Translator: Rainbow Turtle
翻译:彩虹龟
The moment that the third and second rankings were announced in Seoul, the incarnations fell into a panic.
第三和第二名的排名在首尔公布的那一刻，就陷入了恐慌。
“Fuck! What is this?”
“操!这是什么?”
“Then who is the strongest? What are we going to do?”
“那么谁是最强的?我们该怎么办?”
The incarnations assumed that the strongest person was either Yoo Jonghyuk or Nirvana, and that both of them would die here. Now the situation had changed. The moment the first ranked person was obscured, the incarnations trying to clear the scenario shivered at the unexpected reversal.
这些化身认为最强大的人要么是俞钟玉要么是涅磐，他们两个都会死在这里。现在情况已经改变了。当排名第一的人变得模糊不清的时候，试图弄清这个场景的化身在这个意想不到的逆转中颤抖。
To make matters worse, one of the 5th grade monsters pierced through the defenses. The miserable incarnations were torn apart by the beast’s teeth.
更糟糕的是，一个五年级的怪物刺穿了他们的防御系统。那可怜的化身被野兽的牙齿撕碎了。
“Aaaagh!”
“啊!”
The situation was becoming worse. The 5th grade monsters weren’t easy and the incarnations were less united than expected.
情况变得越来越糟糕，五年级的怪物并不容易，化身也没有预期的那么团结。
[* Current number of incarnations: 89,041.]
[*目前投胎人数:89041。]
Thousands of incarnations died. Lee Hyunsung broke the head of a monster with Great Mountain Smash.
成千上万的化身死去，李贤星用巨大的山体撞击击碎了一个怪物的头部。
“Soldier ahjussi! What the hell is going on?” Lee Jihye and Jung Heewon rushed towards him.
“大叔士兵!到底发生了什么事?”李智慧和郑希元冲向他。
They had also been responsible for defending against the monsters.
他们还负责防御怪物。
“If Nirvana isn’t the strongest, isn’t Dokja ahjussi wrong? What are we going to do now?”
“如果涅磐不是最强大的，Dokjaahjussi不是错的吗?我们现在要做什么?”
The party’s plan was based on the assumption that ‘Nirvana is the strongest incarnation.’ Now the scenario wouldn’t end even if they killed Nirvana. Lee Hyunsung stared blankly at the stadium.
党的计划建立在“涅槃是最强大的化身”的假设之上现在，即使他们杀死了涅槃乐队，这个场景也不会结束。李贤星茫然地盯着体育场。
“I think…”
“我想......”
Lee Hyunsung’s face paled as he had a thought.
李贤星想了一下，脸色变得苍白。
***
***
“Kuaaaak!”
“ Kuaaaak! ”
Nirvana screamed as his body flew through the air.
当他的身体在空中飞行时，涅磐尖叫起来。
“You will tell me about death? Don’t make me laugh!” Despite being helplessly beaten, Nirvana remained steadfast. “I won’t die. No matter what you say, true death won’t come to me! If I could die that easily, I wouldn’t have suffered like this!”
”“你会告诉我关于死亡的事吗？别逗我笑!”尽管被无助地打败，涅磐仍然坚定不移。“我不会死的。不管你说什么，真正的死亡不会降临到我身上！如果我能那么轻易地死去，我就不会遭受这样的痛苦了!”
I was amazed that he could retain such emotions after living such a long life. Perhaps this was his purpose when preaching of salvation.
我很惊讶，他活了这么长的时间还能保持这样的情绪。也许这就是他宣扬救恩的目的。
I grabbed his collar and told him, “You actually want to die. Right?”
我抓住他的衣领，告诉他:“你真的想死，对吗?”
“…!”
“ ... ! ”
“It is because you can’t die that you are comforted by the deaths of others.”
“正是因为你死不了，你才会因为别人的死而感到安慰。”
Every human placed value on their life because they only died once.
每个人都重视自己的生命，因为他们只死过一次。
“That’s why you preached to the Salvation Church. You watched them live a one-time life and also want to be absorbed into their lives. You want to share the emotions they feel.”
