On this day, everyone in Seoul Dome was immersed in a dazzling light.
这一天，首尔圆顶体育场的每个人都沉浸在耀眼的灯光中。
[Someone has cleared the tenth main scenario.]
[有人已经清除了第十个主要方案]
[Congratulations. You have passed the tenth scenario.]
[祝贺你，你已经通过了第十个方案。]
Those who were hiding in corners of Seoul Dome to avoid the demonic people and those who barely survived on the first and second floors of Dark Castle.
那些躲在首尔圆顶的角落里躲避恶魔的人，以及那些在黑暗城堡一楼和二楼勉强存活下来的人。
All the incarnations who somehow survived the threat of the scenario received the same message.
所有以某种方式从这个场景的威胁中幸存下来的化身都收到了同样的信息。
[You have accomplished the ‘Liberator of Seoul Dome’ achievement.]
[你完成了‘首尔圆顶解放者’的成就。]
Liberator. People didn’t understand it at first but their bodies were convinced before their minds. Their limbs cramped, their pupils expanded and their lips trembled.
解放者。人们一开始并不理解，但是他们的身体在他们的思想之前就被说服了。他们四肢抽搐，瞳孔扩张，嘴唇颤抖。
[You can escape Seoul Dome.]
[你可以逃离汉城穹顶]
Their long wish had finally become reality. The people on the first and second floors of Dark Castle were summoned out into the city.
他们长久以来的愿望终于实现了。黑暗城堡一楼和二楼的人被召集到城里。
Then everyone saw the same sight.
然后每个人都看到了同样的景象。
The Dark Castle collapsed with a loud sound. The terrible nightmare gripping all of Seoul collapsed like a sand castle. The broken chunks soon turned into powder. People were filled with unknown emotions as they watched the scene.
黑暗城堡轰然倒塌。笼罩着整个首尔的可怕噩梦像沙堡一样坍塌了。碎块很快就变成了粉末。人们在观看现场时充满了未知的情绪。
“It is finished,” someone said.
“结束了，”有人说。
“I can go out… I can live now…”
“我可以出去......我可以活下去......”
“The hell is over!”
“地狱结束了!”
Some people felt it was the end of the tragedy.
有些人认为这是悲剧的终结。
Compensation poured from the air. People had jubilant expressions on their faces. Another tragedy might begin but for now, they were enjoying the immediate feeling of liberation. However, not everyone shared that sentiment.
补偿从空中倾泻而出。人们脸上洋溢着喜悦的表情。另一场悲剧也许会发生，但是现在，他们正享受着解放的快感。然而，并不是每个人都有这种感受。
“…What happened to Dokja ahjussi?”
“大叔怎么了?”
Kim Dokja’s group escaped from Dark Castle. Jung Heewon, Lee Hyunsung, Lee Jihye, Gong Pildu, Lee Gilyoung, Shin Yoosung, Han Sooyoung… All of them were gathered in one place. They were those who survived because of Kim Dokja or those who owed Kim Dokja.
金杜佳的队伍从黑暗城堡逃走了。郑和元，李贤成，李智慧，宫皮都，李吉英，申永成，韩素英......他们都聚集在一个地方。他们是那些幸存下来的人，因为KimDokja或者那些欠KimDokja的人。
“Anyone, does anyone know? Please say something! Master! How is Dokja ahjussi?”
“有人知道吗?请说点什么!师父!大叔怎么样了?”
The party members relied on their intuition to find someone who could explain the situation. However, the only person who could answer was silent. Yoo Jonghyuk was staring at the collapsed Dark Castle with his mouth shut.
党员们依靠自己的直觉找到一个能够解释这种情况的人。然而，唯一能回答的人是沉默的。柳永玉闭着嘴，盯着倒塌的黑暗城堡。
Dark Castle collapsed, like history disappearing. Kim Dokja was in there. He died there.
