Episode 19 – Singularity (5)
第十九集-奇点(5)
I wanted to sleep for a while but it was early dawn when I opened my eyes.
我想睡一会儿，但是当我睁开眼睛时已经是黎明了。
[The constellation 'Demon-like Judge of Fire' encourages you to take care of your incarnation.]
[星座‘魔鬼般的火之审判者’鼓励你照顾好你的化身。]
I unknowingly woke up from Uriel's message. Damn, the constellations had been making a fuss since I made the 'sponsor declaration' yesterday.
我不知不觉地从乌列的信息中醒来。该死，自从我昨天发表了“赞助声明”，星座就开始大惊小怪了。
[The constellation 'Prisoner of the Golden Headband' is chuckling at your choice.]
[《金发囚徒》这个星座正为你的选择而咯咯发笑]
Truthfully, there was no way I could be a sponsor when my narrative wasn't properly built. A sponsor who couldn't give their incarnation a stigma was just a hindrance, although I had a lot more money than a decent sponsor.
说实话，如果我的叙述方式不恰当，我是不可能成为赞助商的。一个不能给他们的化身带来耻辱的赞助商只是一个障碍，尽管我比一个像样的赞助商有更多的钱。
[Many constellations are curious about your choice.]
许多星座对你的选择感到好奇
[Some constellations think that your actions are ridiculous.]
(有些星座认为你的行为很荒谬。)
The reaction of the constellations to my incarnation was split into two. Those who liked me were the 'incarnation seekers' while those who disliked me were the 'amusement seekers.'
星座对我的化身的反应被一分为二。那些喜欢我的人是寻求化身的人，而那些不喜欢我的人是寻求娱乐的人
Of course, there was one constellation who was unclear.
当然，有一个星座是不清楚的。
[The constellation Secretive Plotter is watching your strategy with interest.]
[星座秘密策划者正饶有兴趣地关注着你的策略。]
[1,000 coins have been sponsored.]
[赞助了1000枚硬币]
I thought he was ordinary when I first saw the modifier but I recently changed my mind. The average size of his sponsorship was too large. This constellation was at least 'narrative' grade. However, no matter how much I searched through Ways of Survival, I couldn't see the name Secretive Plotter at all.
当我第一次看到这个修饰语的时候，我以为他很普通，但是最近我改变了主意。他的赞助的平均规模太大了。这个星座至少是叙事级的。然而，无论我怎么搜寻生存之道，我都看不到秘密策划者这个名字。
This meant he wasn't a constellation of this world or he wasn't properly handled in Ways of Survival. Who was it?
这意味着他不是这个世界的星座，或者他在《生存之道》中没有得到恰当的处理。是谁？
Wooong. Since last night, Shin Yoosung had been practicing her skills in one corner of the abandoned building. Shin Yoosung used the magic power recovery potions that I gave her and kept using a skill on the nearby young groll.
吴勇。从昨晚开始，ShinYoosung就一直在废弃大楼的一个角落练习她的技巧。申玉成使用了我给她的魔法恢复药水，并且一直在附近的年轻人身上使用这个技能。
A faint aura stretched out from Shin Yoosung and touched the skin of a groll. This was the power of Diverse Communication that I saw from Lee Gilyoung.
一个微弱的气场从申友成伸出来，触到了一个小孩的皮肤。这就是我从LeeGilyoung身上看到的多样化交流的力量。
I looked down at Shin Yoosung who had dark circles under her eyes. "Yoosung, have you slept?"
我低头看了看那个黑眼圈的ShinYoosung，“Yoosung，你睡了吗?”
"Not yet."
“还没有。”
"Don't you know the penalty for not sleeping? Go to sleep."
“你难道不知道不睡觉的惩罚吗?去睡觉吧。”
"Just a bit more."
“再来一点。”
[The character 'Shin Yoosung' has used 'Diverse Communication Lv. 8.'] [The character 'Shin Yoosung' has used 'Taming Lv. 7']
[“ShinYoosung”这个角色用了“diversityCommunicationLv.8.”][“ShinYoosung”这个角色用了“TamingLv.7”]
Shin Yoosung's concentration soon disappeared.
申岳星的注意力很快就消失了。
[Taming has failed!]
[驯服失败了!]
[The monster has started to run wild!]
(怪物开始狂奔了!)
The groll broke away from the control and rushed towards Shin Yoosung. Before I could move, the drooling Han Sooyoung sleeping nearby acted. The groll stopped breathing as it slammed into a wall of the abandoned building. Han Sooyoung fell asleep again.
