Feeding Yoo Sangah's soul to the Fourth Wall. This method was conceived based on the past incident where my mother was eaten by the Fourth Wall. At that time, my mother had been eaten by the wall when her soul body was damaged and part of her soul was restored when she was spat out again. In addition, there was the 'library' inside the Fourth Wall so it was worth trying.
将刘尚雅的灵魂注入第四道墙。这个方法是根据过去我母亲被第四面墙吃掉的事件构思出来的。那时，我的母亲已经被墙吃掉了，她的灵魂身体受到了伤害，当她再次被吐出来的时候，她的部分灵魂得到了恢复。另外，在第四面墙里面有一个图书馆，所以值得一试。
「Don't wa nt to. 」
“不想”表示
The Fourth Wall read my intentions but didn't listen to me. The Fourth Wall watched the scattered Yoo Sangah and reacted furiously.
第四面墙看穿了我的意图，但没有听我的。第四道墙看着被打散的YooSangah，愤怒地作出反应。
「 I won't ea t th at. 」 "Eat." The shock caused my body to shake. However, I didn't back down. "If you won't eat then I'll turn off the skill."
“我不会看见.”“吃吧。”震动使我的身体发抖。然而，我并没有退缩。“如果你不吃东西，我就关掉技术。”
This was my last threat. In any case, the Fourth Wall was a skill and I could turn it off whenever I wanted. Based on previous incidents, the Fourth Wall really hated it. Then this time…
这是我最后一次威胁。无论如何，第四道墙是一项技能，我可以随时关闭它。基于之前的事件，第四面墙真的很讨厌它。那么这一次..。
「 Do it if you c an. 」
“如果成功就去做”
It sounded certain I couldn't do so.
听起来我肯定做不到。
「 If y ou tu rn me off, the wo man can't sur vive. 」
“如果你给我打电话，我就活不下去了”
I bit my lips.
我咬了咬嘴唇。
「 In addi tion, turn ing me off will let the con stella tions see your in for mation. 」
“另外，关掉电源会让监控部门看到你的信息”
[Many constellations are paying attention to you!]
(许多星座都在关注你!)
[Some constellations are doubting the existence of the 'wall' you have.]
[有些星座怀疑你所拥有的“墙”的存在。]
The Fourth Wall was well aware that I was reluctant to disclose my information. In fact, I had no useful mental barriers apart from the Fourth Wall. If a high-grade constellation stared at me the moment the wall disappeared, I might be as helpless as a naked baby.
第四道墙很清楚我不愿意透露我的信息。事实上，除了第四道墙，我没有任何有用的精神障碍。如果墙消失的那一刻，一个高级星座盯着我看，我可能会像一个赤裸的婴儿一样无助。
I stared at the wall for a moment. "Then I will break it."
我盯着墙看了一会儿，“然后我会把它打破的。”
「 What? 」
“什么”
"I will break some parts of the wall and force you to eat her."
“我会打破一些墙壁的部分，强迫你吃她。”
Originally, the Fourth Wall wasn't reality. However, now I was able to hit the wall. I clenched my fists and dealt a blow to the wall in front of me The whole room shook from the devastating impact. There was a short scream and the sound of people rushing outside.
最初，第四道墙不是现实。然而，现在我可以碰壁了。我握紧拳头，一拳打在面前的墙上，整个房间因为毁灭性的打击而震动起来。一声短促的尖叫和人们冲出屋外的声音。
I swung my fist again. The wall still had no scratches.
我又挥了挥拳头，墙上仍然没有抓痕。
「 It is use less. 」
“少用”
"…"
"..."
「 It is too mu ch of a vio lation to sa ve Yoo Sang ah. 」
“这是一个太多的信任，以至于舍不得相信啊。”
I thought about it. As I said earlier, the Fourth Wall wasn't reality. It was a skill I implemented. Then…
我想了想。就像我之前说的，第四面墙不是现实。它是我实施的一项技能。然后..。
I focused my gaze towards one part of the wall. Sparks flooded the room and Lee Jihye, who opened the door, was thrown out.
我的目光聚焦在墙的一部分。房间里火花四溅，开门的李智慧被扔了出去。
「 N o! 」
“不”
There was a small crack on a corner of the Fourth Wall. It was as I expected. Until now, I had been thinking of the skill as something that could be turned on or off. Perhaps the 'skill' might have the appropriate intermediate state. In other words…
第四道墙角上有一道小裂缝。正如我所料。直到现在，我一直认为这项技能是可以打开或关闭的。也许这种技能会有恰当的居间态。换句话说..。
What if I could turn off a 'part' of the skill? The wall rapidly cracked and a small gap formed in an instant. There was an abyss that seemed able to swallow anything.
