The week fled faster. It had nearly winged its flight away. The last night of the week, the night before the marriage, was come. In the dark room - for Mrs Skewton's head was no better yet, though she expected to recover permanently to-morrow - were that lady, Edith, and Mr Dombey. Edith was at her open window looking out into the street; Mr Dombey and Cleopatra were talking softly on the sofa. It was growing late; and Florence, being fatigued, had gone to bed.
'My dear Dombey,' said Cleopatra, 'you will leave me Florence to-morrow, when you deprive me of my sweetest Edith.'
Mr Dombey said he would, with pleasure.
'To have her about me, here, while you are both at Paris, and to think at her age, I am assisting in the formation of her mind, my dear Dombey,' said Cleopatra, 'will be a perfect balm to me in the extremely shattered state to which I shall be reduced.'
Edith turned her head suddenly. Her listless manner was exchanged, in a moment, to one of burning interest, and, unseen in the darkness, she attended closely to their conversation.
Mr Dombey would be delighted to leave Florence in such admirable guardianship.
'My dear Dombey,' returned Cleopatra, 'a thousand thanks for your good opinion. I feared you were going, with malice aforethought' as the dreadful lawyers say - those horrid proses! - to condemn me to utter solitude;'
'Why do me so great an injustice, my dear madam?' said Mr Dombey.
'Because my charming Florence tells me so positively she must go home tomorrow, returned Cleopatra, that I began to be afraid, my dearest Dombey, you were quite a Bashaw.'
'I assure you, madam!' said Mr Dombey, 'I have laid no commands on Florence; and if I had, there are no commands like your wish.'
'My dear Dombey,' replied Cleopatra, what a courtier you are! Though I'll not say so, either; for courtiers have no heart, and yours pervades your farming life and character. And are you really going so early, my dear Dombey!'
Oh, indeed! it was late, and Mr Dombey feared he must.
'Is this a fact, or is it all a dream!' lisped Cleopatra. 'Can I believe, my dearest Dombey, that you are coming back tomorrow morning to deprive me of my sweet companion; my own Edith!'
Mr Dombey, who was accustomed to take things literally, reminded Mrs Skewton that they were to meet first at the church.
'The pang,' said Mrs Skewton, 'of consigning a child, even to you, my dear Dombey, is one of the most excruciating imaginable, and combined with a naturally delicate constitution, and the extreme stupidity of the pastry-cook who has undertaken the breakfast, is almost too much for my poor strength. But I shall rally, my dear Dombey, In the morning; do not fear for me, or be uneasy on my account. Heaven bless you! My dearest Edith!' she cried archly. 'Somebody is going, pet.'
Edith, who had turned her head again towards the window, and whose interest in their conversation had ceased, rose up in her place, but made no advance towards him, and said nothing. Mr Dombey, with a lofty gallantry adapted to his dignity and the occasion, betook his creaking boots towards her, put her hand to his lips, said, 'Tomorrow morning I shall have the happiness of claiming this hand as Mrs Dombey's,' and bowed himself solemnly out.
Mrs Skewton rang for candles as soon as the house-door had closed upon him. With the candles appeared her maid, with the juvenile dress that was to delude the world to-morrow. The dress had savage retribution in it, as such dresses ever have, and made her infinitely older and more hideous than her greasy flannel gown. But Mrs Skewton tried it on with mincing satisfaction; smirked at her cadaverous self in the glass, as she thought of its killing effect upon the Major; and suffering her maid to take it off again, and to prepare her for repose, tumbled into ruins like a house of painted cards.
All this time, Edith remained at the dark window looking out into the street. When she and her mother were at last left alone, she moved from it for the first time that evening, and came opposite to her. The yawning, shaking, peevish figure of the mother, with her eyes raised to confront the proud erect form of the daughter, whose glance of fire was bent downward upon her, had a conscious air upon it, that no levity or temper could conceal.
'I am tired to death,' said she. 'You can't be trusted for a moment. You are worse than a child. Child! No child would be half so obstinate and undutiful.'
'Listen to me, mother,' returned Edith, passing these words by with a scorn that would not descend to trifle with them. 'You must remain alone here until I return.'
'Must remain alone here, Edith, until you return!' repeated her mother.
'Or in that name upon which I shall call to-morrow to witness what I do, so falsely: and so shamefully, I swear I will refuse the hand of this man in the church. If I do not, may I fall dead upon the pavement!'
