blocked out some of the rain, but also some of the light, which wasn’t all that much to begin
with. The road was covered in fallen branches, too; some were almost as big as small trees, so
that he had to brake a few times and swerve sharply once, which rattled him almost as much as
the bumpy landing had back in Portland.
The house came up fast on the left, the steep roof showing up now and then through the
evergreens from a distance. He was pleased to see lights in the windows, which meant that Katie
was there and they still had power.
Ryan was glad she was home, and it took him a few seconds to realize how relieved he actually
was. She had nearly broken his heart by walking out on him at the hotel, and they hadn’t spoken
in the few days since that incident. He’d had a good idea how she felt, though, and had decided
that the best thing was to give her some space. Surely it would have blown over by now. All he
cared about was seeing her. He had wanted to call to let her know he was on the way, but she
liked surprises, and he liked surprising her. The Volkswagen would top them all, he thought with
a grin. Again he was reminded of his idea for a sunset ceremony on the Mediterranean. Lots of
plans…
The argument first, though. There would be no getting around that, but maybe it wouldn’t last
too long. It was only fair to be up-front with her about it.
Then he found himself thinking about what his profuse and heartfelt apology would most likely
result in, and decided that the argument could definitely wait for one more day.
The one disadvantage to the house on Cape Elizabeth, he thought, stepping out of the Mercedes
and into the storm, was the fact that it didn’t have a garage, not to mention the fact that the
distance from their improvised parking area to the front door seemed much farther on a
moonless night during a torrential thunderstorm. Ryan finally made it under the awning, the
raindrops beading and rolling from his thin leather jacket. Although his jeans were soaked
around the ankles, his feet were still dry in his waterproof Columbia boots.
Sliding the key into the door and turning the handle, he immediately realized when he stepped
inside that the house did not seem as brightly lit from the interior. In fact, apart from a dim glow
at the top of the stairs, the only light he could see was coming from the kitchen directly in front
of him. Then he heard her moving around, and an involuntary grin crept up on his face as he
silently moved down the hall to sneak up and scare her.
Stepping through the doorway, though, he was surprised to find that she wasn’t moving
anywhere. Instead, she was sitting at the dining room table and staring up at him with a terrified
look on her face. Her bottom lip was trembling, and her dark blue eyes were filled with tears.
And standing directly behind her, wielding a razor-sharp knife and a terrible smile, was William
Vanderveen.
He tried to tell himself that it wasn’t real.
It couldn’t be real. It couldn’t be real because it wasn’t rational; Vanderveen had the contacts to
get out of the country almost immediately, but had decided instead to drive more than 450
miles, with every police officer in the country out looking for him, to come here? It just didn’t
make any sense…
And he didn’t look anything like Claude Bidault. That meant it must be a dream, because there
was no way that he would have had time to drive all the way from Washington to Maine and
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remove the heavy beard and the tint from his hair. It just wasn’t possible… was it?
He instinctively reached for his Beretta, then went cold when he realized that it was sitting on the
passenger seat of the Mercedes.
All the tools in the world, but nothing at hand when he needed them most. And no one to blame
but himself.
“Hello, Ryan.”
Said conversationally, in the tone of voice that Ryan remembered from so long ago, and the
same voice that chased away the last of his desperate hopes. This was not a dream.
“Will.” He tried to keep his voice steady, but it was almost impossible.
The smile grew wider. Vanderveen tilted his head and said, “It’s hard for you to call me that,
isn’t it? You want to say March, don’t you?” The flat side of the knife moved slowly across
Katie’s throat, but Vanderveen’s vivid green eyes never strayed from Kealey’s face. “I’ll let you
in on a little secret, Ryan. You can call me what you like. It doesn’t make a difference. Not here.
Not anymore.”
The man’s gaze was almost hypnotic. Kealey broke it with a huge effort, forcing his eyes down
to Katie’s. She was pleading with him, the tears finally breaking free and streaming down her
cheeks. “Ryan…”
Vanderveen looked down when she spoke, but his head came up very fast before Kealey could
move. “She’s stunning, you know. I couldn’t have chosen better for you myself. Her eyes are
so…” He put on a show of searching for the words, the knife doing little circles in his hand.
