answer, but as she sewed she pricked her fingers, which
she then put to her mouth to suck them. Charles was
surprised at the whiteness of her nails. They were shiny,
delicate at the tips, more polished than the ivory of
Dieppe, and almond-shaped. Yet her hand was not
beautiful, perhaps not white enough, and a little hard at
the knuckles; besides, it was too long, with no soft
inflections in the outlines. Her real beauty was in her eyes.
Although brown, they seemed black because of the lashes,
and her look came at you frankly, with a candid boldness.
The bandaging over, the doctor was invited by
Monsieur Rouault himself to ‘pick a bit’ before he left.
Charles went down into the room on the ground floor.
Knives and forks and silver goblets were laid for two on a
little table at the foot of a huge bed that had a canopy of
printed cotton with figures representing Turks. There was
an odour of iris-root and damp sheets that escaped from a
large oak chest opposite the window. On the floor in
corners were sacks of flour stuck upright in rows. These
were the overflow from the neighbouring granary, to
which three stone steps led. By way of decoration for the
apartment, hanging to a nail in the middle of the wall,
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whose green paint scaled off from the effects of the
saltpetre, was a crayon head of Minerva in gold frame,
underneath which was written in Gothic letters ‘To dear
Papa.’
First they spoke of the patient, then of the weather, of
the great cold, of the wolves that infested the fields at
night.
Mademoiselle Rouault did not at all like the country,
especially now that she had to look after the farm almost
alone. As the room was chilly, she shivered as she ate. This
showed something of her full lips, that she had a habit of
biting when silent.
Her neck stood out from a white turned-down collar.
Her hair, whose two black folds seemed each of a single
piece, so smooth were they, was parted in the middle by a
delicate lie that curved slightly with the curve of the head;
and, just showing the tip of the ear, it was joined behind
in a thick chignon, with a wavy movement at the temples
that the country doctor saw now for the first time in his
life. The upper part of her cheek was rose-coloured. She
had, like a man, thrust in between two buttons of her
bodice a tortoise-shell eyeglass.
When Charles, after bidding farewell to old Rouault,
returned to the room before leaving, he found her
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standing, her forehead against the window, looking into
the garden, where the bean props had been knocked
down by the wind. She turned round. ‘Are you looking
for anything?’ she asked.
‘My whip, if you please,’ he answered.
He began rummaging on the bed, behind the doors,
under the chairs. It had fallen to the floor, between the
sacks and the wall. Mademoiselle Emma saw it, and bent
over the flour sacks.
Charles out of politeness made a dash also, and as he
stretched out his arm, at the same moment felt his breast
brush against the back of the young girl bending beneath
him. She drew herself up, scarlet, and looked at him over
her shoulder as she handed him his whip.
Instead of returning to the Bertaux in three days as he
had promised, he went back the very next day, then
regularly twice a week, without counting the visits he paid
now and then as if by accident.
Everything, moreover, went well; the patient
progressed favourably; and when, at the end of forty-six
days, old Rouault was seen trying to walk alone in his
‘den,’ Monsieur Bovary began to be looked upon as a man
of great capacity. Old Rouault said that he could not have
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been cured better by the first doctor of Yvetot, or even of
Rouen.
As to Charles, he did not stop to ask himself why it was
a pleasure to him to go to the Bertaux. Had he done so,
he would, no doubt, have attributed his zeal to the
importance of the case, or perhaps to the money he hoped
to make by it. Was it for this, however, that his visits to
the farm formed a delightful exception to the meagre
occupations of his life? On these days he rose early, set off
at a gallop, urging on his horse, then got down to wipe his
boots in the grass and put on black gloves before entering.
He liked going into the courtyard, and noticing the gate
turn against his shoulder, the cock crow on the wall, the
lads run to meet him. He liked the granary and the stables;
he liked old Rouault, who pressed his hand and called him
his saviour; he like the small wooden shoes of
Mademoiselle Emma on the scoured flags of the kitchen—
her high heels made her a little taller; and when she
walked in front of him, the wooden soles springing up
quickly struck with a sharp sound against the leather of her
boots.
She always accompanied him to the first step of the
stairs. When his horse had not yet been brought round she
stayed there. They had said ‘Good-bye"; there was no
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more talking. The open air wrapped her round, playing
with the soft down on the back of her neck, or blew to
and fro on her hips the apron-strings, that fluttered like
streamers. Once, during a thaw the bark of the trees in the
yard was oozing, the snow on the roofs of the outbuildings
was melting; she stood on the threshold, and went to fetch
her sunshade and opened it. The sunshade of silk of the
colour of pigeons’ breasts, through which the sun shone,
lighted up with shifting hues the white skin of her face.
She smiled under the tender warmth, and drops of water
could be heard falling one by one on the stretched silk.
During the first period of Charles’s visits to the
Bertaux, Madame Bovary junior never failed to inquire
after the invalid, and she had even chosen in the book that
she kept on a system of double entry a clean blank page
for Monsieur Rouault. But when she heard he had a
daughter, she began to make inquiries, and she learnt the
Mademoiselle Rouault, brought up at the Ursuline
Convent, had received what is called ‘a good education";
and so knew dancing, geography, drawing, how to
embroider and play the piano. That was the last straw.
‘So it is for this,’ she said to herself, ‘that his face beams
when he goes to see her, and that he puts on his new
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waistcoat at the risk of spoiling it with the rain. Ah! that
woman! That woman!’
And she detested her instinctively. At first she solaced
herself by allusions that Charles did not understand, then
by casual observations that he let pass for fear of a storm,
finally by open apostrophes to which he knew not what to
answer. ‘Why did he go back to the Bertaux now that
Monsieur Rouault was cured and that these folks hadn’t
paid yet? Ah! it was because a young lady was there, some
one who know how to talk, to embroider, to be witty.
