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作者:英-Charles Dickens查尔斯·狄更斯 当前章节:15483 字 更新时间:2026-6-22 19:28

'Whereby,' proceeded the voice, 'why not? If so, what odds? Can any man say otherwise? No. Awast then!'

When it had pursued its train of argument to this point, the voice stopped, and rested. It then proceeded very slowly, thus:

'Do I believe that this here Son and Heir's gone down, my lads? Mayhap. Do I say so? Which? If a skipper stands out by Sen' George's Channel, making for the Downs, what's right ahead of him? The Goodwins. He isn't foroed to run upon the Goodwins, but he may. The bearings of this observation lays in the application on it. That ain't no part of my duty. Awast then, keep a bright look-out for'ard, and good luck to you!'

The voice here went out of the back parlour and into the street, taking the Commander of the Cautious Clara with it, and accompanying him on board again with all convenient expedition, where he immediately turned in, and refreshed his mind with a nap.

The students of the sage's precepts, left to their own application of his wisdom - upon a principle which was the main leg of the Bunsby tripod, as it is perchance of some other oracular stools - looked upon one another in a little uncertainty; while Rob the Grinder, who had taken the innocent freedom of peering in, and listening, through the skylight in the roof, came softly down from the leads, in a state of very dense confusion. Captain Cuttle, however, whose admiration of Bunsby was, if possible, enhanced by the splendid manner in which he had justified his reputation and come through this solemn reference, proceeded to explain that Bunsby meant nothing but confidence; that Bunsby had no misgivings; and that such an opinion as that man had given, coming from such a mind as his, was Hope's own anchor, with good roads to cast it in. Florence endeavoured to believe that the Captain was right; but the Nipper, with her arms tight folded, shook her head in resolute denial, and had no more trust m Bunsby than in Mr Perch himself.

The philosopher seemed to have left Uncle Sol pretty much where he had found him, for he still went roaming about the watery world, compasses in hand, and discovering no rest for them. It was in pursuance of a whisper in his ear from Florence, while the old man was absorbed in this pursuit, that Captain Cuttle laid his heavy hand upon his shoulder.

'What cheer, Sol Gills?' cried the Captain, heartily.

'But so-so, Ned,' returned the Instrument-maker. 'I have been remembering, all this afternoon, that on the very day when my boy entered Dombey's House, and came home late to dinner, sitting just there where you stand, we talked of storm and shipwreck, and I could hardly turn him from the subject'

But meeting the eyes of Florence, which were fixed with earnest scrutiny upon his face, the old man stopped and smiled.

'Stand by, old friend!' cried the Captain. 'Look alive! I tell you what, Sol Gills; arter I've convoyed Heart's-delight safe home,' here the Captain kissed his hook to Florence, 'I'll come back and take you in tow for the rest of this blessed day. You'll come and eat your dinner along with me, Sol, somewheres or another.'

'Not to-day, Ned!' said the old man quickly, and appearing to be unaccountably startled by the proposition. 'Not to-day. I couldn't do it!'

'Why not?' returned the Captain, gazing at him in astonishment.

'I - I have so much to do. I - I mean to think of, and arrange. I couldn't do it, Ned, indeed. I must go out again, and be alone, and turn my mind to many things to-day.'

The Captain looked at the Instrument-maker, and looked at Florence, and again at the Instrument-maker. 'To-morrow, then,' he suggested, at last.

'Yes, yes. To-morrow,' said the old man. 'Think of me to-morrow. Say to-morrow.'

'I shall come here early, mind, Sol Gills,' stipulated the Captain.

'Yes, yes. The first thing tomorrow morning,' said old Sol; 'and now good-bye, Ned Cuttle, and God bless you!'

Squeezing both the Captain's hands, with uncommon fervour, as he said it, the old man turned to Florence, folded hers in his own, and put them to his lips; then hurried her out to the coach with very singular precipitation. Altogether, he made such an effect on Captain Cuttle that the Captain lingered behind, and instructed Rob to be particularly gentle and attentive to his master until the morning: which injunction he strengthened with the payment of one shilling down, and the promise of another sixpence before noon next day. This kind office performed, Captain Cuttle, who considered himself the natural and lawful body-guard of Florence, mounted the box with a mighty sense of his trust, and escorted her home. At parting, he assured her that he would stand by Sol Gills, close and true; and once again inquired of Susan Nipper, unable to forget her gallant words in reference to Mrs MacStinger, 'Would you, do you think my dear, though?'