黑暗城堡坍塌了，就像历史消失了一样。KimDokja在那里。他死在那里。
Yoo Jonghyuk stared while confirming the fact over and over again.
柳永玉凝视着，一遍又一遍地确认着这个事实。
Kim Dokja was dead. How could such a thing happen? Yoo Jonghyuk was unfamiliar with not knowing.
金杜佳已经死了。怎么会发生这样的事情呢?柳永玉对不知道这件事并不熟悉。
“Yoo Jonghyuk-ssi! Please say something! Please!”
“柳永玉西!请说点什么!请!”
Yoo Jonghyuk stared blankly at Lee Hyunsung who was shaking him. The first regression and second regression… he had never seen Lee Hyunsung make this face.
柳永玉茫然地盯着正在摇晃他的李贤星。第一次回归和第二次回归......他从来没有见过李贤星做这个表情。
Yoo Jonghyuk rarely remembered the expressions that his party members made when they lost someone really precious. It was because he was always the one making such expressions. He was the only one who survived until the end of this tragedy and despair.
柳永玉很少记得他的党员在失去一个真正珍贵的人时所说的话。这是因为他总是做出这样的表达。他是唯一一个活到悲剧和绝望结束的人。
By the way, this life was different. There were still many people by his side. He was suffering through someone’s death with them.
顺便说一下，这种生活是不同的。他身边还有许多人。他和他们一起忍受着某人的死亡。
“Yoo Jonghyuk-ssi!”
“柳永玉-西!”
“Master!”
“师父!”
Everyone was staring at him. They wanted him to say that it wasn’t too late. Still, Yoo Jonghyuk couldn’t give an answer to these faces.
每个人都盯着他看。他们想让他说现在还不算太晚。尽管如此，柳永玉还是不能给这些面孔一个答案。
“I also don’t know.”
“我也不知道。”
He destroyed their last remaining hope. Sadly, this was the role left to Yoo Jonghyuk.
他摧毁了他们最后的希望，悲哀的是，这个角色留给了俞钟玉。
“I don’t know what happened to Kim Dokja.”
“我不知道KimDokja发生了什么事。”
In fact, he could tell them more. Banishment from the scenario. He could share the information he knew. Or maybe he could testify to the feeble hopes he might have.
事实上，他可以告诉他们更多。从剧本中驱逐出去。他可以分享他所知道的信息。或者他可以证明他可能会有的微弱希望。
However, Yoo Jonghyuk didn’t do this. He knew that talking about it would just be telling the party members, ‘Kim Dokja is dead. You can’t do anything for Kim Dokja.’
然而，柳永玉并没有这么做。他知道谈论这件事只会告诉党员，‘KimDokja死了。你不能为KimDokja做任何事。”
Some people said more by not speaking. A few people accepted Yoo Jonghyuk’s silence while others rejected it. Nevertheless, everyone understood the silence.
有些人不说话，说得更多。一些人接受柳钟玉的沉默，而其他人则拒绝。然而，每个人都理解这种沉默。
“Dokja hyung said so! He isn’t dead! He will live again! Then why…!”
“道加亨是这么说的!他没有死!他还会活过来!那么为什么......!”
“Yoo Jonghyuk-ssi! Please tell me how to save Dokja-ssi!”
“YooJonghyuk-ssi!请告诉我如何拯救Dokja-ssi!”
Yoo Jonghyuk shook his head at Lee Gilyoung and Lee Hyunsung’s cries. If there was a way to save Kim Dokja, he would’ve already done it. There was nothing he could do. It wasn’t just him, it was everyone.
柳永玉对李金英和李贤星的哭声摇了摇头。如果有办法拯救金独子，他早就这么做了。他无能为力。不仅仅是他，还有所有人。
[The constellation ‘Prisoner of the Golden Headband’ feels a great emptiness.] [The constellation ‘Abyssal Black Flame Dragon’ is lying down.] [The constellation ‘Seo Ae Il Pil’ has broken his pen.] [The constellation ‘God of Wine and Ecstasy’ is looking at the abyss.]
