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would his mother think if she knew? His mother! He dared not

think of his mother or his father either at this time, and put them

both resolutely out of his mind.

"Oh, say, Kinsella," called Higby. "Do you remember that little

red head in that Pacific Street joint that wanted you to run away

to Chicago with her?"

"Do I?" replied the amused Kinsella, taking up the Martini that was

just then served him. "She even wanted me to quit the hotel game

and let her start me in a business of some kind. 'I wouldn't need

to work at all if I stuck by her,' she told me."

"Oh, no, you wouldn't need to work at all, except one way," called

Ratterer.

The waiter put down Clyde's glass of Rhine wine and seltzer beside

him and, interested and intense and troubled and fascinated by all

that he heard, he picked it up, tasted it and, finding it mild and

rather pleasing, drank it all down at once. And yet so wrought up

were his thoughts that he scarcely realized then that he had drunk

it.

"Good for you," observed Kinsella, in a most cordial tone. "You

must like that stuff."

"Oh, it's not so bad," said Clyde.

And Hegglund, seeing how swiftly it had gone, and feeling that

Clyde, new to this world and green, needed to be cheered and

strengthened, called to the waiter: "Here Jerry! One more of

these, and make it a big one," he whispered behind his hand.

And so the dinner proceeded. And it was nearly eleven before they

had exhausted the various matters of interest to them--stories of

past affairs, past jobs, past feats of daring. And by then Clyde

had had considerable time to meditate on all of these youths--and

he was inclined to think that he was not nearly as green as they

thought, or if so, at least shrewder than most of them--of a better

mentality, really. For who were they and what were their

ambitions? Hegglund, as he could see, was vain and noisy and

foolish--a person who could be taken in and conciliated by a little

flattery. And Higby and Kinsella, interesting and attractive boys

both, were still vain of things he could not be proud of--Higby of

knowing a little something about automobiles--he had an uncle in

the business--Kinsella of gambling, rolling dice even. And as for

Ratterer and Shiel, he could see and had noticed for some time,

that they were content with the bell-hop business--just continuing

in that and nothing more--a thing which he could not believe, even

now, would interest him forever.

At the same time, being confronted by this problem of how soon they

would be wanting to go to a place into which he had never ventured

before, and to be doing things which he had never let himself think

he would do in just this way, he was just a little disturbed. Had

he not better excuse himself after they got outside, or perhaps,

after starting along with them in whatsoever direction they chose

to go, quietly slip away at some corner and return to his own home?

For had he not already heard that the most dreadful of diseases

were occasionally contracted in just such places--and that men died

miserable deaths later because of low vices begun in this fashion?

He could hear his mother lecturing concerning all this--yet with

scarcely any direct knowledge of any kind. And yet, as an argument

per contra, here were all of these boys in nowise disturbed by what

was in their minds or moods to do. On the contrary, they were very

gay over it all and amused--nothing more.

In fact, Ratterer, who was really very fond of Clyde by now, more

because of the way he looked and inquired and listened than because

of anything Clyde did or said, kept nudging him with his elbow now

and then, asking laughingly, "How about it, Clyde? Going to be

initiated to-night?" and then smiling broadly. Or finding Clyde

quite still and thinking at times, "They won't do more than bite

you, Clyde."

And Hegglund, taking his cue from Ratterer and occasionally

desisting from his own self-glorifying diatribes, would add: "You

won't ever be de same, Clyde. Dey never are. But we'll all be wid

you in case of trouble."

And Clyde, nervous and irritated, would retort: "Ah, cut it out,

you two. Quit kidding. What's the use of trying to make out that

you know so much more than I do?"

And Ratterer would signal Hegglund with his eyes to let up and

would occasionally whisper to Clyde: "That's all right, old man,

don't get sore. You know we were just fooling, that's all." And

Clyde, very much drawn to Ratterer, would relent and wish he were

not so foolish as to show what he actually was thinking about.

