not herself know, quite absorbed as she was by the charm
of the seduction, and the necessity of defending herself
from it; and contemplating the young man with a moved
look, she gently repulsed the timid caresses that his
trembling hands attempted.
‘Ah! forgive me!’ he cried, drawing back.
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Emma was seized with a vague fear at this shyness,
more dangerous to her than the boldness of Rodolphe
when he advanced to her open-armed. No man had ever
seemed to her so beautiful. An exquisite candour
emanated from his being. He lowered his long fine
eyelashes, that curled upwards. His cheek, with the soft
skin reddened, she thought, with desire of her person, and
Emma felt an invincible longing to press her lips to it.
Then, leaning towards the clock as if to see the time—
‘Ah! how late it is!’ she said; ‘how we do chatter!’
He understood the hint and took up his hat.
‘It has even made me forget the theatre. And poor
Bovary has left me here especially for that. Monsieur
Lormeaux, of the Rue Grand-Pont, was to take me and
his wife.’
And the opportunity was lost, as she was to leave the
next day.
‘Really!’ said Leon.
‘Yes.’
‘But I must see you again,’ he went on. ‘I wanted to
tell you—‘
‘What?’
‘Something—important—serious. Oh, no! Besides, you
will not go; it is impossible. If you should—listen to me.
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Then you have not understood me; you have not
guessed—‘
‘Yet you speak plainly,’ said Emma.
‘Ah! you can jest. Enough! enough! Oh, for pity’s sake,
let me see you once—only once!’
‘Well—‘She stopped; then, as if thinking better of it,
‘Oh, not here!’
‘Where you will.’
‘Will you—‘She seemed to reflect; then abruptly, ‘Tomorrow
at eleven o’clock in the cathedral.’
‘I shall be there,’ he cried, seizing her hands, which she
disengaged.
And as they were both standing up, he behind her, and
Emma with her head bent, he stooped over her and
pressed long kisses on her neck.
‘You are mad! Ah! you are mad!’ she said, with
sounding little laughs, while the kisses multiplied.
Then bending his head over her shoulder, he seemed to
beg the consent of her eyes. They fell upon him full of an
icy dignity.
Leon stepped back to go out. He stopped on the
threshold; then he whispered with a trembling voice,
‘Tomorrow!’
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She answered with a nod, and disappeared like a bird
into the next room.
In the evening Emma wrote the clerk an interminable
letter, in which she cancelled the rendezvous; all was over;
they must not, for the sake of their happiness, meet again.
But when the letter was finished, as she did not know
Leon’s address, she was puzzled.
‘I’ll give it to him myself,’ she said; ‘he will come.’
The next morning, at the open window, and humming
on his balcony, Leon himself varnished his pumps with
several coatings. He put on white trousers, fine socks, a
green coat, emptied all the scent he had into his
handkerchief, then having had his hair curled, he uncurled
it again, in order to give it a more natural elegance.
‘It is still too early,’ he thought, looking at the
hairdresser’s cuckoo-clock, that pointed to the hour of
nine. He read an old fashion journal, went out, smoked a
cigar, walked up three streets, thought it was time, and
went slowly towards the porch of Notre Dame.
It was a beautiful summer morning. Silver plate
sparkled in the jeweller’s windows, and the light falling
obliquely on the cathedral made mirrors of the corners of
the grey stones; a flock of birds fluttered in the grey sky
round the trefoil bell-turrets; the square, resounding with
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cries, was fragrant with the flowers that bordered its
pavement, roses, jasmines, pinks, narcissi, and tube-roses,
unevenly spaced out between moist grasses, catmint, and
chickweed for the birds; the fountains gurgled in the
centre, and under large umbrellas, amidst melons, piled up
in heaps, flower-women, bare-headed, were twisting
paper round bunches of violets.
The young man took one. It was the first time that he
had bought flowers for a woman, and his breast, as he
smelt them, swelled with pride, as if this homage that he
meant for another had recoiled upon himself.
