He left us suddenly.
His manner all through this strange conversation had been very unlike what it usually was- He seemed to be almost as nervous and fluttered, every now and then, as his lady herself. I should never have supposed that his health had been so delicate, or his composure so easy to upset.
I tried to prevail on Lady Glyde to go back to her room, but it was useless. She stopped in the passage, with the look of a woman whose mind was panic-stricken.
`Something has happened to my sister!' she said.
`Remember, my lady, what surprising energy there is in Miss Halcombe,' I suggested. `She might well make an effort which other ladies in her situation would be unfit for. I hope and believe there is nothing wrong -- I do indeed.'
`I must follow Marian,' said her ladyship, with the same panic-stricken look. `I must go where she has gone, I must see that she is alive and well with my own eyes. Come! come down with me to Sir Percival.'
I hesitated, fearing that my presence might be considered an intrusion. I attempted to represent this to her ladyship, but she was deaf to me. She held my arm fast enough to force me to go downstairs with her, and she still clung to me with all the little strength she had at the moment when I opened the dining-room door.
Sir Percival was sitting at the table with a decanter of wine before him. He raised the glass to his lips as we went in and drained it at a draught. Seeing that he looked at me angrily when he put it down again, I attempted to make some apology for my
accidental presence in the room.
`Do you suppose there are any secrets going on here?' he broke out suddenly; `there are none -- there is nothing underhand, nothing kept from you or from any one.' After speaking those strange words loudly and sternly, he filled himself another glass of wine and asked Lady Glyde what she wanted of him.
`If my sister is St to travel I am fit to travel,' said her ladyship, with more firmness than she had yet shown. `I come to beg you will make allowances for my anxiety about Marian, and let me follow her at once by the afternoon train.'
`You must wait till tomorrow,' replied Sir Percival, `and then if you don't hear to the contrary you can go. I don't suppose you are at all likely to hear to the contrary, so I shall write to Fosco by tonight's post.'
He said those last words holding his glass up to the light, and looking at the wine in it instead of at Lady Glyde. Indeed he never once looked at her throughout the conversation. Such a singular want of good breeding in a gentleman of his rank impressed me, I own, very painfully.
`Why should you write to Count Fosco?' she asked, in extreme surprise.
`To tell him to expect you by the midday train,' said Sir Percival. `He will meet you at the station when you get to London, and take you on to sleep at your aunt's in St John's Wood.'
Lady Glyde's hand began to tremble violently round my arm -- why I could not imagine.
`There is no necessity for Count Fosco to meet me,' she said. `I would rather not stay in London to sleep.'
`You must. You can't take the whole journey to Cumberland in one day. You must rest a night in London -- and I don't choose you to go by yourself to an hotel. Fosco made the offer to your uncle to give you house-room on the way down, and your uncle has accepted. Here! here is a letter from him addressed to yourself. I ought to have sent it up this morning, but I forgot. Read it and see what Mr Fairlie himself says to you.'
Lady Glyde looked at the letter for a moment and then placed it in my hands.
`Read it,' she said faintly. `I don't know what is the matter with me. I can't read it myself.'
It was a note of only four lines -- so short and so careless that it quite struck me. If I remember correctly it contained no more than these words --
`Dearest Laura, Please come whenever you like. Break the journey by sleeping at your aunt's house. Grieved to hear of dear Marian's illness. Affectionately yours, Frederick Fairlie.'
`I would rather not go there -- I would rather not stay a night in London,' said her ladyship, breaking out eagerly with those words before I had quite done reading the note, short as it was. `Don't write to Count Fosco! Pray, pray don't write to him!'
Sir Percival filled another glass from the decanter so awkwardly that he upset it and spilt all the wine over the table. `My sight seems to be failing me,' he muttered to himself, in an odd, muffled voice. He slowly set the glass up again, refilled it, and drained it once more at a draught. I began to fear, from his look and manner, that the wine was getting into his head.
`Pray don't write to Count Fosco,' persisted Lady Glyde, more earnestly than ever.
