TL: Rainbow Turtle
彩虹龟
I nodded and opened my mouth. “Still, don’t kill her.”
我点点头，张开嘴，“但是，不要杀了她。”
“…We must beat her. That woman has no intention of cooperating.”
“......我们必须打她。那个女人没有合作的意图。”
I glanced at my blood-soaked mother. I didn’t know if it was her blood or the blood of others.
我瞥了一眼浸透血液的母亲，不知道这是她的血还是别人的血。
However, she was obviously at her limits. She had somehow been fighting with a reasonable probability but her physical strength must’ve bottomed out. It was an inevitable result.
然而，她显然已经到了极限。不知怎么的，她以合理的概率进行了搏斗，但她的体力一定已经到了最低点。这是不可避免的结果。
She was alone and this place had Yoo Jonghyuk.
她是一个人，这个地方有柳钟玉。
Yoo Jonghyuk had become transcendent and was on a completely different dimension compared to Peace Land. No matter how great the story, it was impossible with just a shadow.
柳荣玉已经变得超然，与和平之地相比处于一个完全不同的维度。不管这个故事多么精彩，只有一个影子是不可能的。
It wouldn’t be easy to overcome a transcendent unless one part of the body descended, but my mother didn’t have enough probability remaining.
除非身体的某一部分下降，否则克服超验是不容易的，但是我母亲已经没有足够的可能性了。
[The constellation ‘Demon-like Judge of Fire’ is gulping.] [The constellation ‘Prisoner of the Golden Headband’ is paying attention to your choice.] [The constellation ‘Abyssal Black Flame Dragon’ is observing your atrocious acts.]
[《火之审判》这个星座像魔鬼一样的东西正在吞咽。][《金发囚徒》星座正在关注你的选择。][“深渊黑焰龙”星座正在观察你们残暴的行为。]
I left my party members and headed towards my mother. “Stop trying.”
我离开了我的党员，走向我的母亲，“别再试了。”
[The ‘Fourth Wall’ is shaking faintly.]
(“第四道墙”在微弱地晃动。)
“Why are you stopping me?”
“你为什么阻止我?”
My mother’s face didn’t look good, despite it being barely visible through the shadow of the constellation. Only her eyes and mouth were barely revealed. It was a distance that could be crossed, but I could never reach her. It was the same in prison and even now. This had become our distance.
我母亲的脸色看起来不太好，尽管在星座的阴影里几乎看不见。只露出她的眼睛和嘴巴。这是一段可以跨越的距离，但我永远也够不到她。在监狱里，甚至现在，情况都是一样的。这已经成为我们之间的距离。
She told me, “If I talk… you won’t listen…”
她告诉我，“如果我说...你不会听...”
This person, why was she going so far? Why did she keep doing this despite her bloody body?
这个人，为什么她要走这么远?为什么她不顾自己血淋淋的身体继续这么做？
My companions were watching me. Their eyes were asking me to make the right choice. I sighed and opened my mouth. “Just once. I will listen just once, so tell me.”
我的同伴们都在看着我。他们的眼神要求我做出正确的选择。我叹了口气，张开了嘴。“就一次。我只听一次，告诉我吧。”
I was surprised by the words that came out of my mouth.
我对自己说出的话感到惊讶。
“Tell me the story properly.”
“好好地告诉我这个故事。”
I didn’t know I could say this. I squeezed out these words even though I didn’t know if I was sincere or not.
我不知道我可以这么说。尽管我不知道自己是否真诚，我还是勉强说出了这些话。
My mother’s eyes shook.
我母亲的眼睛在颤抖。
“How long can you stay like this? Don’t keep it to yourself and tell me. Why are you blocking me? Mother, why did you come all the way here? Anything, saying anything is fine!”
“你这样子能待多久？不要把它藏在心里，告诉我。你为什么挡着我？妈妈，你大老远跑来干什么？什么都行，说什么都行!”
“If I say it…”
“如果我说了......”
I saw the eyes that seemed like they would cry and realized all the stories so far had been connected.
我看到他们的眼睛好像在哭泣，我意识到到目前为止所有的故事都是有联系的。
I was her child, so I knew. The reason my mother blocked me was related to why my mother wrote the essay.
我是她的孩子，所以我知道。我妈妈阻止我的原因和我妈妈写这篇文章的原因有关。
I would be hurt. I would break. My previous life might be ruined.
我会受伤，我会崩溃，我以前的生活可能会毁掉。
“Tell me.” I had long thought about it. Perhaps it was the story I had already predicted.
“告诉我。”我想了很久。也许这就是我已经预料到的故事。
There were so many hints from the constellations that it would be odd if I didn’t know. Nevertheless, I wanted to hear the story directly from my mother’s mouth.