格罗尔脱离了控制，冲向了信友星。我还没来得及动，睡在附近的流口水的韩淑英就开始行动了。当它撞上废弃建筑的一堵墙时，格罗尔停止了呼吸。韩素英又睡着了。
I spoke to Shin Yoosung, who was controlling her breathing with a dejected face. "Do you understand now?"
我对辛育成说，她一脸沮丧地控制着自己的呼吸，“你现在明白了吗?”
"Yes." Shin Yoosung made a gloomy expression.
“是的。”申有成做了一个沮丧的表情。
[The exclusive skill, Character List is activated.]
[独家技能，角色列表被激活。]
The abridged version.
删节版。
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[Character List]
[角色列表]
Name: Shin Yoosung
姓名:ShinYoosung
Private Attribute: Beast Tamer (Rare), Reflexive Killer (General)
私人属性:驯兽师(罕见)，反射杀手(一般)
Exclusive Skills: Taming Lv. 7, Diverse Communication Lv. 8, Agile Feet Lv. 8, Hybridization Lv. 6.
独家技能:驯服吕7，多样化交流吕8，敏捷足吕8，杂交吕6。
Stigma: None
污名:没有
Overall Stats: Physique Lv. 19, Strength Lv. 14, Agility Lv. 44, Magic Power Lv. 45
整体统计:体格Lv.19，力量Lv.14，敏捷Lv.44，魔力Lv.45
* Growth Package I is currently applied.
*目前采用的增长方案i。
* Growth Package II is currently applied.
*目前采用增长方案二。
* The New Scenario Commemorative Package is currently applied.
*目前使用的是新情景纪念套餐。
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Her skills growth rate was enormous thanks to the growth package I bought her.
多亏了我给她买的成长套餐，她的技能增长速度非常快。
There was also the New Scenario Commemorative Package that promoted the evolution of stats. I didn't know if any incarnation on the Korean peninsula had received such package support.
还有促进统计发展的新剧本纪念套餐。我不知道朝鲜半岛是否有任何化身接受过这样的一揽子支持。
She was a talented person so Diverse Communication would soon break through the 10th level and become Advanced Diverse Communication.
她是一个多元化传播的人才，很快就突破了第10个层次，成为高级多元化传播。
The problem was that she couldn't properly tame the 8th grade groll despite her stats. This should be impossible thanks to the help of the system. Shin Yoosung bowed her head like she was embarrassed. "…I don't have any talent."
问题是，尽管她有很多数据，但她无法完全驯服八年级的groll。多亏了系统的帮助，这应该是不可能的。申永成低着头，好像觉得很尴尬。”我没有任何天赋。”
If she didn't have talent then I should just kill myself.
如果她没有天赋，那我就自杀算了。
"Don't worry. You have talent. ” I couldn't let my precious incarnation become frustrated. Perhaps Shin Yoosung couldn't use it properly because of her trauma. "What are you thinking of?"
“别担心。你很有天赋。”我不能让我宝贵的化身变得沮丧。也许是因为心灵的创伤，申永成不能正确地使用它。“你在想什么?”
"I'm scared."
“我很害怕。”
It wasn't hard to guess why she was scared. I told her, "The monsters aren't pets."
不难猜到她为什么害怕，我告诉她，“怪物不是宠物。”
"I know."
“我知道。”
“Still, it might be okay to make one a companion. They are durable and strong."
“尽管如此，让一个人成为伴侣还是可以的。他们经久耐用、强壮有力。”
Shin Yoosung was someone who killed her dog with her own hands. It was to survive. This fact still remained deep in this child's heart. I thought for a moment before saying, "Did you know? If all the scenarios are cleared, you can make a wish…"
申永成是一个亲手杀死她的狗的人。而是为了生存。这个事实仍然深深地印在这个孩子的心里。我想了一会儿才说:“你知道吗？如果所有的情况都清除了，你可以许个愿......”
“Ahjussi's face changes when you lie. Your nostrils become larger."
“撒谎时大叔的脸会变，鼻孔会变大。”
This reminded me of Gilyoung. Perhaps the children with Diverse Communication were more sensitive to body language. I decide to go forward like a gangster. "…What do you want to ask?"
这让我想起了Gilyoung。也许多样化交流的孩子对肢体语言更加敏感。我决定像强盗一样继续前进。”...你想问什么?”
"Can I do it?"
“我能做吗?”
"You can do it."
“你能做到的。”
“You are speaking without any sincerity."
“你说话毫无诚意。”
“I chose you." Shin Yoosung's eyes shook at my words. “I chose you instead of Seoul. I don't regret it."
“我选择了你。”申有成的眼睛因为我的话而颤抖。“我选择了你而不是首尔。我不后悔。”
"…"
"..."
