她看见于重赫的刀片在那儿僵住了一会儿，继续说着自己的话。
"Did you forget what Kim Dok-Ja has done until now? Just because he read that boring-ass novel a bit, you wish to pretend everything we experienced during your 3rd regression didn't happen?"
“你是不是忘了金道子以前做过的事？就因为他读了一点那本无聊透顶的小说，你就想假装我们在你第三次回归期间所经历的一切都没发生过吗?”
Yu Joong-Hyeok's Status was shrinking back now. Han Su-Yeong could feel it - that she was almost there. Just one more push, and this unnecessary fight would come to an end.
于重赫的地位正在下降。韩素英能感觉到，她就快到了。只要再用力一推，这场不必要的争吵就会结束。
"Calm down and think rationally about this."
“冷静下来，理性地思考这个问题。”
Unfortunately, Han Su-Yeong took a wrong step at the final hurdle.
不幸的是，韩素英在最后一关迈出了错误的一步。
"You are not that kind of a character."
“你不是那种人。”
"….A character, is it?"
“一个角色，是吗?”
Yu Joong-Hyeok's expression was changing back. He wasn't asking a question just now. She belatedly realised her mistake, but it was far too late to take back what she said by then.
于重赫的表情又变回来了。他刚才不是在问问题。她迟迟才意识到自己的错误，但那时收回她所说的话已经太晚了。
"You're the same as him."
“你和他一样。”
Enormous waves of magical energy spread out from the contact point of the two locked blades. Han Su-Yeong's sword issued a cry of pain. The force behind [Black Flames] was now being pushed back one-sidedly.
巨大的魔法能量波从两把锁定的刀片的接触点传播开来。韩素英的剑发出一声痛苦的叫喊。[黑火焰]背后的力量现在被一边推了回去。
[Fable, 'Torch that swallowed the Myth', is roaring out!]
[寓言:“吞噬神话的火炬”正在咆哮而出!]
The [Great Fable] Yu Joong-Hyeok had acquired was now going on a rampage.
余重赫(YuJoong-Hyeok，《神寓》中的人物——译注)所获得的这本书现在正在横冲直撞。
"I saw what you did during the 1863rd regression."
“我看到了你在1863年回归时的所作所为。”
"1863rd regression? What the hell are you…. "
“1863年回归?你到底是... ”
It was at that moment a certain something popped up in Han Su-Yeong's mind.
就在这时，韩素英的脑子里突然出现了一个念头。
- In the 1863rd world-line of 'Ways of Survival'…. Ah, right. You were there, too. I couldn't tell which one of you was the real body, though.
-在1863年的《生存之道》一书中..。啊，对。你也在那里。但我不知道你们谁是真正的尸体。
For sure, Kim Dok-Ja said something like that in the past.
当然，金道子过去也说过类似的话。
'Can it be?'
“可能吗?”
Information in her head began consolidating; apparently, she existed within the 1863rd turn. And in that place, she was living in a different regression. In that case, the person she saw in her dream was….
她头脑中的信息开始整合;显然，她在1863年的第三个转折点就已经存在了。在那个地方，她生活在一种不同的回归中。在这种情况下，她在梦里看到的人是..。
Just as Han Su-Yeong reached her answer, a momentary opening was created. Yu Joong-Hyeok's blade didn't miss that chance.
正当韩素妍回答的时候，一个瞬间的开口出现了，于重赫的剑没有错过这个机会。
*
Why couldn't I move?
为什么我动不了？
How come I didn't fight alongside Han Su-Yeong?
为什么我没有和韩素妍并肩作战？
While watching her speak for my stead, why couldn't I voice my own thoughts with her?
看着她替我说话，为什么我不能向她表达我自己的想法呢？
"You… suck at telling your own story, that's why."
“你......不善于讲述自己的故事，这就是原因。”
I pulled the fallen Han Su-Yeong in as she looked up at me. Blood flowed out like a river from her waist. It was so vividly red that it all came across as far too unreal to my eyes.
