⸢4th day of drifting.⸥
漂流的第四天
Yu Jung-Hyeok barely managed to regain his consciousness and discovered a sharp piece of debris stabbing him in his abdomen. He calmly got rid of the debris and checked the status of the vessel's hull.
余重赫勉强恢复了知觉，发现一块锋利的碎片刺进了他的腹部。他冷静地清除了残骸，检查了船体的状态。
⸢6th day of drifting.⸥
漂流第六天
He realised that the ark had completely lost all its functions. The navigation system was unresponsive, and he couldn't see a single thing nearby. As a matter of fact, he couldn't even see a single planet nearby.
他意识到方舟已经完全失去了它所有的功能。导航系统没有反应，他看不到附近的任何东西。事实上，他甚至看不到附近有一颗行星。
⸢11th day of drifting.⸥
漂流11天
With several of the safety systems installed within the ark destroyed, abnormality began manifesting in Yu Jung-Hyeok's body.
随着几个安装在方舟内的安全系统被摧毁，异常开始显现在余正赫的身体里。
[System's homeostasis is currently broken!]
[系统的自我平衡现在已经被破坏了!]
[Power of chaos is eroding your entire body.]
[混乱的力量正在侵蚀你的整个身体]
[Your Fable is crumbling away little by little.]
[你的寓言正在一点一点地瓦解。]
Some kind of a problem must've occurred somewhere, because all the abilities realised through the system had become completely paralysed. Yu Jung-Hyeok remained calm as he inspected the Fables currently with him. Thankfully, his Fables were all safe.
某种问题一定在某个地方发生了，因为通过系统实现的所有能力都完全瘫痪了。余重赫在检阅身边的寓言故事时保持冷静。谢天谢地，他的寓言都安然无恙。
[Fable, 'Hellscape of Eternity', is enveloping you.]
[寓言《永恒的地狱之景》(HellscapeofEternity)正包围着你。]
The flames of hell protected him from the bitter coldness.
地狱的火焰保护他免受严寒的侵袭。
⸢21st day of drifting.⸥
漂流的第21天
The spacesuit Anna Croft made him wear really did come in handy. If it weren't for the built-in protective functionality of the suit, the rate of his body crumbling away would've been so much faster.
安娜·克罗夫特让他穿的宇航服真的派上用场了。如果不是这套衣服内置的保护功能，他身体崩溃的速度会快得多。
Yu Jung-Hyeok did whatever he could to repair the ark's power source. Although the job performed wasn't of professional quality, the vessel still started moving again. Unfortunately, the collision caused the fuel tank reserved for a rainy day to blow up, and the ark needed his Fable energy to operate.
于重赫竭尽全力修复了方舟的能量来源。虽然这项工作并不专业，但船只还是开始移动了。不幸的是，这次碰撞导致了预备在雨天使用的油箱爆炸，方舟需要他的寓言能量来运转。
He failed to repair the self-navigation system and the auto-pilot, though. Meaning, he had to pilot the craft personally.
不过，他没能修好自导航系统和自动驾驶仪。这意味着，他必须亲自驾驶飞船。
⸢34th day of drifting.⸥
漂流34天
He needed to somehow find his original route.
他需要设法找到他原来的路线。
⸢42nd day of drifting.⸥
第42天的漂流
As the days of his Fable needing to be exhausted increased, fatigue began accumulating in his body. Instances of him briefly losing his consciousness happened more and more frequently. The darkness was eating away at his mind.
随着他的寓言需要用尽的日子增加，疲劳开始积累在他的身体。他短暂失去知觉的事件越来越频繁。黑暗正在侵蚀他的心灵。
….Why did I come this far?
我为什么要走这么远？
There were moments when his purpose would become blurry, uncertain. He came this far to carry out his mission. To deliver a 'story' to the reincarnated Kim Dok-Ja. To revive the 'Kim Dok-Ja' his companions remembered.
有时候，他的目标会变得模糊，不确定。他大老远跑来执行他的任务。给转世的金道子讲一个“故事”。为了复活“金道子”，他的同伴们记得。
Why, though? He still had something he simply had to ask Kim Dok-Ja, that's why.
但是为什么呢?他仍然有一些事情，他必须简单地问问金道子，这就是为什么。
….But what was the question?
但问题是什么呢？
⸢58th day of drifting.⸥
第58天的漂流
The moment he saw a wane face reflected on the ark's window, Yu Jung-Hyeok recalled the forgotten question.
当他看到方舟的窗户上反射出一张苍白的脸时，余正赫想起了那个被遗忘的问题。
- In a world where the scenarios have come to an end, what should he do to continue living on?
