For a moment there, Yi Gil-Yeong's lips bobbed up and down. Tears rapidly welled up in the boy's clear eyes.
有那么一会儿，李吉英的嘴唇上下起伏，男孩清澈的眼睛里迅速涌出了泪水。
"Y-you, you…."
”你，你...”
I finished patting his head and dragged a nearby piece of floating debris to me.
我拍了拍他的头，把附近的一块漂浮的碎片拖到我面前。
(Sun Wukong fired a wind-type magic behind him.) [Exclusive skill, 'Way of the Wind Lv.10', is activating!]
(孙悟空在身后发射了一个风之法术)[独家技能，‘风之路10’，正在激活!]
Along with the gust of wind, the debris, with me as its passenger, shot forward at a rapid pace. Yi Gil-Yeong's voice called out to me from behind, but it was buried under the noise of the rushing winds.
随着一阵狂风，碎片，我作为它的乘客，飞快地向前飞奔。伊吉英的声音从后面向我呼喊，但是被狂风的噪音掩盖了。
[Someone in the <Kim Dok-Ja Company> is suspecting your real identity.]
[金道子公司有人怀疑你的真实身份]
[The Wenny King is glaring at you!]
(小丫头王瞪着你呢!)
The Nine Stars noticed my movement and began pursuing me instead. A couple of them even shot past me, rather than stopping me here.
九星注意到了我的动作，开始追赶我。他们中的一些人甚至从我身边飞过，而不是在这里阻止我。
I spotted the location of the 'sacred texts' in the distance. A single book emitting beautiful light rested on top of a small island shrouded in a mysterious fog.
我在远处发现了圣经的位置。一本散发着美丽光芒的书躺在笼罩在神秘雾气中的小岛上。
And also, the Nine Stars and <Emperor>'s Constellations were standing before it.
此外，九星和皇帝的星座也站在它的面前。
I sighed softly under my breath.
我轻轻地叹了口气。
[Outer God transformation rate: 98.3%]
[外神转化率:98.3%]
[Damage to your Incarnation Body is critical.]
[对你的化身身体的伤害是至关重要的]
There was only one remaining method now.
现在只剩下一个方法了。
Out of the blue, Yu Jung-Hyeok [999] maintaining his silence on my shoulder spoke up.
出乎意料的是，YuJung-Hyeok(999)在我的肩膀上保持着他的沉默。
This is an idiotic move. Do you wish to become an 'Outer God'?
这是一个愚蠢的举动。你想成为一个“外神”吗？
I broke out in a smirk.
我得意地笑了起来。
'Are you scared?'
“你害怕吗?”
If you force yourself any further, you will really become an 'Outer God'. If you do, you'll fail this scenario.
如果你强迫自己更进一步，你将真正成为一个“外在的上帝”。如果你这样做，你将失败这个场景。
I accessed the scenario window to confirm my goal.
我打开了场景窗口来确认我的目标。
<Hidden Scenario - Verifying Agreement>
隐藏场景-验证协议
Type: Hidden
类型:Hidden
Difficulty: ?
难度:?？
Clear condition: Introduce 'Outer Gods' to the <Star Stream>'s main Great Fable. However, they must not be introduced in the existing role of 'Outer Gods' as before.
明晰条件:将“外神”引入星流的主流大寓言。然而，他们不能像以前一样被介绍到现存的“外在神”的角色中。
Time limit: 100 days
时限:100天
Reward: Outer Gods' trust, ?
奖赏:外界神的信任， ?？
Failure: You will lose all of your memories and transform into an Outer God.
失败:你会失去所有的记忆，变成一个外在的上帝。
* During the progress of the applicable scenario, you must not contact <Kim Dok-Ja Company> and reveal your identity. If this condition is violated, the transformation into an 'Outer God' will accelerate.
*在适用情况进行期间，你不得联络kimdok-jacompany及透露你的身分。如果这个条件被违背，转化为一个“外在上帝”的过程将会加速。
* Warning! Your identity is on the verge of being discovered.
警告!你的身份即将被发现。
* Currently, the rate of Outer God transformation is accelerating due to the poor condition of your Incarnation Body.
*目前，由于你的化身身体状况不佳，外神转化的速度正在加快。
As I thought, reading it again only confirmed my suspicion.
正如我所想的，再读一遍只是证实了我的猜测。
'Even if I become an Outer God, I still won't fail the scenario. Becoming one is simply the 'penalty' for failing the scenario, not the 'condition' leading to its failure.'
即使我成为一个外在的上帝，我也不会失败。成为这样的人只不过是失败的“惩罚”，而不是导致失败的“条件”
There is no difference between the….