“这就是为什么你向救世主教会布道。你看着他们过着一次性的生活，也想融入他们的生活。你想分享他们的感受。”
[Your understanding of the character ‘Nirvana Moebius’ has increased.]
[你对“涅槃摩比斯”这个角色的理解增加了]
I knew Nirvana. I didn’t just know him because he was a character in the novel. Nirvana yearned for something he could never be. Nirvana resembled me.
我知道涅槃乐队。我认识他不仅仅是因为他是小说中的一个人物。涅磐渴望一些他永远无法成为的东西。涅磐很像我。
“Don’t speak nonsense.”
“别胡说八道。”
Unexpectedly, Nirvana’s voice was calm. It was when he was really angry that he made a voice like this.
出乎意料的是，涅磐的声音是平静的。当他真正生气的时候，他发出了这样的声音。
“It is the same for humans who don’t know death. Nothing exists after a rare death! Humans can die but they can’t suffer from death in a true sense. It is something that can’t be owned by anyone!”
“对于不知道死亡的人来说也是一样。罕见的死亡之后什么都不存在了！人类可以死亡，但他们不能承受真正意义上的死亡。这是任何人都不能拥有的东西!”
“At least we can feel the fear of death. It makes human life possible. That is the biggest difference between you and an ordinary human.”
“至少我们可以感受到死亡的恐惧。它使人类的生活成为可能。这是你和普通人最大的不同。”
“You…!”
“你......!”
Nirvana’s fist flew towards me but I easily caught it.
涅槃的拳头向我飞来，但我很容易就抓住了它。
“That’s why you want to become ‘one’ with Yoo Jonghyuk?”
“这就是为什么你想与柳钟玉‘合而为一’?”
“…?”
“ ... ? ”
“You think you can erase your existence by becoming one with Yoo Jonghyuk. Right?”
“你认为你可以通过与柳永玉合为一体来抹去你的存在，对吗?”
Nirvana’s expression completely stiffened.
涅磐的表情完全僵硬了。
“Reincarnation is the stigma of the highest grade constellation. To erase it, you need the power of a higher constellation.”
“转世是最高等级星座的耻辱。要消除它，你需要更高等级星座的力量。”
Nirvana looked at me and gritted his teeth. “…You are beyond my imagination.”
涅槃看着我，咬紧牙关。“......你超出了我的想象。”
“I hear that often.”
“我经常听到这样的话。”
“Then kill me. I’m not afraid of death as you said.” Nirvana’s eyes were burning with vengeance. “Still, you better keep something in mind. I’ll come back again and again. I will come back to life a number of times, kill you and show you the worst pain. Just like I did to your mother.”
“那就杀了我吧。我不像你说的那样怕死。”涅槃的眼睛充满了复仇的火焰。“不过，你最好记住一些东西。我会一次又一次地回来。我会多次复活，杀了你，给你看最痛苦的东西。就像我对你妈妈做的那样。”
I was surprised. “…Did you meet my mother?”
我很惊讶。“...你见过我妈妈了吗?”
“She is a very good mother.”
“她是一个非常好的母亲。”
[The exclusive skill, ‘Fourth Wall’ is shaking!] “It is fun to make her submit. You know, I like to corrupt a virtuous spirit.”
[《第四道墙》的独家技巧在震动!]“让她屈服很有趣。你知道，我喜欢败坏一个有道德的人。”
[The exclusive skill, ‘Fourth Wall’ is shaking!] “The scene where she struggled and begged for her life is still vivid in my eyes.”
[《第四道墙》的独家技巧在震动!]“她挣扎求生的场景在我眼中依然鲜明。”
There was such provocation in this world. I was hooked despite knowing it was a provocation. This was despite knowing my mother wouldn’t have done that.
在这个世界上有这样的挑衅。尽管知道这是一种挑衅，我还是被吸引住了。尽管我知道我母亲不会这么做。
[The exclusive skill, ‘Fourth Wall’ is steadily shaking.]
