'The elder brother married her. She was in Heaven before long, and
left him with an infant daughter.
'If you have seen the picture-gallery of any one old family, you will
remember how the same face and figure--often the fairest and slightest
of them all--come upon you in different generations; and how you trace
the same sweet girl through a long line of portraits--never growing
old or changing--the Good Angel of the race--abiding by them in all
reverses--redeeming all their sins--
'In this daughter the mother lived again. You may judge with what
devotion he who lost that mother almost in the winning, clung to this
girl, her breathing image. She grew to womanhood, and gave her heart
to one who could not know its worth. Well! Her fond father could not
see her pine and droop. He might be more deserving than he thought
him. He surely might become so, with a wife like her. He joined their
hands, and they were married.
'Through all the misery that followed this union; through all the cold
neglect and undeserved reproach; through all the poverty he brought
upon her; through all the struggles of their daily life, too mean and
pitiful to tell, but dreadful to endure; she toiled on, in the deep
devotion of her spirit, and in her better nature, as only women can.
Her means and substance wasted; her father nearly beggared by her
husband's hand, and the hourly witness (for they lived now under one
roof) of her ill-usage and unhappiness,--she never, but for him,
bewailed her fate. Patient, and upheld by strong affection to the
last, she died a widow of some three weeks' date, leaving to her
father's care two orphans; one a son of ten or twelve years old; the
other a girl--such another infant child--the same in helplessness, in
age, in form, in feature--as she had been herself when her young mother
died.
'The elder brother, grandfather to these two children, was now a broken
man; crushed and borne down, less by the weight of years than by the
heavy hand of sorrow. With the wreck of his possessions, he began to
trade--in pictures first, and then in curious ancient things. He had
entertained a fondness for such matters from a boy, and the tastes he
had cultivated were now to yield him an anxious and precarious
subsistence.
'The boy grew like his father in mind and person; the girl so like her
mother, that when the old man had her on his knee, and looked into her
mild blue eyes, he felt as if awakening from a wretched dream, and his
daughter were a little child again. The wayward boy soon spurned the
shelter of his roof, and sought associates more congenial to his taste.
The old man and the child dwelt alone together.
'It was then, when the love of two dead people who had been nearest and
dearest to his heart, was all transferred to this slight creature; when
her face, constantly before him, reminded him, from hour to hour, of
the too early change he had seen in such another--of all the
sufferings he had watched and known, and all his child had undergone;
when the young man's profligate and hardened course drained him of
money as his father's had, and even sometimes occasioned them temporary
privation and distress; it was then that there began to beset him, and
to be ever in his mind, a gloomy dread of poverty and want. He had no
thought for himself in this. His fear was for the child. It was a
spectre in his house, and haunted him night and day.
'The younger brother had been a traveller in many countries, and had
made his pilgrimage through life alone. His voluntary banishment had
been misconstrued, and he had borne (not without pain) reproach and
slight for doing that which had wrung his heart, and cast a mournful
shadow on his path. Apart from this, communication between him and the
elder was difficult, and uncertain, and often failed; still, it was not
so wholly broken off but that he learnt--with long blanks and gaps
between each interval of information--all that I have told you now.
'Then, dreams of their young, happy life--happy to him though laden
with pain and early care--visited his pillow yet oftener than before;
and every night, a boy again, he was at his brother's side. With the
utmost speed he could exert, he settled his affairs; converted into
money all the goods he had; and, with honourable wealth enough for
both, with open heart and hand, with limbs that trembled as they bore
him on, with emotion such as men can hardly bear and live, arrived one
evening at his brother's door!'
The narrator, whose voice had faltered lately, stopped.
'The rest,' said Mr Garland, pressing his hand after a pause, 'I know.'
'Yes,' rejoined his friend, 'we may spare ourselves the sequel. You
know the poor result of all my search. Even when by dint of such
inquiries as the utmost vigilance and sagacity could set on foot, we
found they had been seen with two poor travelling showmen--and in time
discovered the men themselves--and in time, the actual place of their
retreat; even then, we were too late. Pray God, we are not too late
again!'
'We cannot be,' said Mr Garland. 'This time we must succeed.'
'I have believed and hoped so,' returned the other. 'I try to believe
and hope so still. But a heavy weight has fallen on my spirits, my
good friend, and the sadness that gathers over me, will yield to
neither hope nor reason.'
'That does not surprise me,' said Mr Garland; 'it is a natural
consequence of the events you have recalled; of this dreary time and
place; and above all, of this wild and dismal night. A dismal night,
indeed! Hark! how the wind is howling!'
CHAPTER 70
Day broke, and found them still upon their way. Since leaving home,
they had halted here and there for necessary refreshment, and had
frequently been delayed, especially in the night time, by waiting for
fresh horses. They had made no other stoppages, but the weather
continued rough, and the roads were often steep and heavy. It would be
night again before they reached their place of destination.
Kit, all bluff and hardened with the cold, went on manfully; and,
having enough to do to keep his blood circulating, to picture to
himself the happy end of this adventurous journey, and to look about
him and be amazed at everything, had little spare time for thinking of
discomforts. Though his impatience, and that of his fellow-travellers,
rapidly increased as the day waned, the hours did not stand still. The
short daylight of winter soon faded away, and it was dark again when
they had yet many miles to travel.
As it grew dusk, the wind fell; its distant moanings were more low and
mournful; and, as it came creeping up the road, and rattling covertly
among the dry brambles on either hand, it seemed like some great
phantom for whom the way was narrow, whose garments rustled as it
stalked along. By degrees it lulled and died away, and then it came on
to snow.