星座里有那么多暗示，如果我不知道的话，那就奇怪了。尽管如此，我还是想直接从母亲口中听到这个故事。
It might completely change my life but I had to listen, even if the wall shook again. It was because it was my story. Some stories couldn’t be understood if I missed a page.
它可能完全改变我的生活，但我必须听，即使墙壁再次摇晃。因为这是我的故事。如果我漏掉一页，有些故事就不能被理解。
Soon, my mother’s lips opened. However, in this damn scenario, it wasn’t a story just involving mother and son.
很快，母亲的嘴唇张开了，然而，在这该死的场景中，这不仅仅是一个关于母亲和儿子的故事。
[The nebula ‘Vedas’ is looking at your fate.] [The nebula ‘Olympus’ is looking at your fate.] [The nebula ‘Papyrus’ is looking at your fate.]
[《吠陀经》星云正注视着你的命运][奥林巴斯星云正在看着你的命运。][纸莎草星云正在看着你的命运。]
A new drama wasn’t allowed for us.
一部新的戏剧不允许我们看。
The nebulae’s messages popped up and intense sparks filled the air. My mother grabbed her head with both hands and started to scream.
星云的信息爆发出来，空气中充满了强烈的火花。我的母亲用双手抓住她的头，开始尖叫。
I yelled and ran towards her. The moment my outstretched hand was about to reach my mother, the shadow of Founder’s Mother caught me.
我大叫着向她跑去。就在我伸出的手快要到达母亲身边的那一刻，方正母亲的影子抓住了我。
[Constellation Kim Dokja. You… can’t pass here.]
[金星座，你...不能从这儿过。]
There was a crack on the Eight Beaded Bell and black, muddy waves overflowed. There was a fierce sound like the sky was being ripped apart, and a vortex appeared in the sky. A portal was opening at the centre of the vortex.
八宝钟上有一条裂缝，黑色的泥波溢了出来。突然传来一阵猛烈的声音，好像天空被撕裂了一样，一个漩涡出现在天空中。在漩涡的中心有一个入口打开了。
[The Great Hall.]
[大厅]
The excessive probability had summoned a being who would destroy everything.
这种过分的可能性召集了一个会毁灭一切的存在。
“Everyone, don’t look at it! Close your eyes!”
“大家不要看，闭上眼睛!”
I shouted the moment I discovered the tentacles coming from the Hall. I didn’t know about Yoo Jonghyuk, who was a transcendent, but ordinary incarnations would collapse just from seeing such an existence.
当我发现从大厅里伸出来的触角时，我大声喊道。我不知道柳钟玉，谁是一个超然的，但普通的化身将崩溃只是看到这样的存在。
“…An outer god”
“...一个外在的神”
Yoo Jonghyuk’s expression hardened. We were convinced when we saw the tentacles coming from the Great Hall.
柳钟玉的表情变得强硬起来，当我们看到从大会堂伸出的触须时，我们深信不疑。
This was an outer god. A god who was called due to the sacrifice of Founder’s Mother.
这是一个外在的神，由于方正之母的牺牲而被称为神。
Thunder fell from the crack in the sky while the distorted time and space screamed painfully.
雷声从天空的裂缝中落下，扭曲的时空痛苦地尖叫着。
It was similar but different to when that guy was summoned on Peace Land. The one being summoned now was the true body of an outer god
这和那个家伙在和平之地被召唤的时候很相似，但是不同。现在被召唤的是一个外神的真实身体
Based on this scale, at least one-third of the true body would be summoned. The true body of a god. The shadow couldn’t even be compared to it.
根据这个规模，至少三分之一的真实身体会被召唤出来。神的真身。阴影甚至无法与之相比。
“Yoo Jonghyuk! If we don’t stop it now―”
“柳永玉!如果我们现在不阻止它——”
“It is too late. It isn’t a level I can stop.”
“太晚了，这不是我能阻止的水平。”
My body was trembling just looking at the sky. I could see it with the status of a constellation.
我的身体在颤抖，只是看着天空。我可以看到它的状态，一个星座。
[The Fourth Wall is strongly activated!]
[第四道墙强烈地被激活了!]
My trembling subsided a bit by Fourth Wall but the fear didn’t change. The existence beyond that Great Hall was something that couldn’t be beaten even if the present Yoo Jonghyuk and I combined strength.
到了第四堵墙，我的颤抖稍微平息了一点，但是恐惧没有改变。即使现在的柳永玉和我联合起来，也无法打败大厅那边的存在。
In the midst of this helplessness, I realized something. Now it wasn’t a fight for incarnations.
在这种无助中，我意识到了一些事情，现在这不是为了化身而战。
“Kuaaaaah!”