[《第四道墙》的独特技巧在不断地震动。]
“Hahaha! You are caught!”
“哈哈哈!你被抓住了!”
My vision shook and the world became black.
我的视线震动，世界变得黑暗。
[The character ‘Nirvana Moebius’ has used 108 Worries Lv. 2!]
“涅槃摩比斯”这个角色使用了108个忧虑吕2
My consciousness was sucked somewhere and I was thrown into a world other than the stadium. I heard familiar voices in the darkness.
我的意识被吸进了某个地方，我被抛进了一个不同于体育场的世界。我听到黑暗中熟悉的声音。
「 Master, run away! 」
“主人，快跑!”
「 Please, please save this world. 」
“请，请拯救这个世界”
「 You can easily throw away this world. But I…! 」
“你可以轻易抛弃这个世界，但我...”
They were voices filled with resentment. I knew where this world was. It was the place where the Fourth Wall was shaking. It was the inner part of Yoo Jonghyuk, who was infested with many worries.
他们的声音充满了怨恨。我知道这个世界在哪里。这就是第四道墙在摇晃的地方。这就是柳钟玉的内心世界，一个充满了忧虑的世界。
“Yoo Jonghyuk! You finally allowed me in! Now… you will be one with me.”
“柳永玉!你终于让我进来了!现在......你将与我合而为一。”
Nirvana was standing in front of me. I smiled as I looked at him. Preparing a counterattack at the last minute, a reincarnator was truly a reincarnator.
涅槃站在我的面前。我微笑着看着他。在最后一分钟准备反击，一个转世是真正的转世。
I told him, “It was a mistake for you to enter here.”
我告诉他:“你进来是个错误。”
A mandala pattern appeared under Nirvana’s feet. The inner surface of the soul was less affected by probability. Here, Nirvana was able to use the power of the stories he accumulated.
一个曼荼罗图案出现在Nirvana的脚下。灵魂的内表面受概率的影响较小。在这里，涅磐能够使用他积累的故事的力量。
Nirvana grew to the size of a giant in a flash. The pressure of the soul that accumulated countless stories was really great. Once again, it was natural for him to have built up such stories.
涅磐在一瞬间变成巨人般的大小。积累了无数故事的心灵的压力真的很大。对他来说，再一次编造这样的故事是很自然的。
Hundreds of arms grew like wings from his back while his legs were half covered with the feathers of a bird and half covered with the scales of a snake. A wolf-like snout protruded and horns grew from his head.
数以百计的手臂像翅膀一样从他的背上长出来，而他的腿上一半覆盖着鸟的羽毛，一半覆盖着蛇的鳞片。一只像狼一样的鼻子伸出来，头上长出了角。
It looked like he was concentrating all the reincarnations he had experienced.
看起来他是在集中所有他经历过的转世。
[I am Nirvana Moebius.]
[我是涅槃摩比斯]
This was Nirvana ‘himself.’
这就是涅槃乐队本人
[A reincarnator who leads the unfortunate people to Nirvana.]
一个带领不幸的人们进入涅磐的转世者
He looked confident but Nirvana didn’t know. I deliberately let myself by hit by his 108 Worries. I smiled and opened my mouth. “Nirvana, do you know the principle of reincarnation?”
他看起来很自信，但是Nirvana不知道。我故意让自己被他的108烦恼击中。我微笑着张开了嘴。“涅磐，你知道轮回的道理吗?”
The space trembled ominously. I kept speaking.
整个空间不祥地颤抖着，我继续说着。
“Your soul is bound to the mandala’s guardian. Once you die, you don’t go to the Underworld. According to the unique laws of the constellations, your soul is nestled in a body that was just born.”
“你的灵魂与曼荼罗的守护者紧密相连。一旦你死了，你就不会去冥界了。根据独特的星座法则，你的灵魂依偎在一个刚刚诞生的身体里。”
[…What are you talking about?]
你在说什么
“You aren’t immortal. Your body is born again but your soul isn’t.”