When the desolate house had closed upon the two, the Captain's thoughts reverted to the old Instrument-maker, and he felt uncomfortable. Therefore, instead of going home, he walked up and down the street several times, and, eking out his leisure until evening, dined late at a certain angular little tavern in the City, with a public parlour like a wedge, to which glazed hats much resorted. The Captain's principal intention was to pass Sol Gills's, after dark, and look in through the window: which he did, The parlour door stood open, and he could see his old friend writing busily and steadily at the table within, while the little Midshipman, already sheltered from the night dews, watched him from the counter; under which Rob the Grinder made his own bed, preparatory to shutting the shop. Reassured by the tranquillity that reigned within the precincts of the wooden mariner, the Captain headed for Brig Place, resolving to weigh anchor betimes in the morning.

弗洛伦斯孤独地居住在这座宏伟而冷清的公馆中,一天又一天地过去,她仍孤独地居住着;光秃秃的墙壁含着发呆的眼光俯视着她,仿佛它们怀着戈冈①般的心肠,决心凝视着她,使她的青春和美貌转变成石头似的。

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①戈冈(Gorgon):希腊神话中三个有蛇发的女怪之一,面目狰狞,人一见她之后就立刻吓得变成石头。

妖魔故事中隐藏在密林深处、具有奇异魔力的住宅,没有一座在想象中能比她父亲的公馆在冷酷的现实中更加凄凉冷落、无人过问;它俯临着大街;夜间,当邻近的窗子放射出光芒时,它经常是这条光线微弱的街道上的一个暗点;白天,它经常是这条街道从不露出微笑的脸上的一道皱眉。

在这座公馆的前面,没有像妖魔传奇中通常所见到的那样,有两条龙守卫着监禁在里面的清白无辜的受害者;但在门的拱道上面有一张怒目而视的脸,邪恶地张开薄薄的嘴唇,俯瞰着所有的来人;除此之外,还有一个奇形怪状的生了锈的铁栅栏,曲曲弯弯,像一个藤架的化石一样竖立在门槛上,上面是细长的和螺旋形的尖端,两边各挂着一个不祥的熄灯器,似乎在说,“进去的人,请把光留有后面!”①正门上没有刻上任何辟邪驱怪的文字,但是这座公馆现在外表上十分冷落凄凉,孩子们都用粉笔在栏杆和铺石的道路上——特别是在墙角周围——乱涂乱写,还在马厩的门上画上鬼怪;因为他们有时被托林森先生撵跑,所以他们就采取报复,在上面画上他的肖像,把他的耳朵画成从帽子底下沿着水平方向长出来。在这座公馆屋顶的阴影下,不再有任何喧闹的声音。吹奏铜管乐器的乐队每星期一次在早上来到街上,当它走过这些窗子下面的时候,从来没有吹奏过一个曲调;所有这些娱乐团体都一鼻孔出气似地把它当做一个不可救药的地方,疏远它,回避它,直至那可怜的弹小管风琴的艺人也毫不例外。(这艺人的技艺很不高明,还配上一些用机械自动操作的蹩脚的舞蹈木偶,在双扇门下进进出出地跳着华尔兹舞)。

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①意大利诗人但丁(Dante,公元1265—1321年)在《神曲》的《地狱》篇中写道,地狱的正门上刻着以下文字:“进去的人,请把希望抛弃!”狄更斯把这个有名的警句在这里有趣地进行了改写。