“Expressive. So full of life. It can make an otherwise plain woman seem very beautiful indeed.
And Katie here was never plain, was she?”
Ryan noticed, with some strange clarity of vision, that the weapon Vanderveen was holding had
come out of his own kitchen drawer, a 41?2-inch Kyocera paring knife, much like the one he had
brought into the detention center. It was dancing in rhythm with the killer’s words, but never
strayed more than 6 inches from Katie’s throat.
He dragged his eyes away from them, searching for something, anything he could use as a
weapon.
It was useless. Three feet to his right, a slate-topped counter that had nothing to offer. He could
charge, but it would never work, he would never get there in time. Vanderveen would start
cutting her the instant he moved.
And outside, pounding through the exterior walls of the house with its own incomparable
rhythm, was the sound of the building storm.
He had to say something. “Listen, she… You don’t need to…”
The other man was watching him intently, but Ryan stopped, and something clicked in his mind.
When he opened his mouth again, the pleading note was gone. Instead, he spoke the truest
words he knew. “If you do it, you won’t be able to run far enough.”
“There it is,” Vanderveen said, genuinely pleased. “That’s what I wanted to hear. It’s good to see
you can still get your back up.”
Ryan took a quick step forward. Before he could take a second, Vanderveen had pulled Katie
out of the chair in a blur. He held her tight against his chest, his left arm wrapped like a steel bar
around her slender waist. The tip of the knife was digging hard enough into her skin to draw
blood.
“No, Goddamnit! Don’t—” Ryan stepped hard on his rising panic. He snapped his hands up
and tried to keep his voice level. “Just let her go, Will. She has nothing to do with this.”
“Wrong!” Vanderveen snarled. “She has everything to do with this. You made her part of this
when you decided to play hero today.”
Ryan couldn’t find the words to respond. Katie was crying hard now, stricken by the helpless
look she saw in his eyes, struggling to find words between her heaving sobs: “Ryan, don’t let
him… hurt me… please.”
“It’s okay, Katie,” he managed to choke out. “I’m here. I’m here.”
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“That’s very touching,” Vanderveen remarked. “But I’m getting bored now, so let me ask you
something, Ryan: Was it worth it? Was it worth the fleeting gratitude of a few hundred people
you’ll never even meet? If you could go back and let them die so she could live, wouldn’t you do
it? Wouldn’t you do it in a heartbeat?” He waited for some kind of response, but Kealey
couldn’t focus on anything but the look of sheer terror and desperation on Katie’s face.
Vanderveen was visibly disappointed. “Let’s try it this way,” he said. “Do you remember the
first time you ever saw her?”
Ryan knew what the man was doing, but he couldn’t help what happened next. The image
appeared in his mind before he could stop it: Katie, legs curled up beneath her, hair shimmering
golden brown in the sun, a pretty smile and inviting blue eyes, sitting on the grass in Orono.
Vanderveen’s gaze had become even more focused. When he saw Kealey’s eyes cloud over,
remembering, he smiled again and said, “That’s it. Hold that thought…”
Ryan snapped back in time to catch the last part of the sentence. “…and watch this.”
Then, with a single, powerful thrust of his arm, Vanderveen pushed all 4 ? inches of the blade
into the right side of Katie’s neck.
Before he could fully grasp what had just happened, Ryan heard an anguished scream and, not
recognizing it as his own, broke forward across the wooden floor, completely focused on taking
the other man’s life. He was oblivious to Katie’s reaction.
Her eyes opened wide and her lips parted, but no sound emerged. She tried to pull away from
her captor as her legs went out from under her. Then she crashed forward against the side of the
table, her right hand coming up to feel for the source of so much searing pain.
Suddenly she found herself on the floor, kicking out frantically, trying to find some air through
the choking sensation of blood in her throat. She had sudden sparks of insight, brief bouts of
lucidity that brought her the terrible truth. She tried to push it away, but the facts were fighting
through… She had been hurt, seriously hurt, and the nearest hospital was 20 miles away, and she
couldn’t breathe, and Ryan wasn’t looking, didn’t see how bad it was, and she couldn’t
breathe…
Kealey and Vanderveen were struggling for control of the gun that had materialized out of
nowhere. Wrestling for control of life and death, one driven by rage and despair, the other by a
hatred born of many years — a visceral evil that was the sum of many parts, traceable back to no
single point in time.