“You can do better than anyone else.”
“你可以做得比任何人都好。”
Shin Yoosung looked up at me as she squeezed her fingers together. Then she started to tear up. “Ahjusshi, if I really become strong…"
申玉成抬头看着我，双手紧握着。然后她开始流泪。“大叔，如果我真的变强了......”
"Strong?"
“强壮?”
Shin Yoosung hesitated for a moment before laughing. “It’s nothing. I will try hard."
申永成犹豫了一会儿，笑道:“没什么，我会努力的。”
Then Shin Yoosung turned around and used the skill again. I suddenly remembered something. I recalled the type of person Shin Yoosung was like in the original novel.
然后申永成转过身来，再次使用了这个技巧。我突然想起了一些事情。我想起了原著中申永成的样子。
「 "Jonghyuk oppa is handsome." 」
““钟郁哥哥很帅”
「 "Jonghyuk oppa is the best." 」
“琼玉欧帕最好”
「 "I like Jonghyuk oppa the most." 」
“我最喜欢琼约克·奥帕”
…This girl, she was a fan of Yoo Jonghyuk in Ways of Survival. Of course, she wasn't a heroine candidate. Due to her age, she was in the younger sister position. I remember her having a big fight with Yoo Mia…
这个女孩是YooJonghyuk的粉丝。当然，她不是一个女英雄候选人。由于她的年龄，她处于妹妹的地位。我记得她和YooMia大吵了一架..。
I suddenly became a bit worried. Would I lose the person I worked so hard to raise to Yoo Jonghyuk?
我突然有点担心，我会不会失去这个我辛辛苦苦抚养长大的人？
I suddenly turned my head to where Han Sooyoung was stretching as she woke up. Han Sooyoung noticed my gaze and turned away. This girl, she had been sulking since yesterday.
我突然把头转向韩素英醒来时正在做伸展运动的地方。韩淑英注意到我的目光，转过身去。这个女孩从昨天起就一直在生闷气。
I called out to her. "Hey."
我大声叫她，“嘿。”
"What?"
“什么?”
“Are you going to keep sulking?"
“你还要继续生气吗?”
"Don't talk to me."
“别跟我说话。”
"There is something I want to ask you."
“有件事我想问你。”
Han Sooyoung raised an eyebrow at my words. I lowered my voice so that Shin Yoosung couldn't hear and asked, "What do you think about my looks? Especially when compared to Yoo Jonghyuk."
韩素英听了我的话，扬起了眉毛。我压低了声音，这样申友成就听不见了，我问道:“你觉得我的长相怎么样?”？尤其是与柳永玉相比。”
Han Sooyoung looked at me like bugs had entered her ears. "Why the hell are you asking me this?"
韩素英看着我，好像虫子钻进了她的耳朵，“你为什么要问我这个问题?”
“I'm just purely curious."
“我只是纯粹的好奇。”
I had never been interested in what I looked like since I graduated from high school. Then I thought about the reactions of the prophets when I pretended to be Yoo Jonghyuk and it seemed that I was ugly. I didn't think I was ugly when I took occasional selfies in the bathroom.
自从我高中毕业后，我从来没有对自己的长相感兴趣过。然后我想到了先知们的反应，当我假装自己是YooJonghyuk时，我看起来很丑。当我偶尔在浴室里自拍时，我并不觉得自己很丑。
[A windy constellation is looking at you like you are pathetic.]
[一个多风的星座正看着你，好像你是个可怜虫似的]
She replied, "Accept your fate."
她回答说:“接受你的命运吧。”
“No, I really am just curious…"
“不，我真的很好奇......”
“All I can do now is cheer you up."
“我现在能做的就是让你高兴起来。”
Shit.
该死。
“…To that extent?"
“......到那种程度?”
I quietly looked at Shin Yoosung and made up my mind. I could never let her meet Yoo Jonghyuk.'
我静静地看着申友成，下定决心，决不让她见柳永玉
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We hunted the monsters around us and collected the coins. I invested the collected coins into Shin Yoosung, causing her stats to grow remarkably fast.
我们猎杀周围的怪物，收集硬币。我把收集到的硬币投资到了ShinYoosung身上，使她的统计数据快速增长。
The coins were primarily used for agility and magic power. It was to maximize the advantages of Agile Feet, Taming and Diverse Communication.
这些钱币主要是用来增加灵活性和魔法力量。这是为了最大限度地利用敏捷的脚，驯服和多样化的沟通优势。
By the time night came again, Shin Yoosung finally learnt Advanced Diverse Communication. However, the Taming skill still didn't succeed. Shin Yoosung asked, "The future me will be much stronger?"
