Translator: Rainbow Turtle
翻译:彩虹龟
‘I will die and Paradise will be destroyed?’
“我会死，天堂会被摧毁?”
After Kim Dokja left, Reinheit looked down the hill with a blank expression. He had laughed when he first heard the words. However, he had to stop laughing when Kim Dokja’s expression didn’t change.
金离开后，雷海特面无表情地看着山下。当他第一次听到这些话的时候，他笑了。然而，当KimDokja的表情没有改变时，他不得不停止笑。
Reinheit was annoyed.
雷海特很生气。
Kim Dokja might be a constellation but this was crossing the line. He wasn’t the strongest in the Star Stream just because he was a constellation. It wasn’t uncommon for the 72 demon kings to devour fledgling constellations in the Star Stream.
金东子可能是一个星座，但这个星座已经越过了界限。他不是星流中最强的，仅仅因为他是一个星座。在星流中，72位恶魔国王吞噬初生的星座并不罕见。
In addition, Kim Dokja was only a half constellation.
此外，金洞迦只是半个星座。
[The constellation ‘Abyssal Black Flame Dragon’ is warning you not to ignore the words of ‘Kim Dokja.’]
[星座‘深渊黑火龙’警告你不要忽视‘金道佳’的话。]
That’s why Reinheit was surprised when the Abyssal Black Flame Dragon came out to defend Kim Dokja.
这就是为什么当深渊黑火龙出来保护金道佳时，Reinheit感到惊讶。
Who was the Abyssal Black Flame Dragon? He was the most famous of the absolute evil system that even the 72 demon kings didn’t want to get tangled up in.
谁是深渊黑焰龙？他是绝对邪恶系统中最著名的一个，即使是72个恶魔国王也不想卷入其中。
Reinheit looked at the scenery below the hill and naturally became nervous. Thus, he acted like he wasn’t.
雷海特看着山下的景色，自然而然地变得紧张起来，因此，他表现得好像他不紧张似的。
‘Paradise won’t perish.’
天堂不会消亡
Reinheit was old but still alive. He had been watching this place alone for 700 years. Thus, this place would be fine in the future. This scenario might be full of poisonous people but he wouldn’t lose if he fought in Paradise.
虽然已经老了，但仍然活着。他已经独自观察这个地方700年了。因此，这个地方将来会很好。这个场景可能充满了有毒的人，但是如果他在天堂战斗，他就不会输。
‘Rather, the dangerous thing…’
“相反，危险的是......”
Kim Dokja didn’t yet know how terrible the stories that entered Dark Castle were.
金杜佳还不知道进入黑暗城堡的故事有多么可怕。
The rotten fruit of Perpetual Motion fell off and Reinheit disappeared.
永动机腐烂的果实掉了下来，Reinheit消失了。
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I didn’t know what would happen if a battle took place on the spot but fortunately, Reinheit didn’t attack. It was obviously that Paradise would be turned upside down if we fought here.
我不知道如果当场发生战斗会发生什么，但幸运的是，Reinheit没有发动进攻。很明显，如果我们在这里战斗，天堂将被颠覆。
Of course, I had no intention of fighting. Things would be smoother if I defeated Reinheit here but I would be badly damaged and the incarnations of Paradise would develop a grudge against me.
当然，我没有打架的意思。如果我在这里击败了Reinheit，事情会更顺利，但是我会受到严重伤害，天堂的化身会对我怀恨在心。
I couldn’t let that happen. If Paradise collapsed, it must be due to the anger of Paradise itself, not an external enemy. The incarnations would end up in the same predicament if I acted without revealing what was wrong.
我不能让这种事发生。如果天堂崩溃了，那一定是因为天堂本身的愤怒，而不是外部的敌人。如果我不说出问题所在就采取行动，那么化身就会陷入同样的困境。
“…Is it over?”
“...结束了吗?”
“Yes.”
“是的。”
Jung Heewon was waiting for me below the hill. She still had an unclear expression. Maybe she was struggling with her loyalty to me and the comfort of Paradise.
郑鹤元在山下等我。她的表情仍然含糊不清。也许她是在为她对我的忠诚和天堂的舒适而挣扎。
I decided to relieve a bit of her worries. “Heewon-ssi. Do you want to go shopping for a while?”
我决定缓解一下她的忧虑。“熙原，你想去购物一会儿吗?”
We walked along the street. Noise came from the bustling shopping district.
我们沿着街道走着，喧闹的购物区传来了噪音。
“…It has been a while since I’ve walked like this.”
“我已经很久没有这样走路了。”
“Me too.”
“我也是。”
As the awkward silence continued, Jung Heewon decided to speak first. “Do you have any questions for me?”
尴尬的沉默继续着，郑鹤元决定先发言。“你有什么问题要问我吗?”
