I recalled that time when I visited the 1863rd turn.
我想起了我参观第1863个转弯的时候。
When I first saw the 1863rd turn Yu Jung-Hyeok, I thought that he was the 'Yu Jung-Hyeok from the original'. The main character that I spent my childhood years with, the very one that propped up my life.
当我第一次看到1863年的转身时，我以为他就是“原版的俞正赫”。我的童年都是和他一起度过的，他是我生命的支柱。
But then, he was not him.
但是，他不是他自己。
The 'Yu Jung-Hyeok' who helped me endure, had finished his tale a long time ago. He had reached the conclusion of the 1863rd turn and witnessed the end of the world, and then, roamed the horrifying abyss of the world-lines. For thousands of years, maybe even for tens of thousands.
帮助我忍受痛苦的“余正赫”，很久以前就讲完了他的故事。他在1863年的第三次世界大转变中结束了自己的生命，亲眼目睹了世界的终结，然后，他漫步在世界的可怕深渊。几千年，甚至几万年。
I didn't know just how long he lived on like that. But, what I knew for sure was that one, he had survived until now, two, he remembered all of those times, and…
我不知道他这样活了多久。但是，我可以肯定的是那一个，他活到现在，两个，他记得所有的时间，和..。
….And, he was being hostile towards me.
他对我充满敌意。
[[You all do not possess the right to witness the ■■.]]
[[你们都没有见证■的权利]
He was right.
他是对的。
The only reason why I managed to wade past the scenarios was due to the Plotter's life preceding mine.
我之所以能够经历这些场景，唯一的原因就是那个阴谋家的生活比我先一步。
His Status was growing even stronger. The 'Outer Gods' observing the situation in the vicinity all knelt down simultaneously.
他的地位越来越高，“外界诸神”观察着附近的情况，同时跪了下来。
[OhOhOhOhOh….]
[呵呵呵呵呵...]
His aura mushrooming up like clouds wrapped around the [Heaven Shaking Sword]. That was the power he gained after living through 1863 lives, and also, while roaming the world-lines afterwards.
他的光环像云朵一样如蘑菇一样上升，环绕着天空。这就是他在经历了1863年的人生之后，以及之后漫游世界各条航线之后获得的力量。
[Great Fable, 'Pilgrim of the Lonely Apocalypse', has begun its storytelling.]
[伟大的寓言《孤独启示录》已经开始讲故事了]
Countless 'Yu Jung-Hyeoks' were looking straight at me from inside him.
数不清的“余正赫”从内心深处直视着我。
['Yu Jung-Hyeok' from 41st turn is looking at you.] ['Yu Jung-Hyeok' from 362nd turn is looking at you.] ['Yu Jung-Hyeok' from 666th turn is looking at you.] ['Yu Jung-Hyeok' from 999th turn is looking at you.]
[41号转弯处的‘YuJung-Hyeok’在看着你。][第362圈的‘YuJung-Hyeok’在看着你。][第666圈的‘YuJung-Hyeok’在看着你。][999圈的‘YuJung-Hyeok’在看着你。]
The histories they had compiled together - all their sins, they were right there. Sins so numerous that not even Jopiel's [Eye of Sin] could see the end of.
他们一起编纂的历史——他们所有的罪恶，都在那里。罪恶如此之多，连约珀尔(罪恶之眼)都看不到尽头。
He was an existence deemed to be 'Terror' by this <Star Stream>. A being that went beyond the boundaries of 'evil' and had been declared as 'incomprehensible' by the world. He was the king of the Outer Gods.
他的存在被这个星流视为“恐怖”。一个超越“邪恶”边界并被世界宣布为“不可理解”的存在。他是外界诸神之王。
However, his true nature was neither evil nor was it terror.
然而，他的本性既非邪恶，也非恐怖。
No, the reason why he had to be ostracised by the <Star Stream> was because his character proved to be simply too uncompromising.
不，他不得不被星流排斥的原因是因为他的性格被证明是太简单的不妥协。
⸢"I shall destroy the <Star Stream>."⸥
“我要摧毁星河。”
And the thing was, the <Star Stream> didn't like such characters that lacked any flexibility whatsoever.
问题是，星流不喜欢这种缺乏灵活性的角色。
One's character had to bend sometimes, had to know when to yield, and also, had to know when to crumble away. However, the 'Secretive Plotter' wasn't a character like that.
一个人的性格有时候必须屈服，必须知道什么时候屈服，还必须知道什么时候崩溃。然而，“秘密策划者”并不是这样一个角色。
That's why he was able to get this far, and was able to become the 'Secretive Plotter'.
