第370章:第70集——一个不能分享的故事(2)“我要杀了你，于重赫。”
Everyone within the Library was looking at that text.
图书馆里的每个人都在看这篇文章。
⸢(….Looks like all of us might end up perishing at this rate.)⸥
(...看来我们所有人都会以这种速度死去。)
['The 4th Wall' is vibrating intensely!]
“第四道墙”震动得很厉害
The entirety of the Library was shaking around. The books that had been neatly arranged tumbled down and created a mess. However, no Librarian tried to clean it up.
整个图书馆都在晃动。那些整齐排列的书倒了下来，弄得一团糟。然而，没有一个图书管理员试图清理它。
⸢(How frustrating. Why aren't they communicating with each other? As I thought, these two lack enough desire to become one being.)⸥ ⸢(Our Su-Yeong didn't do anything wrong, yet….)⸥
(真令人沮丧。为什么他们不能互相交流呢？正如我所想的，这两个人缺乏足够的欲望成为一个人。)(我们的秀英还没有做错什么......)
The 'Squid' used one of its tentacles to lightly poke the round eye.
“鱿鱼”用它的一个触须轻轻地戳它圆圆的眼睛。
Meanwhile, the text continued on; every time Yu Joong-Hyeok's and Kim Dok-Ja's blades clashed against each other, Nirvana's teeth issued clattering noises.
与此同时，课文还在继续;每次YuJoong-Hyeok和KimDok-Ja的刀互相碰撞，Nirvana的牙齿就会发出咔嗒咔嗒的声音。
⸢(Oii, newbie. What do you think?)⸥
(油，菜鸟，你觉得怎么样?)
When Yu Sang-Ah heard that, she stopped catching the books flying over her head and looked back at the Librarians. Her hand was full of Kim Dok-Ja's memories - the book she'd been reading up until just now.
于相娥听了，不再抓头上飞过的书，回头看了看图书馆员们。她的手里满是金道子的回忆——那本她一直读到现在的书。
⸢(Mm. I have two opinions about it.)⸥
(嗯，我对此有两种看法。)
⸢(You have two of them )⸥
(你有两个 )
⸢(One. Miss Su-Yeong isn't dead. I know her very well and she's not someone to risk her life for a problem like this one.)⸥
(一个。秀英小姐没有死。我非常了解她，她不会为了这样的问题而拿自己的生命冒险
The Squid's tearful eyes opened much wider from her reply.
乌贼泪汪汪的眼睛从她的回答中睁得大大的。
⸢(What? But, you also read it, didn't you?)⸥ ⸢(Looks like you still don't know how it works. The heroine loses her consciousness, her hand falling away. And the male hero awakens! You see, in all the movies I've seen so far….)⸥
(什么？但是，你也读过，不是吗?)(看来你还是不知道它是怎么工作的。女主人公失去了意识，她的手掉了下来。男主角醒来了！你看，到目前为止我看过的所有电影中......)
Not minding what the Squid or the Simulation were saying, Yu Sang-Ah composedly carried on.
余相娥不管乌贼说什么，也不管模拟人说什么，从容不迫地继续下去。
⸢(Two. They are currently talking to each other.)⸥
(两个。他们现在正在交谈。)
Yu Sang-Ah spoke as she stared at the texts that continued to pile up.
余相娥盯着堆积如山的文字说道。
⸢(Even though no one in this world would call that a 'conversation', but still.)⸥
(尽管这个世界上没有人会称之为“对话”，但仍然。)
*
Fragments of Fables poured out from the cracked arm. They were fables that we had created together.
寓言的碎片从断裂的手臂中倾泻而出，它们是我们一起创造的寓言。
[Fable, 'Demon World's Spring', is pouring out its story!] [Fable, 'Torch that swallowed the Myth', is growling threateningly!]
[寓言，‘恶魔世界的春天’，正在滔滔不绝地讲述它的故事!][寓言，‘吞噬神话的火炬’，正在威胁地咆哮!]
Like a dragon and tiger getting into a tussle, Fables collided with other Fables. Yu Joong-Hyeok, possessing the exact same 'Great Fables' as I, used the exact same power to fight me.
就像龙与虎争斗一样，寓言与其他寓言相撞了。于重赫，拥有和我一模一样的“伟大寓言”，用同样的力量来对抗我。
[Your share on the applicable Fable is higher than your opponent's!]
[你在适用的寓言上的份额比你的对手高!]
Even though my share on the Fables was supposedly higher, the shares held by Yu Joong-Hyeok didn't listen to my commands. Maybe that was due to all those years Yu Joong-Hyeok had gone through already. He had been telling his story far more fiercely than anyone else in <Star Stream>, after all.
