"Why are you telling me this?"
Jeb looked directly at Garrett and took another drag on his cigarette. "Because if I know you, you're going to be the one who ends it, and I'm here to try to stop you if I can."
"What are you talking about?"
"You know exactly what I'm talking about," he said quietly. Turning around, Jeb opened the door and left Garrett's office without another word.
* * *
Later that night, with the remnants of his father's comments rolling through his head, Garrett couldn't sleep. He rose from his bed and went to the kitchen, knowing what needed to be done. In the drawer, he found the stationery he always used when his mind was conflicted, and he sat down with the hopes of putting his thoughts into words.
My darling Catherine,
I don't know what's happening to me, and I don't know if I ever will. So much has happened lately that I can't make sense of what I'm going through.
Garrett sat at the table for an hour after writing those first two lines, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't think of anything else to say. But when he woke the following morning, unlike most days, his first thought wasn't about Catherine.
Instead it was about Theresa.
* * *
Over the next two weeks, Garrett and Theresa spoke on the phone every night, sometimes for hours. Garrett also sent a couple of letters-short notes, really-to let her know that he missed her, and he had another dozen roses delivered the following week, this time with a box of candy.
Theresa didn't want to send him flowers or candy, so instead she sent him a light blue oxford shirt she thought would look good his jeans, along with a couple of cards.
Kevin arrived home a few days later, and it made the next week pass much more quickly for Theresa than for Garrett. His first night home, Kevin ate dinner with Theresa, telling her about his vacation in fits and starts before collapsing into a deep sleep for almost fifteen hours. When he woke, there was already a long list of things that needed to be done. He needed new clothes for school-he'd already outgrown most of what he'd worn the previous year-and he had to sign up for fall league soccer, which ended up taking almost an entire Saturday. In addition, he'd come Home with a suitcase full of dirty laundry that needed to be washed, he wanted to develop the pictures he'd taken on his vacation, and he had a Tuesday afternoon appointment with the orthodontist to see if he needed braces.
In other words, life was back to normal at the Osborne household. On Kevin's second night back, Theresa told him about her vacation at the Cape, then about her trip to Wilmington. She mentioned Garrett, trying to convey how she felt about him without alarming Kevin. At first, when she explained how they were going to visit him the following weekend, Kevin didn't sound so sure about it. But after she told him what Garrett did for a living, Kevin began to show some signs of interest.
"You mean he might teach me how to scuba dive?" he asked as she was vacuuming the house.
"He said that he would, if you wanted to."
"Cool," he said, returning to whatever he'd been doing before.
A few nights later she took him to the store to get him a few magazines about diving. By the time they were ready to leave, Kevin knew the name of every piece of equipment it was possible to own, obviously dreaming about his upcoming adventure. Garrett, meanwhile, plunged ahead with work. He worked late, thinking about Theresa while he did so, acting much the same way he had after Catherine's death. When he mentioned to his father how much he missed Theresa, his father only nodded and smiled. Something in his father's assessing gaze made Garrett wonder what exactly was going through the old man's mind.
By prior agreement, both Theresa and Garrett had decided it would be best if she and Kevin didn't stay at Garrett's house, but because it was still summer, nearly every room in town was booked. Luckily Garrett knew the owner of a small motel a mile up the beach from Garrett's house, and he had been able to make arrangements for their stay.
When the day finally came for Theresa and Kevin to visit, Garrett bought some groceries, washed his truck inside and out, and showered before heading to the airport. Dressed in khaki pants, Top-Siders, and the shirt that Theresa had bought him, he waited nervously at the gate.
In the last two weeks his feelings for Theresa had grown. He knew now that whatever happened between him and Theresa wasn't based simply on physical attraction-his longing hinted at something much deeper, more lasting. As he craned his neck for a glimpse of her among the passengers, he felt a pang of anxiety. It had been so long since he'd felt this way about anyone-and where was it all going?
When Theresa stepped off the plane with Kevin beside her, all his nervousness suddenly faded away. She was beautiful-more so than he remembered. And Kevin-he looked exactly like his picture and a lot like his mother. He was a little over five feet, with Theresa's dark hair and eyes, and gangly-both his arms and his legs seemed to have grown a little faster than the rest of him. He was wearing long Bermuda shorts, Nike shoes, and a shirt from a concert by Hootie and the Blowfish. His choice of apparel was clearly inspired by MTV and Garrett couldn't help but smile to himself. Boston, Wilmington . . . it really didn't matter, did it? Kids would be kids.
When Theresa saw him she waved, and Garrett moved toward them, reaching for their carry-on bags. Not sure whether he should kiss her in front of Kevin, he hesitated until Theresa leaned over and gaily kissed him on the cheek.
"Garrett, I'd like you to meet my son, Kevin," she said proudly.
"Hi, Kevin."
"Hi, Mr. Blake," he said stiffly, as if Garrett were his teacher.
"Call me Garrett," he said, holding out his hand. Kevin shook it, a little unsure. Until this point, no adult other than Annette had said that he could use their first name.
"How was your flight?" Garrett asked.
"Good," Theresa responded.
"Did you get anything to eat?"
"Not yet."
"Well, how about we grab a bite before I take you to your motel?"
"Sounds good."
"Do you want anything in particular?" Garrett asked Kevin.
"I like McDonald's."
"Oh, honey, no," Theresa said quickly, but Garrett stopped her with a shake of his head.
"McDonald's is fine with me."
"You sure?" Theresa asked.
"positive. I eat there all the time."
Kevin looked delighted at his answer, and the three of them started walking toward the baggage claim area. As they left the gates, Garrett asked:
"Are you a good swimmer, Kevin?"
"Pretty good."
"Are you up for some scuba lessons this weekend?"
