘

‘What, he doesn’t know me!’ said Rogojin, showing

his teeth disagreeably. ‘He doesn’t recognize Rogojin!’ He

did not move an inch, however.

‘I have met you somewhere, I believe, but—‘

‘Met me somewhere, pfu! Why, it’s only three months

since I lost two hundred roubles of my father’s money to

you, at cards. The old fellow died before he found out.

Ptitsin knows all about it. Why, I’ve only to pull out a

three-rouble note and show it to you, and you’d crawl on

your hands and knees to the other end of the town for it;

that’s the sort of man you are. Why, I’ve come now, at The Idiot

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this moment, to buy you up! Oh, you needn’t think that

because I wear these boots I have no money. I have lots of

money, my beauty,—enough to buy up you and all yours

together. So I shall, if I like to! I’ll buy you up! I will!’ he

yelled, apparently growing more and more intoxicated and

excited.’ Oh, Nastasia Philipovna! don’t turn me out! Say

one word, do! Are you going to marry this man, or not?’

Rogojin asked his question like a lost soul appealing to

some divinity, with the reckless daring of one appointed to

die, who has nothing to lose.

He awaited the reply in deadly anxiety.

Nastasia Philipovna gazed at him with a haughty,

ironical. expression of face; but when she glanced at Nina

Alexandrovna and Varia, and from them to Gania, she

changed her tone, all of a sudden.

‘Certainly not; what are you thinking of? What could

have induced you to ask such a question?’ she replied,

quietly and seriously, and even, apparently, with some

astonishment.

‘No? No?’ shouted Rogojin, almost out of his mind

with joy. ‘You are not going to, after all? And they told

me—oh, Nastasia Philipovna—they said you had promised

to marry him, HIM! As if you COULD do it!—him—

pooh! I don’t mind saying it to everyone— I’d buy him The Idiot

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off for a hundred roubles, any day pfu! Give him a

thousand, or three if he likes, poor devil’ and he’d cut and

run the day before his wedding, and leave his bride to me!

Wouldn’t you, Gania, you blackguard? You’d take three

thousand, wouldn’t you? Here’s the money! Look, I’ve

come on purpose to pay you off and get your receipt,

formally. I said I’d buy you up, and so I will.’

‘Get out of this, you drunken beast!’ cried Gania, who

was red and white by turns.

Rogojin’s troop, who were only waiting for an excuse,

set up a howl at this. Lebedeff stepped forward and

whispered something in Parfen’s ear.

‘You’re right, clerk,’ said the latter, ‘you’re right, tipsy

spirit—you’re right!—Nastasia Philipovna,’ he added,

looking at her like some lunatic, harmless generally, but

suddenly wound up to a pitch of audacity, ‘here are

eighteen thousand roubles, and—and you shall have

more—.’ Here he threw a packet of bank- notes tied up in

white paper, on the table before her, not daring to say all

he wished to say.

‘No-no-no!’ muttered Lebedeff, clutching at his arm.

He was clearly aghast at the largeness of the sum, and

thought a far smaller amount should have been tried first. The Idiot

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‘No, you fool—you don’t know whom you are dealing

with—and it appears I am a fool, too!’ said Parfen,

trembling beneath the flashing glance of Nastasia. ‘Oh,

curse it all! What a fool I was to listen to you!’ he added,

with profound melancholy.

Nastasia Philipovna, observing his woe-begone

expression, suddenly burst out laughing.

‘Eighteen thousand roubles, for me? Why, you declare

yourself a fool at once,’ she said, with impudent

familiarity, as she rose from the sofa and prepared to go.

Gania watched the whole scene with a sinking of the

heart.

‘Forty thousand, then—forty thousand roubles instead

of eighteen! Ptitsin and another have promised to find me

forty thousand roubles by seven o’clock tonight. Forty

thousand roubles—paid down on the nail!’

The scene was growing more and more disgraceful; but

Nastasia Philipovna continued to laugh and did not go

away. Nina Alexandrovna and Varia had both risen from

their places and were waiting, in silent horror, to see what

would happen. Varia’s eyes were all ablaze with anger; but

the scene had a different effect on Nina Alexandrovna.

She paled and trembled, and looked more and more like

fainting every moment. The Idiot

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‘Very well then, a HUNDRED thousand! a hundred

thousand! paid this very day. Ptitsin! find it for me. A

good share shall stick to your fingers—come!’

‘You are mad!’ said Ptitsin, coming up quickly and

seizing him by the hand. ‘You’re drunk—the police will

be sent for if you don’t look out. Think where you are.’

‘Yes, he’s boasting like a drunkard,’ added Nastasia, as

though with the sole intention of goading him.

‘I do NOT boast! You shall have a hundred thousand,

this very day. Ptitsin, get the money, you gay usurer! Take

what you like for it, but get it by the evening! I’ll show

that I’m in earnest!’ cried Rogojin, working himself up

into a frenzy of excitement.

‘Come, come; what’s all this?’ cried General Ivolgin,

suddenly and angrily, coming close up to Rogojin. The

unexpectedness of this sally on the part of the hitherto

silent old man caused some laughter among the intruders.

‘Halloa! what’s this now?’ laughed Rogojin. ‘You

come along with me, old fellow! You shall have as much

to drink as you like.’

‘Oh, it’s too horrible!’ cried poor Colia, sobbing with

shame and annoyance.

‘Surely there must be someone among all of you here

who will turn this shameless creature out of the room?’ The Idiot

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cried Varia, suddenly. She was shaking and trembling with

rage.

‘That’s me, I suppose. I’m the shameless creature!’ cried

Nastasia Philipovna, with amused indifference. ‘Dear me,

and I came—like a fool, as I am—to invite them over to

my house for the evening! Look how your sister treats me,

Gavrila Ardalionovitch.’

