我不知道他们今天听到了多少次‘我很好’这句话。这里的每个人都知道她说‘我很好’是什么意思对我们来说，这意味着地狱的时代已经到来。
「 Gilyoung, noona is fine. Don't cry. Yoosung too. 」
“吉杨，诺娜很好，不要哭，尤桑格”
Yoo Sangah kept talking to the group. I held my throbbing chest and leaned against the wall. Jung Heewon sat down on a chair.
YooSangah一直在和这个组织交谈。我紧紧地抱着我跳动的胸膛，靠在墙上。郑和元坐在椅子上。
「 Heewon-ssi. I really like Heewon-ssi. Do you know? 」
“平原西，我很喜欢平原西，你知道吗?”
「 In addition, Jihye… 」
“此外，智慧...”
Tears were falling. Lee Jihye was weeping bitterly as she grasped the bedspread. Her red eyes were gazing eagerly at me. From the side, I could hear the sound of teeth grinding together.
眼泪纷纷落下。李智慧抓住床单，伤心地哭了起来。她红红的眼睛热切地盯着我。从旁边，我可以听到牙齿摩擦的声音。
"Kim Dokja, I will sign an Outer World Contract." Han Sooyoung grabbed my arm and declared. "Then there might be a way. No, I will definitely make the contract. I―"
“KimDokja，我将签署一份外部世界合同。”韩素英抓住我的胳膊说。“那么也许有办法。不，我一定会签合同的。我...”
「 Han Sooyoung-ssi. 」
“韩淑英”
Han Sooyoung's chin trembled.
韩素英的下巴颤抖着。
「 You don't have to do that. 」
“你不必这样做”
Han Sooyoung dropped my arm. She left through the door like she didn't want to keep listening. Yoo Sangah continued speaking. She was a person pouring out all her remaining words.
韩素英放下了我的手臂。她穿过门离开，好像不想继续听下去。刘尚雅继续说道。她是一个倾诉自己所有遗言的人。
「 Hyunsung-ssi and Jonghyuk-ssi… I have something to tell you… but I don't have much strength left. 」 「 Yes, I want to say, I will leave the others… 」
“贤贤西和容玉西......我有事要告诉你们......但我已经没有多少力气了。”“是的，我想说，我会留下其他的...”
Then Yoo Sangah glanced at me. I leaned against the wall while my wounds throbbed.
刘尚雅看了我一眼，我靠在墙上，身上的伤口还在跳动。
The world shook. Nevertheless, I had to hold on.
整个世界都在震动，然而，我必须坚持下去。
"Everybody."
“所有人。”
The moment I spoke, pain filled my head.
我一说话，脑子里就充满了痛苦。
[The Fourth Wall is warning you.]
[第四道墙警告你]
「 N o. 」
“ n o”
I ignored it and carried on. "Everyone, please go out for a while."
我没有理会，继续说道:“大家请出去一会儿。”
They all seemed to have lost their souls despite Yoo Sangah being the one who was dying. The first one to regain their senses was Jung Heewon. She exchanged glances with me for a moment before raising Lee Jihye. With her encouragement, the members left the room one by one. Finally, Shin Yoosung and Lee Gilyoung left and I was the only one in the room with Yoo Sangah.
他们似乎都失去了他们的灵魂，尽管YooSangah是那个将要死去的人。第一个恢复知觉的是郑和元。她和我交换了一下眼神，然后抬起了李智慧。在她的鼓励下，成员们一个接一个地离开了房间。最后，ShinYoosung和LeeGilyoung离开了，我是房间里唯一和YooSangah在一起的人。
I took a deep breath before opening my mouth. "Yoo Sangah-ssi. Do you remember the words that you said on the subway?"
我深吸了一口气，然后才张开嘴。「YooSangah-ssi。你还记得你在地铁上说的话吗?”
There was no answer from Yoo Sangah.
刘尚雅没有回答。
"You said you liked reading books." I kept speaking to Yoo Sangah. "Murakami Haruki, Raymond Carver, Han Kang…"
“你说你喜欢看书。”我不停地跟柳尚格说。“村上春树，雷蒙德·卡佛，韩康......”
I recited the names of the authors Yoo Sangah said she liked. I sensed Yoo Sangah's expression changing slightly. Maybe it was a distant memory that was disappearing.
我背诵了刘尚雅说她喜欢的作者的名字。我感觉到刘尚雅的表情有些变化。也许那是一个正在消失的遥远记忆。
"If you can survive… are you willing to read books that aren't from those writers?"
“如果你能生存下去......你愿意读那些不是那些作家写的书吗?”
A fleeting light returned to Yoo Sangah's soul.
一道稍纵即逝的光芒回到了柳桑迦的灵魂。
「 …What book? 」
“......什么书?”
"For example, Lord of the Rings."
“比如说，《指环王》。”
Yoo Sangah's soul body laughed. She recalled the old memory and smile faintly.
刘尚雅的灵魂身体笑了，她回忆起往日的记忆，淡淡地笑了。
「 …Okay. As long as I can read it. If it is possible… 」
“......好的。只要我能读懂它。如果可能的话......”
These precious words, I remembered every syllable.
这些珍贵的话语，我记得每一个音节。
「 If I can live again, I will read the entire story. 」
“如果我还能活着，我会读完整个故事”
I nodded. I didn't know if this method would work. In the original novel, this had never been attempted. Still, this was the only method I could do. There were huge sparks as the 'wall' appeared in the air.
我点点头。我不知道这个方法是否行得通。在最初的小说中，这从来没有被尝试过。尽管如此，这仍然是我唯一能做的方法。当“墙”出现在空中时，有巨大的火花。
I looked beyond the dead-end and stared at the Fourth Wall. Anyone facing this wall at the end of the road would become desperate.
我望向死胡同的另一边，凝视着第四道长城。在路的尽头，任何面对这堵墙的人都会变得绝望。
"Fourth Wall."
“第四道墙”
A thick and hard wall that couldn't be broken by anything. There was no such artificial thing as the 'wall' in this world. It was a wall that someone had made with an obvious purpose. I didn't know the exact purpose behind the creation of this wall. Still, it was obvious that the 'wall' was built to protect someone.
一堵任何东西都打不破的坚硬的厚墙。在这个世界上没有所谓的人造墙。这堵墙是有人为了明显的目的而建造的。我不知道建造这堵墙的确切目的。尽管如此，很明显这堵墙是为了保护某个人而建的。
The moment I opened my mouth, the Fourth Wall also opened it. "Swallow her. Don't leave behind even a single sentence."
我一开口，第四堵墙也开了口。“把她吞下去。一句话也不要留下。”
TL: Rainbow Turtle
彩虹龟
Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint Chapter 344 - A Road That Isn’t a Road (5)