没有什么区别..。
'No, it is different. I'll be turning into an Outer God first before failing the scenario itself.'
不，这是不同的。我会先变成一个外在的上帝，然后才会失败
The time limit of the 'Hidden Scenario' I got from the Wenny King was 100 days. Meaning, I only had to accomplish my task in that time frame.
我从温尼王那里得到的“隐藏情景”的时间限制是100天。也就是说，我只需要在这段时间内完成我的任务。
The problem had to do with the 'transformation into an Outer God' bit.
这个问题与“转化为外在上帝”有关。
"The reason why I'm transforming quickly into an Outer God isn't that I failed the scenario, but due to the bad condition of my Incarnation Body. So…."
“我迅速转化为外神的原因不是因为我失败了，而是因为我的化身身体状况不佳。所以......”
…You won't fail the scenario even if you become an 'Outer God'. Is that it?
即使你成为外在的上帝，你也不会失败，是这样吗？
'Right.'
是的
I nodded my head and studied our immediate front. It seemed that [999] had finally realised what my goal was.
我点点头，研究了一下我们的前线，似乎终于意识到我的目标是什么了。
[Shares of 'Outer God' in the applicable Fable currently is 12.171%.] [In order to complete the scenario, you must secure over 30% of the shares for 'Outer God'.]
[在适用的寓言中“外神”的比例目前是12.171%][为了完成这个方案，你必须保证超过30%的‘外神’的份额。]
At this rate, I'd not be able to meet that goal even if I got my hands on the sacred texts and acquire the Great Fable. However, what if I became an Outer God….?
照这个速度，即使我能够得到神圣的经文，并且获得伟大的寓言，我也不能达到这个目标。然而，如果我成为一个外在的神呢？
[Your role in the applicable Fable is 'Sun Wukong'.] [Your share in the applicable Fable is 22.51%.]
[你在适用的寓言中的角色是孙悟空][你在适用的寓言中的份额是22.51%]
What if the role of the greatest Yogoe, 'Sun Wukong', was played by an Outer God, and what if my goal was accomplished by doing so….?
如果最伟大的Yogoe，孙悟空的角色是由外神扮演的，如果我的目标是通过这样做来实现的呢？
Why are you willing to go this far?
你为什么愿意走这么远？
'What do you mean?'
“什么意思?”
You won't lose anything even if you let the 'Secretive Plotter' or Outer Gods be on their own.
你不会失去任何东西，即使你让’秘密密谋者’或外界神只能靠他们自己。
'Won't lose anything….'
不会失去任何东西.....
Are you by any chance pitying the 'Secretive Plotter'? He doesn't need sympathy from a fool like you.
你有没有可怜那个“秘密策划者”?他不需要像你这样的傻瓜的同情。
'I'm sure that's the case. He's Yu Jung-Hyeok, after all.'
“我相信是这样的，毕竟他是俞正赫。”
Yu Jung-Hyeok? Don't make me laugh. He's not the 'Yu Jung-Hyeok' you think you know. He has already become a completely different 'something'.
余正赫？别逗我笑。他不是你认为你知道的那个‘YuJung-Hyeok’。他已经成为了一个完全不同的“东西”。
I didn't reply to him. [999] continued on as he scanned the Constellations of <Emperor> rushing towards us.
我没有回答他。他继续扫视着朝我们冲来的帝王星座。
You don't understand what it means to become an 'Outer God'. Once you become one, you rapidly lose all the memories you have accumulated in your life. Even the 'Secretive Plotter' had to create 'ports' like myself in order to endu…..
你不明白成为一个外在的上帝意味着什么。一旦你成为其中一员，你很快就会失去生活中积累的所有记忆。即使是“秘密策划者”也不得不创建像我这样的“端口”来结束这一切。
So, that was the reason why these 'kkoma Yu Jung-Hyeoks' existed, I see.
所以，我明白了，这就是为什么这些“kkomaYuJung-Hyeoks”存在的原因。
I lightly nodded my head and replied.
我轻轻地点了点头，回答道。
'I know what I'll have to pay.'
“我知道我得付多少钱。”
In that case, why….!
这样的话，为什么...！
'Because… I have to do it.'
因为......我必须这么做
I replied with a simple grin.
我简单地笑着回答。
I slowly blinked, and during those short moments of darkness, the figures of the 'Outer Gods' brushed past my mind.
我慢慢地眨着眼睛，在那短暂的黑暗时刻，外界诸神的身影掠过我的脑海。
[AhAhAhAhAhAh]
[啊哈哈哈哈哈]
[SavemeSavemeSavemSavemeSaveme]
[储存/储存/储存/储存/储存/储存/储存]
[MymemoriesMymemoriesMymemories]
[我的记忆我的记忆我的记忆]
The Outer Gods.