尽管我在寓言中的份额应该更高，但余重赫持有的股票不听我的命令。也许这是因为余重赫已经经历了那么多年。毕竟，他讲述自己的故事比《星流》中的任何人都要激烈得多。
Ch-chuchuchuchut!!
查查查查!！
The Probability of the 2nd generation was suppressing us. However, some things still managed to escape its suppression.
第二代的可能性正在压制我们，然而，有些东西还是设法逃脱了压制。
[Fable, 'the One who Opposes the Miracle', is thunderously roaring out!] [Fable, 'the One who Opposes the Miracle', is bellowing out in anger!]
[寓言，‘反对奇迹的人’，雷鸣般地咆哮起来!][寓言，‘反对奇迹的人’正在愤怒地咆哮!]
The exact same Fables created by experiencing the same history collided against each other.
经历相同的历史创造出来的完全相同的寓言故事互相碰撞。
['Master of the Island' is paying close attention to you.]
[“岛主”正在密切关注你。]
[Many Constellations are watching your battle.]
许多星座都在关注着你的战斗
[Constellation, 'Demon-like Judge of Flames', is….]
[星座，‘魔鬼般的火焰审判者’，是......]
The voices of the Constellations were getting fainter and fainter now.
星座的声音现在越来越微弱了。
[Unique skill, 'The 4th Wall' is activating!]
[独特的技能，‘第四道墙’正在激活!]
We both swung our swords, fully prepared to kill each other in the process. The blade that I desperately swung brushed past Yu Joong-Hyeok's waist, and his own blade attacking right back, stabbed into my shoulder.
我们都挥舞着我们的剑，完全准备好在这个过程中杀死对方。我拼命挥动的刀刃擦过了余重赫的腰部，他自己的刀刃向右后方袭来，刺进了我的肩膀。
His combat intuition was higher, but my 'Status' was much higher than his.
他的战斗直觉更高，但我的地位比他高得多。
[Great Fable, 'Demon World's Spring', is protecting you!]
[伟大的寓言《恶魔世界的春天》保护着你!]
The Transcender's sharp aura pierced past the thick layer of 'Status' and flew straight in. From that sword energy, I was able to read his true intention. I saw how desperately he was standing his ground right now.
穿越者的强烈光环穿透了地位的厚层，直接飞进来了。从那把剑的能量，我能够读懂他的真实意图。我看到他现在是多么绝望地坚持自己的立场。
He didn't bother to ask, and I didn't bother to reply. No, we just swung our swords again and again. And instead of our mouths, our Fables told the tales for us.
他懒得问，我也懒得回答。没有，我们只是一次又一次挥剑。寓言为我们讲述的不是我们的嘴，而是我们的故事。
[Fable, 'Paradise of Despair', is pouncing like a wild beast!]
[寓言，‘绝望的天堂’，像野兽一样扑过来!]
The memories from the 'Paradise'…
天堂的记忆..。
[Fable, 'the One who hunted the King of Calamity', is roaring out!]
[寓言，‘那个猎杀灾难之王的人’正在咆哮!]
Traces from the [Peaceland]…
来自[和平之地]的痕迹..。
[Fable, 'Liberator of the Industrial Complex', is in mourning.]
[寓言《工业情结的解放者》正在哀悼。]
The moments from the revolution…
革命的时刻..。
⸢None of those existed within the pages of the 'Ways of Survival'.⸥
这些在《生存之道》一书中都不存在
The times we've lived through didn't match up with any of the pages I read in the past.
我们所经历的时代与我过去读过的任何一页都不相符。
['Angel Transformation' is activating!]
[“天使变形”正在激活!]
Wings broke past my shoulder blades. My Status instantly increased and permeated into [Unbreakable Faith].
翅膀从我的肩胛骨上飞过，我的地位立刻提高了，并且渗透进了[牢不可破的信仰]。
Issuing a loud, explosive noise, Yu Joong-Hyeok's body flew up in the air after being unable to withstand the impact force.
于重赫的身体发出巨大的爆炸声，由于无法承受冲击力而飞向空中。
"Come at me with everything you've got, Yu Joong-Hyeok. Because I'll do the same, too."
“余重赫，拿你所有的东西来对付我，因为我也会这么做的。”
The light in his eyes changed. The outline of his Status rising up around him began distorting visibly. It was powerful enough to twist the space itself. The true power of the high-level Transcender was being unleashed for real now.
他眼睛里的光变了。他身份地位的轮廓在他周围升起，开始明显地扭曲起来。它的力量足以扭曲空间本身。高级超人的真正力量现在正在真正释放出来。
Yu Joong-Hyeok's figure, wrapped in the brilliant golden light, disappeared from my view.