That was what he cared about; he wanted town misses.’
And she went on—
‘The daughter of old Rouault a town miss! Get out!
Their grandfather was a shepherd, and they have a cousin
who was almost had up at the assizes for a nasty blow in a
quarrel. It is not worth while making such a fuss, or
showing herself at church on Sundays in a silk gown like a
countess. Besides, the poor old chap, if it hadn’t been for
the colza last year, would have had much ado to pay up
his arrears.’
For very weariness Charles left off going to the
Bertaux. Heloise made him swear, his hand on the prayer-
book, that he would go there no more after much sobbing
and many kisses, in a great outburst of love. He obeyed
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then, but the strength of his desire protested against the
servility of his conduct; and he thought, with a kind of
naive hypocrisy, that his interdict to see her gave him a
sort of right to love her. And then the widow was thin;
she had long teeth; wore in all weathers a little black
shawl, the edge of which hung down between her
shoulder-blades; her bony figure was sheathed in her
clothes as if they were a scabbard; they were too short, and
displayed her ankles with the laces of her large boots
crossed over grey stockings.
Charles’s mother came to see them from time to time,
but after a few days the daughter-in-law seemed to put her
own edge on her, and then, like two knives, they scarified
him with their reflections and observations. It was wrong
of him to eat so much.
Why did he always offer a glass of something to
everyone who came? What obstinacy not to wear flannels!
In the spring it came about that a notary at Ingouville, the
holder of the widow Dubuc’s property, one fine day went
off, taking with him all the money in his office. Heloise, it
is true, still possessed, besides a share in a boat valued at six
thousand francs, her house in the Rue St. Francois; and
yet, with all this fortune that had been so trumpeted
abroad, nothing, excepting perhaps a little furniture and a
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few clothes, had appeared in the household. The matter
had to be gone into. The house at Dieppe was found to be
eaten up with mortgages to its foundations; what she had
placed with the notary God only knew, and her share in
the boat did not exceed one thousand crowns. She had
lied, the good lady! In his exasperation, Monsieur Bovary
the elder, smashing a chair on the flags, accused his wife of
having caused misfortune to the son by harnessing him to
such a harridan, whose harness wasn’t worth her hide.
They came to Tostes. Explanations followed. There were
scenes. Heloise in tears, throwing her arms about her
husband, implored him to defend her from his parents.
Charles tried to speak up for her. They grew angry and
left the house.
But ‘the blow had struck home.’ A week after, as she
was hanging up some washing in her yard, she was seized
with a spitting of blood, and the next day, while Charles
had his back turned to her drawing the window-curtain,
she said, ‘O God!’ gave a sigh and fainted. She was dead!
What a surprise! When all was over at the cemetery
Charles went home. He found no one downstairs; he
went up to the first floor to their room; say her dress still
hanging at the foot of the alcove; then, leaning against the
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writing-table, he stayed until the evening, buried in a
sorrowful reverie. She had loved him after all!
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CHAPTER THREE
One morning old Rouault brought Charles the money
for setting his leg—seventy-five francs in forty-sou pieces,
and a turkey. He had heard of his loss, and consoled him
as well as he could.
‘I know what it is,’ said he, clapping him on the
shoulder; ‘I’ve been through it. When I lost my dear
departed, I went into the fields to be quite alone. I fell at
the foot of a tree; I cried; I called on God; I talked
nonsense to Him. I wanted to be like the moles that I saw
on the branches, their insides swarming with worms, dead,
and an end of it. And when I thought that there were
others at that very moment with their nice little wives
holding them in their embrace, I struck great blows on the
earth with my stick. I was pretty well mad with not eating;
the very idea of going to a cafe disgusted me—you
wouldn’t believe it. Well, quite softly, one day following
another, a spring on a winter, and an autumn after a
summer, this wore away, piece by piece, crumb by crumb;
it passed away, it is gone, I should say it has sunk; for
something always remains at the bottom as one would
say—a weight here, at one’s heart. But since it is the lot of
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all of us, one must not give way altogether, and, because
others have died, want to die too. You must pull yourself
together, Monsieur Bovary. It will pass away. Come to see
us; my daughter thinks of you now and again, d’ye know,
and she says you are forgetting her. Spring will soon be
here. We’ll have some rabbit-shooting in the warrens to
amuse you a bit.’
Charles followed his advice. He went back to the
Bertaux. He found all as he had left it, that is to say, as it
was five months ago. The pear trees were already in
blossom, and Farmer Rouault, on his legs again, came and
went, making the farm more full of life.
Thinking it his duty to heap the greatest attention upon
the doctor because of his sad position, he begged him not
to take his hat off, spoke to him in an undertone as if he
had been ill, and even pretended to be angry because
nothing rather lighter had been prepared for him than for
the others, such as a little clotted cream or stewed pears.
He told stories. Charles found himself laughing, but the
remembrance of his wife suddenly coming back to him
depressed him. Coffee was brought in; he thought no
more about her.
He thought less of her as he grew accustomed to living
alone. The new delight of independence soon made his
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loneliness bearable. He could now change his meal-times,
go in or out without explanation, and when he was very
tired stretch himself at full length on his bed. So he nursed
and coddled himself and accepted the consolations that
were offered him. On the other hand, the death of his
wife had not served him ill in his business, since for a
month people had been saying, ‘The poor young man!
what a loss!’ His name had been talked about, his practice
had increased; and moreover, he could go to the Bertaux
just as he liked. He had an aimless hope, and was vaguely
happy; he thought himself better looking as he brushed his
whiskers before the looking-glass.
One day he got there about three o’clock. Everybody
was in the fields. He went into the kitchen, but did not at