外界诸神。
Creatures born out of all the countless world-lines where Yu Jung-Hyeok had failed.
生物诞生于宇正赫失败的无数世界线中。
The worlds that allowed me to live on until now. The traces of the worlds that I loved so much.
那些让我活到现在的世界，那些我深爱的世界的痕迹。
'How can I make any other choice after seeing the truth?'
“在看到真相之后，我还能做出其他的选择吗?”
Especially so, when I could still clearly hear them even now?
尤其是现在我还能清楚地听到他们的声音？
Kuwaaaaaah!
我的神啊！
An energy blast destroyed the log I was riding on. But I simply ran on the surface of the water by using the scattered debris.
一次能量爆炸摧毁了我骑的木头。但我只是利用散落的碎片在水面上奔跑。
['Way of the Wind' is accelerating even further.]
风的方向正在进一步加速
[Way of the Wind' is evolving due to your speed that has reached its limit.]
由于你的速度已经达到极限，“风之路”正在进化
My leg speed gradually picked up and soon, I began running on the water without the debris serving as footholds.
我的腿的速度逐渐加快，很快，我开始在没有碎片作为立足点的水面上奔跑。
[You have understood the pinnacle of 'Walking on Water'.] [Due to the usage of an excessive amount of Status, the damage to your Incarnation Body has worsened!]
你已经理解了《在水上行走》的巅峰之作[由于使用了过多的状态，你的化身身体受到的伤害更加严重了!]
[Outer God transformation rate: 98.6%]
[外神转化率:98.6%]
My heart began pounding away in an ominous rhythm.
我的心开始以一种不祥的节奏砰砰跳动。
[Outer God transformation rate: 98.7%]
[外神转化率:98.7%]
That beating noise, it was the sound of me becoming something that was no longer 'me'.
那敲打的声音，那是我变成不再是我的声音。
[999] said something to me, but I couldn't hear him as the river exploded all around us. What I did hear, though, was another voice coming from the inside.
他对我说了些什么，但是我听不见他说什么，因为河水在我们周围汹涌澎湃。不过，我确实听到了另一个声音从里面传来。
⸢Kim Dok Ja.⸥
金道子
[The 4th Wall] was talking to me.
第四道墙在跟我说话。
⸢Thi s is in sa ne.⸥
这是在一个地方
It seemed that this guy had also been observing everything until now. But that was pretty obvious.
直到现在，这个家伙似乎也一直在观察着一切，但这是相当明显的。
⸢Y ou w ill forg et ev eryt hing.⸥ ⸢Kim Dok Ja no lo nge r w ill be Kim Dok Ja.⸥
你会忘记一切。金道子不会是金道子。
[The 4th Wall] was right.
(第四道墙)是对的。
[Outer God transformation rate: 99.1%]
[外神转化率:99.1%]
Once I become an 'Outer God', I'd lose every memory I acquired until now.
一旦我成为一个外在的上帝，我会失去所有的记忆，直到现在。
⸢Kim Dok-Ja was scared.⸥
金道子很害怕
It was a horrifying prospect when I thought about it.
当我想到这一点的时候，这是一个可怕的前景。
⸢To lose all the memories he had made until this moment.⸥
失去所有的记忆，直到这一刻
I looked at the paragraphs rising above the wall and spoke up.
我看着那些从墙上升起的段落，大声说出了自己的想法。
'It'll be fine. Because you remember everything, right?'
会没事的，因为你什么都记得，对吧
⸢Wha t?⸥
什么
'You've recorded everything about me, so I'll never forget about myself.'
你记录了我的一切，所以我永远不会忘记我自己
The normal me wouldn't have tried something like this. I'd never want to experience losing all my memories, after all.
正常的我是不会尝试这样的事情的，毕竟我不想经历失去所有的记忆。
['The 4th Wall' is greatly shaken up!]
‘第四道长城’被大大地震动了
However, I possessed [The 4th Wall]. I had no idea how I acquired this skill, but nevertheless, this Wall recorded everything the moment this story began.
然而，我拥有[第四道墙]。我不知道我是如何获得这种技能的，但是尽管如此，这面墙记录了这个故事开始的那一刻的一切。
I recalled the sight beyond the Wall - the Library shrouded in forlorn yet cosy darkness, as well as the Librarians that greatly cared about the place.
我回忆起墙外的景象——图书馆笼罩在凄凉而舒适的黑暗之中，图书馆员们也非常关心这个地方。
The important story of the 'Ways of Survival' that contained every Yu Jung-Hyeok regression turn had been recorded there, and….