“What do you want me to ask?”
“你想让我问什么?”
I know what to she wanted me to ask. However, there were some things I didn’t ask because I already knew the answer.
我知道她想让我问什么。然而，有些事情我没有问，因为我已经知道答案了。
“Um… my favourite colour or favourite food,” Jung Heewon replied.
“嗯......我最喜欢的颜色或食物，”郑和元回答。
“Those are questions that wouldn’t be asked even in blind dates.”
“这些问题即使在相亲时也不会被问到。”
“…Has Dokja-ssi been on a blind date?”
“......Dokja-ssi是不是去相亲了?”
I ignored the slight hit to my pride and asked, “Are you disregarding me?”
我忽略了自尊心受到的轻微打击，问道:“你是在无视我吗?”
“No… it just doesn’t seem like Dokja-ssi’s style. I feel like you would want a fateful meeting.”
“不......这看起来不像Dokja-ssi的风格。我觉得你会想要一个命中注定的相遇。”
I felt like I had unexpectedly been stung. In fact, I had never been on a blind date. Jung Heewon continued speaking. “We have never talked about our past before. Aren’t you curious?”
我感觉自己被蛰了一下。事实上，我从来没有相亲过。郑和元继续说道。“我们以前从未谈论过我们的过去。你不好奇吗?”
“…”
“ ... ”
“How did you live before and where did you go to school?”
“你以前是怎么生活的，在哪里上的学?”
I quietly listened to her.
我静静地听着她说。
“What was your phone number and where did you live? In addition…”
“你的电话号码是多少?你住在哪里?此外......”
The scenery passed and Jung Heewon’s voice gradually died down. As she was speaking, she would’ve discovered it. Maybe it had been too long to tell such a story.
风景过去了，郑鹤元的声音渐渐平息下来。在她说话的时候，她应该已经发现了。也许讲这样一个故事已经太久了。
The area she lived would’ve been destroyed and those who remembered her history… probably wouldn’t be alive. These things happened to us in just a few months.
她所居住的地区会被摧毁，那些记得她的历史的人......可能就不会活着了。这些事情发生在我们身上仅仅几个月。
Jung Heewon was silent for a long time before wondering, “Even if we go back… it won’t be the same Seoul, right?”
郑鹤元沉默了很长一段时间，然后想，“即使我们回去...也不会是同一个首尔，对吗?”
“It won’t.”
“不会的。”
At the end of the 10th scenario, Seoul Dome would be broken and the incarnations liberated.
在第十个场景的结尾，首尔圆顶将被打破，前世解放了。
Still, this was just the beginning of another hell. It meant the scenarios that were limited to the capital city domes would expand to the whole world.
然而，这只是另一个地狱的开始。这意味着仅限于首都穹顶的场景将扩展到整个世界。
“Then… why do we have to continue with the scenario? None of the things we knew are still remaining. There is no going back.”
“那么......为什么我们还要继续这种情况呢？我们所知道的一切都不复存在了。没有回头路了。”
This was why she wanted to stay in Paradise. The woman from Geumho Station, Pink Kid Kim Yongpal… Paradise was the place where lost people came.
这就是她想留在天堂的原因。来自金河车站的女人，粉红小子金永帕......天堂是迷失的人们来到的地方。
Jung Heewon’s head hung down. I opened my mouth while deliberately not staring at her face. “Heewon-ssi is a good sword.”
郑鹤元垂下了头。我张开嘴，故意不盯着她的脸。“平原是一把好剑。”
Small breathing sounds could be heard.
可以听到微弱的呼吸声。
“You are calmer in front of the fire than any of us. In particular, you are sensitive to the tyranny of the strong.”
“你在火前比我们任何人都镇静。特别是，你对强者的专制很敏感。”
I slowly started the ‘story’ that I knew.
我慢慢地开始讲我所知道的故事。
Just because Jung Heewon didn’t appear in the original novel didn’t mean I didn’t know her. It made me work harder to read her.
仅仅因为郑和元没有出现在原著中并不意味着我不认识她。这让我更加努力地去了解她。
“You always fought at the head of the party and never complained about how difficult it was.
“你一直是党的领袖，从来不抱怨这有多么困难。
Jung Heewon listened to me with her mouth shut. I continued speaking, “You didn’t tell anyone when you were hurt and even if there was something suspicious, you chose to believe in that person.”
郑鹤元闭着嘴听我说话。我继续说，“当你受伤的时候，你没有告诉任何人，即使有可疑的事情，你也选择相信那个人。”
I thought of Jung Heewon. The Jung Heewon who trusted me despite my suspicious actions. The Jung Heewon who fought for me at Geumho Station.
