那孩子的脸就在我的鼻子前面。如果破坏没有发生，她已经到了上中学的年龄了。这孩子就是这样长大的，但我离开她太久了。一种强烈的感觉刺穿了我的胸膛，我低下了头。
[The ‘Ugly Squid’ is looking at the incarnation ‘Shin Yoosung’.]
[“丑鱿鱼”看到的是化身为“申有成”。]
I suddenly felt funny. Maybe I was better off as an ugly squid.
我突然觉得怪怪的，也许我还不如做一只丑陋的乌贼。
The words of Secretive Plotter crossed my mind.
秘密策划者的话浮现在我的脑海里。
[ What if the ending they wanted was to die with you there? Do you still want to save them? ] [ It isn’t salvation. It is a curse. ]
如果他们想要的结局是和你一起死在那里呢？你还想拯救他们吗?]这不是救赎。这是一个诅咒
I was arrogant. My longing was just my longing. There was no guarantee that my feelings would be shared by my party members. The Kim Dokja they remembered was just a selfish constellation. Forcing a goal at will, forcing them to live and forcing wounds on them. I was a colleague who wasn’t around when they needed me most.
我很傲慢。我的渴望就是我的渴望。我不能保证我的党员会和我有同样的感受。他们记忆中的金道佳只是一个自私的星座。随心所欲地强迫一个目标，强迫他们活下去，强迫他们受伤。在他们最需要我的时候，我却不在他们身边。
「 Then why is this child crying? 」
“那这个孩子为什么哭呢?”
Lee Jihye and Lee Gilyoung lowered their weapons and the incarnations stopped attacking. As everyone stared at us, I knelt slowly towards my incarnation. It might be because I wanted to show respect to my child who grew up brilliantly alone or to seek forgiveness for all the times I wasn’t there.
李智慧和李吉杨放下了武器，前辈们也停止了进攻。当所有人都注视着我们的时候，我慢慢地跪下来面对我的化身。可能是因为我想表达对独自成长的孩子的尊重，或者是为了在我不在的时候寻求原谅。
“I’m back, Yoosung.”
“我回来了，Yoosung。”
My words wouldn’t be delivered.
我的话无法传达。
[Your incarnation is looking at you.]
[你的化身正在看着你。]
My incarnation slowly stretched out her hand and laid her little hand on my head.
我的化身慢慢地伸出她的手，把她的小手放在我的头上。
TL: Rainbow Turtle
彩虹龟
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint Chapter 303 - Episode 57 - Glorious Return (4)