如果我可以关闭技能的一部分呢？墙壁很快就裂开了，一瞬间就形成了一个小缝隙。有一个似乎可以吞噬一切的深渊。
Soon, the gap started to suck in the surrounding story fragments like a black hole. The stories of Yoo Sangah were quickly sucked into the wall.
很快，这个缺口开始像黑洞一样吸入周围的故事碎片。YooSangah的故事很快就被吸进了墙里。
「 St op…! 」
“ St op... ! ”
Huge sparks hit my body and I let out a terrible groan. A probability storm was blowing through the wall. I heard the voices of the party members and my vision turned white.
巨大的火花击中了我的身体，我发出一声可怕的呻吟。一场可能的暴风雨正在穿墙而过。我听到了党员们的声音，我的视线变成了白色。
In the darkness, Yoo Sangah came to her senses. She opened her eyes to only darkness. In this scene that didn't allow even a point of light, Yoo Sangah suddenly realized something.
在黑暗中，刘尚雅恢复了理智。她睁开眼睛看到的只有黑暗。在这个连一个光点都没有的场景中，YooSangah突然意识到了一些事情。
She… wasn't dead? The last scene she saw flashed through her head. There was a probability storm and Kim Dokja's shout as he tried to save her. Then there was a memory of being sucked into somewhere…
她...没死？她看到的最后一幕在脑海中闪过。可能会有一场暴风雨，KimDokja在试图救她的时候大喊大叫。然后就有了被吸进某个地方的记忆..。
There was nothing she could be sure of.
没有什么是她可以肯定的。
Yoo Sangah checked herself from head to toe. Eyes, lips, tongue, ears, hands, feet, knees… there wasn't a single place where sensations could be felt. it was as if her whole body was paralyzed and her sense of movement had completely disappeared.
刘尚雅从头到脚检查了自己。眼睛、嘴唇、舌头、耳朵、手、脚、膝盖......没有一个地方可以感觉到这种感觉。就好像她的整个身体都瘫痪了，她的运动感完全消失了。
Perhaps only her soul was left?
也许只剩下她的灵魂了？
Yoo Sangah tried to calmly accept the situation. In Haruki novels, it was common for people to become ideas. This could be enough. The dead becoming a soul… …Scary. It was scary to be alone in the darkness. There were no sensations in this state. She didn't know if she existed or not. Yoo Sangah tried not to fall into the trap of thinking as she recalled the old proposition of philosophy.
刘尚雅试图冷静地接受这种情况。在春树的小说中，人们变成思想是很常见的。这就足够了。死人变成了灵魂......真可怕。一个人在黑暗中是很可怕的。在这种状态下没有任何感觉。她不知道自己是否存在。刘尚雅回忆起哲学的旧命题时，尽量不落入思考的陷阱。
「 I think. Therefore I am. 」
“我思故我在”
This was René Descartes' maxim. It was such a famous saying that she was somehow ashamed to quote it. Yet for Yoo Sangah, this was her only line of salvation. At least, she knew she existed while she thought this. Then soon afterwards, Yoo Sangah had a frightening thought. Then was there anyone who didn't think? If she stopped thinking in this darkness…
这是任·笛卡尔的格言。这是一句非常有名的谚语，以至于她不好意思引用它。然而，对于柳桑加来说，这是她唯一的救赎之路。至少，当她这样想的时候，她知道自己的存在。不久之后，刘尚雅有了一个可怕的想法。那么有没有人不这么想呢？如果她在黑暗中停止思考..。
Therefore, Yoo Sangah kept thinking desperately. In order not to disappear, she remembered the things that she desperately wanted to avoid.
因此，柳桑加一直在绝望地思考。为了不消失，她记起了那些她拼命想避免的事情。
「 "Sangah." 」
“桑格”
A voice floated in her mind, followed by a face. It was a familiar face. Her family members before the 'scenario' came. Her father, a judge, and her older brothers who were doctors. Her mother who was born in a wealthy family.
一个声音浮现在她的脑海里，紧接着是一张脸。这是一张熟悉的面孔。她的家庭成员在这个场景出现之前。她的父亲是一名法官，她的哥哥们都是医生。她的母亲出生在一个富裕的家庭。
「 "Don't do anything conspicuous." 」
“不要做任何显眼的事”
「 "People who aren't you will see what you have." 」 「 "What four languages? You just have to be a cute little girl." 」
“不是你的人会看到你所拥有的”「什么四种语言？你只要做一个可爱的小女孩就行了。”
Yoo Sangah watched the flowing words and smiled bitterly. To be exact, she lost them before that.
