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pray. Ask him to tell you whether he did or not!'

'Did you, sir?' asked the notary.

'I tell you what, gentlemen,' replied Brass, in a very grave manner,

'he'll not serve his case this way, and really, if you feel any

interest in him, you had better advise him to go upon some other tack.

Did I, sir? Of course I never did.'

'Gentlemen,' cried Kit, on whom a light broke suddenly, 'Master, Mr

Abel, Mr Witherden, every one of you--he did it! What I have done to

offend him, I don't know, but this is a plot to ruin me. Mind,

gentlemen, it's a plot, and whatever comes of it, I will say with my

dying breath that he put that note in my hat himself! Look at him,

gentlemen! see how he changes colour. Which of us looks the guilty

person--he, or I?'

'You hear him, gentlemen?' said Brass, smiling, 'you hear him. Now,

does this case strike you as assuming rather a black complexion, or

does it not? Is it at all a treacherous case, do you think, or is it

one of mere ordinary guilt? Perhaps, gentlemen, if he had not said

this in your presence and I had reported it, you'd have held this to be

impossible likewise, eh?'

With such pacific and bantering remarks did Mr Brass refute the foul

aspersion on his character; but the virtuous Sarah, moved by stronger

feelings, and having at heart, perhaps, a more jealous regard for the

honour of her family, flew from her brother's side, without any

previous intimation of her design, and darted at the prisoner with the

utmost fury. It would undoubtedly have gone hard with Kit's face, but

that the wary constable, foreseeing her design, drew him aside at the

critical moment, and thus placed Mr Chuckster in circumstances of some

jeopardy; for that gentleman happening to be next the object of Miss

Brass's wrath; and rage being, like love and fortune, blind; was

pounced upon by the fair enslaver, and had a false collar plucked up by

the roots, and his hair very much dishevelled, before the exertions of

the company could make her sensible of her mistake.

The constable, taking warning by this desperate attack, and thinking

perhaps that it would be more satisfactory to the ends of justice if

the prisoner were taken before a magistrate, whole, rather than in

small pieces, led him back to the hackney-coach without more ado, and

moreover insisted on Miss Brass becoming an outside passenger; to which

proposal the charming creature, after a little angry discussion,

yielded her consent; and so took her brother Sampson's place upon the

box: Mr Brass with some reluctance agreeing to occupy her seat inside.

These arrangements perfected, they drove to the justice-room with all

speed, followed by the notary and his two friends in another coach. Mr

Chuckster alone was left behind--greatly to his indignation; for he

held the evidence he could have given, relative to Kit's returning to

work out the shilling, to be so very material as bearing upon his

hypocritical and designing character, that he considered its

suppression little better than a compromise of felony.

At the justice-room, they found the single gentleman, who had gone

straight there, and was expecting them with desperate impatience. But

not fifty single gentlemen rolled into one could have helped poor Kit,

who in half an hour afterwards was committed for trial, and was assured

by a friendly officer on his way to prison that there was no occasion

to be cast down, for the sessions would soon be on, and he would, in

all likelihood, get his little affair disposed of, and be comfortably

transported, in less than a fortnight.

CHAPTER 61

Let moralists and philosophers say what they may, it is very

questionable whether a guilty man would have felt half as much misery

that night, as Kit did, being innocent. The world, being in the

constant commission of vast quantities of injustice, is a little too

apt to comfort itself with the idea that if the victim of its falsehood

and malice have a clear conscience, he cannot fail to be sustained

under his trials, and somehow or other to come right at last; 'in which

case,' say they who have hunted him down, '--though we certainly don't

expect it--nobody will be better pleased than we.' Whereas, the world

would do well to reflect, that injustice is in itself, to every

generous and properly constituted mind, an injury, of all others the

most insufferable, the most torturing, and the most hard to bear; and

that many clear consciences have gone to their account elsewhere, and

many sound hearts have broken, because of this very reason; the

knowledge of their own deserts only aggravating their sufferings, and

rendering them the less endurable.

The world, however, was not in fault in Kit's case. But Kit was

innocent; and knowing this, and feeling that his best friends deemed

him guilty--that Mr and Mrs Garland would look upon him as a monster of

ingratitude--that Barbara would associate him with all that was bad and

criminal--that the pony would consider himself forsaken--and that even

his own mother might perhaps yield to the strong appearances against

him, and believe him to be the wretch he seemed--knowing and feeling

all this, he experienced, at first, an agony of mind which no words can

describe, and walked up and down the little cell in which he was locked

up for the night, almost beside himself with grief.

Even when the violence of these emotions had in some degree subsided,

and he was beginning to grow more calm, there came into his mind a new

thought, the anguish of which was scarcely less. The child--the bright

star of the simple fellow's life--she, who always came back upon him

like a beautiful dream--who had made the poorest part of his existence,

the happiest and best--who had ever been so gentle, and considerate,

and good--if she were ever to hear of this, what would she think! As

this idea occurred to him, the walls of the prison seemed to melt away,

and the old place to reveal itself in their stead, as it was wont to be

on winter nights--the fireside, the little supper table, the old man's

hat, and coat, and stick--the half-opened door, leading to her little

room--they were all there. And Nell herself was there, and he--both

laughing heartily as they had often done--and when he had got as far as

this, Kit could go no farther, but flung himself upon his poor bedstead

and wept.

It was a long night, which seemed as though it would have no end; but

he slept too, and dreamed--always of being at liberty, and roving

about, now with one person and now with another, but ever with a vague

dread of being recalled to prison; not that prison, but one which was

in itself a dim idea--not of a place, but of a care and sorrow: of

something oppressive and always present, and yet impossible to define.

At last, the morning dawned, and there was the jail itself--cold,

black, and dreary, and very real indeed.