我把倒在地上的韩素英拉了进来，她抬头看着我。血像河水一样从她的腰间流了出来。它是如此生动的红色，以至于我的眼睛觉得它太不真实了。
She was bleeding, yet she was still talking to me. "Kim Dok-Ja. I know the end you've been wishing for."
她在流血，但她仍然在和我说话。“金道子。我知道你一直希望的结局。”
She formed a smile as playful as ever. As if to wipe the blood on my cheek, she rubbed my face while murmuring back to me. "What a pitiful guy you are…."
她还是那样顽皮地笑了笑。仿佛要擦去我脸颊上的血迹，她一边揉着我的脸，一边低声回答我。“你真是个可怜的家伙......”
I frantically tried to stem her bleeding while pulling out my recovery items. Her internal injuries were too severe. She had been wounded far too mercilessly.
我疯狂地试图阻止她的出血，同时提出我的恢复项目。她的内伤太严重了。她伤得太重了，伤得太重了。
Her innards were completely destroyed by the 2nd generation's sword force.
她的内脏被第二代的剑术部队完全摧毁了。
I could save her. If only I had a little more time, if I could just find a proper healer and get her healed, then….
我可以救她。如果我有更多的时间，如果我能找到一个合适的医治者，让她痊愈，那么..。
….But, would I be allowed to do that?
但是，我可以这样做吗？
Her hand touching my cheek fell away lifelessly.
她触摸我脸颊的手毫无生气地垂了下来。
I called out Han Su-Yeong's name. Over and over again. However, she didn't wake up. What I heard was Yu Joong-Hyeok's voice, instead.
我喊出韩素英的名字。一遍又一遍。然而，她没有醒来。我听到的是余重赫的声音。
"Stand up, Kim Dok-Ja."
“站起来，金道子。”
I couldn't sense any guilt, no shaken emotions within that voice.
我感觉不到任何内疚，声音里没有颤抖的情感。
It was at that moment something inside me snapped.
就在那一刻，我内心的某个东西崩溃了。
I slowly stood up from my spot.
我慢慢地从座位上站起来。
[Yu Joong-Hyeok.]
[余重赫]
Fables were boiling over inside my head.
寓言在我脑海中沸腾。
- There are some Fables that are simply too big and are difficult to read properly. If your mind isn't centred right, you will end up getting swept away by the Fable, instead.
-有些寓言故事篇幅太长，难以正确阅读。如果你的思想没有集中到正确的地方，你最终会被寓言所淹没。
Yu Ho-Seong told me that. I was aware of the dangers as well. The greater the Fable, the larger the burden I had to carry.
余和成告诉我的。我也知道其中的危险。寓言故事越多，我的负担就越重。
That was why I sought to make comrades. And we worked together to create history, to create our own Fables. All for the sake of reaching a different conclusion than that of Yu Joong-Hyeok's from the original storyline. That wish was what brought us this far.
这就是为什么我想成为同志的原因。我们一起创造历史，创造我们自己的寓言。所有这一切都是为了得到一个不同于于重赫的故事情节的结局。正是这个愿望让我们走到了今天这一步。
And the end result of that wish was this.
这个愿望的最终结果是这样的。
Did I need to keep reading this story, then?
那我还需要继续读这个故事吗？
[Great Fable, 'Demon World's Spring', has begun its storytelling.]
[伟大的寓言，‘魔鬼世界的春天’，已经开始讲故事了。]
I've imagined the final goal where every one of us would be there together. I truly believed that such a story was definitely achievable.
我想象着最终的目标，那就是我们每个人都会在那里。我真的相信这样的故事是可以实现的。
[Great Fable, 'Torch that swallowed the Myth', has begun its storytelling.]
[伟大的寓言，‘吞噬神话的火炬’，已经开始讲故事了。]
However, if that was impossible, then….
然而，如果那是不可能的，那么..。
If all the histories that I've created so far were completely useless, then….
如果到目前为止我创造的所有历史都毫无用处，那么.....。
['Demon King Transformation' has been activated.]
[“恶魔王变形”已被激活]
….Then, the end I've been dreaming about no longer held any meaning.
...然后，我一直梦想的结局不再有任何意义。
[I shall kill you, Yu Joong-Hyeok.]
[余重赫，我要杀了你]
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