这就是为什么他能走到这一步，成为“秘密策划者”的原因。
⸢"I shall definitely kill the one that started this story with these hands."⸥
“我一定要杀了那个用这双手开启这个故事的人。”
That was the 'apocalypse' of this world, the one he wished for. And also, the 'end of regression' that all Yu Jung-Hyeoks wished for, as well.
这是这个世界的末日，这是他所希望的。同时，也是所有YuJung-Hyeoks所希望的“回归的终结”。
[Constellation, 'Secretive Plotter', is looking at you.]
[Constellation，‘SecretivePlotter’，正在看着你。]
He was definitely in the right.
他绝对是对的。
He definitely…. was far more qualified than anyone to witness the conclusion of all the stories. Especially so, when compared to someone like me, whose only achievement was reading the 'Ways of Survival'… 'Stop with your unnecessary thoughts. And don't stupidly sympathise with him, either,' said Yu Jung-Hyeok. 'Are you planning to yield to some random bastard after you came this far? Was the Fable you managed to compile so far created solely by copying that bastard's life?'
他绝对..。比任何人都更有资格见证所有故事的结局。尤其是和像我这样的人相比，他们唯一的成就就是阅读《生存之道》......停止你那些不必要的想法。“也不要愚蠢地同情他，”于正赫说。”“你打算走到这一步以后，随便向哪个混蛋投降吗？到目前为止，你设法编写的寓言仅仅是复制了那个混蛋的生活吗
I couldn't reply.
我无法回答。
'If you sympathise with what he says, then it's the same thing as denying the lives of your comrades who fought alongside you.'
如果你同情他所说的话，那就等同于否认与你并肩作战的同志们的生命
For sure, I did rely on the 'Ways of Survival' in the beginning to skirt past the dangers, but things were different after that. Events that didn't happen during the original novel occurred, and dangers not found within it also came to visit us. And I managed to overcome those dangers with my comrades.
可以肯定的是，一开始我确实依靠“生存之道”来避开危险，但后来情况就不一样了。在原著中没有发生的事情发生了，而且危险也来到了我们身边。我和我的同志们设法克服了这些危险。
As our Fable continued to grow, so did my distance from the 'Ways of Survival', and from a certain moment on, I stopped consulting the original. That was also the reason why I hadn't read the final revised version yet.
随着我们的寓言继续增长，我与“生存之道”的距离也越来越远，从某个时刻开始，我不再查阅原版。这也是为什么我还没有读最终修订版本的原因。
This world was not the same one from the 'Ways of Survival' that the Secretive Plotter lived through.
这个世界和那个秘密策划者所经历的“生存之道”的世界不同。
Yu Jung-Hyeok continued to speak. 'He could be right. His decisions might have been right, too. However, it's still not a good enough reason for you to yield to him.' [Fable, 'Comrade of Life and Death', has begun its storytelling.] 'Because, we are also right,' said Yu Jung-Hyeok, the one who also endured the tragedies of the 1863 regression turns. Without a doubt, he too was also 'Yu Jung-Hyeok'. 'It still doesn't really feel real to me, but if I have been truly experiencing the 1864th turn, then….'
余重赫继续讲话。”“他可能是对的。他的决定可能也是正确的。不过，这还不足以成为你向他屈服的理由。”[寓言《生死同志》已经开始讲故事了]“因为，我们也是对的，”同样经历了1863年倒退的悲剧的余正赫(YuJung-Hyeok，音译)说。毫无疑问，他也是“余正赫”。我仍然感觉不到真实，但是如果我真的经历了1864年的转折，那么.....
Yu Jung-Hyeok, gripping the [Dark Heavenly Demon Sword], shifted his gaze for a brief moment towards our companions on the Tongtian River.
于重赫(YuJung-Hyeok，音译)握着黑暗天魔剑，短暂地将目光转向我们在TongtianRiver上的同伴。
Yi Ji-Hye's fleet was continuing their barrage, and Shin Yu-Seung's [Chimera Dragon] was spewing out its Breath attack. Yi Hyeon-Seong gripped tightly by Jeong Hui-Won was also fighting hard as well. Meanwhile, Jang Ha-Yeong was running hard with Yi Gil-Yeong on her back.
易智惠的舰队继续他们的炮火攻击，申玉升的(奇美拉龙)吐出它的呼吸攻击。李贤成紧紧地抓着郑惠元，也在拼命搏斗。与此同时，张夏勇(JangHa-Yeong)背着李吉勇(YiGil-Yeong)拼命跑。
None had died, and they were trying their best. So that they could see the end of this stinking world.
没有人死去，他们正在尽最大努力，这样他们就可以看到这个臭气熏天的世界的终结。
'Most likely, I came here to witness this sight.'