“ kuaaaaaah! ”
Some of the incarnations with upper-grade constellations shed blood and died the moment they saw this existence. Yoo Jonghyuk and I protected the party members and retreated. Yoo Jonghyuk’s eyes were becoming darker. I spoke in resistance, “Don’t worry. The constellations won’t stay quiet once this type of guy descends.”
一些具有高等星座的化身在他们看到这个存在的那一刻流血而死。柳永玉和我保护了党员，然后撤退了。柳永玉的眼睛越来越黑。我抵抗地说，“别担心。一旦这种家伙出现，星座就不会安静了。”
It was shown at the constellation banquet that the constellations and the outer gods didn’t have a good relationship. In a situation where the god descended, no other constellations would intervene.
在星座宴会上，我们发现星座和外界的神并没有很好的关系。在神降临的情况下，没有其他星座会介入。
The Great Sage the Equal of Heaven, Uriel and the slightly reliable black flame dragon…
大圣天平，乌列和稍可靠的黑焰龙..。
However, the constellations showed no response to the true body of the god passing through.
然而，星座对路过的神的真实身体没有反应。
Yoo Jonghyuk spoke through gritted teeth. “…I don’t know how they can be ignorant.”
柳永玉咬着牙说:“......我不知道他们怎么会无知。”
It was a confusing situation for me as well. This was the descent of an outer god. Why wasn’t anyone coming to help us?
这对我来说也是一个令人困惑的情况。这是一个外神的降临。为什么没有人来帮我们？
[Some constellations are astonished by the coming of the outer god!] [Many constellations are complaining about the tyranny of some nebulae.
(有些星座对外神的到来感到惊讶!)许多星座抱怨某些星云的专横。
…What?
什么？
[The constellation ‘Prisoner of the Golden Headband’ is showing hostility to the nebula Papyrus.] [The constellation ‘Abyssal Black Flame Dragon’ is baring his fangs to the nebula ‘Vedas’.] [The constellation ‘ Demon-like Judge of Fire’ resents the atrocious acts of the nebula Olympus!]
[“金发带的囚徒”星座对纸莎草星云表现出敌意。][“深不可测的黑色火龙”星座将他的尖牙对准了“吠陀”星云][《火之审判》星座讨厌奥林巴斯星云的残暴行为!]
Now I realized. I see. This damn situation.
现在我明白了，我明白了，这该死的情况。
[All constellation on the Korean Peninsula are wondering which nebula you will choose.]
[朝鲜半岛上所有的星座都想知道你会选择哪一个星云]
This was all happening because of me. The messages popped up in turn.
这一切的发生都是因为我，这些信息依次出现。
[A number of nebulae want you to inherit their stories.] [If you inherit a story, your existence will be forcibly bound to the nebula.]
[许多星云希望你继承他们的故事][如果你继承了一个故事，你的存在将被强制束缚在星云之中。]
.
.
[The nebula Olympus wants you to inherit Lightning Carnival.] [The nebula Olympus wants you to inherit Thunder Guide.] [The nebula Papyrus wants you to inherit ‘Master of the Typhoon Wolf.’]
[奥林巴斯星云想让你继承闪电嘉年华][奥林巴斯星云希望你继承雷霆指南][纸莎草星云想让你继承‘台风狼的主人’]
.
.
[The nebulae are offering you a final choice.]
[星云给你最后的选择]
[All the constellations on the Korean Peninsula are watching your choice.]
(朝鲜半岛上所有的星座都在关注着你的选择。)
I laughed. This was why I didn’t like the constellations.
我笑了，这就是为什么我不喜欢星座的原因。
Lightning Carnival.
闪电嘉年华。
Thunder Guide.
雷电指南。
Master of the Typhoon Wolf.
台风狼的主人。
They were all stories of constellations with histories of killing their own relatives.
它们都是关于星座的故事，有着杀害自己亲人的历史。
At the same time, each nebula had a powerful story. Perhaps if I succeeded their stories, I would be able to repel the outer god. Then my mother would die here.
同时，每个星云都有一个强大的故事。也许如果我成功了他们的故事，我就能击退外在的神。那我母亲就会死在这里。
Yoo Jonghyuk was watching me. His eyes asked what I was going to do. I said to him, “…Yoo Jonghyuk. Do you remember the nebula we made? Kim Dokja’s Company.”
柳永玉一直在看着我。他的眼睛问我该怎么办。我对他说:“......柳永玉。你还记得我们制造的星云吗？KimDokja’sCompany。”
It wasn’t simply to save my mother. Everything would end if I belonged to a nebula.
这不仅仅是为了救我的母亲，如果我属于一个星云，一切都将结束。
There was no way I could overcome the unfair contract with them and I would never be able to reach the end of the story.
我没有办法克服与他们签订的不公平的合同，我也永远无法到达故事的结尾。
“…You still want to use that name.” Yoo Jonghyuk frowned as he moved close to me and pulled out a sword. “I will choose the name of the nebula.”
