"I want to go,〃 said Macomber.
They sat under a tree and smoked.
"What to go back and speak to the Memsahib while we're waiting?〃 Wilson asked.
"No.〃
"I'll just step back and tell her to be patient.〃
"Good,〃 said Macomber. He sat there, sweating under his arms, his mouth dry, his stomach hollow feeling, wanting to find courage to tell Wilson to go on and finish off the lion without him. He could not know that Wilson was furious because he had not noticed the state he was in earlier and sent him back to his wife. While he sat there Wilson came up. "I have your big gun,〃 he said. "Take it. We've given him time, I think. Come on.〃
Macomber took the big gun and Wilson said〃
"Keep behind me and about five yards to the right and do exactly as I tell you.〃 Then he spoke in Swahili to the two gun-bearers who looked the picture of gloom.
"Let's go,〃 he said.
"Could I have a drink of water?〃 Macomber asked. Wilson spoke to the older gun-bearer, who wore a canteen on his belt, and the man unbuckled it, unscrewed the top and handed it to Macomber, who took it noticing how heavy it seemed and how hairy and shoddy the felt covering was in his hand. He raised it to drink and looked ahead at the high grass with the flat-topped trees behind it. A breeze was blowing toward them and the grass rippled gently in the wind. He looked at the gun-bearer and he could see the gun-bearer was suffering too with fear.
Thirty-five yards into the grass the big lion lay flattened out along the ground. His ears where back and his only movement was a slight twitching up and down of his long, black-tufted tail. He had turned at bay as soon as he had reached this cover and he was sick with the wound through his full belly, and weakening with the wound through his lungs that brought a thin foamy red to his mouth each time he breathed. His flanks were wet and hot and flies were on the little openings the solid bullets had made in his tawny hide, and his big yellow eyes, narrowed with hate, looked straight ahead, only blinking when the pain came as he breathed, and his claws dug in the soft baked earth. All of him, pain, sickness, hatred and all of his remaining strength, was tightening into an absolute concentration for a rush. He could hear the men talking and he waited, gathering all of himself into this preparation for a charge as soon as the men would come into the grass. As he heard their voices his tail stiffened to twitch up and down, and, as they came into the edge of the grass, he made a coughing grunt and charged.
Kongoni, the old gun-bearer, in the lead watching the blood spoor, Wilson watching the grass for any movement, his big gun ready, the second gun-bearer looking ahead and listening, Macomber close to Wilson, his rifle cocked, they had just moved into the grass when Macomber hear the blood-choked coughing grunt, and saw the swishing rush in the grass. The next thing he knew he was running; running wildly, in panic in the open, running toward the stream.
He heard the ca-ra-wong! of Wilson's big rifle, and again in a second crashing carawong! and turning saw the lion, horrible-looking now, with half his head seeming to be gone, crawling toward Wilson in the edge of the tall grass while the red-faced man worked the belt on the short ugly rifle and aimed carefully as another blasting carawong! came from the muzzle, and the crawling, heavy, yellow bulk of the lion stiffened and the huge, mutilated head slid forward and Macomber, standing by himself in the clearing where he had run, holding a loaded rifle, while two black men and a white man looked back at him in contempt, knew the lion was dead. He came toward Wilson, his tallness all seeming a naked reproach, and Wilson looked at him and said:
"What to take pictures?〃
"No,〃 he said.
That was all any one had said until they reached the motor car. Then Wilson had said:
"Hell of a fine lion. Boys will skin him out. We might as well stay here in the shade.〃
Macomber's wife had not looked at him nor he at her and he had sat by her in the back seat with Wilson sitting in the front seat. Once he had reached over and taken his wife's hand without looking at her and she had removed her hand from his. Looking across the stream to where the gun-bearers were skinning out the lion he could see that she had been able to see the whole thing. While they sat there his wife had reached forward and put her hand on Wilson's shoulder. He turned and she had leaned forward over the low seat and kissed him on the mouth.
"Oh, I say,〃 said Wilson, going redder than his natural baked color.
"Mr. Robert Wilson,〃 she said. "The beautiful red-faced Mr. Robert Wilson.〃
Then she sat down beside Macomber again and looked away across the stream to where the lion lay, with uplifted, white-muscled, tendon-marked naked forearms, and white bloating belly, as the black men fleshed away the skin. Finally the gun-bearer brought the skin over, wet and heavy, and climbed in behind with it, rolling it up before they got in, and the motor car started. No one had said anything more until they were back in camp.
