I couldn’t find an answer to Yoo Jonghyuk’s question. I didn’t understand exactly what he meant. Then I heard it once again through Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint.
我找不到柳永玉问题的答案。我不太明白他的意思。然后我又通过无所不知的读者视角听到了它。
「 Does the world where you live really exist? 」
“你所居住的世界真的存在吗?”
Then I realized what Yoo Jonghyuk was talking about. He had seen the world I lived.
然后我意识到柳钟玉说的是什么，他看到了我生活的世界。
「 Hi hi. 」
“嗨”
The Fourth Wall was laughing mischievously. The moment I was going to open my mouth, Han Sooyoung ran and struck my back, pressing me against the ground. “Yoo Jonghyuk! Didn’t you promise me?”
第四堵墙在顽皮地笑着。我刚要开口，韩秀英就跑过来把我的背按在地上。“柳永玉！你不是答应过我吗?”
Anger was contained in Han Sooyoung’s voice. “You will die here and I will get a new world. That was the condition of our exchange. Why did you do this?”
韩素英的声音里充满了愤怒。“你会死在这里，我会得到一个新的世界。这就是我们交换的条件。你为什么要这么做?”
I could feel the taste of the soil as my lips touched the ground.
当我的嘴唇触碰到地面时，我能感觉到泥土的味道。
「 Kim Dokja was thinking about his future plans. 」
“金正在考虑自己的未来计划”
Once again, I didn’t know what Yoo Jonghyuk felt through my memories. However, looking at his attitude, I didn’t think he would give up on this life. A terrible cry came from the top of the sealing sphere.
再一次，我不知道柳钟玉通过我的记忆感受到了什么。然而，看他的态度，我不认为他会放弃这种生活。一声可怕的叫喊从密封的球体顶部传来。
[Uwaaaah…]
[哇......]
[Everyone flee! Quickly escape from this scenario!]
(大家快逃!快逃离这种情况!)
The astonished constellations were escaping one by one from the scenario. Even the nebulae in the sky were being bitten by the dragon. The apocalypse was indeed such an existence. The decisive cause of Eden’s destruction, the worst disaster of the Star Stream.
惊讶的星座一个接一个地逃离了这个场景。甚至天空中的星云也被龙咬伤了。天启确实是这样一种存在。伊甸园毁灭的决定性原因，星流最大的灾难。
In the midst of this, Han Sooyoung shouted at Yoo Jonghyuk. “Is it because of this guy?”
就在这时，韩秀英对柳永大喊:“是因为这个家伙吗?”
Han Sooyoung grabbed my head and screamed. “Did this guy do something to your spirit? Didn’t you want to die so badly? Aren’t you tired? Don’t you want to stop performing scenarios?”
韩素英抓住我的头尖叫起来。“这家伙对你的精神做了什么吗？你不是很想死吗？你不累吗？难道你不想停止演出场景吗?”
Every word spoken by Han Sooyoung seemed to pierce my chest. Yoo Jonghyuk had no expression but I knew the life he lived. Yoo Jonghyuk of the 1863rd round was the Yoo Jonghyuk of the original novel that I knew.
韩素英说的每一句话似乎都穿透了我的胸膛。柳永玉没有表情，但我知道他的生活。第1863回合的俞钟玉就是我所知道的原著小说中的俞钟玉。
When my mother was locked up in prison, when I was bullied, when I sat the CSATs, when I went to the army and when I joined the company. It was the Yoo Jonghyuk I had always been watching. The Yoo Jonghyuk who was cold, calculating and never gave up.
当我的母亲被关在监狱里，当我被欺负，当我参加考试，当我参军，当我加入公司。这就是我一直在关注的柳钟玉。那个冷酷、精于算计、从不放弃的柳钟玉。
I have lived watching such a Yoo Jonghyuk. I could live because of him. Thus, I didn’t want to let him die.
我一直在观察这样的一个人。因为他我才能活下来。因此，我不想让他死。
If Yoo Jonghyuk died here, the Ways of Survival that I knew would disappear forever.
如果柳永玉死在这里，我所知道的生存之道将永远消失。
Yoo Jonghyuk slowly opened his mouth.