刘尚雅看着这些流畅的话语，苦笑着，准确地说，她在那之前就失去了它们。
「 "…You are going to join a game company? You aren't marrying the president of the game company?" 」
“......你要加入一家游戏公司?你不是要嫁给游戏公司的总裁吧?”
Maybe she was living a 'scenario' even before the scenario started. No one called it for a scenario but for her, it was a scenario. If a dokkaebi had named the scenario, perhaps it would be 'Declaration of Independence.'
也许她甚至在剧情开始之前就生活在一个‘剧情’中。没有人认为这是一个场景，但对她来说，这是一个场景。如果一个dokkaebi提到了这个场景，那么它可能就是美国独立宣言
「 "I am a new employee." 」
“我是新员工”
After entering the game company and becoming independent at home, his life changed a bit. She also met an interesting person.
在进入游戏公司并在家里独立后，他的生活发生了一些变化。她还遇到了一个有趣的人。
「 "Yoo Sangah-ssi. Do you have a mobile phone charger?" 」
“YooSangah-ssi，你有手机充电器吗?”
The man with a thin face who borrowed her charger.
那个借了她充电器的瘦脸男人。
「 "I am an important appointment at 7 o'clock and my battery is running out." 」
“我7点有个重要约会，电池快没电了”
A person who did the interview with her and who was uncooperative about everything in the company.
对她进行面试的人，对公司里的一切都不合作。
「 "I will attend the ceremony but I must leave at 7 o'clock." 」
“我将出席典礼，但必须在7点钟离开”
He was always the person to leave the company first once the work day ended.
一旦工作日结束，他总是第一个离开公司的人。
「 "I won't participate in the picnic. I hate climbing mountains the most." 」
“我不参加野餐了，我最讨厌爬山”
The man who seemed like a ghost and didn't exist in other people's eyes as he stared at his smartphone.
这个男人看起来像个幽灵，当他盯着自己的智能手机时，在别人的眼里根本不存在。
「"…Yoo Jonghyuk, that jerk died again." 」
“...柳永玉，那个混蛋又死了”
Thus, she might've done something strange as well. She put things into the food of the boss who took projects from his subordinates or mixed pepper in the drinks of the manager who made them run coffee errands.
因此，她可能也做了一些奇怪的事情。她把东西放进从下属那里接手项目的老板的食物里，或者放进让他们跑腿喝咖啡的经理的饮料里。
「 "Uwek! What is this? Why does the coffee taste like this?" 」
“乌维克!这是什么?为什么咖啡的味道是这样的?”
It was the birth of Mino Soft's historic event, which was later called the 'Break Room Incident.'
这是米诺软件的历史性事件，后来被称为“休息室事件”的诞生
She poured pepper into the finely ground beans and felt a sense of liberation. The company was turned upside down. It was a criminal who couldn't even be caught by the surveillance staff.
她把胡椒倒进磨得很细的豆子里，感到一种解放的感觉。公司被颠覆了。这是一个连监视人员都抓不到的罪犯。
「 Yoo Sangah, I still remember. 」
“刘桑加，我还记得。”
A company where everyone had left work. A smartphone light appeared quietly from behind a cabinet in the break room.
一家人人都下班的公司。休息室的一个橱柜后面，一盏智能手机的灯静静地亮了起来。
「 Kim Dokja was clearly there. 」
“金多克贾显然就在那里”
No matter whether she put in pepper or salt, the light just stayed there and tolerated her actions. It was as if the things that happened beyond the cabinet didn't involve him.
不管她放的是胡椒粉还是盐，灯光总是停留在那里，容忍着她的行为。就好像发生在内阁之外的事情与他无关。
「Maybe I should've talked to him at that time. 」
“也许那时我应该和他谈谈”
Why did he remain silent behind that cabinet? Why didn't he report what she died and why did he say, "There is no one." Why did he turn the CCTV away from the direction of the break room? Why… was he always looking at the phone with a variety of expressions?
他为什么在那个内阁后面保持沉默？为什么他不报告她的死亡，为什么他说，“没有人。”他为什么把闭路电视从休息室的方向移开？为什么......他总是用各种各样的表情看着电话？
Her surroundings brightened and her senses started to gradually return.
她周围的环境变得明亮起来，她的感官开始逐渐恢复。
[A powerful presence doesn't allow your 'story' to fall apart.] [Someone who likes to be tidy doesn't deserve your story.]
[强大的存在感不会让你的“故事”破裂][喜欢整洁的人不配拥有你的故事。]
A voice was heard from somewhere.