That was the story of the lion. Macomber did not know how the lion had felt before he started his rush, nor during it when the unbelievable smash of the .505 with a muzzle velocity of two tons had hit him in the mouth, nor what kept him coming after that, when the second ripping crash had smashed his hind quarters and he had come crawling on toward the crashing, blasting thing that had destroyed him. Wilson knew something about it and only expressed it by saying, "Damned fine lion,〃 but Macomber did not know how Wilson felt abut things either. He did not know how his wife felt except that she was through with him.
His wife had been through with him before but it never lasted. He was very wealthy, and would be much wealthier, and he knew she would not leave him ever now. That was one of the few things that he really knew. He knew about that, about motorcycles-that was earliest-about motor cars, about duck-shooting, about fishing, trout, salmon and big-sea, about sex in books, many books, too many books, about all court games, about dogs, not much about horses, about hanging on to his money, abut most of the other things his world dealt in, and about his wife not leaving him. His wife had been a great beauty and she was still a great beauty in Africa, but she was not a great enough beauty any more at home to be able to leave him and better herself and she knew it and he knew it. She had missed the chance to leave him and he knew it. If he had been better with women she would probably have started to worry about him getting another new, beautiful wife; but she knew too much about him to worry about him either. Also he had always had a great tolerance which seemed the nicest thing about him if it were not the most sinister.
All in all they were known as a comparatively happily married couple, one of those whose disruption is often rumored but never occurs, and as the society columnist put it, they were adding more than a spice of adventure to their much envied and ever enduring romance by a Safari in what was known as Darkest Africa until the Martin Johnsons lighted it on so many silver screens where they were pursuing Old Simba the lion, the buffalo, Tembo the elephant and as well collecting specimens for the Museum of Natural History. This same columnist had reported them on the verge as least three times in the past and they had been. But they always made it up. They had a sound basis of union. Margot was too beautiful for Macomber to divorce her and Macomber had too much money for Margot ever to leave him.
It was now about three o'clock in the morning and Francis macomber, who had been asleep a little while after he had stopped thinking about the lion, wakened and then slept again, woke suddenly, frightened in a dream of the bloody-headed lion standing over him, and listening while his heart pounded, he realized that his wife was not in the other cot in the tent. He lay awake with the knowledge of two hours.
At the end of that time his wife came into the tent, lifted her mosquito bar and crawled cozily into bed.
"Where have you been?〃 Macomber asked in the darkness.
"Hello,〃 she said. "Are you awake?〃
"Where have you been?〃
"I just went out to get a breath of air.〃
"You did, like hell.〃
"What do you want me to say, darling?〃
"Where have you been?〃
"Out to get a breath of air.〃
"That's a new name for it. You are a bitch.〃
"Well, you're coward.〃
"All right,〃 he said. "What of it?〃
"Nothing as far as I'm concerned. But please let's not talk, darling, because I'm very sleepy.〃
"You think that I'll take anything.〃
"I know you will, sweet.〃
"Well, I won't.〃
"Please, darling, let's not talk. I'm so very sleepy.〃
"There wasn't going to be any of that. You promised there wouldn't be.〃
"Well, there is now,〃 she said sweetly.
"You said if we made this trip that there would be none of that. You promised.〃
"Yes, darling. That's the way I meant it to be. But the trip was spoiled yesterday. We don't have to talk about it, do we?〃
"You don't wait long when you have an advantage, do you?〃
"Please let's not talk. I〃m so sleepy, darling.〃
"I'm going to talk.〃
"Don't mind me then, because I'm going to sleep.〃 And she did.
At breakfast they were all three at the table before daylight and Francis Macomber found that, of all the many men that he had hated, he hated Robert Wilson the most.
"Sleep well?〃 Wilson asked in his throaty voice, filling a pipe.
"Did you?〃
"Topping,〃 the white hunter told him.
You bastard, thought Macomber, you insolent bastard.
So she woke him when she came in, Wilson thought, looking at them both with his flat, cold eyes. Well, why doesn't he keep his wife where she belongs?〃 What does he think I am, a bloody plaster saint? Let him keep her where she belongs. It's his own fault.