对董贝先生公馆所施加的魔力要比那种使房屋沉睡一段时间、但醒来时仍清新如初、丝毫无损的魔力具有更大的破坏性。

荒废的凄凉景象处处都在默默无声地证明这一点。房间里面,窗帘垂头丧气,萎靡不振,失去了先前的折痕与形状,像笨重的柩衣一般悬挂着;大批不用的家具像在大祭时被屠杀的大量牲口一样,依旧堆积着和被覆盖着,像被囚禁和遗忘的人们一样蜷缩着,不知不觉地改变着形貌。镜子好像随着岁月的呼吸,变得暗淡无光。地毯上的图案褪了色,看去模糊不清,像对往昔岁月中零星琐事的回忆一样。木板对不习惯的脚步感到吃惊,吱嘎吱嘎地响着并颤抖着。钥匙在门锁中生了锈。墙壁开始潮湿。图画在污土的覆盖下似乎退缩下去,隐匿起来。霉菌开始潜藏在壁橱中。真菌从地窖的角落中生长出来。灰尘积聚着,谁也不知道是从哪里和怎样积聚起来的。蜘蛛、蛀虫和蛆蛴螬的声音每天都可以听到。喜爱探险猎奇的蟑螂不时可以在楼梯上或楼上的房间中看到,他一动不动,仿佛在纳罕,他怎么跑到那里去的。耗子到了夜间就穿过它们在墙上嵌板后面凿通的黑洞洞的通道,吱吱响叫并相互扭打着。

从关上的百叶窗中透过来的未必是真正的光线中,可以模糊看得出大房间中冷冷清清而又庄严豪华的景象;它也许正好充分说明这是一座被施过魔力的住宅。例如:镀金的狮子把失去光泽的脚爪偷偷地从罩套下面伸出;树立在底座上的大理石半身像的轮廓,透过面纱可怕地显露出来;时钟从不报时,或者如果偶尔拧上发条的话,就报错时间,敲打着人世间不存在、在针盘上没有显示出来的时间;悬挂着的分枝灯架偶尔相撞时发出的叮当响声比警钟更使人震惊;减弱了的声音和迟缓的气流在这些物体中间穿行;许多其他物品被寿衣和罩套覆盖着,就像虚幻的鬼怪一样,呈现出非现实的形状。可是除此之外,还有那个大楼梯,这座房屋的主人很少攀登到上面,而他的小儿子则沿着它上升到天国。还有其他的楼梯和走廊,是好几个星期谁也不去的;有两个锁上的房间与这个家庭死去的成员联系着,人们见到它们有时会窃窃私语,回忆起他们。除了弗洛伦斯以外,公馆中所有的人还看到一个温柔的人儿在穿过寂寞与幽暗的景物走动着;

她向每一件没有生命的东西带去了活着的人们的关心与惊讶。

因为弗洛伦斯孤独地居住在这座无人过问的房屋中;一天又一天地过去,她仍旧孤独地居住着;冷冰冰的墙壁含着发呆的眼光俯视着她,仿佛它们怀着戈冈般的心肠,决心凝视着她,使她的青春和美貌转变成石头似的。

青草开始在屋顶上和底层砌石的缝隙里生长出来。鳞状的、碎粒般的植物在窗台四周发芽。一片片灰浆在久未使用的烟囱里壁失去了粘附力,纷纷往下掉落。两株干子被烟薰了的树,顶梢被薰枯了,凋残的树枝在树叶上面高耸着。整个房屋,白色已转为黄色,黄色已转为近乎黑色;自从那位可怜的夫人死去以后,它已逐渐成为这条单调无趣的长街上的一个黑暗的豁口。

但是弗洛伦斯像故事中国王的美丽的女儿一样,在这里茁壮美好地成长着。如果不算苏珊•尼珀和戴奥吉尼斯的话,那么书本、音乐和每天来到的老师是她仅有的真正伴侣。苏珊•尼珀陪同她年轻的女主人一起上课,因此也获得了很多知识。戴奥吉尼斯可能由于同样的影响,变得温和起来了;他整个夏天上午会把头搁在窗台上,一会儿张开着眼睛,一会儿闭着眼睛,平平静静地对着街道;有时他猛抬起头来,含着极为深意的眼光,目送着一条吵吵嚷嚷的狗,在大车中一路吠叫过去;有时他勃然大怒,莫名其妙地回忆起邻近假想的敌人,猛冲到门口,在那里震耳欲聋地狂吠一阵之后,露出了他那特有的滑稽可笑和得意扬扬的姿态,磨磨蹭蹭地走回来,重新把下巴搁到窗台上,显出一条已为公众立功效劳的狗的神气。