柳荣玉慢慢地张开了嘴。
“I want to die.”
“我想死。”
It was a clear voice but there was a voice only clear to me.
这是一个清晰的声音，但有一个声音只有我清楚。
「 I want to live. 」
“我想活下去”
My hand tightly gripped the ground. Han Sooyoung shouted, “Then why did you do this? Shit, why are you still alive?”
我的手紧紧地抓住地面。韩素英喊道:“那你为什么要这样做？妈的，你怎么还活着?”
“…”
“ ... ”
“Somehow replace the apocalypse dragon’s seal. Draw the sword and do it somehow!”
“想办法替换启示龙的封印。抽出剑，想办法做到!”
Han Sooyoung knew there was no possibility. Han Sooyoung was collapsing. Her world that she expected through the ‘Anticipation Plagarism’ was collapsing for the first time.
韩素英知道这是不可能的。韩素英晕倒了。她通过“期待世界主义”所期待的世界第一次崩溃了。
Yoo Jonghyuk didn’t answer. Han Sooyoung couldn’t overcome her emotions as she threw me away and ran towards Yoo Jonghyuk.
柳永没有回答，韩秀英无法克制自己的情绪，她把我扔到一边，朝柳永跑去。
The blade of Unbroken Faith moved to Yoo Jonghyuk’s neck. In the end, Han Sooyoung couldn’t cut Yoo Jonghyuk.
不屈的信仰之刃移到了柳荣玉的脖子上。最终，韩秀英没能砍到柳荣玉。
“Dammit…!” Han Sooyoung’s blade stopped as it touched Yoo Jonghyuk’s neck.
“该死......!”韩秀英的刀刃碰到柳永的脖子时停了下来。
Han Sooyoung also knew. If she killed Yoo Jonghyuk, he would only regress. I stood up and told her, “Give up, Han Sooyoung
韩素英也知道。如果她杀了柳永玉，他只会倒退。我站起来对她说:“放弃吧，韩秀英
“Shut up!”
“闭嘴!”
“You have failed. Now you need to find a new way.”
“你失败了。现在你需要找到一条新路。”
“Shut up! What do you know? The things I did to get this far―”
“闭嘴!你知道什么?我做了那么多事才走到这一步——”
Yoo Jonghyuk looked at the blade touching his neck and spoke. “I want to die.”
柳永玉看着刀刃触及他的脖子，说道:“我想死。”
「 I want to live. 」
“我想活下去”
“I want to finish it here.”
“我想在这里完成它。”
「 If there is a chance, like the world I saw… 」
“如果有机会，就像我所见的世界...”
Yoo Jonghyuk’s body shook. It was shaking violently from two different egos clashing. The pain seemed to be getting worse as Yoo Jonghyuk grabbed his head and slowly sank down. The surprised Han Sooyoung stepped back as a powerful shock wave burst from Yoo Jonghyuk’s body.
柳钟玉的身体颤抖着。它由于两个不同的自我冲突而剧烈地摇晃着。柳钟玉抓住他的头，慢慢地倒下去，疼痛似乎越来越厉害。当一股强大的冲击波从柳永的身体里冲出来时，感到惊讶的韩秀英后退了一步。
Han Sooyoung’s body flew towards me and I rolled across the ground.
韩素英的身体朝我飞过来，我在地上滚来滚去。
Stories were flowing from Yoo Jonghyuk’s body. The memories of the 1863rd Yoo Jonghyuk revolved in the air, floating past me and Han Sooyoung. In the memories, Yoo Jonghyuk spoke.
故事从柳永玉的身体里流淌出来。1863年柳永玉的记忆在空中旋转，飘过我和韩秀英身边。在回忆中，柳永玉说道。
「 Han Sooyoung, find a way to kill me.” 」
“韩淑英，想办法杀了我”
Then the Han Sooyoung in the memory nodded.
这时记忆中的韩素英点了点头。
「 “Okay. Instead, promise me. You will help me.” 」
“好吧，答应我，你会帮我”
The promise between the two people that I didn’t know about before. The seemingly perfect 1863rd turn was based on the sacrifice of a single person. In this round, Yoo Jonghyuk lost everything.