"Do you think we'll find buffalo?〃 Margot asked, pushing away a dish of apricots.〃
"Chance of it,〃 Wilson said and smiled at her. "Why don't you stay in camp?〃
"Not for anything,〃 she told him.
"Why not order her to stay in camp?〃 Wilson said to Macomber.
"Your order her,〃 said Macomber coldly.
"Let's not have any ordering, nor,〃 turning to Macomber, "any silliness, Francis,〃 Margot said quite pleasantly.
"Are you ready to start?〃 Macomber asked.
"Any time,〃 Wilson told him. "Do you want the Memsahib to go?〃
"Does it make any difference whether I do or not?〃
The hell with it, thought Robert Wilson. The utter complete hell with it. So this is what it's going to be like. Well, this is what it's going to be like, then.
"Makes no difference,〃 he said.
"You're sure you wouldn't like to stay in camp with her yourself and let me go out and hunt the buffalo? Macomber asked.
"Can't do that,〃 said Wilson. "Wouldn't talk rot if I were you.〃
"I'm not talking rot. I'm disgusted.〃
"Bad word, disgusted.〃
"Francis, will you please try to speak sensibly!〃 his wife said.
"I speak too damned sensibly,〃 Macomber said. "Did you ever eat such filthy food?〃
"Something wrong with the food?〃 asked Wilson quietly.
"No more than with everything else.〃
"I'd pull yourself together, laddybuck,〃 Wilson said very quietly. "There's a boy waits at table that understands a little English.〃
"The hell with him.〃
Wilson stood up and puffing on his pipe strolled away, speaking a few words in Swahili to one of the gun-bearers who was standing waiting for him. Macomber and his wife sat on at the table. He was staring at his coffee cup.
"If you make a scene I'll leave you, darling,〃 Margot said quietly.
"No, you won't.〃
"You can try it and see.〃
"You won't leave me.〃
"No,〃 she said. "I won't leave you and you'll behave yourself.〃
"Behave myself? That's a way to talk. Behave myself.〃
"Yes. Behave yourself.〃
"Why don't you try behaving?〃
"I've tried it so long. So very long.〃
"I hate that red-faced swine,〃 Macomber said. "I loathe the sight of him.〃
"He's really very nice.〃
"Oh, shut up,〃 Macomber almost shouted. Just then the car came up and stopped in front of the dining tent and the driver and the two gun-bearers got out. Wilson walked over and looked at the husband and wife sitting there at the table.
"Going, shooting?〃 he asked.
"Yes,〃 said Macomber, standing up. "Yes.〃
"Better bring a woolly. It will be cool in the car,〃 Wilson said.
"I'll get my leather jacket,〃 Margot said.
"The boy has it,〃 Wilson told her. He climbed into the front with the driver and Francis Macomber and his wife sat, not speaking, in the back seat.
Hope the silly beggar doesn't take a notion to blow the back of my head off, Wilson thought to himself. Women are a nuisance on safari.
The car was grinding down to cross the river at a pebbly ford in the gray daylight and then climbed, angling up the steep bank, where Wilson had ordered a way shoveled out the day before so they could reach the parklike wooded rolling country on the far side.
It was a good morning, Wilson thought. There was a heavy dew and as the wheels went through the grass and low bushes he could smell the odor of the crushed fronds. It was an odor like verbena and he liked this early morning smell of the dew, the crushed bracken and the look of the tree trunks showing black through the early morning mist, as the car made its way through the untracked, parklike country. He had put the two in the back seat out of his mind now and was thinking about buffalo. The buffalo that he was after stayed in the daytime in a thick swamp where it was impossible to get a shot, but in the night they fed out into an open stretch of country and if he could come between them and their swamp with the car, Macomber would have a good chance at them in the open. He did not want to hunt buff or anything else with Macomber at all, but he was a professional hunter and he had hunted with some rare ones in his time. If they got buff today there would only be rhino to come and the poor man would have gone through his dangerous game and things might pick up. He'd have nothing more to do with the woman and Macomber would get over that too. He must have gone through plenty of that before by the look of things. Poor beggar. He must have a way of getting over it. Well, it was the poor sod's own bloody fault.