“你不是不朽的，你的身体重生了，但你的灵魂不是。”
[Nonsense!]
(胡说!)
The hundreds of arms on Nirvana’s back poured towards me. The Thousand Hands of Avalokiteśvara poured out like a waterfall. If I was hit by that in reality, my body would burst and I would be dead. However, this place was different.
涅磐背上的数百只手臂向我倾泻而来。阿瓦洛克瓦拉的千手像瀑布般倾泻而出。如果我在现实中被那东西击中，我的身体就会爆炸，我就死了。然而，这个地方不一样。
Now I was Yoo Jonghyuk. In other words, this was also my ‘inner self.’ The Thousand Hands of Avalokiteśvara melted away in front of my nose.
现在我是柳永玉。换句话说，这也是我的内在自我Avalokiteśvara的千手在我眼前消失了。
Nirvana looked baffled. I saw the numerous pages that surrounded me.
涅磐看起来很困惑。我看到了围绕在我周围的无数页纸。
[The exclusive skill, ‘Fourth Wall’ is activated!]
[独家技能“第四道墙”被激活了!]
There was the sound of pages turning and the pages started to flutter around. There were words written on the white pages. The countless words that I read formed a huge wall.
随着翻页的声音，书页开始抖动起来。白页上写着字。我读到的无数字形成了一堵巨大的墙。
The astounded Nirvana tried to escape but it was already too late. Sparks formed as Nirvana’s body hit the wall.
受惊的涅槃试图逃脱，但已经太迟了。当涅槃的身体撞击墙壁时，火花形成了。
[What have you done?]
你做了什么
The Fourth Wall could even repel the constellations. I was curious. Maybe it was possible to use this to wipe out a ‘reincarnator.’
第四道城墙甚至可以击退星座。我很好奇。也许可以用它来消灭一个“转世”
[Release this wall! This, this is…!]
[松开这堵墙!这，这是...!]
The perplexed Nirvana looked at the wall. A blinding light emerged from the letters on the wall.
困惑的涅磐看着墙壁。一道刺眼的光从墙上的字母中射出。
「 If this world continues to be reborn, we can clear it. 」
“如果这个世界继续重生，我们就能清除它”
[This… don’t tell me…!]
[这...不要告诉我...!]
Nirvana stared at the pages that contained his truth.
涅磐凝视着包含他的真理的书页。
「 Yoo Jonghyuk, I can take you to the end of this world. 」
“柳钟旭，我可以带你走到世界的尽头”
[H-How do you have this?]
你怎么会有这个
I approached Nirvana and said, “You don’t have to go until the end of this world.”
我走近涅磐，说:“你不必走到世界的尽头。”
Every time letters appeared on the world, Nirvana’s huge body started to disintegrate. Nirvana’s body split into countless letters and started to be sucked into the Fourth Wall.
每当字母出现在世界上，涅槃的巨大身躯就开始瓦解。涅槃的身体分裂成无数个字母，开始被吸入第四道墙。
“You will die here.”
“你会死在这里。”
There was a strange emotion on Nirvana’s face as he saw his soul disintegrating.
当他看到自己的灵魂瓦解时，涅槃的脸上有一种奇怪的情绪。
「 At last, the reincarnator Nirvana reached a ‘single life’ after hundreds of years of wandering. 」
“终于，转世涅槃在漂泊数百年后回到了单身生活”
Nirvana laughed as he saw the sentence on the wall.
当他看到墙上的句子时，涅槃笑了。
[Ha… haha, hahaha!]
[哈哈哈哈!]
「 He greeted his first real ‘death.’ 」
“他迎接了自己第一次真正的“死亡”。”
Nirvana’s expression was jubilant.
涅槃的表情是喜悦的。
「 This is… dying. 」
“这是...濒临死亡”
[I see. This is it.]
我明白了，就是这里
「 At that moment, Nirvana realized what he had long been waiting for. 」
“此时，涅槃终于意识到他期待已久的东西”
It had been hundreds of years. He reached the end after countless incarnations. Nirvana closed his eyes at this long-awaited moment. Despite closing his eyes, Nirvana’s inner thoughts were still written on the wall.