The .40 roared once, then came sliding across the polished wooden floor, pulling through a thin
trickle of blood before coming to rest beneath the refrigerator. Vanderveen made a quick
decision as Ryan went for the gun, getting to his feet and throwing his full weight at the back
door once, then twice before the lock broke and he burst out into the storm, just as two rounds
splintered the door frame where his head had been a second earlier.
Passing the door, Ryan glanced quickly to make sure that the other man wasn’t lying prone in the
mud, ready to spring back up and into the kitchen. He saw a distant figure merge with the dark,
then disappear through the sheets of rain.
With the door open, the sound of the storm was deafening as he went to Katie and kneeled,
pulling her close. Her shoulders were over his thighs, the back of her head resting in the crook
of his right arm. As he held her, he felt her left hand reaching out to find his, the long fingers
gripping tight to squeeze out the pain.
Ryan didn’t try to remove the knife; it only would have hurt her more and made the bleeding
worse. Her lips parted as she tried to speak, and when she turned her head toward him, a thin
trickle of blood ran down the side of her mouth. Although she couldn’t make any words, he
knew that she was in agony because she was still kicking weakly and the tears had not stopped
building.
Worse yet, her luminous blue eyes were losing some of their animation, and when he put his face
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close to hers, he couldn’t feel her warm breath on his skin.
“Katie.” He wasn’t sure if she could still hear him, and it was hard to tell because her face was
blurred by his own tears. “Don’t go, Katie. Stay here. God, just… stay with me. Please…”
It was all he could say. He wanted to tell her he loved her, that he was sorry, but the words
wouldn’t come.
Instead, he held her close and rocked her back and forth, refusing to believe that he would not
hear her laughter, her voice, or see her beautiful smile ever again. And still rocking, as gently as
he could, until the light finally left her eyes altogether, and she died in his arms a few moments
later.
Vanderveen was tearing along the path through the woods, disoriented and full of adrenaline.
Despite the fact that he had not slept in almost three days, he had never felt more alive. For the
first time in seven years, he was actually glad that Kealey had survived the bullet in Syria. It was
so much more fitting for it to end here, and now, perhaps, Kealey might understand something
of his own pain…
The pine and oak trees were all around him, the pines still full and green, the oaks nothing more
than towering, writhing arms of tremulous wood. He was already soaked to the skin, freezing
cold, and the roar of the ocean was like a living thing. He had his bearings now, heading forward
to the great dark expanse of the Atlantic, feet pounding in the mud as he raced, unknowingly,
toward the edge of the towering cliffs.
Kealey emerged from the back of the house at a dead sprint with Vanderveen’s gun in his hand,
moving fast toward the water. He was numbed by what had just happened. It couldn’t last,
though, and cutting through the emptiness was the inescapable truth: that he was responsible for
all of it. By putting the hunt for William Vanderveen ahead of Katie, he had killed her just as
surely as if he had stabbed her himself, and he couldn’t get the image out of his mind: Katie,
kicking and writhing on the floor, trying to cry out through the blood that was filling her throat,
the hideous gurgle that had emerged instead. God, no. No!
Vanderveen spun around when he heard what might have been, carrying high over the howling
wind, a scream of agony and bottomless pain. The sound brought a smile to his face. Kealey was
coming.
The path had ended in a wide clearing, several solitary fence posts standing guard on the
perimeter. The mud was churning around his feet as though attempting to swallow him whole,
but far more terrifying was the precipitous drop that ended the world just 10 feet in front of
him. The sky above was in constant motion, twisting black clouds lit bright by sheets of
lightning, the thunder pounding hard just seconds later with enough force to make the ground
shake. The wind was icy cold and constant, bringing silver streaks of rain in from over the
tortuous swells of the ocean.
He tried to think. Kealey had his gun, and he was without a weapon. He had to get out of the
clearing immediately.
Directly behind him, where the path turned into the underbrush, Vanderveen heard the