当夜幕再次降临，申永成终于学会了先进的多样化交流。然而，驯化技能仍然没有成功。申永成问道:“未来的我会更强大吗?”
Of course. The current Shin Yoosung was no match for the future Shin Yoosung in a frontal battle.
当然，现在的申友成在正面战斗中不是未来的申友成的对手。
However, if she trained intensively then she could seal one of future Shin Yoosung's important abilities. The Disaster of Floods was dangerous because she could lead an army by herself.
然而，如果她集中训练，那么她就可以保证未来申友成的重要能力之一。洪水灾害是危险的，因为她可以独自领导一支军队。
“I believe in you more than the future that hasn't come yet."
“我更相信你，而不是尚未到来的未来。”
If the future Shin Yoosung could do it then it was a possibility for the present Shin Yoosung. Besides, there was a chance of winning if she confronted her future. It was because the future Shin Yoosung could never kill the present Shin Yoosung.
如果未来的新秀星能做到这一点，那么现在的新秀星就有可能做到。此外，如果她面对自己的未来，还有获胜的机会。这是因为未来的申余成永远不可能杀死现在的申余成。
“I ate well." Yoo Sangah gave a short prayer after eating the groll meat and cleaning up its bones.
“我吃得很好。”刘尚雅在吃完这些杂碎肉和清理骨头后做了一个简短的祈祷。
“Yoo Sangah-ssi is religious?"
“YooSangah-ssi是宗教人士?”
“No I'm not."
“不，我不是。”
“Then why pray…"
“那么为什么祈祷......”
"I did it for the gods of Olympus."
“我这么做是为了奥林匹斯山的众神。”
It was such a realistic prayer that I was dumbfounded. That reminded me. The gods we knew had become reality and the objects of our prayers were no clear.
这是一个如此真实的祈祷，以至于我目瞪口呆。这提醒了我。我们所认识的神已经成为现实，我们的祈祷对象也不清楚。
“Today Han Sooyoung and I will stand guard first. Yoo Sangah can sleep."
今天韩秀英和我先站岗，刘尚雅可以睡觉了
"Is it okay?"
“可以吗?”
"Yes."
“是的。”
Yoo Sangah lay down and fell asleep first. Han Sooyoung leaned against the wall opposite her and messed around with her smartphone.
刘尚雅先躺下睡着了。韩淑英靠在她对面的墙上，玩着她的智能手机。
It was natural to be uncomfortable. They were enemies by nature. Han Sooyoung's ideas were the opposite of Yoo Sangah's ideals. No matter what happened in the future, the two of them would be more antagonistic than friendly.
不舒服是很自然的。他们生来就是敌人。韩秀英的思想与刘尚雅的理想正好相反。无论将来发生什么，他们两个都会更加敌对而不是友好。
The tired Shin Yoosung had fallen asleep and only embers remained of the fire. Han Sooyoung spoke first. "You sleep too."
疲惫不堪的ShinYoosung睡着了，只剩下火堆的余烬。韩素英先开口。“你也睡吧。”
I lay on the floor but sleep didn't come easily. There were four days left until the start of the fifth scenario. Shin Yoosung hadn't made any new progress today but a message came from the Gangseo area this afternoon.
我躺在地板上，但很难入睡。离第五种情景开始还有四天时间。申友成今天没有取得任何新的进展，但是今天下午来自Gangseo地区的消息。
[Someone has dealt with the Disaster of Ice that came from the west.]
(有人已经处理了来自西方的冰灾。)
This was the message. I didn't have to ask who killed the disaster. Yoo Jonghyuk had prevented the disaster that would've caused Seoul to become an Ice Age. Perhaps he had met up with Lee Hyunsung.
这就是我要传达的信息。我不需要问是谁杀了这场灾难。柳永玉阻止了这场将首尔变成冰河世纪的灾难。也许他遇到了李贤星。
Han Sooyoung was watching the embers when she suddenly opened her mouth. "Hey, I have a question."
韩淑英看着余烬，突然张开了嘴，“嘿，我有个问题。”
“You are ugly.”
“你真丑。”
Han Sooyoung frowned. "Who is wondering about that? You bastard."
韩素英皱起眉头，“谁在想这个?你这个混蛋。”
"…Then what is it?"
“那是什么?”
"What do you want to do?"
“你想干什么?”
“What do I want to do?"
“我想做什么?”
"What is your purpose? I think it is strange every time I see you. You shattered the throne and didn't kill me. What do you want?"
“你的目的是什么？我每次见到你都觉得很奇怪。你打碎了王座却没有杀了我。你想要什么?”
“I have a desired ending."