“......你还是想用那个名字。”柳永玉皱起眉头，走近我，拔出一把剑。“我会选择星云的名字。”
I smiled at the thought that Yoo Jonghyuk was joking. The energy of transcendence could be felt by my side. It was strangely relieving despite the presence of a person who had long surpassed my scale.
一想到柳永玉是在开玩笑，我就笑了。超越的能量可以在我身边感受到。尽管有一个长久以来超过我的体重的人在场，这还是奇怪地让我松了一口气。
It might be because I felt like we were standing on the same horizon for the first time since the scenario began.
也许是因为我觉得自从剧情开始以来，我们第一次站在了同一个地平线上。
I declared towards the stars in the night sky. “I won’t bow to your fate.”
我对着夜空中的星星说:“我不会向你的命运低头。”
I pointed my sword towards those silent gazes.
我把剑指向那些沉默的凝视。
“I will decide my story.”
“我会决定我的故事。”
Then I heard a laugh come from somewhere. Along with the laughing sound, I heard a whisper from the universe that seemed to be mocking these insignificant worms.
然后我听到从某处传来一阵笑声。伴随着笑声，我听到来自宇宙的低语，仿佛在嘲笑这些微不足道的蠕虫。
-Unfortunate constellation.
不幸的星座。
-You who killed your father with your own hands.
你亲手杀了你父亲。
-You who will destroy your mother.
你会毁了你的母亲。
-You who will see the downfall of your precious things.
-你将看到你宝贵的东西的毁灭。
I stared at the outer god. If he finished his descent, the second floor of Dark Castle would be completely erased.
我凝视着外在的神。如果他完成下降，黑暗城堡的二楼将被完全抹去。
It was a different situation from Peace Land. There was no place to go if a crisis happened here. However…
这是一个不同于和平之地的情况。如果这里发生了危机，我们无处可去。但是..。
Inside me was a constellation who was as weary of the word ‘fate’ as I was.
在我的身体里，有一个像我一样厌倦命运这个词的星座。
[A few hundred years have passed and things haven’t changed. Damn son of a bitch.]
[几百年过去了，事情没有改变。该死的狗娘养的。]
Cheok Jungyeong’s presence inside me started to be released. I didn’t know if it was possible for Cheok Jungyeong to cope with the god from another world. Still, I had no choice but to believe in him.
CheokJungyeong在我体内的存在开始被释放。我不知道CheokJungyeong是否有可能应付来自另一个世界的神。尽管如此，我别无选择，只能相信他。
Cheok Jungyeong shouted towards Founder’s Mother, who was half eaten by the god from another world.
CheokJungyeong朝方正的母亲喊道，她已经被另一个世界的神吃掉了一半。
[Founder’s Mother! Why did you make a deal with the outer god?]
[创始人的母亲!你为什么要和外神做交易?]
It was a deep and resonant voice filled with anger.
这是一个充满愤怒的低沉而洪亮的声音。
[Since when did Hongik become so cheap?]
[Hongik什么时候变得这么便宜了?]
Surprisingly, the Founder’s Mother replied.
令人惊讶的是，创始人的母亲回答道。
[I didn’t make a deal… with the outer god.]
[我没有和外界的神做交易。]
[Then what is this situation?]
[那这是什么情况?]
[I’m sorry. There was no… other way. To protect the… scenarios of the Korean peninsula. This incarnation… should be here. That man shouldn’t return to the Korean Peninsula. Otherwise, the other nebulae…] [Did you make a deal with the nebulae?] Cheok Jungyeong exclaimed. [Are you still so obsessed with that little land that you are now betraying your descendants?]
对不起。没有别的办法了。为了保护朝鲜半岛的局势。这个化身...应该在这里。那个人不应该回到朝鲜半岛。否则，其他星云......][你和星云做了交易吗?]CheokJungyeong感叹道。你还是那么痴迷于那块小土地，以至于现在背叛了自己的后代吗
[You don’t know. You…]
你不知道，你..
[What the hell is this? Where is the creation god? Why is he invisible when something like this is happening?]
[这到底是什么?创造之神在哪里?当这样的事情发生时，为什么他是看不见的?]
[The creation god…]
[创造之神......]
However, the words of Founder’s Mother didn’t finish. The next moment, I felt Cheok Jungyeong looking towards the sky.
然而方正母亲的话还没有说完，下一刻，我感觉到CheokJungyeong望着天空。
[Don’t tell me…?]
不要告诉我...
The night sky sent an indirect message before answering.
夜空在回答之前发出了一个间接的信息。
[The nebulae declares that anyone who helps Goryeo’s First Sword will be regarded as their enemy in the future.]
[星云宣布，任何帮助高丽的第一剑的人在未来都将被视为敌人。]