在一个情况已经结束的世界里，他应该做些什么来继续生活？
That's right. That's what he wanted to ask Kim Dok-Ja. Because that guy knew everything.
没错。这就是他想问金道子的。因为那家伙什么都知道。
Kim Dok-Ja, always thinking about the end. The man who planned for everything, and didn't hesitate to sacrifice his own life to see the conclusion of a certain story.
金道子，总是想着结局。这个人计划了一切，并且毫不犹豫地牺牲自己的生命来看到某个故事的结局。
A fool like that should know, he thought.
那样的傻瓜应该知道，他想。
If it was Kim Dok-Ja, then he should know more about Yu Jung-Hyeok than Yu Jung-Hyeok knew about himself. That's what the latter thought.
如果是金道子，那么他应该比余正赫自己更了解余正赫。这是后者的想法。
The regressor who stopped regressing - just what would become of him?
那个不再退化的回归者——他会变成什么样子？
Yi Ji-Hye said that she suffered from nightmares every night.
易智慧说她每天晚上都做恶梦。
But for him, his life had been a constant nightmare for the longest time. The only reason why he managed to endure until now was because he still had a goal, an aim, which he hadn't achieved yet. However, that goal was now no more, and the scenario had ended, as well.
但是对他来说，他的生活在很长一段时间里都是一场持续不断的噩梦。他能坚持到现在的唯一原因是他仍然有一个目标，一个他还没有实现的目标。然而，这个目标现在已经不存在了，这种情况也已经结束了。
The regressor Yu Jung-Hyeok was free.
回归者于正赫被释放了。
But as he stood before the hard-earned freedom, he couldn't figure out what exactly he had finally earned.
但是当他站在来之不易的自由面前时，他不知道自己最终得到了什么。
⸢83rd day of drifting.⸥
第83天的漂流
As his directionless drifting went on and on, the Fables covering his skin decreased precipitously. The amount of Fable scattering into space gradually increased.
随着他毫无方向的漂流不断，覆盖在他皮肤上的寓言也急剧减少。“寓言”散射到空间的数量逐渐增加。
His voyage continued on, but he didn't even know where he was heading to.
他的旅程还在继续，但他甚至不知道自己要去哪里。
⸢102rd day of drifting.⸥
漂流的第102天
Yu Jung-Hyeok began reading Han Su-Yeong's novel.
于重赫开始阅读韩素英的小说。
He thought that by reading it, he'd be able to endure against time, somehow.
他认为，通过阅读它，他将能够忍受与时间的冲突，不知何故。
⸢111th day of drifting.⸥
漂流的第111天
While reading about Kim Dok-Ja's story, he began to harbour this faint hint of anticipation.
在阅读金道子的故事时，他开始暗自期待。
He thought that the Kim Dok-Ja from this story should be able to answer his question.
他认为这个故事中的金道子应该能够回答他的问题。
From the first episode onwards, he studiously read about Kim Dok-Ja's life.
从第一集开始，他就专心致志地阅读金道子的生平。
Some events he already knew, while some others were unfamiliar to him. He'd stop reading when he reached certain sentences, too.
有些事情他已经知道，有些事情他还不熟悉。当他读到某些句子时，他也会停止阅读。
⸢That feeling of being left alone past the full stop of the story, right after the protagonist and the side characters all stepped into the sentence of 'Everyone lived happily ever after'. Struck by the sense of emptiness and betrayal, the young me couldn't fight against the loneliness and writhed around in pain.⸥
这种被孤立的感觉贯穿了整个故事，就在主人公和旁边的角色都进入到‘每个人都活在很想和你在一起’这个句子之后。被空虚和背叛的感觉所打击，年轻的我无法对抗孤独，痛苦地扭动着身体。
What was 'happiness'? That term felt so very alien to Yu Jung-Hyeok. He thought he might have felt such an emotion from somewhere within the memories of the 0th turn that he managed to steal a glance earlier. However, that was no longer his life.
什么是幸福？这个词对于余正赫来说非常陌生。他想，他可能在第0回合的记忆中感受到了这样一种情绪，以至于他早些时候设法偷看了一眼。然而，那不再是他的生活。
⸢128th day of drifting.⸥
漂流第128天
To him, the figure of Kim Dok-Ja relying on nothing else besides the 'Ways of Survival' to survive came across as alien. He read many times, yet he just couldn't understand it very well.
对他来说，金道子这个人物，除了“生存之道”以外，什么也不依靠，就像外星人一样。他读了很多遍，但还是不能很好地理解它。
How could a mere story like this be able to support a life?
这样一个小故事怎么可能养活一条生命呢？
⸢154th day of drifting.⸥
漂流的第154天
Little by little, Yu Jung-Hyeok grew accustomed to reading the novel.