The flakes fell fast and thick, soon covering the ground some inches
deep, and spreading abroad a solemn stillness. The rolling wheels were
noiseless, and the sharp ring and clatter of the horses' hoofs, became
a dull, muffled tramp. The life of their progress seemed to be slowly
hushed, and something death-like to usurp its place.
Shading his eyes from the falling snow, which froze upon their lashes
and obscured his sight, Kit often tried to catch the earliest glimpse
of twinkling lights, denoting their approach to some not distant town.
He could descry objects enough at such times, but none correctly. Now,
a tall church spire appeared in view, which presently became a tree, a
barn, a shadow on the ground, thrown on it by their own bright lamps.
Now, there were horsemen, foot-passengers, carriages, going on before,
or meeting them in narrow ways; which, when they were close upon them,
turned to shadows too. A wall, a ruin, a sturdy gable end, would rise
up in the road; and, when they were plunging headlong at it, would be
the road itself. Strange turnings too, bridges, and sheets of water,
appeared to start up here and there, making the way doubtful and
uncertain; and yet they were on the same bare road, and these things,
like the others, as they were passed, turned into dim illusions.
He descended slowly from his seat--for his limbs were numbed--when
they arrived at a lone posting-house, and inquired how far they had to
go to reach their journey's end. It was a late hour in such by-places,
and the people were abed; but a voice answered from an upper window,
Ten miles. The ten minutes that ensued appeared an hour; but at the
end of that time, a shivering figure led out the horses they required,
and after another brief delay they were again in motion.
It was a cross-country road, full, after the first three or four miles,
of holes and cart-ruts, which, being covered by the snow, were so many
pitfalls to the trembling horses, and obliged them to keep a footpace.
As it was next to impossible for men so much agitated as they were by
this time, to sit still and move so slowly, all three got out and
plodded on behind the carriage. The distance seemed interminable, and
the walk was most laborious. As each was thinking within himself that
the driver must have lost his way, a church bell, close at hand, struck
the hour of midnight, and the carriage stopped. It had moved softly
enough, but when it ceased to crunch the snow, the silence was as
startling as if some great noise had been replaced by perfect stillness.
'This is the place, gentlemen,' said the driver, dismounting from his
horse, and knocking at the door of a little inn. 'Halloa! Past twelve
o'clock is the dead of night here.'
The knocking was loud and long, but it failed to rouse the drowsy
inmates. All continued dark and silent as before. They fell back a
little, and looked up at the windows, which were mere black patches in
the whitened house front. No light appeared. The house might have
been deserted, or the sleepers dead, for any air of life it had about
it.
They spoke together with a strange inconsistency, in whispers;
unwilling to disturb again the dreary echoes they had just now raised.
'Let us go on,' said the younger brother, 'and leave this good fellow
to wake them, if he can. I cannot rest until I know that we are not
too late. Let us go on, in the name of Heaven!'
They did so, leaving the postilion to order such accommodation as the
house afforded, and to renew his knocking. Kit accompanied them with a
little bundle, which he had hung in the carriage when they left home,
and had not forgotten since--the bird in his old cage--just as she had
left him. She would be glad to see her bird, he knew.
The road wound gently downward. As they proceeded, they lost sight of
the church whose clock they had heard, and of the small village
clustering round it. The knocking, which was now renewed, and which in
that stillness they could plainly hear, troubled them. They wished the
man would forbear, or that they had told him not to break the silence
until they returned.
The old church tower, clad in a ghostly garb of pure cold white, again
rose up before them, and a few moments brought them close beside it. A
venerable building--grey, even in the midst of the hoary landscape. An
ancient sun-dial on the belfry wall was nearly hidden by the
snow-drift, and scarcely to be known for what it was. Time itself
seemed to have grown dull and old, as if no day were ever to displace
the melancholy night.
A wicket gate was close at hand, but there was more than one path
across the churchyard to which it led, and, uncertain which to take,
they came to a stand again.
The village street--if street that could be called which was an
irregular cluster of poor cottages of many heights and ages, some with
their fronts, some with their backs, and some with gable ends towards
the road, with here and there a signpost, or a shed encroaching on the
path--was close at hand. There was a faint light in a chamber window
not far off, and Kit ran towards that house to ask their way.
His first shout was answered by an old man within, who presently
appeared at the casement, wrapping some garment round his throat as a
protection from the cold, and demanded who was abroad at that
unseasonable hour, wanting him.
''Tis hard weather this,' he grumbled, 'and not a night to call me up
in. My trade is not of that kind that I need be roused from bed. The
business on which folks want me, will keep cold, especially at this
season. What do you want?'
'I would not have roused you, if I had known you were old and ill,'
said Kit.
'Old!' repeated the other peevishly. 'How do you know I am old? Not
so old as you think, friend, perhaps. As to being ill, you will find
many young people in worse case than I am. More's the pity that it
should be so--not that I should be strong and hearty for my years, I
mean, but that they should be weak and tender. I ask your pardon
though,' said the old man, 'if I spoke rather rough at first. My eyes
are not good at night--that's neither age nor illness; they never
were--and I didn't see you were a stranger.'
'I am sorry to call you from your bed,' said Kit, 'but those gentlemen
you may see by the churchyard gate, are strangers too, who have just
arrived from a long journey, and seek the parsonage-house. You can
direct us?'
'I should be able to,' answered the old man, in a trembling voice,
'for, come next summer, I have been sexton here, good fifty years. The
right hand path, friend, is the road.--There is no ill news for our
good gentleman, I hope?'
Kit thanked him, and made him a hasty answer in the negative; he was
turning back, when his attention was caught by the voice of a child.
Looking up, he saw a very little creature at a neighbouring window.
'What is that?' cried the child, earnestly. 'Has my dream come true?