But he was afraid of being seen; he resolutely entered
the church. The beadle, who was just then standing on the
threshold in the middle of the left doorway, under the
‘Dancing Marianne,’ with feather cap, and rapier dangling
against his calves, came in, more majestic than a cardinal,
and as shining as a saint on a holy pyx.
He came towards Leon, and, with that smile of
wheedling benignity assumed by ecclesiastics when they
question children—
‘The gentleman, no doubt, does not belong to these
parts? The gentleman would like to see the curiosities of
the church?’
‘No!’ said the other.
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And he first went round the lower aisles. Then he went
out to look at the Place. Emma was not coming yet. He
went up again to the choir.
The nave was reflected in the full fonts with the
beginning of the arches and some portions of the glass
windows. But the reflections of the paintings, broken by
the marble rim, were continued farther on upon the flagstones,
like a many-coloured carpet. The broad daylight
from without streamed into the church in three enormous
rays from the three opened portals. From time to time at
the upper end a sacristan passed, making the oblique
genuflexion of devout persons in a hurry. The crystal
lustres hung motionless. In the choir a silver lamp was
burning, and from the side chapels and dark places of the
church sometimes rose sounds like sighs, with the clang of
a closing grating, its echo reverberating under the lofty
vault.
Leon with solemn steps walked along by the walls. Life
had never seemed so good to him. She would come
directly, charming, agitated, looking back at the glances
that followed her, and with her flounced dress, her gold
eyeglass, her thin shoes, with all sorts of elegant trifles that
he had never enjoyed, and with the ineffable seduction of
yielding virtue. The church like a huge boudoir spread
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around her; the arches bent down to gather in the shade
the confession of her love; the windows shone resplendent
to illumine her face, and the censers would burn that she
might appear like an angel amid the fumes of the sweet-
smelling odours.
But she did not come. He sat down on a chair, and his
eyes fell upon a blue stained window representing
boatmen carrying baskets. He looked at it long,
attentively, and he counted the scales of the fishes and the
button-holes of the doublets, while his thoughts wandered
off towards Emma.
The beadle, standing aloof, was inwardly angry at this
individual who took the liberty of admiring the cathedral
by himself. He seemed to him to be conducting himself in
a monstrous fashion, to be robbing him in a sort, and
almost committing sacrilege.
But a rustle of silk on the flags, the tip of a bonnet, a
lined cloak—it was she! Leon rose and ran to meet her.
Emma was pale. She walked fast.
‘Read!’ she said, holding out a paper to him. ‘Oh, no!’
And she abruptly withdrew her hand to enter the
chapel of the Virgin, where, kneeling on a chair, she
began to pray.
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The young man was irritated at this bigot fancy; then
he nevertheless experienced a certain charm in seeing her,
in the middle of a rendezvous, thus lost in her devotions,
like an Andalusian marchioness; then he grew bored, for
she seemed never coming to an end.
Emma prayed, or rather strove to pray, hoping that
some sudden resolution might descend to her from
heaven; and to draw down divine aid she filled full her
eyes with the splendours of the tabernacle. She breathed in
the perfumes of the full-blown flowers in the large vases,
and listened to the stillness of the church, that only
heightened the tumult of her heart.
She rose, and they were about to leave, when the
beadle came forward, hurriedly saying—
‘Madame, no doubt, does not belong to these parts?
Madame would like to see the curiosities of the church?’
‘Oh, no!’ cried the clerk.
‘Why not?’ said she. For she clung with her expiring
virtue to the Virgin, the sculptures, the tombs—anything.
Then, in order to proceed ‘by rule,’ the beadle
conducted them right to the entrance near the square,
where, pointing out with his cane a large circle of block-
stones without inscription or carving—
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‘This,’ he said majestically, ‘is the circumference of the
beautiful bell of Ambroise. It weighed forty thousand
pounds. There was not its equal in all Europe. The
workman who cast it died of the joy—‘
‘Let us go on,’ said Leon.
The old fellow started off again; then, having got back
to the chapel of the Virgin, he stretched forth his arm with
an all-embracing gesture of demonstration, and, prouder
than a country squire showing you his espaliers, went
on—
‘This simple stone covers Pierre de Breze, lord of
Varenne and of Brissac, grand marshal of Poitou, and
governor of Normandy, who died at the battle of
Montlhery on the 16th of July, 1465.’