弗洛伦斯就这样生活在她的冷清凄凉的家中,进行着单纯的研究,心中怀着单纯的思想,没有什么东西扰乱她的安宁。她现在可以走到楼下父亲的房间里,想念着他,听凭她热爱的心忍辱含垢地接近他,不用害怕遭到拒绝。她可以观看他在悲伤中周围的物品,并可以偎依在他的椅子旁边,不用恐惧会碰上她记得清清楚楚的那个眼光。她可以向他表示一点小小的孝敬与关心,比方说亲手为他把一切物品收拾得整整齐齐,并且捆扎花束放在他的桌子上,当它们一支支枯萎了的时候就给换上新鲜的。他没有回来,她就每天为他准备一点东西,在他平常的座位旁边胆怯地留下一点表示她曾到过那里的东西。今天,是给他的表准备一只小小的油漆的托座;明天她可能害怕把它留在那里会引起他的注意,就换上她所做的其它小玩艺儿。也许,当她半夜里醒来,想到他回到家中,怒气冲冲地把它丢弃的时候,她会趿着拖鞋,心中怦怦直跳地急忙跪下楼去,把它拿走。在其他时候,她会只把脸贴在他的写字台上,留下一个亲吻和一滴眼泪。

依旧没有人知道这种情况。只要仆人们当她不在的时候没有发现这一点——他们所有的人对董贝先生的房间都是诚惶诚恐,望而生畏的——,这个秘密就可以像先前一样,深深地藏在她的心中。弗洛伦斯在清早天刚蒙蒙亮的时候以及仆人们在地下室用餐的时候,偷偷地走进这些房间。虽然房间里每个角落由于她的照料变得更美好更明亮,但她却仍像阳光一样,无声无息地进去和出来,唯一的差别是她把她的光留在后面。

虚幻的伴侣们伴随着弗洛伦斯在这座能发出回声的房屋中来来去去,跟她在这空荡荡的房间中坐在一起。仿佛她的生活是施加了魔力之后所产生的梦幻;她在孤独中产生出一些思想,使得这种生活成为虚幻的和非现实的。她经常想象:如果她的父亲一直能够爱她,她是他的掌上明珠的话,那么她的生活将会是怎样的;有时在片刻间她几乎相信情况就是那样的;在幻想海阔天空地翩翩飞翔之中,她仿佛记得,他们曾经怎样一道到坟墓里去看望他的弟弟,他们曾经怎样任意地分享他的爱心;他们在对他的亲切回忆中怎样结合成为一个整体;他们怎样还经常谈到他,他的慈爱的父亲亲切地望着她,跟她谈到他们的共同希望和对上帝的共同信仰。在其他时间中她想象母亲好像还活着。啊,当她搂着她的脖子,怀着整个心灵的热爱与信赖,抱住她的时候,这是何等幸福啊!可是,啊,在这冷落的公馆中重新是一片凄凉;当晚上来临的时候,一个人也没有!

可是有一个思想支持着弗洛伦斯进行奋斗;这个思想她自己虽然未必清楚,但在她内心中却是火热的和强烈的;这个思想使她那颗忠实的、年轻的、经受了残酷考验的心能够坚韧不拔地去追求她的目的。在现世生活以外的朦胧的世界中所生起的神圣的疑虑与希望,悄悄地潜入她的心中,就像潜入其他所有难免一死、因而极为苦恼的人们的心中一样,它们像声音轻微的音乐一样,低声诉说着她的母亲和弟弟怎样在遥远的异国中会晤;他们两人现在还想念着她,还在爱着她,怜悯着她,知道她在这尘世中怎样走着路。对弗洛伦斯来说,陶醉在这些思想之中是能够减轻痛苦的安慰,但是有一天她心中忽然想起——这是她最近深夜在她父亲房间中看到他以后不久产生的想法——,当她为他的那颗对她疏远冷淡的心而悲伤哭泣的时候,她可能会激起死者的

Chapter 24

The Study of a Loving Heart

Sir Barnet and Lady Skettles, very good people, resided in a pretty villa at Fulham, on the banks of the Thames; which was one of the most desirable residences in the world when a rowing-match happened to be going past, but had its little inconveniences at other times, among which may be enumerated the occasional appearance of the river in the drawing-room, and the contemporaneous disappearance of the lawn and shrubbery.