我以前不知道的两个人之间的承诺。看似完美的1863回合是基于一个人的牺牲。在这一轮中，柳永玉失去了一切。
「 “If you carry out my plan, I can’t save your sister.” 」
“如果你执行我的计划，我就救不了你妹妹”
He lost his sister.
他失去了妹妹。
「 “I can’t save the Breaking the Sky Sword Saint and Breaking the Sky Master. There is no time for the First Murim.” 」
「我救不了破天剑圣和破天师。」。第一批穆林没时间了。”
He lost his teacher.
他失去了他的老师。
「 “Become the enemy of the world. That way, all who are hostile to you can unite.” 」
“成为全世界的敌人，这样所有敌视你的人才能团结起来”
Through his own will, he became the evil of this world. In the 1863rd round, Yoo Jonghyuk was unhappy. He was more unfortunate than any round.
通过他自己的意志，他成为了这个世界的邪恶。在1863年的第一轮比赛中，柳永玉并不高兴。他比任何一轮都要不幸。
I shouted through clenched teeth, “Yoo Jonghyuk!”
我咬紧牙关喊道:“柳钟玉!”
I didn’t know what to say. I could understand the mind of Yoo Jonghyuk who wanted to die but I still forced him to live. It was just because of my words.
我不知道该说什么。我可以理解柳钟玉的想法，他想死，但我还是强迫他活下去。只是因为我的话。
Then what was right?
那什么才是正确的呢？
Yoo Jonghyuk asked,「 The world that you showed, does it really exist? 」
柳荣旭问，“你展示的这个世界，真的存在吗?”
I didn’t know if saying this would be comforting to Yoo Jonghyuk. I cried out with all my strength.
我不知道这样说是否会安慰柳钟玉，我用尽全力喊了出来。
[It exists.]
它确实存在
This was the only thing I could convey to him. It was in a place that he couldn’t see or hear but it definitely existed. Then Yoo Jonghyuk answered, 「 …I see. 」
这是我能告诉他的唯一一件事。它在一个他看不见也听不见的地方，但它确实存在。柳荣玉回答:“......我明白了”
Strangely, at this moment, Yoo Jonghyuk’s expression looked comfortable.
奇怪的是，此时此刻，柳钟玉的表情看起来很舒服。
「 You can go back to that world if I die? 」 “No, that isn’t it. Somehow, I’ll find a way. You don’t have to die. It might take some time but somehow…!”
“如果我死了，你还能回到那个世界吗?”“不，不是这样的。不管怎样，我会找到办法的。你不必死。这可能需要一些时间，但不管怎样......”
I quickly summarized the information in his head. The best possible future was drawn in my head. The world of the third round had Yoo Sangah and Han Sooyoung and would be safe until I returned. In the 1863rd round, the 95th scenario was already cleared. There were plenty of people who survived so if I struggled for three or five years here…
我迅速在他的脑海中总结了这些信息。最美好的未来在我的脑海中浮现。第三回合的世界有刘尚雅和韩秀英，在我回来之前是安全的。在第1863回合中，第95种可能性已经被证实。有很多人活了下来，所以如果我在这里挣扎了三五年..。
I looked up and saw Yoo Jonghyuk looking this way.
我抬起头，看到柳钟玉这样看着我。
「 Then it is late. 」
“那时天色已晚”
It was as if he knew everything.
好像他什么都知道似的。
「If you are here, you can’t save that world. 」
“如果你在这里，你就无法拯救这个世界”
The moment I wanted to refute it, Yoo Jonghyuk stood up. The vibrations from Yoo Jonghyuk were becoming bigger and more than one of him seemed to be seen.
我想反驳的时候，柳钟玉站了起来。柳钟玉的振动变得越来越大，似乎不止一个他被看到。
[The character ‘Yoo Jonghyuk’ has reached the moment of attribute evolution!] [The character ‘Yoo Jonghyuk’ has received a new attribute!]