已经过了几百年了。经过无数次化身后，他走到了生命的尽头。涅槃在这个期待已久的时刻闭上了眼睛。尽管他闭上了眼睛，涅槃的内心思想仍然写在墙上。
「 Then why? This is what I’ve been hoping for. 」
“那为什么呢?这就是我一直希望看到的”
Nirvana’s entire body was covered with minor cracks. His feet, legs, thighs, chest… The broken pieces were being sucked into the Fourth Wall.
涅槃的整个身体都布满了细小的裂缝。他的脚，腿，大腿，胸膛......碎片被吸进了第四面墙。
「 Why am I feeling afraid? 」
“我为何感到害怕?”
He felt the fear of death for the first time.
他第一次感到了死亡的恐惧。
To die. There was no future. He couldn’t think, move, talk or even feel his own existence.
死亡。没有未来。他不能思考，不能移动，不能说话，甚至不能感觉自己的存在。
「 I don’t exist. 」
“我不存在”
Nirvana’s eyes flashed open for a moment.
涅槃的眼睛一下子睁开了。
「 Don’t… I don’t want to! 」 「 However, Nirvana’s mouth was gone and he couldn’t shout it. 」 「 His disappearing arms stretched helplessly towards me. 」 「 In the first place, existence isn’t beautiful. 」
“不...我不想!”“然而，涅槃的嘴已经不见了，他喊不出来了。”“他消失的双臂无助地向我伸展”“首先，存在本身并不美丽”
No one would hold a philosophical view when fated to die. All beings were helpless before death.
没有人会持有一个哲学的视角，当命中注定要死。所有的人在死亡之前都是无助的。
「 No! Please! Stop! Don’t kill me! 」 「 Yes, your mother’s secret. I know it! I know the story that your mother never told you―」 「 Save me. Please. If you save me…! 」
「没有!」！求你了！住手！不要杀我!」“是的，你母亲的秘密”。我知道！我知道你母亲从未告诉你的故事--“修士拯救我”。求你了。如果你救了我...!」
I looked at him. It was as if witnessing the end of a character in the novel.
我看着他，仿佛目睹了小说中一个人物的结局。
「 In his last moments, Nirvana repeated the words he hated the most. 」 「 I don’t want to die. 」
“涅槃”在最后时刻重复了他最痛恨的话“我不想死”
Soon, Nirvana’s soul completely disappeared.
很快，涅磐的灵魂完全消失了。
[The Fourth Wall has eaten the character ‘Nirvana Moebius.’]
[第四道长城已经吃掉了‘涅槃摩比斯’这个角色。]
This was the first message I heard. The wall reacted differently from when it killed the Theatre Dungeon’s boss. I was frightened at first.
这是我听到的第一条消息。这面墙的反应与它杀死剧院地下城的老板时不同。一开始我很害怕。
[The Fourth Wall is smiling with satisfaction.]
[第四道墙满意地微笑着]
It was fine to kill Nirvana. However, once I thought about it, I didn’t know exactly what the Fourth Wall was.
杀死涅磐是可以的。然而，一旦我想到它，我不知道确切的第四面墙是什么。
[The Fourth Wall is looking at you with greedy eyes.]
[第四面墙用贪婪的眼神看着你。]
It wriggled like it was alive. The wall wanted a taste of me, like swallowing Nirvana wasn’t enough. Something popped up on the wall.
它像活的一样扭动着。这堵墙想尝尝我的味道，就像吞下涅磐乐队还不够。墙上突然出现了什么东西。
「 At this moment, Kim Dokja thought, ‘Maybe someday, I will also be eaten by this wall.’ 」
“此时此刻，金道佳想，‘也许有一天，我也会被这堵墙吃掉。”’
[108 Worries has been disabled.]
忧虑已消除
My vision started to return to its original state. The wall, Nirvana, Yoo Jonghyuk. It was as if nothing had happened from the beginning.