Sir Barnet Skettles expressed his personal consequence chiefly through an antique gold snuffbox, and a ponderous silk pocket-kerchief, which he had an imposing manner of drawing out of his pocket like a banner and using with both hands at once. Sir Barnet's object in life was constantly to extend the range of his acquaintance. Like a heavy body dropped into water - not to disparage so worthy a gentleman by the comparison - it was in the nature of things that Sir Barnet must spread an ever widening circle about him, until there was no room left. Or, like a sound in air, the vibration of which, according to the speculation of an ingenious modern philosopher, may go on travelling for ever through the interminable fields of space, nothing but coming to the end of his moral tether could stop Sir Barnet Skettles in his voyage of discovery through the social system.

Sir Barnet was proud of making people acquainted with people. He liked the thing for its own sake, and it advanced his favourite object too. For example, if Sir Barnet had the good fortune to get hold of a law recruit, or a country gentleman, and ensnared him to his hospitable villa, Sir Barnet would say to him, on the morning after his arrival, 'Now, my dear Sir, is there anybody you would like to know? Who is there you would wish to meet? Do you take any interest in writing people, or in painting or sculpturing people, or in acting people, or in anything of that sort?' Possibly the patient answered yes, and mentioned somebody, of whom Sir Barnet had no more personal knowledge than of Ptolemy the Great. Sir Barnet replied, that nothing on earth was easier, as he knew him very well: immediately called on the aforesaid somebody, left his card, wrote a short note, - 'My dear Sir - penalty of your eminent position - friend at my house naturally desirous - Lady Skettles and myself participate - trust that genius being superior to ceremonies, you will do us the distinguished favour of giving us the pleasure,' etc, etc. - and so killed a brace of birds with one stone, dead as door-nails.

With the snuff-box and banner in full force, Sir Barnet Skettles propounded his usual inquiry to Florence on the first morning of her visit. When Florence thanked him, and said there was no one in particular whom she desired to see, it was natural she should think with a pang, of poor lost Walter. When Sir Barnet Skettles, urging his kind offer, said, 'My dear Miss Dombey, are you sure you can remember no one whom your good Papa - to whom I beg you present the best compliments of myself and Lady Skettles when you write - might wish you to know?' it was natural, perhaps, that her poor head should droop a little, and that her voice should tremble as it softly answered in the negative.

Skettles Junior, much stiffened as to his cravat, and sobered down as to his spirits' was at home for the holidays, and appeared to feel himself aggrieved by the solicitude of his excellent mother that he should be attentive to Florence. Another and a deeper injury under which the soul of young Barnet chafed, was the company of Dr and Mrs Blimber, who had been invited on a visit to the paternal roof-tree, and of whom the young gentleman often said he would have preferred their passing the vacation at Jericho.

'Is there anybody you can suggest now, Doctor Blimber?' said Sir Barnet Skettles, turning to that gentleman.

'You are very kind, Sir Barnet,' returned Doctor Blimber. 'Really I am not aware that there is, in particular. I like to know my fellow-men in general, Sir Barnet. What does Terence say? Anyone who is the parent of a son is interesting to me.

'Has Mrs Blimber any wish to see any remarkable person?' asked Sir Barnet, courteously.

Mrs Blimber replied, with a sweet smile and a shake of her sky-blue cap, that if Sir Barnet could have made her known to Cicero, she would have troubled him; but such an introduction not being feasible, and she already enjoying the friendship of himself and his amiable lady, and possessing with the Doctor her husband their joint confidence in regard to their dear son - here young Barnet was observed to curl his nose - she asked no more.

Sir Barnet was fain, under these circumstances, to content himself for the time with the company assembled. Florence was glad of that; for she had a study to pursue among them, and it lay too near her heart, and was too precious and momentous, to yield to any other interest.

There were some children staying in the house. Children who were as frank and happy with fathers and with mothers as those rosy faces opposite home. Children who had no restraint upon their love. and freely showed it. Florence sought to learn their secret; sought to find out what it was she had missed; what simple art they knew, and she knew not; how she could be taught by them to show her father that she loved him, and to win his love again.

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