余重赫的身影，被灿烂的金光包裹着，从我的视线中消失了。
[2nd Stage of the 'Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint' is still in activation.]
[全知读者视角的第二阶段仍在激活中]
His blade moved so fast that my eyes couldn't even follow it.
他的刀刃移动得如此之快，以至于我的眼睛都看不清楚。
Claaaang!!
克拉昂!！
One sword, against another. The louder the grinding metallic noises became, the heavier my wrist got. Fables poured out from my thigh, and Fables flowed out from Yu Joong-Hyeok's shoulders.
一把剑，对另一把剑。摩擦的金属声音越大，我的手腕就越沉重。寓言从我的大腿流出，寓言从余重赫的肩膀流出。
And naturally, his voice could also be heard.
当然，他的声音也可以被听到。
['The 4th Wall' is activating strongly as if to fight back!]
“第四道长城”正在强烈地激活，好像要反击似的
Yu Joong-Hyeok had begun telling his story now.
于重赫现在开始讲他的故事了。
⸢You….⸥
你..
I tried to guess which words would follow that. Without a doubt, he'd blame me. Just as Han Su-Yeong had said, you were that kind of a person, after all.
我试图猜测接下来会是什么词。毫无疑问，他会责怪我。就像韩素英说的，你毕竟是那种人。
⸢Why did you choose to remain in that particular turn?⸥
你为什么选择留在那个特定的转折点上
Memories of the 1863rd regression brushed past my head.
1863年回归的记忆掠过我的脑海。
⸢"I won't return to the 3rd turn. I'll remain here and see this thing to its end with the people of this place."⸥
“我不会回到第三个弯道。我会留在这里，看着这件事和这里的人们一起结束。”
The decision I made was coming back to me in full. The [Unbreakable Faith] was now issuing cracking, breaking noises.
我所做的决定全部回到了我的脑海中，牢不可破的信念现在正在发出破碎、破碎的声音。
Back then, that was the best choice available. I thought that, after witnessing the end of the 1863rd turn, I would be able to return to the 3rd turn safely. That was why I tried to find the story where everyone could be happy.
在当时，这是最好的选择。我以为，在目睹了1863个转弯的结束之后，我就可以安全地返回第三个转弯了。这就是为什么我试图找到一个每个人都能开心的故事。
However, what if Yu Joong-Hyeok of the 1863rd turn didn't help me out back then?
然而，如果1863年的余重赫当时没有帮到我呢？
What if Han Su-Yeong of the 1863rd turn carried murderous intentions towards me?
如果1863年转向的韩素妍对我怀有谋杀的意图呢？
Would I have been able to return to this world unscathed?
我能够毫发无伤地回到这个世界吗？
Even though I thought that I knew the scenarios better than anyone, could it be that I just got lucky and managed to survive until now?
尽管我认为自己比任何人都更了解这些场景，难道我只是幸运地活到了现在？
⸢Your comrades are here.⸥
你的同志们来了
Yu Joong-Hyeok's first sword slash sliced apart my shoulder. And…
于重赫的第一刀割破了我的肩膀，然后..。
⸢Your own world-line was here.⸥
你自己的世界线在这里
His second strike split open my elbow.
他的第二击打破了我的胳膊肘。
⸢You told people to live their lives in this world.⸥
你告诉人们要在这个世界上生活
The third strike punctured a hole in my wing. It hurt like hell. But what hurt even more than that, though, was the rage and disappointment contained within Yu Joong-Hyeok's voice.
第三次攻击把我的翅膀刺穿了一个洞。疼得要命。然而，更令人伤心的是余重赫的声音中蕴含的愤怒和失望。
⸢Incarnation 'Yu Joong-Hyeok' is refusing to regress.⸥
化身于重赫拒绝倒退
Yu Joong-Hyeok who gave up on the path of regression and decided to live out his 3rd turn because of me was now looking back. The being who loved this world more than anyone, and wanted to protect it because of that, was staring straight back at me.
于重赫(音译)因为我而放弃了回归的道路，决定度过他的第三个回合，现在他回头看了看。那个比任何人都更爱这个世界，并因此想要保护它的人，正直直地盯着我。
⸢But then, you….⸥
但是你..
Certain types of rage and some types of betrayal couldn't be described in mere words. No matter how omniscient one was as a reader, one would never be able to read them.
某些类型的愤怒和某些类型的背叛不能仅仅用语言来描述。无论一个人作为一个读者是多么无所不知，他永远不可能读懂它们。
Yu Ho-Seong said as thus:
余浩成是这样说的:
- A Fable may not look all that amazing at first glance, but it'll present a maze-like abyss to all those who dare to peek deeper into their inner core. It's the same story, regardless of how small a Fable is.
