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had left Jersey City in a box car and had been making his way ever

since as best he could. And like Clyde, also, he was insanely

eager for all the pleasures which he had imagined he saw swirling

around him, and was for prosecuting adventures in every direction,

lacking, however, the nervous fear of consequence which

characterized Clyde. Also he had a friend, a youth by the name of

Sparser, somewhat older than himself, who was chauffeur to a

wealthy citizen of Kansas City, and who occasionally managed to

purloin a car and so accommodate Hegglund in the matter of brief

outings here and there; which courtesy, unconventional and

dishonest though it might be, still caused Hegglund to feel that he

was a wonderful fellow and of much more importance than some of

these others, and to lend him in their eyes a luster which had

little of the reality which it suggested to them.

Not being as attractive as Doyle, it was not so easy for him to win

the attention of girls, and those he did succeed in interesting

were not of the same charm or import by any means. Yet he was

inordinately proud of such contacts as he could effect and not a

little given to boasting in regard to them, a thing which Clyde

took with more faith than would most, being of less experience.

For this reason Hegglund liked Clyde, almost from the very first,

sensing in him perhaps a pleased and willing auditor.

So, finding Clyde on the bench beside him from time to time, he had

proceeded to continue his instructions. Kansas City was a fine

place to be if you knew how to live. He had worked in other

cities--Buffalo, Cleveland, Detroit, St. Louis--before he came

here, but he had not liked any of them any better, principally--

which was a fact which he did not trouble to point out at the time--

because he had not done as well in those places as he had here.

He had been a dishwasher, car-cleaner, plumber's helper and several

other things before finally, in Buffalo, he had been inducted into

the hotel business. And then a youth, working there, but who was

now no longer here, had persuaded him to come on to Kansas City.

But here:

"Say--de tips in dis hotel is as big as you'll git anywhere, I know

dat. An' what's more, dey's nice people workin' here. You do your

bit by dem and dey'll do right by you. I been here now over a year

an' I ain't got no complaint. Dat guy Squires is all right if you

don't cause him no trouble. He's hard, but he's got to look out

for hisself, too--dat's natural. But he don't fire nobody unless

he's got a reason. I know dat, too. And as for de rest dere's no

trouble. An' when your work's troo, your time's your own. Dese

fellows here are good sports, all o' dem. Dey're no four-flushers

an' no tightwads, eider. Whenever dere's anyting on--a good time

or sumpin' like dat, dey're on--nearly all of 'em. An' dey don't

mooch or grouch in case tings don't work out right, neider. I know

dat, cause I been wit 'em now, lots o' times."

He gave Clyde the impression that these youths were all the best of

friends--close--all but Doyle, who was a little standoffish, but

not coldly so. "He's got too many women chasin' him, dat's all."

Also that they went here and there together on occasion--to a dance

hall, a dinner, a certain gambling joint down near the river, a

certain pleasure resort--"Kate Sweeney's"--where were some peaches

of girls--and so on and so forth, a world of such information as

had never previously been poured into Clyde's ear, and that set him

meditating, dreaming, doubting, worrying and questioning as to the

wisdom, charm, delight to be found in all this--also the

permissibility of it in so far as he was concerned. For had he not

been otherwise instructed in regard to all this all his life long?

There was a great thrill and yet a great question involved in all

to which he was now listening so attentively.

Again there was Thomas Ratterer, who was of a type which at first

glance, one would have said, could scarcely prove either inimical

or dangerous to any of the others. He was not more than five feet

four, plump, with black hair and olive skin, and with an eye that

was as limpid as water and as genial as could be. He, too, as

Clyde learned after a time, was of a nondescript family, and so had

profited by no social or financial advantages of any kind. But he

had a way, and was liked by all of these youths--so much so that he

was consulted about nearly everything. A native of Wichita,

recently moved to Kansas City, he and his sister were the principal

support of a widowed mother. During their earlier and formative

years, both had seen their very good-natured and sympathetic

mother, of whom they were honestly fond, spurned and abused by a

faithless husband. There had been times when they were quite

without food. On more than one occasion they had been ejected for

non-payment of rent. None too continuously Tommy and his sister

had been maintained in various public schools. Finally, at the age

of fourteen he had decamped to Kansas City, where he had secured

different odd jobs, until he succeeded in connecting himself with

the Green-Davidson, and was later joined by his mother and sister

who had removed from Wichita to Kansas City to be with him.

But even more than by the luxury of the hotel or these youths, whom

swiftly and yet surely he was beginning to decipher, Clyde was

impressed by the downpour of small change that was tumbling in upon

him and making a small lump in his right-hand pants pocket--dimes,

nickels, quarters and half-dollars even, which increased and

increased even on the first day until by nine o'clock he already

had over four dollars in his pocket, and by twelve, at which hour

he went off duty, he had over six and a half--as much as previously

he had earned in a week.

And of all this, as he then knew, he need only hand Mr. Squires

one--no more, Hegglund had said--and the rest, five dollars and a

half, for one evening's interesting--yes, delightful and

fascinating--work, belonged to himself. He could scarcely believe

it. It seemed fantastic, Aladdinish, really. Nevertheless, at

twelve, exactly, of that first day a gong had sounded somewhere--a

shuffle of feet had been heard and three boys had appeared--one to

take Barnes' place at the desk, the other two to answer calls. And

at the command of Barnes, the eight who were present were ordered

to rise, right dress and march away. And in the hall outside, and

just as he was leaving, Clyde approached Mr. Squires and handed him

a dollar in silver. "That's right," Mr. Squires remarked. No

more. Then, Clyde, along with the others, descended to his locker,

changed his clothes and walked out into the darkened streets, a

sense of luck and a sense of responsibility as to future luck so

thrilling him as to make him rather tremulous--giddy, even.