[“金发囚徒”星座感到空虚。][深不可测的黑色火龙星座躺在地上。][星座‘SeoAeIlPil’弄坏了他的笔。][星座‘酒神和狂喜神’正看着深渊。]
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[The constellations on the Korean Peninsula are mourning the death of one constellation.] [The constellations on the Korean Peninsula remember someone’s name.]
[朝鲜半岛上的星座正在哀悼一个星座的死亡。](朝鲜半岛上的星座会记住某人的名字。)
Yoo Jonghyuk had never seen so many constellations talking about a single constellation. The arrogant constellations were expressing emotions other than frustration or pleasure.
柳永玉从未见过这么多星座在谈论一个单一的星座。傲慢的星座除了表达沮丧或快乐之外，还表达了其他的情绪。
They became aware of new feelings. The night sky was shining with more colour than any of his previous regressions.
他们开始意识到新的感觉，夜空的颜色比他以前任何一次回归都要多。
Sadness, great despair, sorrow… The night sky, made up of many constellations, was shining sadly.
悲伤，巨大的绝望，悲伤......由许多星座组成的夜空，悲伤地闪耀着。
Maybe Kim Dokja was hope for them as well. It was hope to show a different story. Something that could make a difference in the Star Stream.
也许KimDokja也是他们的希望。希望能展示一个不同的故事。一些可以改变星流的东西。
‘There aren’t many ways.’
没有多少办法
Looking at the dazzling star in the sky, Regressor Yoo Jonghyuk had a thought.
看着天空中耀眼的星星，回归者柳钟玉有了一个想法。
‘If I regress now…’
如果我现在倒退..
The ability to restart his life was like the button of a nuclear missile that could be pressed at any time. Yoo Jonghyuk was able to go back in time after dying and make better choices with the information he had of the future.
重新开始生活的能力就像是随时可以按下的核导弹按钮。柳永玉能够在死后及时回到过去，并利用他所拥有的关于未来的信息做出更好的选择。
If he returned now then Kim Dokja might revive again. However… -Yoo Jonghyuk, wake up. Don’t think things will improve if you repeat them a few times.
如果他现在回来，那么KimDokja可能会再次复活。然而...-柳永玉，醒醒。不要认为重复几次事情就会有所改善。
What if Yoo Jonghyuk went back and there was no Kim Dokja? Or what if Kim Dokja didn’t act like this again?
如果柳荣玉回去了，发现没有金道佳怎么办？或者如果KimDokja再也不这样做了呢？
Yoo Jonghyuk was afraid of something for the first time.
柳永玉第一次感到害怕。
The Kim Dokja of this life might only appear in this life. Shin Yoosung of the 41st regression never talked about Kim Dokja and he never met Kim Dokja in his past few lives. Even if he went back to the past, the Kim Dokja of this life might not return.
今生的金道佳可能只会出现在今生。第41次回归的ShinYoosung从来没有谈论过KimDokja，而且他在过去的几个世里也从来没有见过KimDokja。即使他回到过去，这种生活的金道佳可能也不会回来。
-Thus, live this round properly.
因此，好好地过这一回合。
The choice that had always been possible was now irreversible. He met Kim Dokja in his third regression and they became companions. Then he lost Kim Dokja.
一直以来可能的选择现在已经不可逆转了。在他第三次回归的时候，他遇到了KimDokja，他们成为了朋友。然后他失去了金独子。
-Don’t imagine that you will get better if you throw away this round. Maybe this is the round where you will see the end of this world as a ‘human.’
-别以为这一回合你输了就会好起来。也许这就是你作为一个‘人类’看到这个世界末日的地方
Yoo Jonghyuk got up from his spot and bit his lips. Only these words remained. Just as everything in the Star Stream was a story, Yoo Jonghyuk couldn’t help acknowledging that Kim Dokja’s words were part of himself.