`Why not, I should like to know?' cried Sir Percival, with a sudden burst of anger that startled us both. `Where can you stay more properly in London than at the place your uncle himself chooses for you -- at your aunt's house? Ask Mrs Michelson.
The arrangement proposed was so unquestionably the right and the proper one, that I could make no possible objection to it. Much as I sympathised with Lady Glyde in other respects, I could not sympathise with her in her unjust prejudices against Count Fosco. I never before met with any lady of her rank and station who was so lamentably narrow-minded on the subject of foreigners. Neither her uncle's note nor Sir Percival's increasing impatience seemed to have the least effect on her. She still objected to staying a night in London, she still implored her husband not to write to the Count.
`Drop it!' said Sir Percival, rudely turning his back on us. `If you haven't sense enough to know what is best for yourself other people must know for you. The arrangement is made, and there is an end of it. You are only wanted to do what Miss Halcombe has done before you --'
`Marian?' repeated her ladyship, in a bewildered manner; `Marian sleeping in Count Fosco's house!'
`Yes, in Count Fosco's house. She slept there last night to break the journey, and you are to follow her example, and do what your uncle tells you. You are to sleep at Fosco's tomorrow night, as your sister did, to break the journey. Don't throw too many obstacles in my way! don't make me repent of letting you go at all!'
He started to his feet, and suddenly walked out into the verandah through the open glass doors.
`Will your ladyship excuse me,' I whispered, `if I suggest that we had better not wait here till Sir Percival comes back? I am very much afraid he is over-excited with wine.'
She consented to leave the room in a weary, absent manner.
As soon as we were safe upstairs again, I did all I could to compose her ladyship's spirits. I reminded her that Mr Fairlie's letters to Miss Halcombe and to herself did certainly sanction, and even render necessary, sooner or later, the course that had been taken. She agreed to this, and even admitted, of her own accord, that both letters were strictly in character with her uncle's peculiar disposition -- but her fears about Miss Halcombe, and her unaccountable dread of sleeping at the Count's house in London, still remained unshaken in spite of every consideration that I could urge. I thought it my duty to protest against Lady Glyde's unfavourable opinion of his lordship, and I did so, with becoming forbearance and respect.
`Your ladyship will pardon my freedom,' I remarked, in conclusion, `but it is said, ``by their fruits ye shall know them.'' I am sure the Count's constant kindness and constant attention, from the very beginning of Miss Halcombe's illness, merit our best confidence and esteem. Even his lordship's serious misunderstanding with Mr Dawson was entirely attributable to his anxiety on Miss Halcombe's account.'
`What misunderstanding?' inquired her ladyship, with a look of sudden interest.
I related the unhappy circumstances under which Mr Dawson had withdrawn his attendance -- mentioning them all the more readily because I disapproved of Sir Percival's continuing to conceal what had happened (as he had done in my presence) from the knowledge of Lady Glyde.
Her ladyship started up, with every appearance of being additionally agitated and alarmed by what I had told her.
`Worse! worse than I thought!' she said, walking about the room, in a bewildered manner. `The Count knew Mr Dawson would never consent to Marian's taking a journey -- he purposely insulted the doctor to get him out of the house.'
`Oh, my lady! my lady!' I remonstrated.
`Mrs Michelson!' she went on vehemently, `no words that ever were spoken will persuade me that my sister is in that man's power and in that man's house with her own consent- My horror of him is such, that nothing Sir Percival could say, and no letters my uncle could write, would induce me, if I had only my own feelings to consult, to eat, drink, or sleep under his roof. But my misery of suspense about Marian gives me the courage to follow her anywhere, to follow her even into Count Fosco's house.'
I thought it right, at this point, to mention that Miss Halcombe had already gone on to Cumberland, according to Sir Percival's account of the matter.
`I am afraid to believe it!' answered her ladyship. `I am afraid she is still in that man's house. If I am wrong, if she has really gone to Limmeridge I am resolved I will not sleep tomorrow night under Count Fosco's roof. My dearest friend in the world, next to my sister, lives near London. You have heard me, you have heard Miss Halcombe, speak of Mrs Vesey? I mean to write, and propose to sleep at her house. I don't know how I shall get there -- I don't know how I shall avoid the Count -- but to that refuge I will escape in some way, if my sister has gone to Cumberland. All I ask of you to do, is to see yourself that my letter to Mrs Vesey goes to London tonight, as certainly as Sir Percival's letter goes to Count Fosco. I have reasons for not trusting the post-bag downstairs. Will you keep my secret, and help me in this? it is the last favour, perhaps, that I shall ever ask of you.'