[“柳钟玉”这个角色已经到了属性进化的时刻!][“柳钟玉”这个角色获得了一个新的属性!]
Yoo Jonghyuk split apart with a bright light and glanced at me.
柳钟玉用一盏明亮的灯分开，看了我一眼。
「 I was curious about the world’s ■■. 」
“我对世界的民族文化很好奇”
A story overflowed and Yoo Jonghyuk was split into two people. I knew this skill.
一个故事流传了下来，柳钟玉被分成了两个人，我知道这个技巧。
Avatar. A skill that only a person with the ‘author’ attribute could use. Until recently, it was Han Sooyoung’s exclusive skill.
阿凡达。只有具有“作者”属性的人才能使用的技能。直到最近，这还是韩秀英的独门绝技。
“Yoo Jonghyuk! Y-You…!” Han Sooyoung’s shoulders shook as she opened her mouth. Her real confusion was conveyed through Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint.
“柳永玉！你......!”韩秀英张开嘴时，肩膀都在颤抖。她真正的困惑是通过无所不知的读者的视角传达出来的。
「 What if a person’s presence could be divided exactly in half? 」
「如果一个人的存在被正好分成两半会怎样?」
Tens of thousands of Han Sooyoungs were talking.
成千上万的韩素英在交谈。
「 If one entity is divided into two exact and separate entities, which one of them can be called real? 」
「如一个实体分为两个实体，哪一个可称为真实实体?」
A chill went down my spine. The memories of Han Sooyoung in the 1863rd round. Her figure, which was precisely divided into two, crossed my head like a panorama. It was Han Sooyoung’s experience and also Yoo Jonghyuk’s experience.
我感到一阵寒意。韩素英在1863年的回忆。她的身影一分为二，像一幅全景画一样掠过我的头顶。这是韩秀英的经历，也是柳钟玉的经历。
Yoo Jonghyuk split into two in a brilliant manner and faced each other. Yoo Jonghyuk said, “I want to die.”
柳钟玉以一种出色的方式一分为二，面对面地说:“我想死。”
Then the other Yoo Jonghyuk opened his mouth. “I…”
然后另一个柳钟玉张开了嘴，“我......”
The other Yoo Jonghyuk didn’t talk but looked down at his ragged black coat. He threw his coat to the ground.
另一个柳永玉没有说话，只是低头看着自己破烂的黑色外套。他把大衣扔在地上。
“I want to live.”
“我想活下去。”
The white coat worn by the collapsed Kim Namwoon had fallen to the ground. It was the Infinite Dimension Space Coat I lent him. Yoo Jonghyuk picked it up and wore it. The white coat fitted to his body like it was made for him from the beginning.
倒下的金南云所穿的白色外套掉在了地上。这是我借给他的无限维空间外套。柳永玉捡起来，穿上了它。那件白大褂很适合他的身体，就像从一开始就是为他量身定做的一样。
The Yoo Jonghyuk in a white coat confronted the one in a black coat.
身穿白色外套的柳钟玉与身穿黑色外套的柳钟玉对峙。
“There is only one way.”
“只有一条路可走。”
The two Yoo Jonghyuks pointed their Heaven Shaking Swords at each other.
这两个人用他们的天堂之剑指着对方。
[The sponsor of incarnation ‘Yoo Jonghyuk’ is looking at his incarnation.]
[化身‘YooJonghyuk’的发起人正在审视他的化身。]
The party members were shouting in a confused manner.
党员们混乱地大喊大叫。
“W-What are you doing?”
“你在干什么?”
“Why did you suddenly become two?”
“你为什么突然变成了两个人?”
In the air, the energy of Breaking the Sky Swordsmanship and Breaking the Sky Swordsmanship hit each other.
在空中，打破天空剑法和打破天空剑法的能量相互碰撞。
“Oh my god, that guy…”
“天哪，那家伙......”
Only Han Sooyoung had the same thoughts as me.
只有韩素英和我有同样的想法。
「 One being becomes two. 」
“一变二”
「 However, there is only one sponsor behind the two of them. 」
「但两人背后只有一个赞助商」
This was the answer that Yoo Jonghyuk found. I shouted at him. “Stop, Yoo Jonghyuk! I said stop!”