柳永玉从他的位置站起来，咬着他的嘴唇。只剩下这些话了。正如星流中的一切都是一个故事，柳永玉忍不住承认，金东子的话是他自己的一部分。
[Huh, why aren’t you moving? Didn’t you receive the system message?]
你为什么不动?你没收到系统信息吗
The dokkaebi dispatched from the bureau looked down at them from the air.
从局里派来的多卡比从空中俯视着他们。
[Aha, I see. Everybody is mourning ‘his’ death.]
啊哈，我明白了。每个人都在哀悼他的死亡
The party members resented his ridiculing tone but not everyone was the same. Jung Heewon barely maintained her calm and asked,
党员们讨厌他的嘲笑语气，但不是每个人都是一样的。郑熙媛几乎没有保持冷静，问道:
“…How is Dokja-ssi?”
“......Dokja-ssi怎么样?”
[He has been expelled from the scenario.]
[他已经被开除了]
“Can I ask what that means? Is he dead or alive?”
“我能问一下这是什么意思吗?他是死了还是活着?”
[I also don’t know. However, it isn’t possible to survive being expelled from the scenario, whether it is an incarnation or constellation. That is all I know.]
我也不知道。然而，无论是化身还是星座，被驱逐出剧情都不可能幸存下来。我就知道这么多
Even a constellation couldn’t survive. The party members stiffened at the words and their expressions became colder than before. Lee Jihye retorted.
即使是星座也无法存活。党员们听了这些话变得僵硬起来，他们的表情比以前更冷淡了。李吉惠反驳道。
“Isn’t there a way? A way to save…!”
“没有办法吗?没有办法拯救......!”
[There is nothing you can do. Honestly, it’s amazing that you still have this type of mindset. I will give you one piece of advice. Don’t think about unnecessary things and focus on the scenario in front of you. You haven’t escaped from Seoul Dome yet.]
你什么也做不了。老实说，你仍然保持这种心态真是令人惊讶。我给你一个建议。不要去想那些不必要的事情，把注意力集中在你面前的场景上。你还没有从汉城圆顶体育馆逃出来
The dokkaebi sneered and flicked his fingers. Then messages once again poured from the air.
多卡比冷笑一声，弹了弹手指，接着，信息又从空中倾泻而出。
[The escape scenario has been given.]
[已经给出了逃跑方案。]
[Seoul Dome will be closed soon! You have half a day to escape from Seoul Dome.]
[首尔圆顶体育馆即将关闭!你有半天时间逃离首尔圆顶体育馆]
[The escape path is automatically provided.]
[逃生路径自动提供。]
[You will die if you don’t escape from the dome within the time limit.]
如果你不在时限内逃出穹顶，你就会死
“Dammit…”
“该死......”
The party members looked at each other but there were no solutions on their faces. In any case, there was nothing they could choose.
党员们面面相觑，但是没有任何解决办法。无论如何，他们没有选择的余地。
“…Let’s move.”
“我们走吧。”
They started to move along the specified path. They ran, swam or crossed railings as they constantly headed towards the outskirts of Seoul. Finally, the route markers ended and they faced a group of people.
他们开始沿着指定的路径移动。他们跑着，游着，或者越过栏杆，不停地朝着首尔郊区的方向前进。最后，路标结束了，他们面对着一群人。
“These people…”
“这些人......”
All the remaining incarnations of Seoul Dome were gathered there. There were approximately 1,000 people.
所有剩余的首尔圆顶都聚集在那里，大约有1000人。
Some faces were familiar. Min Jiwon waved her hand towards this side and there was also the reclusive Han Donghoon. They were all saved by Kim Dokja.
有些面孔很熟悉。闵志远朝这边挥了挥手，还有隐居的韩东勋。他们都被KimDokja拯救了。
Yoo Jonghyuk and the party members lightly nodded at the people they recognized.
柳永玉和党员们向他们认出的人轻轻点了点头。
“…Here.”