The mother answered with a look of quick alarm, in no degree diminished by the look she met.
'It is enough,' said Edith, steadily, 'that we are what we are. I will have no youth and truth dragged down to my level. I will have no guileless nature undermined, corrupted, and perverted, to amuse the leisure of a world of mothers. You know my meaning. Florence must go home.'
'You are an idiot, Edith,' cried her angry mother. 'Do you expect there can ever be peace for you in that house, till she is married, and away?'
'Ask me, or ask yourself, if I ever expect peace in that house,' said her daughter, 'and you know the answer.
'And am I to be told to-night, after all my pains and labour, and when you are going, through me, to be rendered independent,' her mother almost shrieked in her passion, while her palsied head shook like a leaf, 'that there is corruption and contagion in me, and that I am not fit company for a girl! What are you, pray? What are you?'
'I have put the question to myself,' said Edith, ashy pale, and pointing to the window, 'more than once when I have been sitting there, and something in the faded likeness of my sex has wandered past outside; and God knows I have met with my reply. Oh mother, mother, if you had but left me to my natural heart when I too was a girl - a younger girl than Florence - how different I might have been!'
Sensible that any show of anger was useless here, her mother restrained herself, and fell a whimpering, and bewailed that she had lived too long, and that her only child had cast her off, and that duty towards parents was forgotten in these evil days, and that she had heard unnatural taunts, and cared for life no longer.
'If one is to go on living through continual scenes like this,' she whined,'I am sure it would be much better for me to think of some means of putting an end to my existence. Oh! The idea of your being my daughter, Edith, and addressing me in such a strain!'
'Between us, mother,' returned Edith, mournfully, 'the time for mutual reproaches is past.
'Then why do you revive it?' whimpered her mother. 'You know that you are lacerating me in the cruellest manner. You know how sensitive I am to unkindness. At such a moment, too, when I have so much to think of, and am naturally anxious to appear to the best advantage! I wonder at you, Edith. To make your mother a fright upon your wedding-day!'
Edith bent the same fixed look upon her, as she sobbed and rubbed her eyes; and said in the same low steady voice, which had neither risen nor fallen since she first addressed her, 'I have said that Florence must go home.'
'Let her go!' cried the afflicted and affrighted parent, hastily. 'I am sure I am willing she should go. What is the girl to me?'
'She is so much to me, that rather than communicate, or suffer to be communicated to her, one grain of the evil that is in my breast, mother, I would renounce you, as I would (if you gave me cause) renounce him in the church to-morrow,' replied Edith. 'Leave her alone. She shall not, while I can interpose, be tampered with and tainted by the lessons I have learned. This is no hard condition on this bitter night.'
'If you had proposed it in a filial manner, Edith,' whined her mother, 'perhaps not; very likely not. But such extremely cutting words - '
'They are past and at an end between us now,' said Edith. 'Take your own way, mother; share as you please in what you have gained; spend, enjoy, make much of it; and be as happy as you will. The object of our lives is won. Henceforth let us wear it silently. My lips are closed upon the past from this hour. I forgive you your part in to-morrow's wickedness. May God forgive my own!'
Without a tremor in her voice, or frame, and passing onward with a foot that set itself upon the neck of every soft emotion, she bade her mother good-night, and repaired to her own room.
But not to rest; for there was no rest in the tumult of her agitation when alone to and fro, and to and fro, and to and fro again, five hundred times, among the splendid preparations for her adornment on the morrow; with her dark hair shaken down, her dark eyes flashing with a raging light, her broad white bosom red with the cruel grasp of the relentless hand with which she spurned it from her, pacing up and down with an averted head, as if she would avoid the sight of her own fair person, and divorce herself from its companionship. Thus, In the dead time of the night before her bridal, Edith Granger wrestled with her unquiet spirit, tearless, friendless, silent, proud, and uncomplaining.
At length it happened that she touched the open door which led into the room where Florence lay.
She started, stopped, and looked in.
A light was burning there, and showed her Florence in her bloom of innocence and beauty, fast asleep. Edith held her breath, and felt herself drawn on towards her.
Drawn nearer, nearer, nearer yet; at last, drawn so near, that stooping down, she pressed her lips to the gentle hand that lay outside the bed, and put it softly to her neck. Its touch was like the prophet's rod of old upon the rock. Her tears sprung forth beneath it, as she sunk upon her knees, and laid her aching head and streaming hair upon the pillow by its side.
