It wasn't meant to call out to me. Yoo Sangah's voice was unbelievably firm. One day, I remembered a time when I teamed up with Yoo Sangah.
它不是要呼唤我。刘尚雅的声音坚定得令人难以置信。有一天，我想起了我和YooSangah组队的时候。
Even then, Yoo Sangah was the same. Every time she insisted on something she thought was right, she would never bend herself. Yoo Sangah would speak in this calm but strong tone. It was like appeasing a panicked little child.
即使在那时，YooSangah也是一样的。每次她坚持自己认为正确的事情时，她都不会屈服。刘尚雅会用这种平静而强烈的语气说话。这就像安抚一个惊慌失措的小孩。
「 Dokja-ssi, listen carefully to me. Please be calm and rational. 」
“Dokja-ssi，请仔细听我说，请保持冷静和理智”
Why? Yoo Sangah's words were familiar.
为什么?刘尚雅的话很耳熟。
「 I still have some time remaining. However, Sookyung-ssi wouldn't be able to recover unless she is saved now. 」
「我还有一些时间，但只有现在获救，否则秀珍才能康复」
Why did I feel like I was sitting in a subway seat and why did it feel like this trembling hand wasn't mine?
为什么我感觉自己坐在地铁的座位上，为什么我感觉这只颤抖的手不是我的？
「 It is like a game quest. A quest that can be cleared properly if we follow the set route. 」
「这就像一场游戏探索」。如果我们沿着设定的路线走，就可以正确清除任务
"…Yoo Sangah-ssi."
” ... Yoo Sangah-ssi”
「 Dokja-ssi, it is time to carry out the quest properly now. 」
“Dokja-ssi，现在是正确完成任务的时候了”
I understood Yoo Sangah's words. Perhaps I could understand better than anyone in the world. However, I couldn't understand the Yoo Sangah speaking right now. Perhaps I would never understand in this lifetime. Or I should say that I didn't dare understand it.
我明白刘尚雅的话。也许我比世界上任何人都更能理解。然而，我现在听不懂这个YooSangah在说什么。也许我这辈子都不会明白。或者我应该说我不敢去理解它。
[The 'Fourth Wall' has increased its thickness.]
[“第四道墙”增加了厚度。]
Like the Yoo Sangah who stood up on the subway, I stood up and declared, "Aileen."
就像在地铁里站起来的YooSangah一样，我站起来宣布:“艾琳。”
Aileen noticed my intentions and nodded. The medical staff standing next to Yoo Sangah rushed to the other side of the room. I also slowly turned to the opposite side of the room. The moment I went beyond the threshold, I couldn't help looking back.
爱玲注意到了我的意图，点了点头。站在YooSangah旁边的医务人员冲到房间的另一边。我也慢慢地转向房间的另一边。当我跨过门槛的那一刻，我情不自禁地回头看。
「 Don't worry. I'll be waiting here. 」
“别担心，我会在这里等你”
Beyond the curtain, Yoo Sangah's silhouette had already scattered a lot. Maybe, beyond that would be a Yoo Sangah I already didn't know. She might be torn and scattered apart, something that was no longer recognizable. I might be hearing the voice of Yoo Sangah, who was already disappearing.
在幕布之外，柳桑加的轮廓已经分散了很多。也许，除此之外，还有一个我不认识的YooSangah。她可能会被撕成碎片，再也无法辨认。我可能会听到刘尚雅的声音，他已经消失了。
Nevertheless.
尽管如此。
"Yoo Sangah-ssi. I don't know if you remember but I screened people's lives in the first scenario."
“YooSangah-ssi。我不知道你是否还记得，但我在第一个场景中筛选了人们的生活。”
I continued speaking towards the Yoo Sangah I remembered. "I only let people I thought should survive, live. I thought I should've done it in order to see the end of this world.
我继续对着我记忆中的YooSangah说话。“我只让我认为应该活下去的人活下去。我想我应该这么做是为了看到这个世界的尽头。
「 …Dokja-ssi. 」
“ ... Dokja-ssi. ”
"However, if this is the one way I can see the ending of this story, I would rather not see the ending."
“不过，如果这是我对这个故事结局的唯一看法，我宁愿不看结局。”
In order to revive someone, another person had to die.
为了救活某人，另一个人不得不死去。
"If there is a choice over lives, it is a bad story in the first place."
“如果要选择生活，这首先就是一个糟糕的故事。”
At my answer, the Mass Production Maker might say this: It is a road that isn't a road.
在我的回答中，大规模生产制造商可能会说:这是一条不是道路的道路。
[The Fourth Wall is looking at you.]
[第四面墙在看着你。]
Nevertheless, this wasn't a choice. There was only one way from the beginning.
然而，这不是一个选择，从一开始只有一个办法。
[The constellation 'Demon King of Salvation' is looking at the Fourth Wall.]
[“救世魔王”星座正在看第四面墙。]
I wasn't Yoo Jonghyuk. Yet when it came to this issue, my answer was the same as that guy.
我不是YooJonghyuk，但是当涉及到这个问题的时候，我的答案和那个家伙是一样的。
"I'll smash that story. So that Yoo Sangah-ssi won't die. My mother too."
“我要粉碎这个故事。这样柳善西就不会死，我的母亲也不会死。”
There was a dead-end wall covered in darkness in front of my eyes. It was a hard and thick wall that I couldn't smash. I slowly reached out for that wall.
在我的眼前有一堵黑暗的死胡同墙。那是一堵又厚又硬的墙，我打不破。我慢慢地伸手去够那堵墙。
TL: Rainbow Turtle
彩虹龟
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint Chapter 342 - A Road That Isn’t a Road (3)