"I think so-I've been reading up on it," he said, trying to sound older than he was.
"Well, good. I was hoping you'd say that. If we're lucky, we may even be able to get you certified before you head back."
"What does that mean?"
"It's a license that allows you to dive whenever you want-kind of like a driver's license."
"You can do that in a few days?"
"Sure. You're required to take a written test and spend a few hours in the water with an instructor. But since you'll be my only student this weekend-unless your mother wants to learn, too-we should have more than enough time."
"Cool," Kevin said. He turned toward Theresa. "Are you gonna learn, too, Mom?"
"I don't know. Maybe."
"I think you should," Kevin said. "It would be fun."
"He's right-you should learn, too," Garrett added with a smirk, knowing she would feel cornered by the two of them and probably give in.
"Fine," she said, rolling her eyes, "I'll go, too. But if I see any sharks, I'm quitting."
"You mean there might be sharks?" Kevin asked quickly.
"Yeah, we'll probably see some sharks. But they're little and they don't bother people."
"How little?" Theresa asked, remembering the story he'd told about the hammerhead he'd encountered.
"Little enough that you won't have anything to worry about."
"Are you sure?"
"positive."
"Cool," Kevin repeated to himself, and Theresa glanced at Garrett, wondering if he was telling the truth.
* * *
After picking up their bags and stopping for a bite to eat, Garrett drove Theresa and Kevin to the motel. Once their things were inside, Garrett went back to his truck, returning with a book and some papers under his arms.
"Kevin-these are for you."
"What are they?"
"It's the book and the tests you need to read for your certification. Don't worry-it looks like there's more to read than there is. But if you want to head out tomorrow, you have to have the first two sections read and complete the first test."
"Is it hard?"
"No-it's pretty easy, but you still have to do it. And you can use the book to find the answers you're not sure about."
"You mean I can look up the answers while I take the test?"
Garrett nodded. "Yeah. When I give these to my classes, they're supposed to do them at Home and I'm sure almost everyone uses the book. The important thing is that you try to learn what you need to know. Diving is a lot of fun, but it can be dangerous if you don't know what you're doing."
Garrett handed Kevin the book as he went on.
"If you can finish by tomorrow-it's about twenty pages to read, plus the test-we'll head to the pool for the first part of your certification. You'll learn how to put on your equipment and then we'll practice for a while."
"We're not going in the ocean?"
"Not tomorrow-you have to spend some time getting comfortable with the equipment first. After we spend a few hours doing that, then we'll be ready. We'll probably hit the ocean on Monday and Tuesday for your first open-water dives. And if you get enough hours in the water, you'll have a temporary certification by the time you step on the plane to go Home. Then, all you have to do is mail an application, and you'll get the actual certification in the mail in a couple of weeks."
Kevin began to flip through the pages. "Does Mom have to do it, too?"
"If she wants to be certified, she does."
Theresa walked over, peeking over Kevin's shoulder as he glanced through the book. The information didn't look too daunting.
"Kevin," she said, "we can do it together tomorrow morning, if you're too tired to start now."
"I'm not too tired," he said quickly.
"Then would you mind if Garrett and I talked on the patio for a while?"
"No, go ahead," he said absently, already turning to the first page.
Once outside, Garrett and Theresa sat across from each other. Glancing back at her son, Theresa saw that Kevin was already reading.
"You're not cutting any corners to get him certified, are you?"
Garrett shook his head. "No, not at all. To get a PADI certificate-the certificate for recreational divers-you need to pass the tests and spend a certain amount of time in the water with an instructor-that's all. Usually we pace it out over three or four weekends, but that's because most people don't have time to do it during the week. He'll get the same number of hours-it's just more condensed."
"I appreciate your doing this for him."
"Hey-you forget this is what I do for a living." After making sure that Kevin was still reading, he scooted his chair a little closer. "I missed you these last couple of weeks," he said quietly, taking her hand in his.
"I missed you, too."
"You look wonderful," he added. "You were easily the prettiest woman who got off the plane."
Despite herself, Theresa blushed.
"Thanks. . . . You look good yourself-especially wearing that shirt."
"I thought you might like it."
"Are you disappointed that we're not staying at your place?"
"Not really. I understand your reasons-Kevin doesn't know me from Adam, and I'd rather let him get comfortable with me on his own terms than push it on him. Like you said, he's been through enough already."
"You know that it means we won't be able to spend much time alone this weekend, don't you?"
"I'll take you any way I can get you," he said.
Theresa glanced inside again, and when she saw that Kevin was immersed in the book, she leaned over and kissed Garrett. Despite the fact that she wouldn't be with him all night, she found herself surprisingly happy. Sitting beside him and seeing the way he looked at her made her heartbeat surge.
"I wish we didn't live so far apart," she said. "You're kind of addicting."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
* * *
Three hours later, long after Kevin was asleep, Theresa quietly led Garrett to the door. After stepping out into the hall and closing the door behind them, they kissed for a long time, both of them finding it hard to let each other go. In his arms Theresa felt like a teenager again, as if she were sneaking a kiss on her parents' porch, and it somehow added to the excitement she was feeling.
"I wish you could stay here tonight," she whispered.
"I do, too."
"Is it as difficult for you to say good night as it is for me?"
"I'd be willing to bet it's a lot more difficult for me. I'm going Home to an empty house."
"Don't say that. You'll make me feel guilty."
"Maybe a little guilt is a good thing. Lets me know you care."
"I wouldn't be down here if I didn't." They kissed again, hungrily.
Pulling back, he mumbled, "I should really be going." He didn't sound as if he meant it.
"I know."
"But I don't want to," he said with a boyish smile.
"I know what you mean," she said. "But you have to. You've got to teach us how to dive tomorrow."