Thus Edith Granger passed the night before her bridal. Thus the sun found her on her bridal morning.
被施加了魔力的房屋已经不再存在,工作的人们已经进入屋内,整天用锤子叮叮当当敲打着,搬移物品时发出了碰撞的响声,并踩着沉重的脚步,在楼梯上上上下下地走着;他们使戴奥吉尼斯从日出到日落,不断发出一阵阵吠叫——显然,他相信敌人终于打败了他,现在正在胜利的挑战中掠夺着房屋。虽然这样一些新的情况出现了,可是弗洛伦斯的生活方式最初并没有发生其他重大的变化。夜间,当工人们离开以后,房屋又显得凄凉和冷落;他们离开的时候,弗洛伦斯听着他们通过门厅和楼梯发出的回声,心中想象着他们即将回去的快乐的家庭和正在等待着他们的孩子们;她高兴地想到他们是愉快的,是欢欢喜喜地离开这里的。
她欢迎晚间的寂静像一个老朋友一样重新返回;但是它现在来到的时候换了一个新的脸孔,比过去更亲切地看着她。这里面包含着新鲜的希望。在那个曾经使她伤心的房间中安慰和爱抚过她的那位美丽的夫人,对她来说,是一位带来希望的仙人。当她将逐渐取得父亲的爱的时候,当在那个悲惨的日子(就在这一天,母亲对她的爱,随着她贴在她脸颊上的最后的呼吸一起消失了)她所失去的一切或其中的大部分将重新得到的时候,光明的生活的黎明就将来临了;现在它的温柔的影子正在曙光中在她的四周移动,成了她所欢迎的伴侣。当她在窥视着邻居脸色红润的孩子们的时候,她想到她跟他们不久就可以在一起谈话,相互认识了;那时候她就将不再像过去那样害怕在他们眼前露面,唯恐她们看到她穿着黑色的丧服孤独地坐在那里会感到悲伤了;她想着这些事情的时候,是有一种新鲜和宝贵的感觉的。
当弗洛伦斯想着她的新的母亲时,当她纯洁的心向她溢流出爱和信任时,她愈来愈深切地爱着她死去的亲母亲。她不害怕在心中树立一个竞争者。她知道,在种植得很深、抚育得很久的老根上会长出新的花朵。那位美丽的夫人嘴中说出的每一句温柔的话,都像久已沉寂的声音的回声一样响着。她对亲母亲的回忆过去曾经是她对父母双亲的亲切关怀与慈爱的唯一的回忆;现在,当新的亲切关怀来临的时候,她怎么就能减少对那老回忆的喜爱呢?
有一天,弗洛伦斯坐在她的房间里看书并想着这位夫人和她答应不久就将来看望她的诺言(因为书里写的是与这类似的故事),当她抬起眼睛的时候,她看到她正站在门口。
“妈妈!”弗洛伦斯快活地迎上前去,喊道,“你又来啦!”
“现在还不是妈妈,”那位夫人用胳膊搂住弗洛伦斯的脖子的时候,庄重地微笑着回答道。
“但是很快就要是了,”弗洛伦斯喊道。
“现在很快了,弗洛伦斯,很快了。”
伊迪丝把头稍微低下一些,以便把她的脸颊紧贴着弗洛伦斯鲜嫩美丽的脸颊上;她们这样沉默地保持了几秒钟。她的态度中包含着极为亲切的感情,弗洛伦斯甚至比她们第一次见面时更深切地感觉到它。
她把弗洛伦斯领到身旁的一张椅子那里,坐下来;弗洛伦斯看着她的脸孔,对它的美丽感到十分惊奇,并乐意地把手放在她的手里。
“自从我上次到这里来以后,你一直是一个人吗,弗洛伦斯?”
“是的!”弗洛伦斯微笑着急忙回答道。
她迟疑着,低垂下眼睛,因为她的新妈妈的眼光十分恳切,那眼光在聚精会神地、若有所思地注视着她的脸孔。
“我——我——一个人已经习惯了,”弗洛伦斯说道,“我根本不在乎。有时就是戴和我两个在一起度过整整几天。”弗洛伦斯本来可以说整整几个星期和整整几个月的。
“戴是你的侍女吗,亲爱的?”