一则寓言乍一看可能并不那么惊人，但对于那些敢于深入了解自己内心深处的人来说，它将呈现出一个迷宫般的深渊。同样的故事，不管寓言有多小。
What I was seeing shouldn't be Yu Joong-Hyeok's everything. I'd never get to fully understand the reason why he was so furious like this. Because, everything could be his reason, or conversely, nothing could be his reason, too.
我看到的不应该是余重赫的一切。我永远无法完全理解他为什么这么生气。因为，每件事都可能是他的理由，或者反过来，也没有什么能成为他的理由。
But, one thing was for certain, and that would be Yu Joong-Hyeok had decided not to be under the thumb of anyone anymore.
但是有一件事是肯定的，那就是于重赫决定不再受任何人的控制了。
Not controlled by me, and not controlled by himself. And, maybe not even by those d*mn Constellations who should be watching right us now.
不受我控制，也不受他自己控制。而且，也许甚至不是那些该死的星座，他们现在应该正在看着我们。
⸢Answer me, Kim Dok-ja.⸥
回答我，金道子
While receiving the outpouring of the sword strikes, I began faltering. Most likely, Yu Joong-Hyeok was aware of the truth - that I was still reading him even right now.
当我听到剑击的声音时，我开始犹豫起来。最有可能的是，余重赫意识到了真相——即使是现在，我仍然在读他的书。
But, even though he knew that I was reading him, he continued to think non-stop.
但是，即使他知道我在读他的书，他还是不停地思考。
⸢Answer me.⸥
回答我
Just like how I observed him past this 'wall', he too was ceaselessly writing something just beyond it, hoping that someone would get to read it sooner or later.
就像我看到他穿过这堵墙一样，他也在不停地写一些超越这堵墙的东西，希望早晚有人能读到它。
Unfortunately, I couldn't reply. Because, if I do, then….
不幸的是，我不能回答，因为，如果我回答了，那么.....。
['The 4th Wall' is getting thicker.]
第四道墙越来越厚了
….Then, you'd end up becoming a mere character of the story.
然后，你最终会成为这个故事的一个角色。
['The 4th Wall' is getting even thicker.]
第四道墙越来越厚了
Because… you definitely couldn't become a mere character.
因为...你绝对不能成为一个普通的角色。
Ku-gugugugu!!
咕咕咕咕!！
Yu Joong-Hyeok glared at me with his trademark blazing eyes. Here he was, existing in this place and time, destroying me in order to prove that he wasn't just a mere character of a story.
于重赫用他标志性的炽热的眼睛瞪着我。他就在这里，存在于这个时间和地点，摧毁我是为了证明他不仅仅是一个故事中的角色。
⸢Is that so.⸥
是这样吗
His words floated up above the 'wall'.
他的话浮现在墙上。
⸢So, that is your choice.⸥
所以，这是你的选择
['The 4th Wall' is getting even thicker.]
第四道墙越来越厚了
⸢Even during this regression, I didn't have any comrades, then.⸥
即使在这次回归中，我也没有任何同志
If I were to say something, anything, as a reply, it was possible that he'd have forgiven me. Maybe, a miracle might happen and he'd accept me, even.
如果我说些什么，任何话，作为回答，他可能会原谅我。也许，奇迹会发生，他甚至会接受我。
However, even if that happened, Han Su-Yeong wouldn't return, and the hurt we inflicted on each other would not be erased, either. We would never become comrades ever again.
然而，即使这样，韩素妍也不会回来，我们给彼此造成的伤害也不会消失。我们再也不会成为同志了。
Whether it was Yu Joong-Hyeok or me, we both knew that truth all too painfully well.
不管是余重赫还是我，我们都非常痛苦地知道这个事实。
['The 4th Wall' is getting even thicker.]
第四道墙越来越厚了
And that was why we held our swords as we dashed towards each other.
这就是为什么当我们冲向对方的时候，我们会拿着我们的剑。
['The 4th Wall' is getting even thicker.]
第四道墙越来越厚了
The full-on attack collided with another full-on attack and issued a loud explosive noise. Thick, choking dust was kicked up in the air; neither of us could withstand the impact force and crumbled to the ground.
全面进攻与另一次全面进攻相撞，发出巨大的爆炸声。浓重的令人窒息的灰尘扬起，我们两个都承受不了冲击力，摔在了地上。
The first one to stand back up was me.
第一个站起来的是我。
I staggered towards Yu Joong-Hyeok lying on his back, his entire body now looking like a torn rag, and pointed my blade at him. He didn't offer any resistance, but instead, looked up at me to speak.