“很可能，我是来这里见证这一幕的。”
The [Dark Heavenly Demon Sword] and the [Heaven Shaking Sword] clashed once more. Two swords that didn't want to back down continued to roar on, their blades filled with the self-belief of their wielders.
黑暗天魔剑与天摇剑再次撞击。两把不肯让步的剑继续咆哮着，它们的剑刃上充满了老者的自信。
The 'Secretive Plotter' shouted out. [[Do you still not understand? Even if you have regained your memories…..]] "How persistent. Just what do you expect to hear from me, then?"
“秘密的密谋者”大声喊道。你还不明白吗？即使你已经恢复了你的记忆......]”多么持久。那么，你想从我这里得到什么呢?”
[[….What?]]
什么事
"Do you want us to admit our loss? If not, do you want us to understand your life?"
“你想让我们承认我们的损失吗?如果不想，你想让我们了解你的生活吗?”
[[Understand? You can keep your…..!]]
明白吗?你可以留着你的...
"Indeed, you probably don't need it." Yu Jung-Hyeok replied disinterestedly. And because he was also Yu Jung-Hyeok, he could say these following words. "I too don't need you to understand me."
“实际上，你可能并不需要它。”于重赫毫无兴趣地回答。而且因为他也是余正赫，他可以说下面这些话。“我也不需要你来理解我。”
He said that, because they understood each other already.
他这么说是因为他们已经互相理解了。
Loud metallic clangs resounded out every time two swords collided. One Status violently clashed against another Status.
每当两把剑相撞时，就会发出响亮的金属叮当声。一个身份与另一个身份激烈地冲突。
[Fable, 'Hellscape of Eternity', is roaring out!]
[寓言《永恒的地狱之景》(HellscapeofEternity)正在咆哮!]
Two hellish landscape intertwined to create this battlefield.
两个地狱般的风景交织在一起，创造了这个战场。
Frustratingly, all I could do was to watch these two Yu Jung-Hyeoks. And do whatever it took to flip these damn pages.
令人沮丧的是，我所能做的就是观看这两个YuJung-Hyeoks。不惜一切代价翻动这些该死的书页。
[Great Fable, 'Season of Light and Darkness', is thrashing violently.]
[伟大的寓言《光明与黑暗的季节》正在剧烈地震动。]
The winner couldn't easily be decided. Even then, the 'Secretive Plotter' remained utterly relaxed.
获胜者很难决定，即便如此，“秘密策划者”仍然十分放松。
Perhaps that was obvious; our side only just got to use the power of the '1863rd' turn, after all. In terms of proficiency and familiarity, we were in an overwhelmingly disadvantageous position.
也许这是显而易见的;毕竟，我们这边才刚刚使用了“1863转身”的力量。就熟练程度和熟悉程度而言，我们处于非常不利的地位。
Maybe thinking that victory was in the bag now, the 'Secretive Plotter' leisurely asked a question. [[I'm curious. The puppet of the 'Most Ancient Dream', what is the conclusion you wish to see?]]
“秘密策划者”可能以为胜利已经在囊中了，就从容地问了一个问题。我很好奇。“最古老的梦”的木偶，你希望看到什么样的结论?]
"And why should I answer you?"
“我为什么要回答你呢?”
[[Could it be that it's the same thing as that 'Demon King of Salvation'? Do you honestly believe that man?]]
是不是和那个“救世魔王”是一回事?你真的相信那个人吗
Two blades clashed in mid-air and huge shockwaves spread out.
两片叶片在半空中撞击，巨大的冲击波四处蔓延。
Yu Jung-Hyeok took a step back while wiping the blood off his lips.
于重赫一边擦着嘴唇上的血，一边后退了一步。
[[You have no idea. No idea how pathetic that 'comrade' you trust so much actually is. You don't know what the 'conclusion' of the world he wishes for is.]]
你不知道。不知道你那么信任的“同志”实际上有多可悲。[参考译文]你不知道他所期望的世界“结局”是什么
The 'Secretive Plotter' faintly grinned as he rained down his [Breaking the Sky Swordsmanship].
“秘密策划者”放声大笑着说出了他的“破天剑术”。
[[When this world-line opened for the first time, Kim Dok-Ja's goal was to merely 'survive'.]] ⸢I dazedly raised my head and looked at Yu Sang-Ah. Quite likely, this woman will die. And so will I.⸥
[当这条世界线第一次开通时，金道子的目标仅仅是“生存”]我茫然地抬起头来，望着余相娥。很有可能，这个女人会死。我也是。
In the gap between the two blades, the Fables I lived through were breathing with life.