“是我的狗,妈妈,”弗洛伦斯大笑着说道,“我的侍女是苏珊。”
“这些就是你的房间吧?”伊迪丝向四周看看,说道,“那天没领我来看这些房间。我们一定把它们修缮得更好,弗洛伦斯。它们应当成为这座房屋中最漂亮的房间。”
“如果我可以掉换它们的话,妈妈,”弗洛伦斯回答道,“那么我更喜欢楼上的一间。”
“难道这里还不够高吗,亲爱的孩子?”伊迪丝微笑着问道。
“那里是我的弟弟的房间,”弗洛伦斯说道,“我很喜欢它。我回家的时候,发现工人们在这里,什么都在改变着,我本想把我的这个意见跟爸爸说的,可是——”
弗洛伦斯低下眼睛,只怕那同样的眼光又会使她结巴起来。
“——可是我担心那会使他痛苦,而且,妈妈,你又说过你很快就要回来的,并且将是这里支配一切的女主人,所以我就决定鼓起勇气向你请求。”
伊迪丝坐在那里看着她,发亮的眼睛一直在注视着她的脸孔,直到弗洛伦斯抬起眼睛的时候,这才轮到她把眼光收回去,改看着地面。就在这时候,弗洛伦斯想到这位夫人的美丽和她初次见面时所想的是多么不同。她曾经以为她是高傲的、难以接近的,可是她现在的态度是这么和蔼、温柔,即使她的年龄和性格与弗洛伦斯一模一样,她也未必能比现在取得更大的信任。
但当一种勉强和奇怪地克制自己的沉着的神色悄悄笼罩着她的时候,情况就不同了。这时候,仿佛在弗洛伦斯面前,她看上去感到自己卑贱和很不自在似的(不过弗洛伦斯对这很不理解,虽然不能不注意到它和想到它)。当她刚才说她现在还不是妈妈的时候,当弗洛伦斯称她是这里支配一切的女主人的时候,她身上的这种变化是迅速的和令人惊异的;现在,当弗洛伦斯的眼睛凝视着她的脸孔的时候,她坐在那里,好像恨不得把身子收缩起来,隐藏起来,不让弗洛伦斯看见似的,而不像是个根据这种近亲的权利,将要喜爱她和抚育她的人。
她答应弗洛伦斯给她掉换新房间,并说她将亲自下命令。然后她问了几个关于可怜的保罗的问题;当她们坐着交谈了一些时候之后,她告诉弗洛伦斯,她是来领她到自己家里去的。
“我们现在已经搬到伦敦来了,我母亲和我,”伊迪丝说道,“你将和我们住在一起,直到我结婚。我希望我们将相互了解和信任,弗洛伦斯。”
“你对我太好了,”弗洛伦斯说,“亲爱的妈妈,我多么感谢你!”
“让我就趁现在说吧,因为这是最好的机会,”伊迪丝向四下里看看,想知道她们是不是就是两个人,并用较低的声音继续说道,“当我结婚之后外出几个星期的时候,如果你能回到这边的家里来的话,那么我就会觉得放心些。不论是谁邀请你住到别的地方去,你还是回到这边的家里来。你一个人在这里比——”她抑制住自己,没有把话说完,然后又接下去说,“我想说的是,我知道你在家里最好,亲爱的弗洛伦斯。”
“我当天就回到家里来,妈妈。”
“好,就这么办吧。我相信你的话。现在,亲爱的孩子,你就去收拾收拾,准备跟我走吧。你一切都弄妥了就到楼下来找我。”
伊迪丝一个人慢吞吞地和若有所思地走过这个不久她将成为女主人的公馆,很少去注意它即将显示出的富丽堂皇的气派。就像她过去在绿荫的树林下曾经猛烈地放纵、发泄过她的愤怒一样,她现在怀着同样难以驯服的傲慢的心灵,从眼睛和嘴唇中表露出同样高傲的、目空一切的神气,在姿容中闪耀着同样光彩夺目的美丽(只是由于她觉得它毫无价值,四周的一切也都毫无价值,因此这光彩不那么强烈罢了),走过这些豪华的客厅和大厅。绘画在墙壁和地板上的玫瑰花,四周围绕着尖利的刺,把她的胸膛都刺裂了;在每一片耀眼的金片中,她看到了她的可恨的买身钱的微粒;又宽又高的镜子向她照出了一个女人的全身;她还没有完全失去高贵的品质,但跟她更美好的自身比较,显得太虚伪了,太卑贱了,太毁坏无遗了,已经到了不可救药的地步。她相信,在所有人看来,在不同程度上,这一切都是清清楚楚的,因此,她找不到别的办法或力量,只有凭借着高傲才能使她逞强自负,并凭借着这个日夜折磨着她的心灵的高傲,她跟自己的命运斗争到底,抵抗它,反抗它。难道这就是弗洛伦斯——一个天真烂漫的女孩子,只是由于真诚与纯洁而有力量——能深深感动她和征服她的那个女人吗?难道这就是在弗洛伦斯身边成了完全不同的一个人,暴怒顿时熄灭,甚至连高傲也顿时消退的那个女人吗?难道这就是现在在马车中坐在弗洛伦斯身边,合抱着双臂,当弗洛伦斯恳求她爱她和信任她的时候,她就把美丽的头贴近她的胸脯,并准备牺牲生命来保卫它免遭污辱和欺凌的那个女人吗?