He was left to himself,

however, and there was comfort in that. He had liberty to walk in a

small paved yard at a certain hour, and learnt from the turnkey, who

came to unlock his cell and show him where to wash, that there was a

regular time for visiting, every day, and that if any of his friends

came to see him, he would be fetched down to the grate. When he had

given him this information, and a tin porringer containing his

breakfast, the man locked him up again; and went clattering along the

stone passage, opening and shutting a great many other doors, and

raising numberless loud echoes which resounded through the building for

a long time, as if they were in prison too, and unable to get out.

This turnkey had given him to understand that he was lodged, like some

few others in the jail, apart from the mass of prisoners; because he

was not supposed to be utterly depraved and irreclaimable, and had

never occupied apartments in that mansion before. Kit was thankful for

this indulgence, and sat reading the church catechism very attentively

(though he had known it by heart from a little child), until he heard

the key in the lock, and the man entered again.

'Now then,' he said, 'come on!'

'Where to, Sir?' asked Kit.

The man contented himself by briefly replying 'Wisitors;' and taking

him by the arm in exactly the same manner as the constable had done the

day before, led him, through several winding ways and strong gates,

into a passage, where he placed him at a grating and turned upon his

heel. Beyond this grating, at the distance of about four or five feet,

was another exactly like it. In the space between, sat a turnkey

reading a newspaper, and outside the further railing, Kit saw, with a

palpitating heart, his mother with the baby in her arms; Barbara's

mother with her never-failing umbrella; and poor little Jacob, staring

in with all his might, as though he were looking for the bird, or the

wild beast, and thought the men were mere accidents with whom the bars

could have no possible concern.

But when little Jacob saw his brother, and, thrusting his arms between

the rails to hug him, found that he came no nearer, but still stood

afar off with his head resting on the arm by which he held to one of

the bars, he began to cry most piteously; whereupon, Kit's mother and

Barbara's mother, who had restrained themselves as much as possible,

burst out sobbing and weeping afresh. Poor Kit could not help joining

them, and not one of them could speak a word. During this melancholy

pause, the turnkey read his newspaper with a waggish look (he had

evidently got among the facetious paragraphs) until, happening to take

his eyes off for an instant, as if to get by dint of contemplation at

the very marrow of some joke of a deeper sort than the rest, it

appeared to occur to him, for the first time, that somebody was crying.

'Now, ladies, ladies,' he said, looking round with surprise, 'I'd

advise you not to waste time like this. It's allowanced here, you

know. You mustn't let that child make that noise either. It's against

all rules.'

'I'm his poor mother, sir,'--sobbed Mrs Nubbles, curtseying humbly,

'and this is his brother, sir. Oh dear me, dear me!'

'Well!' replied the turnkey, folding his paper on his knee, so as to

get with greater convenience at the top of the next column. 'It can't

be helped you know. He ain't the only one in the same fix. You

mustn't make a noise about it!'

With that he went on reading. The man was not unnaturally cruel or

hard-hearted. He had come to look upon felony as a kind of disorder,

like the scarlet fever or erysipelas: some people had it--some

hadn't--just as it might be.

'Oh! my darling Kit,' said his mother, whom Barbara's mother had

charitably relieved of the baby, 'that I should see my poor boy here!'

'You don't believe that I did what they accuse me of, mother dear?'

cried Kit, in a choking voice.

'I believe it!' exclaimed the poor woman, 'I that never knew you tell a

lie, or do a bad action from your cradle--that have never had a

moment's sorrow on your account, except it was the poor meals that you

have taken with such good humour and content, that I forgot how little

there was, when I thought how kind and thoughtful you were, though you

were but a child!--I believe it of the son that's been a comfort to me

from the hour of his birth until this time, and that I never laid down

one night in anger with! I believe it of you Kit!--'

'Why then, thank God!' said Kit, clutching the bars with an earnestness

that shook them, 'and I can bear it, mother! Come what may, I shall

always have one drop of happiness in my heart when I think that you

said that.'

At this the poor woman fell a-crying again, and Barbara's mother too.

And little Jacob, whose disjointed thoughts had by this time resolved

themselves into a pretty distinct impression that Kit couldn't go out

for a walk if he wanted, and that there were no birds, lions, tigers or

other natural curiosities behind those bars--nothing indeed, but a

caged brother--added his tears to theirs with as little noise as

possible.

Kit's mother, drying her eyes (and moistening them, poor soul, more

than she dried them), now took from the ground a small basket, and

submissively addressed herself to the turnkey, saying, would he please

to listen to her for a minute? The turnkey, being in the very crisis

and passion of a joke, motioned to her with his hand to keep silent one

minute longer, for her life. Nor did he remove his hand into its

former posture, but kept it in the same warning attitude until he had

finished the paragraph, when he paused for a few seconds, with a smile

upon his face, as who should say 'this editor is a comical blade--a

funny dog,' and then asked her what she wanted.

'I have brought him a little something to eat,' said the good woman.

'If you please, Sir, might he have it?'

'Yes,--he may have it. There's no rule against that. Give it to me

when you go, and I'll take care he has it.'

'No, but if you please sir--don't be angry with me sir--I am his

mother, and you had a mother once--if I might only see him eat a little

bit, I should go away, so much more satisfied that he was all

comfortable.'

And again the tears of Kit's mother burst forth, and of Barbara's

mother, and of little Jacob. As to the baby, it was crowing and

laughing with its might--under the idea, apparently, that the whole

scene had been invented and got up for its particular satisfaction.

The turnkey looked as if he thought the request a strange one and

rather out of the common way, but nevertheless he laid down his paper,

and coming round where Kit's mother stood, took the basket from her,

and after inspecting its contents, handed it to Kit, and went back to

his place. It may be easily conceived that the prisoner had no great