“还有更好的办法”“不管怎样，我都不该把孩子一个人留在家里”“作为母亲，我不该那样做”
…
「 In the end, I’m just a mother who ran away. 」
“最终，我只是一个离家出走的母亲”
This was the last sentence. I waited just in case, hitting the wall a few times. However, no more sentences appeared.
这是最后一句话。为了以防万一，我等了好几次。然而，没有更多的句子出现。
It shouldn’t be like this. In this way, I wouldn’t be able to hear the end of this ridiculous story.
不应该是这样的，这样我就听不到这个荒谬故事的结局了。
“Spit her out! Spit her out!”
“把她吐出来!把她吐出来!”
I started to frantically hit the wall.
我开始疯狂地撞到墙上。
“Fuck!”
“操!”
The Fourth Wall licked my fists. The blood, memories and stories on my fist were sucked into the Fourth Wall. I didn’t cry.
第四堵墙舔了舔我的拳头。我拳头上的血、记忆和故事都被吸进了第四面墙。我没有哭。
「 Kim Dokja was crying. 」
“金杜佳在哭泣。”
The Fourth Wall said.
第四堵墙说。
「 Kim Dokja quietly clenched his fists. 」
“金多克贾静静地攥紧了拳头”
Bang!
砰！
「 He hit the wall. 」
“他撞到了墙上”
Bang!
砰！
「 He hit it again. 」
“他又撞上了”
“Fuck!”
“操!”
「 Kim Dokja got goosebumps. Everything was becoming a story. All his actions and words in the scenarios were becoming sentences on the wall. 」
“金独子”起了鸡皮疙瘩。一切都变成了一个故事。他在场景中的所有动作和言语都变成了墙上的句子
“Shut up!”
“闭嘴!”
「 Kim Dokja wanted to know. What should he do? How could he break this wall? Was this the price for reading Ways of Survival? He read it and his reality became a novel. Then a noise like a page tearing was heard. 」
“金道佳想知道”。他该怎么办？他怎么能打破这堵墙呢？这就是阅读《生存之道》的代价吗？他读了这本书，他的现实生活变成了一部小说。然后听到一种撕页的声音
Jiiiiiik!
吉利克！
「 Kim Dokja thought… (Hey)… what is this? 」
“金道嘉心想......(嘿)......这是什么?”
I finally saw unnatural words on the wall. It was like graffiti left behind by someone who read the novel.
我终于在墙上看到了不自然的文字，就像是某个读过这本小说的人留下的涂鸦。
「 Kim Dokja was amazed… (Stay upright)… Who was talking to him? …(This is your skill)… Who was it? …(You shouldn’t be eaten by your skill)… What… (You idiot, quickly take off your hands!) 」
“金东子很惊讶...(挺直身子)...谁在跟他说话?”？...(这是你的技能)...是谁？......(你不应该被你的技术吃掉)......什么......(你这个白痴，快把手拿开!)」
I saw that the wall was swallowing my fist.
我看到墙壁正在吞噬我的拳头。
「…(Turn the skill off, Kim Dokja)… 」
“......(关闭技能，金道佳)......”
Enlightenment ran through my head. I didn’t know who I was talking to. I didn’t know if it was possible or not.
启蒙运动在我的脑海中闪过。我不知道我在和谁说话。我不知道这是否可行。
However, it was clear what I had to do. “I will turn off the Fourth Wall.”
然而，很明显我必须做的是:“我要关掉第四堵墙。”
An electric current flowed through the wall as it shook violently. For the first time, I felt something around me fading.
一股电流穿过墙壁，墙壁剧烈地摇晃着。第一次，我感到周围有什么东西正在消失。
The wall was collapsing.
那堵墙正在倒塌。
The next moment, a message was heard.
接下来，一条信息传了出来。
[The system error due to unknown causes is temporarily fixed.]
[由于不明原因造成的系统错误暂时得到修复]
.
.
[Your Attributes Window has been restored.]
[您的属性窗口已恢复。]
[Do you want to check the Attributes Window now?]
[现在要检查属性窗口吗?]
TL: Rainbow Turtle
彩虹龟
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint Chapter 181 - Unable to be Eaten (3)
