"Walter Morel!" came the ringing voice.
"Here!" piped Paul, small and inadequate.
"Morel--Walter Morel!" the cashier repeated, his fingerand thumb on the invoice, ready to pass on.
Paul was suffering convulsions of self-consciousness, and couldnot or would not shout. The backs of the men obliterated him. Then Mr. Winterbottom came to the rescue.
"He's here. Where is he? Morel's lad?"
The fat, red, bald little man peered round with keen eyes. He pointed at the fireplace. The colliers looked round, moved aside,and disclosed the boy.
"Here he is!" said Mr. Winterbottom.
Paul went to the counter.
"Seventeen pounds eleven and fivepence. Why don't youshout up when you're called?" said Mr. Braithwaite. He bangedon to the invoice a five-pound bag of silver, then in a delicateand pretty movement, picked up a little ten-pound column of gold,and plumped it beside the silver. The gold slid in a bright streamover the paper. The cashier finished counting off the money;the boy dragged the whole down the counter to Mr. Winterbottom,to whom the stoppages for rent and tools must be paid. Here hesuffered again.
"Sixteen an' six," said Mr. Winterbottom.
The lad was too much upset to count. He pushed forward someloose silver and half a sovereign.
"How much do you think you've given me?" asked Mr. Winterbottom.
The boy looked at him, but said nothing. He had not thefaintest notion.
"Haven't you got a tongue in your head?"
Paul bit his lip, and pushed forward some more silver.
"Don't they teach you to count at the Board-school?" he asked.
"Nowt but algibbra an' French," said a collier.
"An' cheek an' impidence," said another.
Paul was keeping someone waiting. With trembling fingers hegot his money into the bag and slid out. He suffered the torturesof the damned on these occasions.
His relief, when he got outside, and was walking along theMansfield Road, was infinite. On the park wall the mosses were green. There were some gold and some white fowls pecking under the appletrees of an orchard. The colliers were walking home in a stream. The boy went near the wall, self-consciously. He knew many of the men,but could not recognise them in their dirt. And this was a newtorture to him.
When he got down to the New Inn, at Bretty, his father was notyet come. Mrs. Wharmby, the landlady, knew him. His grandmother,Morel's mother, had been Mrs. Wharmby's friend.
"Your father's not come yet," said the landlady, in the peculiarhalf-scornful, half-patronising voice of a woman who talks chieflyto grown men. "Sit you down."
Paul sat down on the edge of the bench in the bar. Some colliers were "reckoning"--sharing out their money--in a corner;others came in. They all glanced at the boy without speaking. At last Morel came; brisk, and with something of an air, even inhis blackness.
"Hello!" he said rather tenderly to his son. "Have you bested me? Shall you have a drink of something?"
Paul and all the children were bred up fierce anti-alcoholists,and he would have suffered more in drinking a lemonade before allthe men than in having a tooth drawn.
The landlady looked at him de haut en bas, rather pitying,and at the same time, resenting his clear, fierce morality. Paul went home, glowering. He entered the house silently. Friday was baking day, and there was usually a hot bun. His motherput it before him.
Suddenly he turned on her in a fury, his eyes flashing:
"I'm NOT going to the office any more," he said.
"Why, what's the matter?" his mother asked in surprise. His sudden rages rather amused her.
"I'm NOT going any more," he declared.
"Oh, very well, tell your father so."
He chewed his bun as if he hated it.
"I'm not--I'm not going to fetch the money."
"Then one of Carlin's children can go; they'd be glad enoughof the sixpence," said Mrs. Morel.
This sixpence was Paul's only income. It mostly went in buyingbirthday presents; but it WAS an income, and he treasured it. But---
"They can have it, then!" he said. "I don't want it."
"Oh, very well," said his mother. "But you needn't bully MEabout it."
"They're hateful, and common, and hateful, they are,and I'm not going any more. Mr. Braithwaite drops his 'h's', an'Mr. Winterbottom says 'You was'."
"And is that why you won't go any more?" smiled Mrs. Morel.
The boy was silent for some time. His face was pale, his eyesdark and furious. His mother movedabout at her work, taking no notice of him.
"They always stan' in front of me, so's I can't get out,"he said.