这就是柳荣玉找到的答案。我朝他喊道。“站住，柳荣玉!我说了站住!”
The method to send me back to the third round and clear this scenario. How to die yet continue living at the same time.
把我送回第三轮的方法和清除这个场景。如何在死亡的同时继续活着。
“No matter which one survives, the other will regress!”
“无论哪一个幸存下来，另一个都会倒退!”
The two Yoo Jonghyuks ignored my call.
这两个YooJonghyuks不理我的电话。
「 I will die. 」
“我会死”
「 I will regress. 」
“我将倒退”
Yoo Jonghyuk knew it. He knew it very well yet he chose this method.
柳永玉知道这一点，他知道得很清楚，但他选择了这种方法。
「 The story ends here. 」
“故事到此结束”
「 Once again, everything will start from the beginning. 」
又一次“一切从头开始”
There was an end to this world that neither Han Sooyoung or I knew. The black coat was pierced by the Heaven Shaking Sword. It was exactly half his memories. The numerous memories accumulated by Yoo Jonghyuk scattered in the air.
这个世界有一个我和韩素英都不知道的尽头。那件黑色的外套被天剑刺穿了。正好是他记忆的一半。柳钟玉积累的无数回忆散落在空中。
The stigma ‘regression’ could only be activated on one side. Thus, I could see it. The black coat Yoo Jonghyuk was the one who chose to die.
柱头“退化”只能在一侧被激活。因此，我可以看到它。选择死亡的是黑大衣柳钟玉。
[The incarnation ‘Yoo Jonghyuk’ has died.]
[化身‘YooJonghyuk’已经死了。]
On the opposite side was the Yoo Jonghyuk in the white coat. Yoo Jonghyuk killed himself with his own hands. However, he was also stabbed. The Heaven Shaking Sword pierced his belly. The speed was slow but he was also dying.
对面是身穿白大褂的柳钟玉。柳钟玉是自杀的。然而，他也被刺伤了。天堂之剑刺穿了他的腹部。速度很慢，但他也快要死了。
[The sponsor of incarnation ‘Yoo Jonghyuk’ is looking at his incarnation.] [The stigma ‘Regression Lv. ?’ has been activated!] [Incarnation ‘Yoo Jonghyuk’ has accepted the intention of his sponsor.]
[化身‘YooJonghyuk’的发起人正在审视他的化身。]柱头退化吕。这是我第一次来这里已经被激活了[化身‘YooJonghyuk’已经接受了他的赞助商的意向。]
Even so Yoo Jonghyuk didn’t die. He would open his eyes in the darkness and appear in the subway of the 1864th round, starting everything once again.
尽管如此，柳永玉并没有死。他会在黑暗中睁开眼睛，出现在1864年第一轮的地铁上，重新开始一切。
「 This is a reward for showing your world. 」
“这是展示你的世界的奖励”
Some stories flowed from the fingertips of Yoo Jonghyuk in the white coat and reached me.
一些故事从身穿白大褂的柳钟玉的指尖流淌而出，传到了我的耳中。
[The stories of the character ‘Yoo Jonghyuk’ have been given to you.]
[关于“柳钟玉”这个人物的故事已经讲给你听了。]
I approached Yoo Jonghyuk. The person who protected my youth was disappearing into a world I didn’t know.
我走近柳钟玉，那个保护我青春的人正消失在一个我不认识的世界里。
「 The next round… 」
“下一轮...”
Yoo Jonghyuk’s figure started to scatter. I didn’t hear any more of Yoo Jonghyuk’s thoughts through Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint. Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint no longer worked for him.
柳钟玉的身影开始散开。我没有通过全知的读者视角听到任何关于俞钟玉的想法。无所不知的读者视角不再适合他。
[This person isn’t a ‘character.’]
这个人不是一个“角色”
Yoo Jonghyuk’s appearance was fading into the light of this world. By the time I staggered towards him, Yoo Jonghyuk had already disappeared from the world. I looked back and saw Han Sooyoung sitting down with a despairing face.