At last, however, by eleven o'clock, they had had their fill of

conversation and food and drink and were ready to depart, Hegglund

leading the way. And instead of the vulgar and secretive mission

producing a kind of solemnity and mental or moral self-examination

and self-flagellation, they laughed and talked as though there was

nothing but a delicious form of amusement before them. Indeed,

much to Clyde's disgust and amazement, they now began to reminisce

concerning other ventures into this world--of one particular one

which seemed to amuse them all greatly, and which seemed to concern

some "joint," as they called it, which they had once visited--a

place called "Bettina's." They had been led there originally by a

certain wild youth by the name of "Pinky" Jones of the staff of

another local hotel. And this boy and one other by the name of

Birmingham, together with Hegglund, who had become wildly

intoxicated, had there indulged in wild pranks which all but led to

their arrest--pranks which to Clyde, as he listened to them, seemed

scarcely possible to boys of this caliber and cleanly appearance--

pranks so crude and disgusting as to sicken him a little.

"Oh, ho, and de pitcher of water de girl on de second floor doused

on me as I went out," called Hegglund, laughing heartily.

"And the big fat guy on the second floor that came to the door to

see. Remember?" laughed Kinsella. "He thought there was a fire or

a riot, I bet."

"And you and that little fat girl, Piggy. 'Member, Ratterer?"

squealed Shiel, laughing and choking as he tried to tell of it.

"And Ratterer's legs all bent under his load. Yoo-hoo!" yelled

Hegglund. "And de way de two of 'em finally slid down de steps."

"That was all your fault, Hegglund," called Higby from Kinsella's

side. "If you hadn't tried that switching stuff we never woulda

got put out."

"I tell you I was drunk," protested Ratterer. "It was the red-eye

they sold in there."

"And that long, thin guy from Texas with the big mustache, will you

ever forget him, an' the way he laughed?" added Kinsella. "He

wouldn't help nobody 'gainst us. 'Member?"

"It's a wonder we weren't all thrown in the street or locked up.

Oh, gee, what a night!" reminisced Ratterer.

By now Clyde was faintly dizzy with the nature of these revelations.

"Switchin'." That could mean but one thing.

And they expected him to share in revels such as these, maybe. It

could not be. He was not that sort of person. What would his

mother and father think if they were to hear of such dreadful

things? And yet--

Even as they talked, they had reached a certain house in a dark and

rather wide street, the curbs of which for a block or more on

either side were sprinkled with cabs and cars. And at the corner,

only a little distance away, were some young men standing and

talking. And over the way, more men. And not a half a block

farther on, they passed two policemen, idling and conversing. And

although there was no light visible in any window, nor over any

transom, still, curiously, there was a sense of vivid, radiant

life. One could feel it in this dark street. Taxis spun and

honked and two old-time closed carriages still in use rolled here

and there, their curtains drawn. And doors slammed or opened and

closed. And now and then a segment of bright inward light pierced

the outward gloom and then disappeared again. Overhead on this

night were many stars.

Finally, without any comment from any one, Hegglund, accompanied by

Higby and Shiel, marched up the steps of this house and rang the

bell. Almost instantly the door was opened by a black girl in a

red dress. "Good evening. Walk right in, won't you?" was the

affable greeting, and the six, having pushed past her and through

the curtains of heavy velvet, which separated this small area from

the main chambers, Clyde found himself in a bright and rather gaudy

general parlor or reception room, the walls of which were

ornamented with gilt-framed pictures of nude or semi-nude girls and

some very high pier mirrors. And the floor was covered by a bright

red thick carpet, over which were strewn many gilt chairs. At the

back, before some very bright red hangings, was a gilded upright

piano. But of guests or inmates there seemed to be none, other

than the black girl.

"Jest be seated, won't you? Make yourselves at home. I'll call

the madam." And, running upstairs to the left, she began calling:

"Oh, Marie! Sadie! Caroline! They is some young gentlemen in the

parlor."