“...在这里。”
The party members stopped at the same time and stared up at the inner wall of the dome. It was a huge cage that had been trapping them so far. Now they had a chance to escape from this prison. Everyone was excited but nobody took a step outside.
党员们同时停了下来，凝视着穹顶的内壁。这是一个巨大的笼子，到目前为止一直在困住他们。现在他们有机会逃出这座监狱。每个人都很兴奋，但是没有人走出去一步。
They were like a canary that couldn’t easily fly out of the wide open cage.
它们就像一只不能轻易飞出敞开的笼子的金丝雀。
Instead, the people were looking around for something. One by one, the gazes gathered. All eyes soon gathered on one person.
相反，人们在四处寻找着什么。目光一个接一个地聚集起来。所有的目光很快聚集在一个人身上。
It was Han Sooyoung who opened her mouth first. “Yoo Jonghyuk.”
是韩秀英先开口的。“柳钟玉。”
Yoo Jonghyuk faced Han Sooyoung. She didn’t say anything but Yoo Jonghyuk read her eyes.
柳永玉面对着韩秀英，她什么也没说，但柳永玉看着她的眼睛。
‘Don’t waste the opportunity that Kim Dokja gave you.’
不要浪费KimDokja给你的机会
Yoo Jonghyuk blinked slowly and stepped forward. Numerous people were waiting for him.
柳钟玉慢慢地眨了眨眼，然后走上前去，许多人都在等着他。
It was to celebrate the moment they were finally freed. Yoo Jonghyuk was troubled as he gazed at the group focused on him.
这是为了庆祝他们最终获得自由的时刻。柳永玉看着那群聚焦在他身上的人，心里很不安。
Yoo Jonghyuk had been in this position several times in his past lives. He was sometimes eloquent and sometimes a charismatic leader. It wasn’t hard to find the words to give to the crowd.
柳钟玉在过去的生活中曾多次处于这种境地。他有时能言善辩，有时是个有魅力的领导人。不难找到适当的词语来表达给观众。
Then why? He didn’t want to say such things this time. Instead, he said, “…I won’t give up on this life.”
那为什么？这次他不想说这样的话。相反，他说，“...我不会放弃这种生活。”
Perhaps there was no one here who would understand his words. In the midst of the terrible loneliness that came from this face, Yoo Jonghyuk declared.
也许这里没有人能听懂他的话。面对着这张脸带来的可怕的孤独，柳永玉说。
“So don’t give up either.”
“所以也不要放弃。”
He didn’t know if it had been delivered or not. Yoo Jonghyuk turned away from the crowd and slowly walked to the inner wall of the dome. Then…
他不知道是否已经送到了。柳永玉转身离开人群，慢慢地走向圆顶的内墙。然后..。
Bang!
砰！
Just one.
只有一个。
Bang!
砰！
Then two.
然后是两个。
His angry fists struck the wall. Large cracks spread through the inner wall of the dome, centred on the point that was in contact with his fists.
他愤怒的拳头打在墙上。巨大的裂缝扩展通过圆顶的内壁，集中在与他的拳头接触的点。
It was a wall that couldn’t be overcome after the scenario started. The wall collapsed slightly and a gap that was the size of a human was made. It was a landscape that always existed but couldn’t be overcome.
这是一堵在剧情开始后无法逾越的墙。墙壁轻微地倒塌，形成了一个人类大小的缝隙。这是一个一直存在但无法克服的景观。
Yoo Jonghyuk took the first step into that landscape.
柳永玉迈出了进入这一领域的第一步。
“Let’s go.”
“我们走吧。”
He stepped towards a scenario without Kim Dokja.
他走向了一个没有KimDokja的场景。
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「 In the darkness, the lone Kim Dokja finally woke up. 」
“黑暗中，孤独的金杜佳终于醒来了”
TL: Rainbow Turtle
彩虹龟
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint Chapter 190 - Story Horizon (2)