"Well, my lad, you've only to ASK them," she replied.
"An' then Alfred Winterbottom says, 'What do they teach youat the Board-school?'"
"They never taught HIM much," said Mrs. Morel, "that is a fact--neither manners nor wit--and his cunning he was born with."
So, in her own way, she soothed him. His ridiculous hypersensitiveness made herheart ache. And sometimes the fury in his eyesroused her, made her sleeping soul lift up its head a moment, surprised.
"What was the cheque?" she asked.
"Seventeen pounds eleven and fivepence, and sixteenand six stoppages," replied the boy. "It's a good week;and only five shillings stoppages for my father."
So she was able to calculate how much her husband had earned,and could call him to account if he gave her short money. Morel always kept to himself the secret of the week's amount.
Friday was the baking night and market night. It was therule that Paul should stay at home and bake. He loved to stopin and draw or read; he was very fond of drawing. Annie always"gallivanted" on Friday nights; Arthur was enjoying himself as usual. So the boy remained alone.
Mrs. Morel loved her marketing. In the tiny market-place onthe top of the hill, where four roads, from Nottingham and Derby,Ilkeston and Mansfield, meet, many stalls were erected. Brakes ranin from surrounding villages. The market-place was full of women,the streets packed with men. It was amazing to see so many meneverywhere in the streets. Mrs. Morel usually quarrelled withher lace woman, sympathised with her fruit man--who was a gabey,but his wife was a bad 'un--laughed with the fish man--who wasa scamp but so droll--put the linoleum man in his place, was coldwith the odd-wares man, and only went to the crockery man when shewas driven--or drawn by the cornflowers on a little dish; then shewas coldly polite.
"I wondered how much that little dish was," she said.
"Sevenpence to you."
"Thank you."
She put the dish down and walked away; but she could not leavethe market-place without it. Again she went by where the potslay coldly on the floor, and she glanced at the dish furtively,pretending not to.
She was a little woman, in a bonnet and a black costume. Her bonnet was in its third year; it was a great grievance to Annie.
"Mother!" the girl implored, "don't wear that nubbly little bonnet."
"Then what else shall I wear," replied the mother tartly. "And I'm sure it's right enough."
It had started with a tip; then had had flowers; now wasreduced to black lace and a bit of jet.
"It looks rather come down," said Paul. "Couldn't you giveit a pick-me-up?"
"I'll jowl your head for impudence," said Mrs. Morel, and shetied the strings of the black bonnet valiantly under her chin.
She glanced at the dish again. Both she and her enemy,the pot man, had an uncomfortable feeling, as if there were somethingbetween them. Suddenly he shouted:
"Do you want it for fivepence?"
She started. Her heart hardened; but then she stooped and tookup her dish.
"I'll have it," she said.
"Yer'll do me the favour, like?" he said. "Yer'd better spitin it, like yer do when y'ave something give yer."
Mrs. Morel paid him the fivepence in a cold manner.
"I don't see you give it me," she said. "You wouldn't let mehave it for fivepence if you didn't want to."
"In this flamin', scrattlin' place you may count yerself luckyif you can give your things away," he growled.
"Yes; there are bad times, and good," said Mrs. Morel.
But she had forgiven the pot man. They were friends. She dare now finger his pots. So she was happy.
Paul was waiting for her. He loved her home-coming. Shewas always her best so--triumphant, tired, laden with parcels,feeling rich in spirit. He heard her quick, light step in the entryand looked up from his drawing.
"Oh!" she sighed, smiling at him from the doorway.
"My word, you ARE loaded!" he exclaimed, putting down his brush.
"I am!" she gasped. "That brazen Annie said she'd meet me. SUCH a weight!"
She dropped her string bag and her packages on the table.
"Is the bread done?" she asked, going to the oven.
"The last one is soaking," he replied. "You needn't look,I've not forgotten it."
"Oh, that pot man!" she said, closing the oven door. "You know what a wretch I've said he was? Well, I don't think he'squite so bad."
"Don't you?"
The boy was attentive to her. She took off her littleblack bonnet.
"No. I think he can't make any money--well, it's everybody'scry alike nowadays--and it makes him disagreeable."