每一次余正赫回归的“生存之道”的重要故事都在那里被记录下来，而且.....。
….Even the unimportant life of 'Kim Dok-Ja' was recorded there, as well.
甚至“金道子”不重要的生活也被记录在案。
⸢That Library was recording everything about Kim Dok-Ja, even in this very moment.⸥ ⸢Kim Dok-Ja's breaths, his appearance, his laughter, and his manner of speech.⸥ ⸢The food Kim Dok-Ja likes and the ones he dislikes. Songs he hummed occasionally. Expressions he makes when he's sad or happy. His habit of muttering to himself when he's not feeling confident, and the ensuing self-deprecation.⸥ ⸢His habit of leaning his head slightly when worrying about the kids. The slight twitch of his eyelids as he closes his eyes after thinking about his mother. The smile he makes whenever he's talking to Yu Sang-Ah. His arcing eyebrows and naughty smile whenever he's making fun of Han Su-Yeong. The guilt when he thinks about Yi Hyeon-Seong. And….⸥ ⸢The glint in his eyes when he recalls the story he loves.⸥
那个图书馆记录了金道子的一切，甚至就在此时此刻。金道子的呼吸，他的外表，他的笑声，他说话的方式。金道子喜欢的食物和他不喜欢的食物。他偶尔哼唱歌曲。他悲伤或高兴时的表情。他总是在感到不自信的时候自言自语，还有随之而来的自嘲。他担心孩子的时候总是轻轻地低着头。当他想起他的母亲时闭上眼睛，眼皮轻微的抽动。他和余相雅说话时的微笑。每当他取笑韩素妍的时候，他那弧形的眉毛和顽皮的微笑。当他想到李贤成时的内疚。当他回忆起他喜欢的故事时，他的眼睛闪烁着光芒。
That was why I could say it openly like this.
这就是为什么我可以这样公开说出来。
'I can just read from the beginning again.'
我可以从头再读一遍
⸢B u t⸥
去你的
'From the moment the subway arrived, all the way up to when I arrived here in the Journey to the West. I can just read them all again.'
从地铁到达的那一刻起，一直到我在《西游记》中到达这里。我可以把它们全部再读一遍。”
The shell made out of light, fired from afar, landed near my feet.
炮弹是从远处发射出来的，落在我的脚边。
I was swept away in the explosion of light and sunk into the water below. I flailed about and grabbed hold of a piece of nearby floating debris.
我被光的爆炸冲走了，沉入了下面的水中。我四处乱挥，抓住附近的一块漂浮的碎片。
[Damage to your Incarnation Body is critical!]
[对你的化身身体的伤害是至关重要的!]
[Outer God transformation rate: 99.3%]
[外神转化率:99.3%]
I stood up and ran again.
我站起来，又跑了起来。
I really had only a little more remaining.
我真的只剩下一点了。
'Because I love reading the most in this world, after all.'
因为毕竟我最喜欢阅读了
Breathing got heavier and harder.
呼吸越来越沉重，越来越困难。
[Outer God transformation rate: 99.4%]
[外神转化率:99.4%]
It felt as if my memories were beginning to scatter away already, bit by bit.
我觉得我的记忆好像已经开始一点一点地消失了。
A spear fired by one of the Nine Stars brushed past my shoulder. But the pain shooting up didn't even feel like it belonged to me.
一支九星之星发射的长矛擦过我的肩膀。但是这种剧烈的疼痛甚至感觉不到它是属于我的。
At that moment, I inexplicably recalled a post I made a long time ago in the online community portal.
那一刻，我莫名其妙地想起了很久以前在在线社区门户网站上发的一篇帖子。
I'm looking for eyes that haven't read the 'Ways of Survival' yet.
我在寻找那些还没有读过《生存之道》的眼睛。
I felt really bummed about the fact that the story I loved so much was coming to an end and so, posted such a thing online. Recalling it made me smile ever so faintly.
我真的感到很沮丧，因为我非常喜欢的故事即将结束，所以我把这样的事情发布到了网上。回想起它，我微微一笑。
'To think that I'd forget about such an entertaining story and read it from the beginning again. That'll be a good thing in my case, actually.' ⸢Kim Dok Ja is an id iot.⸥
想到我会忘记这样一个有趣的故事，从头再读一遍。事实上，这对我来说是件好事。”金道子是个疯子。
As if it was angry, [The 4th Wall] yelled back.
好像它很生气，[第四道墙]大声回应。
⸢I wo n't t ell y ou an yth ing.⸥