For some moments Gania stood as if stunned or struck

by lightning, after his sister’s speech. But seeing that

Nastasia Philipovna was really about to leave the room this

time, he sprang at Varia and seized her by the arm like a

madman.

‘What have you done?’ he hissed, glaring at her as

though he would like to annihilate her on the spot. He

was quite beside himself, and could hardly articulate his

words for rage.

‘What have I done? Where are you dragging me to?’

‘Do you wish me to beg pardon of this creature

because she has come here to insult our mother and

disgrace the whole household, you low, base wretch?’

cried Varia, looking back at her brother with proud

defiance.

A few moments passed as they stood there face to face,

Gania still holding her wrist tightly. Varia struggled The Idiot

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once—twice—to get free; then could restrain herself no

longer, and spat in his face.

‘There’s a girl for you!’ cried Nastasia Philipovna. ‘Mr.

Ptitsin, I congratulate you on your choice.’

Gania lost his head. Forgetful of everything he aimed a

blow at Varia, which would inevitably have laid her low,

but suddenly another hand caught his. Between him and

Varia stood the prince.

‘Enough—enough!’ said the latter, with insistence, but

all of a tremble with excitement.

‘Are you going to cross my path for ever, damn you!’

cried Gania; and, loosening his hold on Varia, he slapped

the prince’s face with all his force.

Exclamations of horror arose on all sides. The prince

grew pale as death; he gazed into Gania’s eyes with a

strange, wild, reproachful look; his lips trembled and

vainly endeavoured to form some words; then his mouth

twisted into an incongruous smile.

‘Very well—never mind about me; but I shall not allow

you to strike her!’ he said, at last, quietly. Then, suddenly,

he could bear it no longer, and covering his face with his

hands, turned to the wall, and murmured in broken

accents:

‘Oh! how ashamed you will be of this afterwards!’ The Idiot

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Gania certainly did look dreadfully abashed. Colia

rushed up to comfort the prince, and after him crowded

Varia, Rogojin and all, even the general.

‘It’s nothing, it’s nothing!’ said the prince, and again he

wore the smile which was so inconsistent with the

circumstances.

‘Yes, he will be ashamed!’ cried Rogojin. ‘You will be

properly ashamed of yourself for having injured such a—

such a sheep’ (he could not find a better word). ‘Prince,

my dear fellow, leave this and come away with me. I’ll

show you how Rogojin shows his affection for his

friends.’

Nastasia Philipovna was also much impressed, both

with Gania’s action and with the prince’s reply.

Her usually thoughtful, pale face, which all this while

had been so little in harmony with the jests and laughter

which she had seemed to put on for the occasion, was

now evidently agitated by new feelings, though she tried

to conceal the fact and to look as though she were as ready

as ever for jesting and irony.

‘I really think I must have seen him somewhere!’ she

murmured seriously enough.

‘Oh, aren’t you ashamed of yourself—aren’t you

ashamed? Are you really the sort of woman you are trying The Idiot

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to represent yourself to be? Is it possible?’ The prince was

now addressing Nastasia, in a tone of reproach, which

evidently came from his very heart.

Nastasia Philipovna looked surprised, and smiled, but

evidently concealed something beneath her smile and with

some confusion and a glance at Gania she left the room.

However, she had not reached the outer hall when she

turned round, walked quickly up to Nina Alexandrovna,

seized her hand and lifted it to her lips.

‘He guessed quite right. I am not that sort of woman,’

she whispered hurriedly, flushing red all over. Then she

turned again and left the room so quickly that no one

could imagine what she had come back for. All they saw

was that she said something to Nina Alexandrovna in a

hurried whisper, and seemed to kiss her hand. Varia,

however, both saw and heard all, and watched Nastasia

out of the room with an expression of wonder.

Gania recollected himself in time to rush after her in

order to show her out, but she had gone. He followed her

to the stairs.

‘Don’t come with me,’ she cried, ‘Au revoir, till the

evening—do you hear? Au revoir!’

He returned thoughtful and confused; the riddle lay

heavier than ever on his soul. He was troubled about the The Idiot

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prince, too, and so bewildered that he did not even

observe Rogojin’s rowdy band crowd past him and step

on his toes, at the door as they went out. They were all

talking at once. Rogojin went ahead of the others, talking

to Ptitsin, and apparently insisting vehemently upon

something very important

‘You’ve lost the game, Gania’ he cried, as he passed the

latter.

Gania gazed after him uneasily, but said nothing. The Idiot

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XI

THE prince now left the room and shut himself up in

his own chamber. Colia followed him almost at once,

anxious to do what he could to console him. The poor

boy seemed to be already so attached to him that he could

hardly leave him.

‘You were quite right to go away!’ he said. ‘The row

will rage there worse than ever now; and it’s like this

every day with us— and all through that Nastasia

Philipovna.’

‘You have so many sources of trouble here, Colia,’ said

the prince.

‘Yes, indeed, and it is all our own fault. But I have a

great friend who is much worse off even than we are.

Would you like to know him?’

‘Yes, very much. Is he one of your school-fellows?’

‘Well, not exactly. I will tell you all about him some

day…. What do you think of Nastasia Philipovna? She is

beautiful, isn’t she? I had never seen her before, though I

had a great wish to do so. She fascinated me. I could

forgive Gania if he were to marry her for love, but for

money! Oh dear! that is horrible!’ The Idiot

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‘Yes, your brother does not attract me much.’

‘I am not surprised at that. After what you ... But I do

hate that way of looking at things! Because some fool, or a

rogue pretending to be a fool, strikes a man, that man is to

be dishonoured for his whole life, unless he wipes out the

disgrace with blood, or makes his assailant beg forgiveness

on his knees! I think that so very absurd and tyrannical.

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