我想到了郑鹤元。尽管我的行为很可疑，但郑鹤元还是信任我。在金河火车站为我而战的郑鹤元。
“You might distrust humans more than anyone else but you are actually filled with affection. You are the first to come running when our party is in danger.”
“你可能比任何人都更不信任人类，但你实际上充满了感情。当我们的党处于危险之中时，你是第一个跑过来的。”
Jung Heewon was the one who desperately searched for the party when the dokkaebi separated them. Jung Heewon always joked around but she was careful to make sure we wouldn’t be offended by a little joke.
正是郑和元在多卡比把他们分开时拼命地寻找这个党派。郑熙媛总是开玩笑，但她小心翼翼地确保我们不会被一个小玩笑冒犯。
“…”
“ ... ”
“If so, don’t I know a bit about Jung Heewon-ssi?”
“如果是这样的话，难道我不知道一点关于郑平元的事情吗?”
Jung Heewon’s head remained lowered as she spoke, “I’m not like that.”
郑鹤元低着头说:“我不是那样的人。”
“This is the Jung Heewon that I see.”
“这就是我看到的郑和元。”
Jung Heewon carefully avoided my gaze.
郑和元小心翼翼地避开我的目光。
“No one has ever told me that… Dokja-ssi would be good at blind dates. By the way, why are you saying this all of a sudden?”
“从来没有人告诉过我......Dokja-ssi很擅长相亲。顺便问一句，你为什么突然这么说?”
Jung Heewon looked up at me and smiled faintly, as if nothing had happened. It wasn’t a moment where she should smile.
郑鹤元抬头看着我，淡淡地笑了笑，好像什么都没发生过。这不是她应该微笑的时刻。
“This is the Jung Heewon-ssi that I saw because you continued the scenario.” Jung Heewon’s lips, which had been halfway open, stopped. “That’s why I believe you should continue the scenario.”
“这就是我看到的JungHeewon-ssi，因为你继续了这个场景。”郑鹤元半张着的嘴唇停了下来。“这就是为什么我认为你应该继续这种情况。”
There was no place for us to go back. There might not be a place for us to stay. Still, at least the story was continuing. As long as the story continued, there were more things that we could barely see.
我们没有地方可以回去。我们可能没有地方住了。尽管如此，至少故事还在继续。只要故事继续，还有更多我们几乎看不到的东西。
Jung Heewon carefully opened her mouth. “…I don’t understand because it is too hard. I told you before. I didn’t do well in school…”
郑和元小心翼翼地张开了嘴。“我不明白，因为这太难了。我告诉过你。我在学校表现不好......”
“I’m not saying this in the hope that Heewon-ssi will act. Heewon-ssi should live according to your own way.”
“我这么说并不是希望平原社会采取行动。平原社会应该按照自己的方式生活。”
I opened the Exchange while talking.
我一边说话一边打开了交易所。
[The item that you commissioned to be made has arrived.]
[你委托制作的东西已经到了。]
The timing was good. The item that I sent to be produced had come. It was made from the bone of the fire dragon, the heart of a demon and the nucleus of some monsters.
时机很好。我送去生产的产品已经到货了。它是由火龙的骨头，恶魔的心脏和一些怪物的核心制成的。
It was an item that only Jung Heewon could use. In the original novel, only the ‘three original judges’ were able to use the item. I paid 100,000 coins for it to be produced and received the item.
这是一个只有郑鹤元可以使用的项目。在最初的小说中，只有“三个最初的评委”能够使用这个项目。我花了100,000枚硬币来制作并收到了这件物品。
[You have given the ‘Sword of Judgment’ to Jung Heewon.]
[你已经把‘审判之剑’给了郑和元]
The surprised Jung Heewon accepted the sword.
受惊的郑和元接受了这把剑。
“This…?”
“这个......?”
“Didn’t we decide to go shopping together? This is my gift. Isn’t your old sword broken?”
“我们不是决定一起去逛街吗?这是我的礼物。你的旧剑不是断了吗?”
“I don’t deserve this.”
“这不是我应得的。”
I slowly shook my head.
我慢慢地摇了摇头。
“Nope, only Heewon-ssi is eligible for this sword.”
“不，只有平原西才有资格得到这把剑。”
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“Kim Dokja has a really bad personality. Are you actually going to leave like this?”
“KimDokja的性格很坏。你真的要这样离开吗?”
We moved away from Paradise. Han Sooyoung kept looking back as she spoke.
我们离开了天堂，韩素英一边说一边回头看。
I replied without looking back. “The things here are finished.”
我头也不回地回答:“这里的事情都完成了。”
“What is finished?”
“什么结束了?”
If it went according to the original novel, Paradise will probably be destroyed. The peace of the incarnations would be ruthlessly broken.
如果按照原著的话，天堂很可能会被摧毁。化身的和平将被无情地破坏。
Should I stop it? I couldn’t do that. This scenario would never end as long as Paradise existed.