啊,伊迪丝!就在这样的时候死去是多么好啊!也许,伊迪丝,现在就这么死去要比继续活下去要好得多,要幸福得多啊!
尊敬的斯丘顿夫人完全没有这样一类想法,因为,像许多在不同时代生活过的出身高贵的人们一样,她总是扭转脸孔,躲开死亡,而且反对别人提起这个十分卑劣的、不分贵贱地把所有人都拉平的、趾高气扬的怪物。她在格罗斯文诺广场布鲁克街从一位高贵的亲戚(菲尼克斯家族中的一位)那里借了一栋房屋。这位亲戚离开伦敦了;他极为慷慨地把房屋借给他们用来结婚,并把这作为一笔礼物,他就免得再向斯丘顿夫人和她的女儿贷款和送礼了。为了维护家庭的荣誉,在这种时候有必要使各方面都显得光彩体面,所以斯丘顿夫人找到了一位住在玛丽勒博恩教区的商人帮忙;这位商人是个容易打交道的人,他向贵族和绅士出借各种家庭用品,从成套餐具到一群仆人,无不应有尽有。他给这栋房屋提供了一位白发苍苍的男管家(他由于具有古代家庭侍从的相貌,还多拿一笔钱)、两位穿着制服、身材很高的年轻人,还有一些精选的厨房仆人。这一来,地下室就散播着一个传说,说童仆威瑟斯突然一下摆脱了原先的无数的家庭杂务,也摆脱了推轮椅的累活(在都城中推轮椅是不合适的),大家好几次看到他揉着眼睛,捏着手脚,仿佛他怀疑是不是在莱明顿牛奶店里睡过了头,现在还在做着天堂里的美梦呢。餐具、瓷器以及其他各种各样的家庭用具全都由同一个方向的来源供应到这个邸宅中来,其中还包括一辆整洁精致的四轮轻便马车和两匹栗色马。斯丘顿夫人按照克利奥特拉佩的姿势,坐在一张主沙发的坐垫中间,庄严得体地摆出女王的架子,接受觐见。
“我可爱的弗洛伦斯好吗?”斯丘顿夫人在女儿和她的被保护者进来时,说道,“你一定得过来亲亲我,弗洛伦斯,如果你愿意的话,我亲爱的。”
弗洛伦斯胆怯地弯下身去,正在斯丘顿夫人脸上白的部分找一块地方,这时那位夫人凑上耳朵,使她摆脱了困境。
“伊迪丝,我亲爱的,”斯丘顿夫人说道,“确实,我——
请你站到靠亮光一点的地方,亲爱的弗洛伦斯。”
弗洛伦斯脸羞得通红地依从了。
“你可记得,我最亲爱的伊迪丝,”她的母亲说道,“当你跟我们可爱的宝贝弗洛伦斯差不多年纪或小几岁的时候,你是怎么样的吗?”
“我早忘了,妈妈。”
“说真的,我亲爱的,”斯丘顿夫人说道,“我发现我们这位极为标致的年轻朋友跟你那时候真是像透了,同时也表明,”斯丘顿夫人压低了声音,说道,“教养是多么重要。”这说明,在她看来,弗洛伦斯还远没有教养完善。