在两片刀片之间的缝隙中，我所经历的寓言与生命同呼吸。
[[His next goal was to…. To become stronger by using you.]] ⸢"Make me your comrade. I can fill in the part you lack."⸥ ⸢Yu Jung-Hyeok is definitely necessary in order to clear the numerous scenarios still remaining in the future.⸥
他的下一个目标是.....。通过利用你来变得更强大“让我做你的同志吧。我可以填补你缺少的部分。”为了清除未来仍然存在的众多情节，俞正赫无疑是必要的。
As if pages were flipping over, Fables I lived through were being projected right before our eyes. As if to stop that story, Yu Jung-Hyeok viciously swung his sword, but all of his attempts were denied by the Plotter's [Heaven Shaking Sword].
就好像书页在翻动，我所经历的寓言就在我们眼前展现。似乎是为了阻止这个故事的发生，于正赫恶毒地挥舞着他的剑，但是他所有的尝试都被阴谋家的[挥舞天堂的剑]否决了。
Meanwhile, the Plotter continued on. [[After that, well. After he found himself with a little bit of leeway, he even dared to dream of this 'world's conclusion'.]] ⸢"Hyung, aren't you going to make a wish for something?"
与此同时，密谋者继续前进。在那之后，好吧。当他发现自己还有一点余地时，他甚至敢于梦想这个“世界的结局”“哥哥，你不许愿吗?”
⸱⸱ I quietly stared at Yi Gil-Yeong for a little while before making my reply.
我静静地盯着李吉英看了一会儿才回答。
⸱⸱ "I made a wish to see the epilogue of a certain novel."⸥
“我希望能看到某部小说的尾声。”
The Great Sage Heaven's Equal said this before, that it wasn't only me who read other people. Just as I've read them, they were also reading me at the same time, he said.
大圣天平以前说过，不是只有我才能读懂别人的心思。他说:就像我读它们一样，它们也在同时读我的书。
He was right.
他是对的。
While I was busy reading the 'Ways of Survival', the 'Secretive Plotter' was also reading my story. He had been observing the entirety of the life I experienced.
在我忙于阅读《生存之道》的同时，“秘密策划者”也在阅读我的故事。他一直在观察我所经历的整个人生。
[[Kim Dok-Ja began dreaming the same thing that I used to dream about once upon a time. He wanted to destroy the heaven's <Star Stream>, and destroy the world beyond the 'Wall' that I couldn't overcome. He wanted to save every one of his comrades, and even….]] ⸢I saw the group of Nebulas floating in the middle of the darkened sky. <Vedas>, <Olympus>, <Papyrus>…. I shall never forget everything you have done.⸥ ⸢"I will create a 'Fable' that hasn't existed before."⸥
金道子开始做我曾经做过的梦。他想摧毁天堂的星流，摧毁我无法征服的长城之外的世界。他想要拯救他的每一个同志，甚至......]我看到一群星云在黑暗的天空中漂浮。吠陀，奥林匹斯山，莎草纸..。我永远不会忘记你所做的一切。“我要创造一个以前从未存在过的‘寓言’。”
Memories continued to stream by before our eyes. Some were as exactly as I remembered, while some were distorted or twisted around. Because it wasn't an intact 'Fable', that's why.
回忆在我们眼前不断涌现。有些和我记忆中的一模一样，而有些则扭曲了。因为它不是一个完整的寓言，这就是为什么。
This was the Plotter's interpretation of 'Kim Dok-Ja's story'.
这是密谋者对“金道子的故事”的诠释。
⸢This is what the 'Secretive Plotter' feels.⸥
这就是“秘密策划者”的感觉
He continued to speak. [[Kim Dok-Ja will not achieve that goal now. Specifically, he won't be able to.]]
他继续说。[金道子现在不会实现那个目标。具体来说，他不能。]
I wanted to ask why he thought that.
我想问问他为什么会这么想。
['The 4th Wall' is faintly shaking.]
“第四道长城”正在微弱地摇晃
[[A Fable could be made up, but it'll never tell a lie.]]
[一个寓言可以编造，但它永远不会说谎]
The Plotter's left hand touched Yu Jung-Hyeok's hair. The [Dark Heavenly Demon Sword] reflexively slapped that hand away, but by then it was too late.
密谋者的左手碰到了余正赫的头发。“黑暗天魔之剑”条件反射地把那只手抽走了，但那时已经太晚了。
[Fable, 'One Who is Loved by an Archangel', has begun its storytelling.]
[寓言《被大天使所爱的人》已经开始讲故事了]
As if they were newborn babies, the Fables I possessed began crying out one by one. Some of them were Fables I was familiar with. On the other hand….
就像他们是新生儿一样，我所拥有的寓言故事开始一个接一个地哭喊起来。其中一些是我熟悉的寓言故事。另一方面..。