某个地方传来一个声音。
「 (Look, this is 'push and pull'.) 」
“(看，这是“推拉”)”
「(No. I think that after watching every movie that exists on Earth…) 」 「(Isn't it a desire to become one?) 」
「(不。我想在看完地球上存在的每一部电影后...」「不是渴望成为一名电影人吗?」
Yoo Sangah slowly opened her eyes and found three beings surrounding her. There was a squid-like creature wearing glasses. An elderly man with grey hair and a bent back. Finally, a beautiful person who exuded a strange atmosphere where the gender was unknown.
刘尚雅慢慢地睁开眼睛，发现周围有三个生物。有一个像乌贼的生物戴着眼镜。一个年长的男人，灰白的头发，弯着腰。最后，一个漂亮的人散发出一种陌生的气氛，那里的性别是未知的。
The moment she saw the last existence, Yoo Sangah shot up with surprise.
当她看到最后存在的那一刻，刘尚雅惊奇地跳了起来。
「 (You…? ) 」
“你...?”
「 (You woke up, new librarian,) 」
“(你醒了，新图书管理员)”
The neutral beauty, Nirvana smiled. Yoo Sangah didn't know what was going on. Why was this person here?
中性的美丽，涅槃笑了。刘尚雅不知道发生了什么。为什么这个人会在这里？
Nirvana looked at her and spoke. 「 (It is a long explanation. You'll find out soon. You are lucky. You are the first one to enter this library since I've been living here.) 」
涅槃看着她，说道。“”(这是一个很长的解释。你很快就会知道了。你很幸运。你是我住在这里以来第一个进入这个图书馆的人。)」
A combination of letters was overflowing behind the three beings.
这三个人的身后洋溢着一连串的信件。
[Welcome, new librarian Yoo Sangah.]
[欢迎新的图书管理员YooSangah]
Yoo Sangah looked around. Dim light from candles illuminated the darkness everywhere.
刘尚雅环顾四周，蜡烛发出的微弱光线照亮了四周的黑暗。
Library… There was an incredible number of bookshelves filled with books that didn't seem to end. It had been a long time since she saw a library of this size.
图书馆......书架上堆满了看起来没完没了的书。她已经很久没有看到这么大的图书馆了。
Kim Dokja's words popped into her mind. If she could live again, was she willing to read books that weren't from those authors?
KimDokja的话在她的脑海中闪过。如果她能再活一次，她会愿意读那些不是那些作者写的书吗？
…Was this what he meant? She didn't know what this place was. She didn't know why Kim Dokja sent her here or what he wanted. Still, she had a hunch. If she read these books now, she might be able to solve many of her questions.
他是这个意思吗？她不知道这是什么地方。她不知道KimDokja为什么把她送到这里来，也不知道他想要什么。尽管如此，她还是有预感。如果她现在读这些书，她也许能够解决她的许多问题。
「 (Will you read it?) 」
“(你会看吗?)”
「(Yes?) 」
“是吗?”
「 (If you read it, you might be sorry. It might be a truth you can't handle.) 」
“(如果你读了，你可能会觉得抱歉，这可能是你无法接受的事实。)”
Yoo Sangah's hand stopped as she approached the book. It wasn't because of Nirvana's words. It was because a man she knew well showed up in the darkness.
刘尚雅的手停了下来，走向那本书。这不是因为Nirvana的话。那是因为一个她很熟悉的男人在黑暗中出现了。
"She won't be a librarian."
“她不会成为图书管理员。”
Kim Dokja was there.
KimDokja也在那里。
***
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「 (…Dokja-ssi?) 」
“ ... Dokja-ssi? ”
I felt deep relief the moment I saw Yoo Sangah staring at me blankly. It was a success. Somehow, I succeeded in preserving Yoo Sangah's soul. Her soul body was still damaged but the power flowing faintly through the library was restoring her soul.
看到刘尚雅茫然地盯着我，我深深地松了一口气。这是一次成功。不知怎么的，我成功地保存了YooSangah的灵魂。她的灵魂身体仍然受损，但是在图书馆中微弱流动的力量正在恢复她的灵魂。
I bowed to Yoo Sangah. "I'm sorry to have brought you to such a shabby place. Please endure it a bit. I'll take you out soon."
我向刘尚雅鞠了一躬。“我很抱歉把你带到这样一个破旧的地方。请忍耐一下。我很快就带你出去。”
「(What shabby place? Foolish man who doesn't know the spirituality of truth.) 」
“(什么破旧的地方?不懂真理精神的愚人)”
"It's been a while, Nirvana."
“好久不见了，涅槃。”
「 (How did you come here. The 'wall' shouldn't have allowed it.) 」
“(你是怎么来到这里的，“墙”不应该允许这样做的)”
"I found a trick."
“我发现了一个窍门。”
Nirvana's expression was unusual.
涅磐的表达是不寻常的。
「 (I don't know what you're thinking but this is a really bad decision. There is a reason you have the wall.) 」