渐渐地，俞正赫习惯了阅读这本小说。
He even found some passages that he liked reading over and over again.
他甚至发现了一些他喜欢反复阅读的段落。
⸢I grabbed the hind leg rich in the perfect amount of fat and bit into the flesh. The gravy gently oozing out from the meat… I closed my eyes, having even forgotten to chew. As I thought, reading about it and actually tasting it are two different things.⸥
我抓住富含大量脂肪的后腿，一口咬进肉里。肉汁慢慢地从肉里渗出来......我闭上眼睛，甚至忘了咀嚼。正如我所想的，阅读和真正品尝是两回事。
It was a scene that happened early on, when Kim Dok-Ja and the companions had recently entered the scenarios - when they roasted the meat from the mole rats. Yu Jung-Hyeok pulled out a slice of dried meat from inside his coat underneath the spacesuit and began chewing on it while reading that passage again. He slowly closed his eyes and chewed, and it almost felt as if he was with the companions within the damp darkness of the subway.
这是一个发生在早期的场景，当KimDok-Ja和他的同伴们最近进入了这个场景——当他们从鼹鼠身上烤肉的时候。余重赫从宇航服下面的外套里掏出一片干肉，一边再次阅读那段文字，一边开始咀嚼。他慢慢地闭上眼睛咀嚼着，几乎感觉就像是在地铁潮湿的黑暗中和同伴们在一起。
⸢155th day of drifting.⸥
漂流的第155天
But when he opened his eyes, he was still all alone.
但是当他睁开眼睛的时候，他还是一个人。
Yu Jung-Hyeok dazedly sitting there began reading the novel again.
余荣赫迷迷糊糊地坐在那里，又开始读小说了。
⸢211th day of drifting.⸥
第211天的漂流
He continued to read this story all by himself, and…
他继续自己读这个故事，而且.....。
⸢258th day of drifting.⸥
第258天的漂流
….And, read the story again.
再读一遍这个故事。
⸢279th day of drifting.⸥
漂流的第279天
He finally understood Kim Dok-Ja just a little.
他终于对金道子有了一点了解。
⸢316th day of drifting.⸥
漂流的第316天
[Your Fables have absorbed your emotions.]
[你的寓言吸收了你的情感]
Every time he read Han Su-Yeong's novel, the consumed Fables would regain their vitality for fleeting moments. Although it couldn't match the speed of consumption, he wouldn't have been able to hold on until now if he didn't read the story.
每当他读韩素英的小说，消耗寓言将恢复他们的生命力稍纵即逝的时刻。虽然它不能跟上消耗的速度，但如果他没有读过这个故事，他不可能坚持到现在。
However, he couldn't simply hold on forever.
然而，他不能简单地永远坚持下去。
Kim Dok-Ja within the novel was saying this.
金道子在小说里这样说。
⸢"That's why you should've read it until the end, you know."⸥
“你知道，这就是为什么你应该一直读到最后。”
What did it mean to read a story to its end?
读完一个故事意味着什么？
Although he couldn't fully understand it, Yu Jung-Hyeok still chose to heed that advice.
虽然不能完全理解，但是余正赫还是听从了这个建议。
⸢333th day of drifting.⸥
第333天的漂流
Abruptly, he realised the reason why his failure was inevitable.
突然，他意识到为什么他的失败是不可避免的。
⸢"Even if you manage to save the world, you still won't be saved. The moment you save the world, the worlds you have cast away would pounce on you. Even if you do save one world, every other world you have forsaken will drag you down to hell."⸥
“即使你设法拯救了世界，你仍然不会被拯救。一旦你拯救了世界，你抛弃的世界就会扑向你。即使你拯救了一个世界，你所离弃的其他世界也会把你拖入地狱。”
Yu Jung-Hyeok stared at the distant universe and thought to himself.
于重赫凝视着遥远的宇宙，心里想着。
What could've it been like if this was the first, or the second, regression turn? What if he had completely forgotten about the memories from his previous lives? If he had no clue whatsoever of the lives from his previous regressions, then maybe, just maybe, couldn't he have found his answer already, instead of wandering aimlessly like this? Maybe, he wouldn't have to suffer like this?
如果这是第一次，或者第二次回归，会是什么样子呢？如果他完全忘记了前世的记忆会怎样？如果他对自己之前的记忆回归毫无头绪，那么也许，仅仅是也许，他难道不能找到自己的答案，而不是像这样漫无目的地游荡吗？也许，他就不会遭受这样的痛苦？
Could he have finally understood what the 'happy ending' of other stories was like?
他是否终于明白了其他故事的大团圆结局是什么样的？
Could he have moved forward, in order to not die?