And at that moment, from a door in the rear, there emerged a tall,

slim and rather pale-faced woman of about thirty-eight or forty--

very erect, very executive, very intelligent and graceful-looking--

diaphanously and yet modestly garbed, who said, with a rather wan

and yet encouraging smile: "Oh, hello, Oscar, it's you, is it?

And you too, Paul. Hello! Hello, Davis! Just make yourselves at

home anywhere, all of you. Fannie will be in in a minute. She'll

bring you something to drink. I've just hired a new pianist from

St. Joe--a Negro. Wait'll you hear him. He's awfully clever."

She returned to the rear and called, "Oh, Sam!"

As she did so, nine girls of varying ages and looks, but none

apparently over twenty-four or five--came trooping down the stairs

at one side in the rear, and garbed as Clyde had never seen any

women dressed anywhere. And they were all laughing and talking as

they came--evidently very well pleased with themselves and in

nowise ashamed of their appearance, which in some instances was

quite extraordinary, as Clyde saw it, their costumes ranging from

the gayest and flimsiest of boudoir negligees to the somewhat more

sober, if no less revealing, dancing and ballroom gowns. And they

were of such varied types and sizes and complexions--slim and stout

and medium--tall or short--and dark or light or betwixt. And,

whatever their ages, all seemed young. And they smiled so warmly

and enthusiastically.

"Oh, hello, sweetheart! How are you? Don't you want to dance with

me?" or "Wouldn't you like something to drink?"

Chapter 10

Prepared as Clyde was to dislike all this, so steeped had he been

in the moods and maxims antipathetic to anything of its kind, still

so innately sensual and romantic was his own disposition and so

starved where sex was concerned, that instead of being sickened, he

was quite fascinated. The very fleshly sumptuousness of most of

these figures, dull and unromantic as might be the brains that

directed them, interested him for the time being. After all, here

was beauty of a gross, fleshly character, revealed and purchasable.

And there were no difficulties of mood or inhibitions to overcome

in connection with any of these girls. One of them, a quite pretty

brunette in a black and red costume with a band of red ribbon

across her forehead, seemed to be decidedly at home with Higby, for

already she was dancing with him in the back room to a jazz melody

most irrationally hammered out upon the piano.

And Ratterer, to Clyde's surprise, was already seated upon one of

the gilt chairs and upon his knees was lounging a tall young girl

with very light hair and blue eyes. And she was smoking a

cigarette and tapping her gold slippers to the melody of the piano.

It was really quite an amazing and Aladdin-like scene to him. And

here was Hegglund, before whom was standing a German or

Scandinavian type, plump and pretty, her arms akimbo and her feet

wide apart. And she was asking--with an upward swell of the voice,

as Clyde could hear: "You make love to me to-night?" But

Hegglund, apparently not very much taken with these overtures,

calmly shook his head, after which she went on to Kinsella.

And even as he was looking and thinking, a quite attractive blonde

girl of not less than twenty-four, but who seemed younger to Clyde,

drew up a chair beside him and seating herself, said: "Don't you

dance?" He shook his head nervously. "Want me to show you?"

"Oh, I wouldn't want to try here," he said.

"Oh, it's easy," she continued. "Come on!" But since he would

not, though he was rather pleased with her for being agreeable to

him, she added: "Well, how about something to drink then?"

"Sure," he agreed, gallantly, and forthwith she signaled the young

Negress who had returned as waitress, and in a moment a small table

was put before them and a bottle of whisky with soda on the side--a

sight that so astonished and troubled Clyde that he could scarcely

speak. He had forty dollars in his pocket, and the cost of drinks

here, as he had heard from the others, would not be less than two

dollars each, but even so, think of him buying drinks for such a

woman at such a price! And his mother and sisters and brother at

home with scarcely the means to make ends meet. And yet he bought

and paid for several, feeling all the while that he had let himself

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