I hesitated, I thought it all very strange, I almost feared that her ladyship's mind had been a little affected by recent anxiety and suffering. At my own risk, however, I ended by giving my consent. If the letter had been addressed to a stranger, or to any one but a lady so well known to me by report as Mrs Vesey, I might have refused. I thank God -- looking to what happened afterwards -- I thank God I never thwarted that wish, or any other, which Lady Glyde expressed to me, on the last day of her residence at Blackwater Park.
The letter was written and given into my hands. I myself put it into the post-box in the village that evening.
We saw nothing more of Sir Percival for the rest of the day.
I slept, by Lady Glyde's own desire, in the next room to hers, with the door open between us. There was something so strange and dreadful in the loneliness and emptiness of the house, that I was glad, on my side, to have a companion near me. Her ladyship sat up late, reading letters and burning them, and emptying her drawers and cabinets of little things she prized, as if she never expected to return to Blackwater Park. Her sleep was sadly disturbed when she at last went to bed -- she cried out in it several times, once so loud that she woke herself. Whatever her dreams were, she did not think fit to communicate them to me. Perhaps, in my situation, I had no right to expect that she should do so. It matters little now. I was sorry for her, I was indeed heartily sorry for her all the same.
The next day was fine and sunny. Sir Percival came up, after breakfast, to tell us that the chaise would be at the door at a quarter to twelve -- the train to London stopping at our station at twenty minutes after. He informed Lady Glyde that he was obliged to go out, but added that he hoped to be back before she left. If any unforeseen accident delayed him, I was to accompany her to the station, and to take special care that she was in time for the train. Sir Percival communicated these directions very hastily -- walking here and there about the room all the time. Her ladyship looked attentively after him wherever he went. He never once looked at her in return.
She only spoke when he had done, and then she stopped him as he approached the door, by holding out her hand.
`I shall see you no more,' she said. in a very marked manner. `This is our parting -- our parting, it may be for ever. Will you try to forgive me, Percival, as heartily as I forgive you?'
His face turned of an awful whiteness all over, and great beads of perspiration broke out on his bald forehead. `I shall come back,' he said, and made for the door, as hastily as if his wife's farewell words had frightened him out of the room.
I had never liked Sir Percival, but the manner in which he left Lady Glyde made me feel ashamed of having eaten his bread and lived in his service. I thought of saying a few comforting and Christian words to the poor lady, but there was something in her face, as she looked after her husband when the door closed on him, that made me alter my mind and keep silence
At the time named the chaise drew up at the gates. Her ladyship was right -- Sir Percival never came back. I waited for him till the last moment, and waited in vain.
No positive responsibility lay on my shoulders, and yet I did not feel easy in my mind. `It is of your own free will,' I said, as the chaise drove through the lodge-gates, `that your ladyship goes to London?'
`I will go anywhere,' she answered, `to end the dreadful suspense that I am suffering at this moment.'
She had made me feel almost as anxious and as uncertain about Miss Halcombe as she felt herself. I presumed to ask her to write me a line, if all went well in London. She answered, `Most willingly, Mrs Michelson.'
`We all have our crosses to bear, my lady,' I said, seeing her silent and thoughtful, after she had promised to write.
She made no reply -- she seemed to be too much wrapped up in her own thoughts to attend to me.
`I fear your ladyship rested badly last night,' I remarked, after waiting a little.
`Yes,' she said, I was terribly disturbed by dreams.'
`Indeed, my lady?' I thought she was going to tell me her dreams, but no, when she spoke next it was only to ask a question.
`You posted the letter to Mrs Vesey with your own hands?'
`Yes, my Lady.'
`Did Sir Percival say, yesterday, that Count Fosco was to meet me at the terminus in London?'