Leon bit his lips, fuming.
‘And on the right, this gentleman all encased in iron,
on the prancing horse, is his grandson, Louis de Breze,
lord of Breval and of Montchauvet, Count de Maulevrier,
Baron de Mauny, chamberlain to the king, Knight of the
Order, and also governor of Normandy; died on the 23rd
of July, 1531—a Sunday, as the inscription specifies; and
below, this figure, about to descend into the tomb,
portrays the same person. It is not possible, is it, to see a
more perfect representation of annihilation?’
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Madame Bovary put up her eyeglasses. Leon,
motionless, looked at her, no longer even attempting to
speak a single word, to make a gesture, so discouraged was
he at this two-fold obstinacy of gossip and indifference.
The everlasting guide went on—
‘Near him, this kneeling woman who weeps is his
spouse, Diane de Poitiers, Countess de Breze, Duchess de
Valentinois, born in 1499, died in 1566, and to the left,
the one with the child is the Holy Virgin. Now turn to
this side; here are the tombs of the Ambroise. They were
both cardinals and archbishops of Rouen. That one was
minister under Louis XII. He did a great deal for the
cathedral. In his will he left thirty thousand gold crowns
for the poor.’
And without stopping, still talking, he pushed them
into a chapel full of balustrades, some put away, and
disclosed a kind of block that certainly might once have
been an ill-made statue.
‘Truly,’ he said with a groan, ‘it adorned the tomb of
Richard Coeur de Lion, King of England and Duke of
Normandy. It was the Calvinists, sir, who reduced it to
this condition. They had buried it for spite in the earth,
under the episcopal seat of Monsignor. See! this is the
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door by which Monsignor passes to his house. Let us pass
on quickly to see the gargoyle windows.’
But Leon hastily took some silver from his pocket and
seized Emma’s arm. The beadle stood dumfounded, not
able to understand this untimely munificence when there
were still so many things for the stranger to see. So calling
him back, he cried—
‘Sir! sir! The steeple! the steeple!’
‘No, thank you!’ said Leon.
‘You are wrong, sir! It is four hundred and forty feet
high, nine less than the great pyramid of Egypt. It is all
cast; it—‘
Leon was fleeing, for it seemed to him that his love,
that for nearly two hours now had become petrified in the
church like the stones, would vanish like a vapour through
that sort of truncated funnel, of oblong cage, of open
chimney that rises so grotesquely from the cathedral like
the extravagant attempt of some fantastic brazier.
‘But where are we going?’ she said.
Making no answer, he walked on with a rapid step; and
Madame Bovary was already, dipping her finger in the
holy water when behind them they heard a panting breath
interrupted by the regular sound of a cane. Leon turned
back.
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‘Sir!’
‘What is it?’
And he recognised the beadle, holding under his arms
and balancing against his stomach some twenty large sewn
volumes. They were works ‘which treated of the
cathedral.’
‘Idiot!’ growled Leon, rushing out of the church.
A lad was playing about the close.
‘Go and get me a cab!’
The child bounded off like a ball by the Rue Quatre-
Vents; then they were alone a few minutes, face to face,
and a little embarrassed.
‘Ah! Leon! Really—I don’t know—if I ought,’ she
whispered. Then with a more serious air, ‘Do you know,
it is very improper—‘
‘How so?’ replied the clerk. ‘It is done at Paris.’
And that, as an irresistible argument, decided her.
Still the cab did not come. Leon was afraid she might
go back into the church. At last the cab appeared.
‘At all events, go out by the north porch,’ cried the
beadle, who was left alone on the threshold, ‘so as to see
the Resurrection, the Last Judgment, Paradise, King
David, and the Condemned in Hell-flames.’
‘Where to, sir?’ asked the coachman.
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‘Where you like,’ said Leon, forcing Emma into the
cab.
And the lumbering machine set out. It went down the
Rue Grand-Pont, crossed the Place des Arts, the Quai
Napoleon, the Pont Neuf, and stopped short before the
statue of Pierre Corneille.