我应该阻止它吗?我不能这么做。只要天堂还存在，这种情况就永远不会结束。
“Paradise isn’t for me to get involved in.”
“天堂不是我能涉足的。”
“Ah, you are leaving it to the original flow of the novel… why can’t you do it yourself?”
“啊，你把它留给了小说的原著......为什么你不能自己写呢?”
“Reinheit is too hard to catch right now and I will gain a bad story if I do beat him. He has too many supporters.”
“Reinheit现在太难捉摸了，如果我真的打败他，我会得到一个糟糕的故事。他有太多的支持者。”
Stories didn’t only have ‘good effects.’ Some stories would cause your strength to drop.
故事不仅仅有“好的效果”，有些故事会让你的体力下降。
Han Sooyoung knew this and bit her lips. “Well, it is like this. Then what about the mental state of the companions left behind?”
韩素英知道了这一点，咬了咬嘴唇。“嗯，是这样的。那么留下来的同伴的精神状态又如何呢?”
“They should get some rest.”
“他们应该休息一下。”
“What? Rest? Tell me honestly. Aren’t you actually angry? You have done a good job but they fell for a demon they met for the first time. In particular, Jung Heewon…”
“什么？休息？老实告诉我。你难道不生气吗？你做得很好，但是他们爱上了一个他们第一次遇见的魔鬼。尤其是郑希元......”
“…Jung Heewon deserves it. It has been hard for her so far.”
“......郑鹤元应得的。到目前为止，这对她来说很难。”
Han Sooyoung scoffed. “Don’t make me laugh. Don’t you know what you have done? Paradise will soon perish. She received the sword and likes you without knowing anything.”
韩素英嘲笑道。“别逗我笑。你不知道你做了什么吗？天堂很快就会毁灭。她收到了那把剑，毫不知情地喜欢上了你。”
“She chose it herself so she should be responsible for herself.”
“她自己选的，所以她应该对自己负责。”
“You demon…”
“你这个恶魔......”
Some wounds destroyed us but some made us stronger. It couldn’t be helped, even if I was called a demon. This was my path. Han Sooyoung grumbled for a long time before suddenly saying. “Hrmm… by the way, Kim Dokja.”
有些伤痛摧毁了我们，但有些伤痛使我们更加坚强。即使我被称为恶魔，这也无济于事。这就是我的道路。韩素英抱怨了半天才突然说。“嗯......顺便说一句，金杜佳。”
“Why?”
“为什么?”
“Why are you taking me?”
“你为什么带我走?”
“You will help me.”
“你会帮我的。”
Han Sooyoung bit her lips and suddenly summoned her clones.
韩素英咬着她的嘴唇，突然召唤她的克隆体。
…Their faces seemed to resemble me. This reminded me that she could change the faces of her clones.
...他们的脸看起来像我。这提醒我，她可以改变她的克隆人的面孔。
“What are you doing?”
“你在干什么?”
“Training.”
“培训。”
It was more like a one-sided assault than training. Furthermore, she focused on hitting a place that was extremely painful. Han Sooyoung beat me up for a long time before asking, “What are you going to do now?”
这更像是单方面的攻击，而不是训练。此外，她专注于击中一个极其痛苦的地方。韩素英打了我很长时间，然后问:“你现在打算怎么办?”
“I’ll set aside the scenario for three or four days and gather stories while searching for hidden pieces.”
“我会把这个场景搁置三四天，一边搜集故事，一边寻找隐藏的片段。”
Han Sooyoung smiled at the words ‘hidden pieces.’ “Why? Aren’t you the type to be focused on the main scenario?”
韩秀英笑着说:“为什么?你不是那种专注于主要情节的人吗?”
“This time I will leave it to other people. It has been hard for me to do it alone up to now.”
“这一次，我将把它留给其他人。到目前为止，我一个人很难做到这一点。”
When I thought about it, I tried too hard to do it alone. That jerk Yoo Jonghyuk seemed to be working hard but he wasn’t helpful at important moments. It would’ve ended at the Disaster of Floods or Peace Land if I hadn’t helped. As I was working hard on the scenarios, he went around finding hidden pieces.
当我想到这一点时，我努力尝试独自完成它。那个混蛋YooJonghyuk看起来工作很努力，但是在重要的时刻他却没有帮上忙。如果我没有帮忙的话，这一切都会在洪水灾难或和平之地结束。在我努力构思这些场景时，他四处寻找隐藏的碎片。
Thus, it was time for him to work properly. I smiled and said, “We will now pretend to be the regressor.”
因此，现在是他好好工作的时候了。我笑着说:“我们现在就假装是回归者。”
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint Chapter 162 - Kim Dokja’s Love (1)