他会不会为了不死而向前走呢？
Ku-gugugugu…
古古古古..。
The ark's hull began vibrating. Wondering what was going on, he enhanced his perception to sweep over the surroundings, only to discover a huge horde dyeing the universe ash-grey. They were existences he was quite familiar with.
方舟的船体开始震动。想知道发生了什么，他增强了自己的感知力，以扫过周围的环境，结果却发现一大群人把宇宙染成灰白色。他们是他非常熟悉的存在。
[[OhOhOhOhOhOhOh….!]]
[呵呵呵呵呵呵...!]
Existences that were discarded from the world-lines, and ejected from the scenarios.
从世界线中被抛弃，从场景中被驱逐出来的存在。
The enormous waves of 'Outer Gods' were flooding in his direction. A faint scent of fear could be picked up coming from them. They were being chased by some things.
巨大的“外界诸神”的浪潮正向他的方向涌来。从他们身上可以闻到一丝恐惧的味道。他们被一些东西追赶。
Kwa-du-duk!
夸度德！
One of the 'Nameless Ones' escaping at the rear of the pack was pierced by something. Soon, he spotted the 'Hounds Chasing After the Abyss' easily numbering thousands chasing down the 'Outer Gods' like wolves corralling the flock of sheep.
其中一个无名者在背包后面逃跑，被什么东西刺穿了。很快，他发现了“追逐深渊的猎犬”，很容易就有数以千计的猎犬追逐“外界诸神”，就像狼群赶着羊群一样。
Every time a 'Nameless One' was hunted down, an incredible explosion of sparks occurred in between the flood. The storm of energy was gradually growing larger and larger. At this rate, his vessel would get swept up much sooner than later.
每当一个无名氏被追捕时，洪水之间就会发生一次难以置信的火花爆发。能量的风暴逐渐变得越来越大。照这个速度，他的船早晚会被卷走。
[[SavemeSavemeSavemeSaveme]]
[[记住我的名字]
Eventually, the front pack of the flood overtook the ark. The 'Nameless Ones' desperately ran. The eyes of the creatures resembling cephalopods glanced in Yu Jung-Hyeok's direction.
最终，洪水的前面部队追上了方舟。无名者绝望地奔跑着。那些像头足类动物一样的生物的眼睛向余正赫的方向扫去。
Craaack!
该死！
A monster's body was pierced through without resistance by the hound's fangs. The pitch-black lump of Fable spewing out by the dying monster splattered onto the cockpit's window like paint. The cephalopod monster was staring at him in resentment as it fell.
一只怪物的身体被猎犬的尖牙毫无阻力地刺穿了。这只奄奄一息的怪物喷出的“寓言”漆黑一团，像喷漆一样溅在驾驶舱的窗户上。这头头足类动物倒下的时候，怨恨地盯着他。
Yu Jung-Hyeok had seen those eyes before, once upon a time.
余重赫曾经见过这样的眼睛，很久以前。
⸢"If so, what about the people who are different from me? What about Ji-Hye eonni, Hyeon-Seong oppa, and Seol-Hwa eonni? Those who fought only for your sake, just who were they to you "⸥
“如果是这样，那些与我不同的人怎么办？智慧英妮、贤成哥哥和世华英妮怎么样？那些为你而战的人，他们对你来说算什么?”
Right at that moment, Yu Jung-Hyeok thought he could finally understand what his ■■ was.
就在那一刻，余重赫认为他终于可以理解他的■是什么了。
He understood how a regressor finished with his regressions should carry on living.
他明白一个解决了回归问题的人应该如何继续生活下去。
He understood the true conclusion he was supposed to reach.
他明白他应该得出的真正结论。
From the very beginning, such a thing could never be determined by his own will alone.
从一开始，这样的事情就不能仅仅由他自己的意志来决定。
[The Ark's cockpit is opening.]
“方舟”的驾驶舱打开了
The moment he opened the cockpit, the hounds began rushing in his direction.
他打开驾驶舱的那一刻，猎犬就开始向他的方向奔去。
Yu Jung-Hyeok gripped the [Dark Heavenly Demon Sword] in reverse and cut the head off of a hound. The waves from the other world splitting apart, brushed past while clawing at him.
于重赫反手抓住暗天魔剑，砍下了一只猎犬的头。来自另一个世界的波浪分裂开来，掠过他的身边，用爪子抓他。
[[WhatWhatWhatWhatWhat]]
[什么什么什么什么]
[[YouareYouareYouareYouareYouare]]
[你是你是你是你是你是]
He watched the 'Nameless Ones' flood past him and recalled the story he had been reading not too long ago.
他看着“无名者”从他身边涌过，回忆起不久前他读过的故事。