To think that now, at last, he actually had such a place. To think

that he could earn this much every day, maybe. He began to walk

toward his home, his first thought being that he must sleep well

and so be fit for his duties in the morning. But thinking that he

would not need to return to the hotel before 11:30 the next day, he

wandered into an all-night beanery to have a cup of coffee and some

pie. And now all he was thinking was that he would only need to

work from noon until six, when he should be free until the

following morning at six. And then he would make more money.

A lot of it to spend on himself.

Chapter 8

The thing that most interested Clyde at first was how, if at all,

he was to keep the major portion of all this money he was making

for himself. For ever since he had been working and earning money,

it had been assumed that he would contribute a fair portion of all

that he received--at least three-fourths of the smaller salaries he

had received up to this time--toward the upkeep of the home. But

now, if he announced that he was receiving at least twenty-five

dollars a week and more--and this entirely apart from the salary of

fifteen a month and board--his parents would assuredly expect him

to pay ten or twelve.

But so long had he been haunted by the desire to make himself as

attractive looking as any other well-dressed boy that, now that he

had the opportunity, he could not resist the temptation to equip

himself first and as speedily as possible. Accordingly, he decided

to say to his mother that all of the tips he received aggregated no

more than a dollar a day. And, in order to give himself greater

freedom of action in the matter of disposing of his spare time, he

announced that frequently, in addition to the long hours demanded

of him every other day, he was expected to take the place of other

boys who were sick or set to doing other things. And also, he

explained that the management demanded of all boys that they look

well outside as well as inside the hotel. He could not long be

seen coming to the hotel in the clothes that he now wore. Mr.

Squires, he said, had hinted as much. But, as if to soften the

blow, one of the boys at the hotel had told him of a place where he

could procure quite all the things that he needed on time.

And so unsophisticated was his mother in these matters that she

believed him.

But that was not all. He was now daily in contact with a type of

youth who, because of his larger experience with the world and with

the luxuries and vices of such a life as this, had already been

inducted into certain forms of libertinism and vice even which up

to this time were entirely foreign to Clyde's knowledge and set him

agape with wonder and at first with even a timorous distaste.

Thus, as Hegglund had pointed out, a certain percentage of this

group, of which Clyde was now one, made common cause in connection

with quite regular adventures which usually followed their monthly

pay night. These adventures, according to their moods and their

cash at the time, led them usually either to one of two rather

famous and not too respectable all-night restaurants. In groups,

as he gathered by degrees from hearing them talk, they were pleased

to indulge in occasional late showy suppers with drinks, after

which they were wont to go to either some flashy dance hall of the

downtown section to pick up a girl, or that failing as a source of

group interest, to visit some notorious--or as they would have

deemed it reputed--brothel, very frequently camouflaged as a

boarding house, where for much less than the amount of cash in

their possession they could, as they often boasted, "have any girl

in the house." And here, of course, because of their known youth,

ignorance, liberality, and uniform geniality and good looks, they

were made much of, as a rule, being made most welcome by the

various madames and girls of these places who sought, for

commercial reasons of course, to interest them to come again.

And so starved had been Clyde's life up to this time and so eager

was he for almost any form of pleasure, that from the first he

listened with all too eager ears to any account of anything that

spelled adventure or pleasure. Not that he approved of these types

of adventures. As a matter of fact at first it offended and

depressed him, seeing as he did that it ran counter to all he had

heard and been told to believe these many years. Nevertheless so

sharp a change and relief from the dreary and repressed work in

which he had been brought up was it, that he could not help

thinking of all this with an itch for the variety and color it

seemed to suggest. He listened sympathetically and eagerly, even

while at times he was mentally disapproving of what he heard. And

seeing him so sympathetic and genial, first one and then another of

these youths made overtures to him to go here, there or the other

place--to a show, a restaurant, one of their homes, where a card

game might be indulged in by two or three of them, or even to one

of the shameless houses, contact with which Clyde at first

resolutely refused. But by degrees, becoming familiar with

Hegglund and Ratterer, both of whom he liked very much, and being

invited by them to a joy-night supper--a "blow-out" as they termed

it, at Frissell's--he decided to go.

"There's going to be another one of our montly blow-outs to-morrow

night, Clyde, around at Frissell's," Ratterer had said to him.

"Don't you want to come along? You haven't been yet."

By this time, Clyde, having acclimated himself to this caloric

atmosphere, was by no means as dubious as he was at first. For by

now, in imitation of Doyle, whom he had studied most carefully and

to great advantage, he had outfitted himself with a new brown suit,

cap, overcoat, socks, stickpin and shoes as near like those of his

mentor as possible. And the costume became him well--excellently

well--so much so that he was far more attractive than he had ever

been in his life, and now, not only his parents, but his younger

brother and sister, were not a little astonished and even amazed by

the change.

How could Clyde have come by all this grandeur so speedily? How

much could all this that he wore now have cost? Was he not

hypothecating more of his future earnings for this temporary

grandeur than was really wise? He might need it in the future.

The other children needed things, too. And was the moral and

spiritual atmosphere of a place that made him work such long hours

and kept him out so late every day, and for so little pay, just the

place to work?

To all of which, he had replied, rather artfully for him, that it

was all for the best, he was not working too hard. His clothes

were not too fine, by any means--his mother should see some of the

other boys. He was not spending too much money. And, anyhow, he

had a long while in which to pay for all he had bought.

But now, as to this supper. That was a different matter, even to

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