"It would ME," said Paul.
"Well, one can't wonder at it. And he let me have--how muchdo you think he let me have THIS for?"
She took the dish out of its rag of newspaper, and stoodlooking on it with joy.
"Show me!" said Paul.
The two stood together gloating over the dish.
"I LOVE cornflowers on things," said Paul.
"Yes, and I thought of the teapot you bought me---"
"One and three," said Paul.
"Fivepence!"
"It's not enough, mother."
"No. Do you know, I fairly sneaked off with it. But I'dbeen extravagant, I couldn't afford any more. And he needn'thave let me have it if he hadn't wanted to."
"No, he needn't, need he," said Paul, and the two comfortedeach other from the fear of having robbed the pot man.
"We c'n have stewed fruit in it," said Paul.
"Or custard, or a jelly," said his mother.
"Or radishes and lettuce," said he.
"Don't forget that bread," she said, her voice bright with glee.
Paul looked in the oven; tapped the loaf on the base.
"It's done," he said, giving it to her.
She tapped it also.
"Yes," she replied, going to unpack her bag. "Oh, and I'ma wicked, extravagant woman. I know I s'll come to want."
He hopped to her side eagerly, to see her latest extravagance. She unfolded another lump of newspaper and disclosed some roots ofpansies and of crimson daisies.
"Four penn'orth!" she moaned.
"How CHEAP!" he cried.
"Yes, but I couldn't afford it THIS week of all weeks."
"But lovely!" he cried.
"Aren't they!" she exclaimed, giving way to pure joy. "Paul, look at this yellow one, isn't it--and a face just like anold man!"
"Just!" cried Paul, stooping to sniff. "And smells that nice! But he's a bit splashed."
He ran in the scullery, came back with the flannel, and carefullywashed the pansy.
"NOW look at him now he's wet!" he said.
"Yes!" she exclaimed, brimful of satisfaction.
The children of Scargill Street felt quite select. At theend where the Morels lived there were not many young things. So the few were more united. Boys and girls played together,the girls joining in the fights and the rough games, the boys takingpart in the dancing games and rings and make-belief of the girls.
Annie and Paul and Arthur loved the winter evenings,when it was not wet. They stayed indoors till the collierswere all gone home, till it was thick dark, and the street wouldbe deserted. Then they tied their scarves round their necks,for they scorned overcoats, as all the colliers' children did,and went out. The entry was very dark, and at the end the wholegreat night opened out, in a hollow, with a little tangle of lightsbelow where Minton pit lay, and another far away opposite for Selby. The farthest tiny lights seemed to stretch out the darkness for ever. The children looked anxiously down the road at the one lamp-post,which stood at the end of the field path. If the little,luminous space were deserted, the two boys felt genuine desolation. They stood with their hands in their pockets under the lamp,turning their backs on the night, quite miserable, watching thedark houses. Suddenly a pinafore under a short coat was seen,and a long-legged girl came flying up.
"Where's Billy Pillins an' your Annie an' Eddie Dakin?"
"I don't know."
But it did not matter so much--there were three now. They setup a game round the lamp-post, till the others rushed up, yelling. Then the play went fast and furious.
There was only this one lamp-post. Behind was the great scoopof darkness, as if all the night were there. In front, another wide,dark way opened over the hill brow. Occasionally somebody cameout of this way and went into the field down the path. In a dozenyards the night had swallowed them. The children played on.
They were brought exceedingly close together owing totheir isolation. If a quarrel took place, the whole play was spoilt. Arthur was very touchy, and Billy Pillins--really Philips--was worse. Then Paul had to side with Arthur, and on Paul's side went Alice,while Billy Pillins always had Emmie Limb and Eddie Dakin to backhim up. Then the six would fight, hate with a fury of hatred,and flee home in terror. Paul never forgot, after one of these fierceinternecine fights, seeing a big red moon lift itself up, slowly,between the waste road over the hilltop, steadily, like a great bird. And he thought of the Bible, that the moon should be turned to blood. And the next day he made haste to be friends with Billy Pillins. And then the wild, intense games went on again under the lamp-post,surrounded by so much darkness. Mrs. Morel, going into her parlour,would hear the children singing away:
